"no!"
"I don't want to argue."
"If you want to keep this child, we will have to keep arguing!" When Gong Ou heard her stubborn tone, a fire gathered in his chest, and his tone suddenly rose.
Shi Xiaonian turned around and left. Gong Ou grabbed her hand from behind and pulled her back hard. Shi Xiaonian looked at him in surprise. Gong Ou stared at her with his lower eyes. He wanted to be mean but was afraid that what he said would go too far. , and got stuck there for a while.
Shi Xiaonian stared at him.
Gong Ou also stared at her.
The two just stared at each other, no one put down their attitude first, and finally Xiaonian glared at him and said, "Miyao, you are afraid that I will suffer pain during pregnancy and childbirth, so now you are yelling at me and staring at me, I won't be in pain?"
"I didn't yell at you!"
Gong Ou shouted.
"You're still not shouting, you're so fierce!" Shi Xiaonian's tone also became serious.
"Then I didn't glare at you, you were thinking wildly!"
Xiaonian finally understood what it meant to tell lies with your eyes open. She looked at him angrily, "Isn't your look called staring? Is it called full of love?"
"I always love you!"
Gong Ou said it confidently, but his eyes still stared at her fiercely.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian stood there, with the domineering voice echoing in her ears over and over again. She originally loved her. Well, very suddenly, Shi Xiaonian felt that her anger suddenly disappeared. She tried her best to say calmly, " Gong Ou, can we have a calm chat?"
Don't argue, it's very tiring, really tiring.
Gong Ou had no objection, put away the books on the chair one by one, and said, "It is based on not wanting children."
"It's based on having children." Shi Xiaonian also expressed his key points.
"It's based on not having children."
"Based on having children."
"Based on not wanting children!" Gong Ou yelled out and glared at her viciously. Shi Xiaonian also glared at him, "You yelled at me again."
"I fucking love you!"
Gong Ou yelled out in a cursing tone, and he did not forget to press her shoulders with his hands to ask her to sit down on the chair.
“…”
When Shi Xiaonian looked at him with a raised eyebrow, he didn't even know what to say when he said a confession, and almost laughed.
But it felt so wrong to laugh in this situation.
She sat there and lowered her head and looked at her fingers. The ring on her ring finger was very bright and the heart shape was very beautiful. Shi Xiaonian looked at it for a while before she raised her head and looked at Gong Ou.
Gong Ou also looked at her, his dark eyes were extremely deep, and he seemed to be thinking about how to tell her.
He leaned back, leaning against the edge of the desk, and leaned his slender legs in front of her. Shi Xiaonian raised her eyes and stared at him, and when she was about to speak, she heard Gong Ou's deep voice, "I don't want to You don’t have to suffer anymore.”
His voice was no longer irritable or sharp, and his words were very plain.
It was really bland, so bland that her heart ached.
She looked at him, as if she was afraid that she wouldn't hear. Gong Ou repeated, "I don't want you to suffer anymore."
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him and said for a moment, "Actually, you want this baby, right?"
"no."
"Don't you want to accompany me through the baby's pregnancy and growth process? This is our child, this is our crystallization. It's a wonderful gift, isn't it?"
Shi Xiaonian said softly, her voice slowly tempting him.
Hearing this, Gong Ou's eyes deepened, "Are you following me? How long will you follow me?"
"That's not the point."
"Why is it not the point? I spent so much time in the farm, and the sun on the farm is so strong!" Gong Ou reached out and touched her face twice, "She's all tanned!"
“…”
She gets dark after being exposed to the sun for a few hours. She must not be exposed to the sun often.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him helplessly, not letting him change the topic, and forcefully pulled it back, "Mong Ou, don't you want to go through the process of becoming a father from scratch?"
She knew he was envious. He envied the farmer and his wife being together. He envied the farmer being able to accompany his wife to conceive the child.
"In no mood."
Gong Ou said stiffly.
What a duplicity.
Shi Xiaonian raised her eyes and stared into his dark eyes. Gong Ou looked at her, "Why are you looking at me like this?"
"Because I don't want to talk to a dishonest husband."
“…”
Gong Oumo stared at her for a long time without saying anything.
Time passed by little by little, and it had been a long time since there had been such a long blank space between them. They just looked at each other without saying a word.
Suddenly, Gong Ou pulled her and the chair close to him, then sat directly on the desk, took off his shoes, spread his legs, and stepped on the armrests of the chair on both sides of her.
Shi Xiaonian had a black line on his face, "Do we have to talk in this posture?"
This posture was so strange, it was as if her whole body was trapped between his legs, unable to escape.
"yes."
"Why?"
“I feel safe when I have you enclosed!
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him speechlessly. When was he worried about not feeling safe? She did not argue with him anymore and said softly, "Okay, then you say it, I will listen."
