“…”
Gong Yao stood there stiffly, refusing to go over. Gong Kui got off the sports car and looked at the three of them, with a lot of confusion and doubts in her eyes.
Well, what's going on
Gong Ou's hand was still on Gong Yao's head. His son's stubbornness made his eyes extremely cold, "What else do you want? Do you want her to kneel down and beg you?"
Gong Ou had been patient with his son for long enough and waited until Shi Xiaonian cried before leaving.
If it had been someone else's son, he would have kicked him away.
“…”
Gong Yao clenched his fists even more, with no intention of compromising. Gong Ou's eyes were filled with anger. Just as he was about to speak, Shi Xiaonian's low voice came, "Gong Ou, don't be like this."
Gong Ou raised his eyes and looked at Shi Xiaonian. Shi Xiaonian slowly stood up from the ground, his eyes were covered with water, but he looked at him without gratitude or emotion.
"I'll take care of it!"
Gong Ou said coldly.
"You can't solve it. This is between me and Holy." Shi Xiaonian said, blinking, and his eyes became even more sour.
"Shi Xiaonian!"
Gong Ou gritted his teeth, wondering if this woman appreciated it. In his opinion, she had done enough. Did she really want to kneel down and repent
"Can you please stop forcing him? If you force him to forgive now, will he really be able to forgive? Can what I did back then be treated as if it never happened?"
Shi Xiaonian looked at Gong Ou, stepped forward and took Gong Ou's hand away.
Don't make things more complicated. It's her fault. She must bear the consequences of her mistake. No one can bear it for her, not even Gong Ou.
Gong Yao refused to move away, and there were veins on the back of his hands. Shi Xiaonian had a hard time pulling, and tried his best to move his hands away from Gong Yao's head.
Gong Yao stood motionless.
"Okay! I don't care, okay! How about love? Annoying!"
Stubborn.
If you don't want his help, pull him down! Did she think he wanted to take care of the bad things between their mother and son
Gong Ou shook off his hand fiercely, turned around and walked towards the sports car, and hugged Gong Kui into the car. Gong Kui looked at Gong Ou's livid face in confusion, with some fear in his eyes, and stretched out his small hand to cover Gong Ou. The face said, "Don't be sad."
Mom and Holy are both sad, so Dad shouldn't be sad.
“…”
Gong Ou looked down at his daughter and put Gong Kui in the car. Gong Kui was still looking at him worriedly and confused. She didn't know why it suddenly became like this, and she couldn't understand what happened.
A small figure walked past them.
Gong Yao walked forward alone, Shi Xiaonian followed him without saying a word, Gong Ou frowned, and finally couldn't help but growled, "Shi Xiaonian!"
She apologized, but she still wanted to comfort a child? Wouldn't it be nice to just keep Gong Yao cold for a few days? How could she have ignored him back then!
Is her attitude towards Gong Yao too condescending? He was obviously normal towards Gong Kui, but not normal when it came to Gong Yao. All he had to do was kowtow to his own son, damn!
Shi Xiaonian stopped and turned to look at Gong Ou. The corner of her lips curved with difficulty, "Sooner or later, Holy and I will have to pass this hurdle."
She once thought that this day would come later, after Gong Yao became an adult, or at least after Gong Yao was more than ten years old.
Unexpectedly, Gong Yao knew so quickly that his mother had abandoned him at a young age when his mind was immature.
“…”
Gong Ou slapped the sports car hard, frightening Gong Kui who was sitting in the car.
The sports car followed slowly behind.
Shi Xiaonian followed Gong Yao, and Gong Yao walked forward alone along the roadside, lowering his head, taking one step after another.
The narrow road stretches into the distance, as if it has no end.
The flowers on Langhua Island were in full bloom, blooming in the wind. The sunlight stretched the two figures, one large and one small, but even the shadows did not come close to each other.
Gong Yao lowered his head and could see Shi Xiaonian's shadow following him.
He spread out his hands, and his palms were covered with fingernail marks.
In the breeze, Shi Xiaonian's low voice floated into his ears, "I don't know if you can understand what I'm telling you."
She began to explain, but she didn't know whether Gong Yao could understand it, or whether he could understand it.
A child under six years old, he is smart and learns everything quickly, but after all, he has too little exposure, and Xiao Nian is not sure how much he can understand.
Maybe choosing to uncover all the scars at such an age as Gong Yao was God's punishment for Shi Xiaonian.
“…”
Gong Yao was silent, and there seemed to be that weight on his head, the weight that Gong Ou forced him to forgive.
In fact, the parents in this family don't want him.
Just like that time when Mona put a gun to his head.
"You know, there are always conflicts of one kind or another between people. At that time, the conflict between your grandparents and your Dad was the most serious. Dad wanted to take you away, and your grandparents wanted to force me to leave you Dad." Shi Xiaonian said it bit by bit.
“…”
Gong Yao continued walking.
