"Do you know how I spent the past four years? You told me about it?" Gong Ou yelled, "My disease has never been cured. I was just played like a dog by Mona for four years. Year!"
"Miyao, don't do this."
"I thought I was a normal person, but it turns out I'm not!" Gong Ou reached out and grabbed her chin, shouting hysterically, "I'm still paranoid, no, more than that, I'm still being fooled. Years of paranoia! I’m just a lunatic, a lunatic who doesn’t even know I’m being played by others!”
"No, it's not."
For a moment, Shi Xiaonian couldn't find any words to comfort Gong Ou.
As Dr. Walker said.
He couldn't accept it.
He has always thought highly of himself, how could he accept that he had been tricked by a woman for four years.
Mona said that his situation was like an inflated balloon being pushed to the bottom, either not bursting or bursting and turning into a complete madman.
"Ha." Gong Ou looked at her and laughed out loud as if he was thinking of something funny, "Shi Xiaonian, look, how idiotic I am! You chose the most idiotic man in the world!"
"That's not the case." Shi Xiaonian kept shaking his head.
"You go." Gong Ou pushed her away, "I don't deserve to live for people like me, so you go."
"I do not go."
"I let you go!" Gong Ou roared at the top of his lungs, stood up from the sofa, and glared at her with lowered eyes, "How long are you going to watch my jokes? See how ignorant I am to be deceived by a woman for four years. Isn’t it interesting? You’ve become so clingy to me recently because you want me to recover, right?”
He understood it all.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian stood up and looked at him blankly.
Gong Ou looked particularly anxious. He grabbed his hair hard with his fingers and stamped it down hard. His tone became particularly weird, "A woman has been playing tricks on me for four years, and a woman is trying her best to please me just to win over me." , a noble young lady who clearly doesn’t want to do anything has to stay for a month and endure other people’s cynicism. What does this mean? Is Gong Ou already so incompetent? "
Being played by a woman.
Being tolerated and secretly supported by his own woman.
So who is he? He wasn't really a man at all.
"Do you think I'm seeing your joke?" Shi Xiaonian asked, then laughed, tears streaming down her face, "Mong Ou, are you denying yourself, or are you denying me?"
"Let's go!" Gong Ou fiercely shook off the things at hand, staring at her with his eyes, his emotions fluctuated violently.
"I do not go."
"I'm letting you go!" Gong Ou yelled at her, as if he was crazy, "There is no wedding! There is no noble young lady! I don't want to get married! You get out of here!"
He doesn't deserve it.
He doesn't deserve anything, he's just an ignorant fool who is smug about being manipulated.
A gust of wind blew over, and the long hair swept across Xiao Nian's face, captivating her eyes. She looked at Gong Ou, "Gong Ou, do you have to dump me before the wedding every time? My heart is not made of stone."
It was like this last time, and it's like this again.
Hearing this, Gong Ou stood there silently. He looked at her and regained some sense in his eyes. He stepped back and sneered at himself, "Shi Xiaonian, I'm not worthy of you, do you understand?"
“…”
"I don't even deserve to live! I can't take care of you at all! I can't do anything!" Gong Ou looked at her, "Follow me, and you will have nothing but loss of freedom and pain."
"I still have you." Shi Xiaonian continued naturally, with tears in his eyes, "As long as I have you, I can lose everything, I don't care."
"Even if I am an idiot, a hopeless lunatic?" Gong Ou said mockingly, "I even look down on myself! Shi Xiaonian, let's go, I ask you to go! Let's go!"
At the end, he shouted again.
Walk.
Stop looking at his incompetence here. It took him four years to make a joke of his own, but she knew it earlier than he did. She just stayed with him silently. What else would a man like him have if he didn't die? use
Shi Xiaonian stood there, looking at him sadly.
Suddenly there was a sound. Before Shi Xiaonian could react, Gong Ou had already rushed down like an arrow from a string, and Shi Xiaonian hurriedly chased after him.
"Come back! Come back!"
Gong Ou's roar came.
Shi Xiaonian rushed over and saw Mona breaking free from the chains at some point and sitting on the lifeboat. This was a luxury high-tech yacht, and even the equipment on the lifeboat was very advanced.
Almost half of Mona's head was covered in blood. She tried her best to put on the life jacket, and she was swaying in the sea breeze.
Seeing Gong Ou and the others rushing over, she quickly went to get the electric device on the lifeboat, but she couldn't get it out, and she was so anxious that she died.
"Lancaster, I'm telling you, you won't survive!"
Gong Ou roared, holding down the handrail with one hand and about to jump off.
"Miyao, be careful!"
Shi Xiaonian rushed forward in fear.
Mona tried her best to fiddle with the lifeboat. Just when Gong Ou was about to jump off, the yacht suddenly shook and changed its navigation route.
Shi Xiaonian was walking when she was shaken like this and fell to the side. Her head hit the railing so hard that she lost consciousness on the spot.