Gong Ou sat on the desk, facing her, leaning forward slightly to get closer to her. His handsome face had three-dimensional features and clear outlines, and his eyes were so deep and sexy.
He stared at her deeply, the kind of look that could see into your bones that made her heart skip a beat.
"Shi Xiaonian." Gong Ou called out her name in a low voice, stared at her and said, "Listen carefully, I will only say this once! I don't want you to feel pain again, and I don't want to see you in pain. I'm rolling on the bed, and my face is pale from the pain. I can't bear it just thinking about it! I'm afraid I will still force you to have an abortion, which will hurt you even more!"
Now the damage is minimal.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian listened to his voice with calm eyes.
"I can't control myself. If you are so painful that you are sweating profusely, I will really force you to have an abortion. Do you understand?" Gong Ou stared at her.
"You can control yourself."
"Don't challenge my self-control." Gong Ou laughed self-deprecatingly, "I'm a paranoid, I know I won't be able to bear it!"
"Gong Ou..."
"Shi Xiaonian, let's give up on this child while the damage is still small, and you can recover after a month of raising it, okay?" Gong Ou interrupted her, looking at her deeply with his black eyes, "I think I don’t want you to suffer, I don’t want to see you suffer!”
It turned out that this was his idea, he didn't want her to suffer anymore.
"It would be hurtful for me to give up this child now." Shi Xiaonian said.
Gong Ou frowned, "Shi Xiaonian, why do you have to be so stubborn?"
"because I love you."
This time, it was her sudden confession.
Gong Ou sat there, staring at her with his black eyes, dazed for a second, his thin lips slightly opened but he forgot to speak.
Shi Xiaonian stood up from the chair, raised a hand to touch his face, her clear eyes were full of tenderness, the corners of her lips raised slightly, "Miyao, listen to me, things are different now. "
"No matter what the difference is, it's the same pregnancy and childbirth. It takes ten months to conceive, ten months, and you have to suffer for ten months!" Gong Ou glared at her.
Just thinking about this number is scary enough, but it is impossible for him to stand by and watch.
He can't do it.
He absolutely can't do it.
"When I was pregnant for the first time, I didn't have you, my adoptive father, or my family. There was only a cold tower and the bodyguards who imprisoned me." Shi Xiaonian looked at him, recalling that time, her eyes dimmed. An said, "At that time, I really hated you and the Gong family. I felt very hopeless. The feeling of being imprisoned was really painful. I tremble when I think about it now."
She has not forgotten every day and night she spent in the tower. She cannot remember how she fell asleep while looking at the cold wall every day.
Hearing this, Gong Ou sat on the desk and stared at her deeply. He reached out and took her into his arms, hugging her tightly. His arms seemed to want to break her, and he frowned tightly. His voice was hoarse, "I will never go back, and no one will be able to imprison you anymore! Those days are over, completely over!"
His legs hung down.
Shi Xiaonian stood in front of him, letting him hold her, and smiled lightly, "I know it has passed. It is because it has passed that I say this time is different from the last time."
“…”
Gong Ou's body froze.
Shi Xiaonian raised her hands and climbed onto his back, and said softly, "For me, the depression, hatred, and pain during that period were all reflected in my belly, that's why I was like that. But it won't happen again. Someone imprisoned me, you will never leave me again, will you?"
“…”
Gong Ou hugged her tightly and refused to let go.
Shi Xiaonian continued, "Compared with the first pregnancy, my mood this time is completely different. I feel nauseated and uncomfortable, and you are with me; my taste changes, and you are with me; I wake up in the middle of the night, and you are with me; I have uneasy fetal movements and you are with me. When I go into the operating room to give birth in the future, I believe you will still be with me."
“…”
"You said you can't stand the thought of my pain, but just thinking about these scenes, I feel very beautiful." Shi Xiaonian said, "Even if there will be some physical changes by then, I will never be able to bear it again." It hurts as much as before because you are here."
"I'm not a medicine. I can't change your physical pain."
Gong Ou said in a deep voice.
He could not share the pain of pregnancy and childbirth, nor could he help her. She was talking too easily now.
"You are my best pain reliever."
Shi Xiaonian said.
As soon as the words fell, she felt Gong Ou's body shake violently, as if he had been greatly touched. She knew that he had begun to waver.
It is not difficult to convince such a Gong Ou, because deep down in his heart he is also longing for this child and eager to start the process of becoming a father from scratch.
"Gong Ou, let's have this child." Shi Xiaonian used the softest voice to seduce him, "Think about it, you accompany me to watch the child grow little by little, you can listen to the sound of fetal movement, you can give me The child needs prenatal education... Oh, forget about prenatal education." (To be continued)