"I won't let you die!"
Gong Ou roared out.
"Gong Ou, I really didn't see your joke." On the deck of the yacht, the sea breeze was wild, Shi Xiaonian leaned into his arms and said, her voice was as aggrieved as a child, she raised a hand and grabbed his arm On the sleeve, "I blame you very much."
"none of your business!"
"I caused it Mona. I know nothing about the four years of suffering you have suffered. You are obviously trying every minute and every second to be a normal person for me, but I still make trouble with you and make you double..." Torture." Shi Xiaonian whispered, tears flowing into her lips with bitterness, "It's all my fault that you are like this. Since you chose to die with Mona, how can I still live?"
“…”
"Gong Ou, I really don't have the courage to watch you being destroyed again." Shi Xiaonian said, holding his sleeve tightly with her fingers, "Please help me."
"What do I want to do for you? I want you to die if you want me to?" Gong Ou hugged her tightly, "Shi Xiaonian, stop dreaming! As long as I'm here, don't even think about dying!"
"But I really can't stand it anymore. I have lived four years without hope. That's enough." Shi Xiaonian closed her eyes, tears sliding down her cheeks.
Gong Ou knelt on the deck and hugged her tightly.
The yacht moved forward, white water splashing on the deep blue sea.
Shi Xiaonian leaned in his arms and shook her head, despairing, "Gong Ou, I've reached my limit. Without you, I really can't survive."
"Let's get married!"
Gong Ou's voice sounded above her head, like a bomb exploding in her ears.
The wind quickly carried the sound away.
Shi Xiaonian opened her wet eyes, raised her face and looked at Gong Ou in astonishment, "What did you say?"
"Get married!" Gong Ou stared at her with his eyes lowered, almost gritting his teeth and said, "You won't live without me, do you hear me? Get rid of all the crazy ideas in your mind!"
She can do whatever she wants.
He does whatever she wants him to do.
Before Shi Xiaonian said anything, the yacht suddenly shook, and Shi Xiaonian was hugged tightly by Gong Ou.
"fine."
Gong Ou said, patting her back with his hand, like coaxing a child.
"Um."
Shi Xiaonian nodded, feeling no panic at all, but feeling very calm.
Gong Ou stood up, pressed his hand on the railing and looked down, frowning, "Stop, I'll go take a look."
With that said, Gong Ou left and took a few steps. He looked back at her, then stepped back with an uneasy look on his face, pulled her up from the ground and left together.
Shi Xiaonian followed him meekly.
Gong Ou pulled her into the cab, where he was studying, but the yacht still didn't start. Shi Xiaonian asked blankly, "What's wrong?"
"I can't move." Gong Ou said in a deep voice, glancing at her with his black eyes, "It's all you, why are you moving around when you have nothing to do?"
As a result, the yachts are now closed.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian closed her mouth and looked at him weakly.
Gong Ou stood there and began to study how to make the yacht move. Shi Xiaonian stood aside quietly, his eyes falling on his hands. His hands were hastily bandaged and not good at all.
"I'll get the medicine kit."
Shi Xiaonian said, turned around and walked into a cabin room to look for a medical box. She picked up the box and was about to leave. When she turned around, she saw Gong Ou's tall body standing in front of her, which shocked her.
“…”
Gong Ou stared at her with a heavy gaze.
"What's wrong?" Shi Xiaonian looked at him weakly, "Can't you fix it?"
She just pressed a few random buttons, and that high-tech thing was destroyed by her
"I'll keep an eye on you."
Gong Ou said in a deep voice.
He was afraid that she would seek death again.
Shi Xiaonian sat down beside the bed with the medicine box, raised her eyes and looked at him, "Mong Ou, as long as you can be well, I can live."
She is not the kind of hypochondriac who wants to commit suicide or go crazy.
"Am I that important to you?"
Gong Ou's voice was low and hoarse, and his facial contours were tight.
"If you are no longer important, is there anything important in my life?" Shi Xiaonian asked, her eyes seeming to have been washed by water.
Gong Ou stood in front of her, his brows tightened, "Am I a thing?"
“…”
Shi Xiao thought silently, is the key point in the word "thing"
“…”
Gong Ou also realized that he had asked an incomprehensible question, and said no more. He glanced at her and sat down next to her.
The two sat side by side on the bed.
The yacht parked quietly on the sea, and the two people made no sound at all. They were equally quiet.
A long time passed.
Shi Xiaonian put the medical kit on her lap, and was about to say something to break the silent atmosphere. Gong Ou's magnetic voice sounded in her ears, "I am stupid enough to be deceived by women." A young man, do you still want me?"
Shi Xiaonian lowered her eyes and grasped the handle of the medicine box with her fingers.
Are you going to start belittling yourself again
"Yes, as long as you are Gong Ou, I want it."
Shi Xiaonian turned to look at him.