“…”
Gong Ou stood there, holding the railing with his slender hands. When he heard the sound, he turned to look at Shi Xiaonian, and then stared at Mona. The fire in his body burned so much that she almost engulfed her, "I'll kill you!"
After roaring like this, his hands dropped.
Shi Xiaonian fell there, her vision blurred, staring blankly in front of her, unable to see anything clearly.
She saw the vague outline of Gong Ou, but she couldn't see it clearly.
Miyao, be careful.
Her lips moved, but she could not speak. There seemed to be some liquid dripping from her forehead.
The next second, she was lifted into the air and picked up.
In the sea breeze, Shi Xiaonian fell into a warm embrace. She opened her eyes drowsily and saw Gong Ou's gloomy face. His black eyes were staring at her, and he hugged her and left.
"Where's Mona?"
Shi Xiaonian asked in a very low voice.
"Ran."
Gong Ou glanced at the sea. Mona's lifeboat was running away from their yacht, farther and farther away.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian leaned in his arms and listened, with tinnitus in her ears for a few seconds.
So, he gave up chasing Mona for her.
Shi Xiaonian was carried into a bedroom by Gong Ou. Gong Ou walked around the room, took out a white towel and pressed it on her forehead, wiped away the blood on her forehead, and then went to find the medical kit.
Shi Xiaonian sat on the bed with a pale face, feeling a little dizzy. She looked at Gong Ou's busy figure and said, "I'm fine. Please bandage your hands."
“…”
Gong Ou ignored her at all, rummaged through the cabinets in the room, found the medical kit, briefly disinfected her wound, put gauze on it, and asked in a low voice, "How does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt anymore."
Shi Xiaonian reached out and pressed the gauze on her head.
As soon as she raised her hand, the gauze on her wrist fell into his sight. Gong Ou looked at it, his breathing stagnated for a moment, his face became darker and darker, and the others stood up and walked out.
"Where are you going?"
Shi Xiaonian asked quickly.
"Go to the wheelhouse and turn the yacht back."
Gong Ou's voice was gloomy.
Drive back
When Shi Xiaonian lifted the quilt and got out of bed, she felt dizzy all of a sudden. She blinked and tried hard to steady herself, then walked out, looked around, and walked into the cab.
"Strange, Mr. Y is nowhere to be seen." Shi Xiaonian asked doubtfully.
It seems that from the moment Gong Ou appeared, Mr. Y left quickly. She just took a look and didn't see him.
“…”
Gong Ou said nothing, standing there studying the high technology on the yacht and resetting the route.
Shi Xiaonian stood there and looked at Gong Ou. The wound on his hand was still bleeding. She took out the gauze and held it down. Gong Ou pushed her hand away, took the gauze and wrapped it around his hand. lock up.
The two men stood silently in the cab.
He continued to study several routes for the yacht.
Shi Xiaonian slowly walked to stand behind Gong Ou, then stretched out her hand to wrap around his waist.
Gong Ou's body shook, and he stood there, reaching out to pull her hand away. Shi Xiaonian hugged her tightly, and Gong Ou pulled hard.
"I have a headache, so I just need help."
Shi Xiaonian said softly.
“…”
Gong Ou's hand dropped, letting her circle him.
Shi Xiaonian wrapped her arms around his waist from behind, leaned her face on his back, and whispered, "No matter who you are, no matter what you become, I will marry you. I said, no matter who you are, I will marry you." , I don’t want anyone.”
"Don't say such things again." Gong Ou said in a deep voice, "Leave everything to me when you go back. You can take the twins back to S City or Italy, it's up to you."
Whatever kind of life she wants, he will pave the way for her.
Shi Xiaonian leaned on his back. Hearing this, her hands suddenly grasped his clothes, her eyes moistened, "Why? What did I do wrong that you want to abandon me again?"
“…”
Gong Ou's body stiffened.
"Why do you have to give up on me every time when I thought we could have a family?" Shi Xiaonian asked, her voice choked with sobs.
They're getting married soon, aren't they
"I don't deserve you."
Gong Ou stood there, looking straight ahead with his dark eyes, and his voice came out from his throat, "Shi Xiaonian, listen to me, you need a man who can take care of you all your life, who can take care of you without any harm, he He won’t give you any inexplicable changes in his condition, and he won’t be so stupid that he wants you to accommodate him in everything!”
"do not you?"
Shi Xiaonian asked.
"I'm just an idiot who thinks he's invincible. In the end, I didn't accomplish anything." Gong Ou chuckled sarcastically, "What else have I given you besides hurting you?"
"A lot." Shi Xiaonian said, "Happiness, happiness, memories, and twins."
“…”
Gong Ou lowered his eyes and stretched out his hand to pull her hand away again. No matter how tight Shi Xiaonian's hand was, Gong Ou pulled her hand forcefully and pulled her hand away. (To be continued)