Such regret has no meaning except torturing herself. Her brother will never come back.
Gong Yu seemed to have not heard her words and continued, "Do you still remember that year, you found out that I was still alive, you posted on the Internet, and you asked others if it was shameful to be liked by someone of the same sex. , is it so shameful that you just want to escape?”
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was shocked.
She thought that when Xi Yu discovered that Gong Yu was not dead at that time, he must have had many questions in his heart, and even felt low self-esteem and hesitation, so he posted such a post.
"I don't know if this is a shameful thing." Gong Yu said, his handsome face full of tears, and his hand pressed Shi Xiaonian's shoulders a little hard, "I have been thinking about who I am. No, when Xiaonian and Gong Ou had a falling out, I even thought about pursuing her, I wanted to prove something, I wanted to miss something."
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was shocked. It turned out that he really had the intention to pursue her when he helped her and gave her so many things.
Empathy
"Then I understood."
Gong Yu said, suddenly stretched out his hands and hugged Shi Xiaonian from behind, hugging him tightly. Shi Xiaonian opened his eyes in shock, and the flower branches fell from his hands. Just as he was about to break away, he heard Gong Yu's voice. It rang in her ears.
"Actually, it's nothing. I just like you."
The voice was full of sadness, despair, and helplessness.
Shi Xiaonian was shocked by these words and forgot to struggle for a moment. Gong Yu hugged her tighter, "Really, I am nothing. I just like you, that's all."
That's all.
Shi Xiaonian was stunned for a few seconds, then stretched out her hands to break away from Gong Yu's hands. Before she could say anything, Gong Yu suddenly hugged her into his arms and said fearfully, "Don't go, please don't go, stay a little longer." Just stay a little longer."
Shi Xiaonian was held tightly in his arms, unable to break away at all. The smell of alcohol on his body made her breathing uncomfortable.
Gong Yu hugged her hard and begged her over and over again, "Don't go, don't go. I won't be a coward anymore. I will take you as far as you want."
"Brother, please wake up. I am Shi Xiaonian, I am not Xi Yu." Shi Xiaonian was hugged tightly by him. She struggled desperately but was hugged tighter and tighter by Gong Yu.
He smelled of alcohol.
"Don't leave."
Gong Yu's emotions became more and more intense, and he hugged her tightly, while Shi Xiaonian struggled to break free. Seeing her struggling like this, Gong Yu became panicked, hugged her and lowered his head to kiss her lips.
"boom."
After a muffled sound, Gong Yu fell down in front of Shi Xiaonian.
The livid-faced Gong Ou appeared in Shi Xiaonian's sight. He was standing there, with a handsome face filled with anger and his eyes glaring viciously at Gong Yu who was standing aside.
"Miyao?"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him in surprise.
Gong Ou ignored Shi Xiaonian, stepped forward, grabbed Gong Yu's collar with one hand, and punched him. Gong Yu fell down among the flowers and was beaten until his face turned sideways, and blood oozed from the corners of his mouth.
"Hug my woman, you're fucking crazy!"
Gong Ou roared angrily and punched him again.
Gong Yu seemed to never know how to fight back against Gong Ou, letting him hit him without even thinking of hiding.
"Gong Ou, don't do this." Shi Xiaonian walked over quickly and stopped Gong Ou, "He is just drunk, he just thinks he is Xi Yu, don't fight."
"Drunk? Ha." Gong Ou sneered and punched Gong Yu again in the face.
In the flower gallery, the scent of flowers and alcohol mixed together, and the smell was not pleasant.
"Miyao, stop fighting!"
Shi Xiaonian stopped him worriedly.
Gong Ou turned to look at her and sneered mockingly, "In my impression, he has never been drunk!"
“…”
Never been drunk
Shi Xiaonian was stunned, retracted his hand, and looked at Gong Yu's drunken state. If he had never been drunk before, was he pretending to be crazy tonight
Just as she was thinking about it, Gong Ou punched him again, grabbed Gong Yu's collar with both hands, and shouted angrily, "Gong Yu! Wake up, he's dead! It's impossible to come back! You just It's no use soaking yourself in a wine cellar! Do you hear me!"
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at Gong Yu, who fell among the flowers. He stretched out his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth. The tears on his face were not dry yet, his eyes were blurred, and he murmured, "I want to see him, I just want to see him."
"He's already dead!" Gong Ou roared, "Don't talk about Shi Xiaonian, you can't make up for anything even if you hug a pig now!"
“…”
When I read the black thread, I thought about it.
Why put her on the same level as pigs.
"This is my business, don't worry about it."
Gong Yu couldn't hear this and stretched out his hand to push Gong Ou away.
"Can you please stop living such a cowardly and cowardly life!" Gong Ou shouted, "You hid and made all the mistakes! Now is there any point in pretending to be crazy under the pretense of drinking?"
Gong Yu sat up, the blood at the corner of his mouth was seeping more and more. He looked at Gong Ou and smiled sadly, "My good brother, you don't know how much I envy you. There is nothing you dare not do. People like you Of course you look down on me."