Shi Xiaonian didn't get any response, so she still walked behind him, following step by step. Her face under the long black hair was a little pale, and her voice was very low, "I don't know if you have heard of it, but Dad is paranoid." Type personality disorder, such a person is the least able to be stimulated, but at that time he was already pushed to the limit."
“…”
Gong Yao continued walking, clenching his little hands into fists again.
Shi Xiaonian told everything briefly, "So at that time, after weighing everything, I made what I thought was the safest decision at the time. I wanted to keep you in the Gong family. I don't want you anymore."
As soon as he finished speaking, Gong Yao's figure froze, and his two small hands clenched tightly into fists.
"This is the deal, the deal between grandma and I. Now grandma and I have reconciled, but I owe you that thing. I can never erase that." Shi Xiaonian bit her lip. Only when she felt the pain could she try to speak clearly, "So you should hate me and hate me."
Gong Yao slowly turned around and looked at Shi Xiaonian with a pair of big red eyes, staring at her. His voice was childish but filled with anger, "Just because I'm young doesn't mean I don't understand. That's what you said." You want me to forgive you."
“Holy…”
She didn't mean it.
"I hate you! I'm after Xiaokui, I'm after Dad! I'd rather you not give birth to me!"
Gong Yao said, turning around and leaving again without looking back.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian stood there for a long time. For the first time, she knew that the words spoken by such a young child could be so cold, so cold that it would penetrate your bones, leaving you unable to find a trace of warmth.
Her son said, I would rather you not give birth to me!
Do you hate her so much? I hate it so much that I hate my own origin.
Gong Yao is young, but his memory is very good. He can walk home accurately for such a long distance.
As soon as he returned home, Gong Yao started his inexplicable mode again and started wiping the pillars, chairs, and floors with a rag. He wiped every place he could get his hands on.
When Shi Xiaonian stepped forward to help, Gong Yao changed places. She followed him silently, and Gong Yao kept changing places.
In the end, Shi Xiaonian made him impatient and Gong Yao chose to go to the bathroom to take a shower.
"Holy, let me help you."
When Xiaonian wanted to follow into the bathroom, the door was slammed shut in front of her and locked.
She was shut out and stared blankly at the closed door in front of her.
If the barrier between her and Gong Yao was a veil that could not be seen or touched before, this time, the veil was completely torn apart.
Shi Xiaonian slowly lowered his body and sat weakly on the floor, putting his hands on his forehead. He didn't know what to do, and his heart was being pinched for a while.
Frustration like never before.
Gong Ou stood at the door of the room, staring at Shi Xiaonian sitting there with his dark eyes. His chest felt extremely uncomfortable. He raised his legs and then took them back.
She doesn't like his interference!
As a result, she ended up like this if he didn't interfere. It's so interesting for an adult to be shut out by a child!
Gong Ou gritted his teeth, and then pushed Gong Kui out by his legs.
Gong Kui looked at Gong Ou blankly, then walked towards Shi Xiaonian, stood in front of her, stretched out her little hand and touched her soft hair twice, "Mom, don't be sad, okay? Xiao Kui looked at I want to cry too.”
In this family, Gong Kui is the one who least knows what is going on, but she doesn't like to see everyone unhappy, and she feels very uncomfortable.
Shi Xiaonian slowly raised his face and looked at Gong Kui. There was confusion and panic on her small face. Shi Xiaonian forced a smile and said, "I'm fine."
"I'll give you a hug." Gong Kui stretched out her hand towards her, and stood there hugging Shi Xiaonian, patting her back gently with her little hands, "Just give her a hug, Mom, you are the best."
The innocent children's words made Shi Xiaonian feel even more uncomfortable.
Shi Xiaonian blinked her sour eyes and let Gong Kui hold her, her voice choked with sobs, "Mom did something wrong and made Holy hate her."
Hearing this, Gong Kui sighed like a little adult, "Hey, Holy is like this. He is such a troublesome child. I will tell him, don't be sad."
"It was my fault."
It's not Gong Yao's problem.
"But you apologized." Gong Kui let go of her, staring at Shi Xiaonian seriously with eyes like black grapes, and touched her face with her small hands soothingly, "Teacher Smith said that if others make small mistakes, they are willing to If we correct it, we must forgive.”
She heard everything, but Gong Yao refused to forgive.
"What if I make a big mistake?"
Shi Xiaonian asked.
Gong Ou leaned against the door, staring deeply at Shi Xiaonian with his black eyes, his thin lips tightened, and his face became darker and darker.
"Is it very big?" Gong Kui was in trouble. She tilted her head and thought hard. After thinking for a long time, she said forcefully, "Then you still have to forgive me."
"Why?"
Shi Xiaonian asked.
"Because you are Mom and you are so kind. Even if you make a mistake, it is definitely not intentional." Gong Kui said seriously, her voice soft.
Shi Xiaonian sat in front of Gong Kui, looking at the innocence and innocence on Gong Kui's face, not knowing what to say. (To be continued)