“…”
Shi Xiaonian stood up from the sofa and walked out slowly, each step as if walking on the tip of a knife.
It hurt so much that he was bleeding, but he still had to walk down.
Pushing open the door of the infirmary, Luo Lie stood there in a white doctor's uniform, mixing various potions. When he saw her appearing at the door like a ghost, he couldn't help but curled his lips, "It seems that you have thought clearly. ”
Nothing can stop her.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian stood there, watching him silently, and slowly walked inside.
"Change your clothes in the dressing room. I'll give you an injection to induce labor and take some medicine." Luo Lie's tone was purely businesslike.
"Um."
Shi Xiaonian walked obediently towards the dressing room, where there was a set of large surgical gowns. She took off her clothes and put on a blue surgical gown.
As soon as the surgical gown was attached to her body, her stomach moved, as if silently protesting something.
Shi Xiaonian opened the door and entered the operating room. Luo Lie was already waiting there. Seeing her come in, Luo Lie sighed without revealing anything and handed her the small plate with medicine on the side, "Take all these medicines." , water here, and then lie down on the operating table."
"good."
Shi Xiaonian walked over. There were some white pills in the plate. She reached out and grabbed them. Her hands were shaking badly, but she put them into her mouth and ate them without any hesitation.
She swallowed it dry.
As if he was deliberately trying to make himself suffer.
Luo Lie handed her the water cup, "Drink some water. When you are still in pain, inducing labor is no different from giving birth."
“…”
When Xiaonian looked at him, Luo Lie realized that there were no tears in her eyes, but they were full of bloodshot eyes.
She turned towards the operating table and lay down calmly.
Luo Lie put on gloves and came forward, pressed a few times on her belly, and the baby immediately started to move around. He said in a low voice, "The baby thought I was playing with him. He was very happy. It seems like he will be a good baby." Moving child.”
"Can you stop talking?"
Shi Xiaonian lay there, her voice without any hope.
Don't let her listen anymore and let this nightmare pass quickly.
"Okay, I will give you an induction injection now." Luo Lie said, "You will have a certain reaction afterward. You have had the difficulty of giving birth, and you know how painful contractions are. This reaction varies from person to person. , it may take a long time and it will be more painful.”
Childbirth is a pain that brings hope, and her pain brings a stillbirth.
"let's hit."
She doesn't care how much suffering or pain it is, it's her decision, so the pain should be borne by her.
"Okay, I respect your decision." Luo Lie said, reaching out and pressing her belly several times, deliberately making the child's movements more violent. He looked at Shi Xiaonian's face.
Such a pure and beautiful face with clear facial features was full of despair at the moment.
Luo Lie picked up the syringe in his hand and slowly raised it, letting the syringe enter Shi Xiaonian's sight. Shi Xiaonian lay there with his eyes open and suddenly said, "His name is Pumpkin."
"What?"
Luo Lie was stunned for a moment.
"His name is Little Pumpkin." Shi Xiaonian said every word, as if he had bitten his lip, and it sounded bloody.
Hearing this, Luo Lie understood what she meant, "It's a very cute name. He must like it very much. He moved even more. It's a pity that his love ends here."
Shi Xiaonian closed her eyes, despair coursed through her body, and every movement of the child was tearing at her nerves.
"Then I'll start the injections."
Luo Lie said, the hand holding the syringe slowly fell, and when he saw it, Shi Xiaonian's hand firmly grasped the surgical gown.
"boom!"
The door was suddenly opened forcefully.
Luo Lie turned his head and saw Mu Qianchu standing panting at the door. His dull eyes were looking ahead with no right place to focus. His face was no better than Shi Xiaonian.
"This is the operating room, what are you doing here?"
Luo Lie asked coldly.
"I'll take Xiaonian away!" Hearing the voice, Mu Qianchu walked towards them accurately. When his hand touched the operating table, Xiaonian directly touched her belly. When he felt a bulge, He breathed a sigh of relief and grabbed Shi Xiaonian, "Xiao Nian, come with me!"
"I'm treating you, Qianchu, please let go."