Gong Ou has always acted casually and arbitrarily. If this matter were left to Gong Ou, it would only be solved in a few minutes, but what about him? He delayed it for too many years, until it was irreversible.
"Do you think you can resurrect the dead after giving up on yourself and lamenting? No!"
Gong Ou shouted.
"I know!"
Gong Yu also yelled back, glaring at Gong Ou with a pair of eyes that were covered with water and bloodshot.
"What do you know? Why did you fake your death and escape in the first place? Wasn't it just to live the life you wanted? Did you live it?" Gong Ou shouted at him, "Do you know where you failed? You hate the life of a noble, but you are tainted by the rules and principles, making you unable to advance or retreat, hesitant and indecisive. If a person like you is not a tragedy, who is the tragedy?"
"Gong Ou..."
Shi Xiaonian tugged on Gong Ou's clothes. He spoke too harshly. Was he forcing Gong Yu to death
"Yes." Sure enough, Gong Yu laughed when he heard this, and burst into tears immediately, "You are right, I am a scumbag, and people like me don't deserve to live in this world!"
Gong Yu pushed Gong Ou's hand away and staggered to stand up, but was punched back by Gong Ou again.
Gong Yu fell on the flowers. There were thorns in the flowers, which made his body tremble.
"Do you think you have redeemed yourself by doing this?" Gong Ou stood up, glared at him and shouted, "If you are a man, live a good life for yourself once in your life, and when you die, you can float as far away as you want, so that he can live forever. I can't even meet you, a coward! This is the sin you can atone for!"
“…”
Gong Yu fell there, awake from the pain. He looked at Gong Ou, his eyes dim and dull, like a confused child.
yes.
It is Xi Yu's luck and his sin that he will never meet him forever.
"That will happen after you die. You should live a good life for me while you are alive. Don't let your mother worry about you when I leave!" Gong Ou glared at him.
Gong Yu sat there dejectedly, his eyes wandering as if in deep thought, and he smiled bitterly, "Maybe you are right."
Shi Xiaonian looked at it in surprise. Could it be that Gong Ou's violence was effective and Gong Yu really woke up
"Then why are you still sitting there?" Gong Ou kicked him, "Get up! Do you hear me?"
"I heard it, stop kicking me! Are there any rules?" Gong Yu looked at Gong Ou, frowned, and said, "Okay, you can go back."
"You want to stay and die?"
Gong Ou always asks questions directly and doesn't understand what euphemism is.
“…”
Gong Yu looked at him speechlessly and stood up from the flowers, "Okay, I'll go back with you."
call.
Shi Xiaonian secretly breathed a sigh of relief and followed them out. As soon as they walked out of the flower gallery, Gong Ou raised his leg and kicked Gong Yu again, glaring at him with evil eyes.
"Why are you kicking me again?" Gong Yu, smelling of alcohol, was also angry, "You're addicted to beating your brother, right?"
"I just hit you because I couldn't see that you were dying!"
Gong Ou moved his neck and clenched his fists.
"what about now?"
Gong Yu said, covering his stomach.
"You fucking hugged my woman!" Gong Ou glared at him fiercely and punched him again, "How dare you hug my woman! If you still want to kiss her, I'll kill you!"
As he spoke, Gong Ou kicked and hit Gong Yu, giving him a fierce beating.
Gong Yu knew he was wrong and dodged again and again.
Shi Xiaonian stood aside and couldn't stand it, and quickly ran to call someone.
One result of this night's troubles was that when Xiao Nian and Gong Ou left the next day, Gong Yu was still lying in bed unable to get up.
Shi Xiaonian didn't know if Gong Yu had thought about it, but after treating her as a substitute and saying his confession, and being "enlightened" by Gong Ou's violence, she was probably less upset than before.
Before leaving, Gong Yu also gave them some things and told them that he would live well and take care of his mother, so there was no need to worry.
Luo Qi seemed very reluctant to leave them and kept holding Gong Kui and Gong Yao tightly. It wasn't until someone said it was time to leave that Luo Qi let go of Xiao Kui.
"Goodbye grandma, Xiaokui will video chat with you!"
Gong Kui waved to Luo Qi sweetly.
Their car drove away from Gong's house for a long time. From a distance, Luo Qi was still standing there, waving.
When they came, Gong Ou and Shi Xiaonian didn't bring many people with them, but when they returned, they flew back to S city on a private jet.
Shi Xiaonian sat near the window and looked out, looking at the layers of white clouds.
"Hey! Look at me!"
Gong Ou sat opposite her, raised his foot and kicked her lightly.
"What are you looking at?"
Shi Xiaonian asked in confusion.
"Of course I let you see it because I look good!" Gong Ouli said confidently, "What are you thinking?"
Shi Xiaonian sat there and smiled lightly, "I was thinking, it seems that I haven't been in England for long, but it feels like a lifetime has passed."
They have all experienced Gong Jue's death, Luo Qi's obsession, and Gong Yu's regret.
"Tired of staying still?"
Gong Ou asked. (To be continued)