"Don't regret it?" Gong Ou asked.
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian chuckled and said, "I regret so many things, except not being with you."
Gong Ou looked down at her, his dark eyes were deep, and his heart hurt a little.
She never regretted being with him.
Shi Xiaonian took his hand and re-cleaned and bandaged the wound on his hand. This time, Gong Ou did not refuse. A pair of black eyes stared at her deeply, staring at her face almost greedily.
"I should have thought of it earlier."
Gong Ou suddenly said.
"What?"
Shi Xiaonian asked confused.
"I should have understood how a normal person could live so tiredly and unhappy." Gong Ou said, with a low voice and a hint of hatred, "I even counted the number of times I looked at you before."
Now that I think about it, he was so stupid that he was childish.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian raised her eyes and looked at him in astonishment, even counting the number of times he looked at her.
fool.
It turns out he is really that stupid.
"I thought restraint was normal, so I didn't even dare to call you Shi Xiaonian." Gong Ou said.
"Why is this?"
Shi Xiaonian was confused and reached out to wrap the gauze for him.
"Your last name has nothing to do with me, but I just love hearing this name from Shi Xiaonian!" Gong Ou said, "Oh, the twins are not as easy to deceive as me."
Because he kept saying it, his heart beat faster every time he called her name.
By calling her this name, he would remind himself that he had never forgotten her and never thought of her, so he even changed his name for her.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian raised her eyes to meet his gaze.
"What's your look like? Are you saying I'm stupid?"
Gong Ou's black eyes suddenly turned sharp.
"No."
Shi Xiaonian whispered, he's here again, she can say a hundred words about herself being useless and stupid, but she can't say a word.
Does he care so much about her opinion
"You are obviously saying that I am stupid!" Gong Ou's tone was gloomy, he took back his bandaged hand and turned his face, laughing at himself, "Yes, I am stupid."
“…”
"I didn't even act like a normal person, so I thought I was a normal person."
Gong Ou said in a deep voice, with a very gloomy tone.
Shi Xiaonian put down the gauze in her hand, stretched out her hands to hold his face, looked at him deeply with her eyes, and said, "Your self-esteem has been trampled by Mona, so there is nothing left, so don't trample on yourself anymore." .”
"Are you trying to comfort people?"
Gong Ou shook off her hand.
Shi Xiaonian frowned in pain, but quickly laughed again, "I really don't know how to comfort you."
The subtle changes in her expression fell into his eyes. He stretched out his hand to hold hers, and pulled off the gauze on her wrist bit by bit. Her hand was fixed, and a faint red and swollen patch could be seen.
Gong Ou took off the medical board and straps that were fixed on her. His wrists were swollen and he frowned tightly.
Shi Xiaonian didn't care about her injuries, but raised her eyes to look at him and said, "Mong Ou, Mona said, if you know that you have been fooled for four years, you will become a madman."
"I'm not as crazy as you."
She actually thought of jumping into the sea.
"In my eyes, even if you are crazy, as long as you are still Gong Ou, I will love you." Shi Xiaonian said frankly, without any hesitation.
Gong Ou held her hand, and his heart shook when he heard her voice.
"I'm stupid too. It took me so many years to understand this truth." Shi Xiaonian looked at him and said.
"Do you like my body so much?" Gong Ou's black eyes glanced at her, "What if it's disfigured?"
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him speechlessly and whispered, "You still have a body after being disfigured."
There is also a soul belonging to Gong Ou.
"It turns out you're interested in my abilities in bed."
Gong Ou understood in minutes.
"..." Shi Xiaonian pursed her lips, forget it, she didn't say anything anymore.
Gong Ou gently kneaded her wrist, then tied the belt and medical board back, staring at her with black eyes, and said in a low voice, "I will not fulfill that woman's wish."
Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly.
"She wants me to become a lunatic, but I won't." Gong Ou said solemnly, "She wants us to separate, but neither will I!"
His voice was decisive.
Staring into his eyes, Shi Xiaonian understood what he meant.
She thought, he survived this test.
"Yes!" Shi Xiaonian nodded vigorously, "We are determined not to fulfill her wishes. We will keep going and live well. No one can stop her."
Her eyes were still red, but she smiled at him like a bright moon.
Gong Ou looked down at her and said in a low voice, "Shi Xiaonian, am I still the superior man in your heart?"
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian's smile deepened and she nodded more vigorously, "Yes, President Gong Da has always been that aloof and arrogant man in my heart."
Believe her, he has never been humble.
"Then remember, you must always bow your head and submit to me."
Gong Ou ordered her.
"Yes, President."
Shi Xiaonian said with a smile, leaning into Gong Ou's arms and nestling on his chest, listening to the heartbeat coming from his chest, each sound was particularly beautiful.
"You take a rest here, I'll check the yacht." Gong Ou said. (To be continued)