Shi Xiaonian's hand broke away, but Mu Qianchu still pulled her up forcefully, and she sat on the operating table.
Mu Qianchu held her hand tightly and stared at her, "What kind of treatment? Induction of labor? If I hadn't noticed that something was wrong with you these past two days, and someone had stolen Dr. Luo's information, I wouldn't have known about it. You actually want to have an abortion!”
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at his face in shock, he actually knew.
"Let's go, you come with me." Mu Qianchu was no longer gentle as before, and repeatedly tried to pull her off the operating table forcefully.
"Qianchu, this is my business."
Shi Xiaonian refused to leave with him and reached out to push him.
Hearing this, Mu Qianchu's face became even paler, and he smiled bitterly to himself, "Yes, I am not qualified to control you, but no matter how qualified I am, I will control you today! Follow me!"
With that said, Mu Qianchu pulled her forcefully. Luo Lie stood aside and watched, symbolically stopping her, "Mr. Mu, women have absolute autonomy in childbearing. I believe you should know this."
Hearing Luo Lie's voice, Mu Qianchu's tone became fierce, "Dr. Luo, I appreciate your character, but I didn't expect that you just follow other people's orders and don't consider others at all."
"Qianchu, Dr. Luo is not this kind of person."
When I was young, I thought about it in pain, how could there be so many twists and turns.
Luo Lie had already tried every means to get her to keep the child, but she was too stubborn.
"Since you have read my information, you should know Mrs. Gong's condition. For her own good, I can only respect her." Luo Lie stood there and said, putting the syringe aside.
"For her own good?" Mu Qianchu held Shi Xiaonian's hand tightly and sneered, "How long do you think Xiaonian can live after this child is gone?"
Shi Xiaonian's body stiffened.
“…”
Luo Lie looked at Shi Xiaonian silently.
"Xiao Nian has lived in an environment that requires her to compromise since she was a child. This is even more true after she is with Gong Ou. Anyone would have had enough. She is not weak in the ability to withstand pressure. On the contrary, things require her to withstand pressure. There are too many, and she has become accustomed to shouldering any blame."
Mu Qianchu said, "Now she attributes all the causes to herself. She bears the shadow of the twins and the death of the adoptive mother. You think that respecting her is for her own good, but in my opinion, if even this child No, she died earlier than anyone else!"
Luo Lie looked at Mu Qianchu with some shock. He did not expect that Mu Qianchu knew Shi Xiaonian so well.
Shi Xiaonian wanted to break away from Mu Qianchu's hand, but Mu Qianchu grabbed her hand and walked away, striding out of the operating room without even grunting when she hit the wall.
…
On the balcony, the air coming from the woods is very fresh and the sunshine is very warm.
Shi Xiaonian put on a thin coat and sat on a wicker chair, while Mu Qianchu stood on the balcony with his hands on the armrests, his back slightly bent, his short hair blown up by the wind, his facial features soft, and his eyes dull. .
Shi Xiaonian looked at him and vaguely remembered that a long time ago, when he was young, Mu Qianchu liked to stand on the balcony and enjoy the wind. He was the same at that time.
The two of them stood and sat in silence.
Shi Xiaonian pulled the coat on her body and was about to stand up when Mu Qianchu's voice came, "Xiao Nian, I know you hate me for meddling in my own business, and I also know that the person in the world is the least qualified to care about you. It’s me, but I can’t watch you die.”
He can't do it.
Shi Xiaonian's eyes dimmed and she whispered, "It's not that serious. Really, there are so many abortions in the world and the children are still unconscious. It's really okay. It's really okay."
The little pumpkin won't hurt, it won't hurt.
Mu Qianchu retracted his hand and stood up straight. He slowly turned around to face her. He walked over to her and sat down on the wicker chair next to her. His voice was low with a trace of indescribable hoarseness, "Xiao Nian, we We met when we were young and have been together for many years. I know very well what kind of person you are."
“…”
"I don't understand Luo Lie's psychology. I only know that you can't experience the death of people around you again." Mu Qianchu said, "From now on, even if I don't sleep for 24 hours, I will keep an eye on you until you The child is born.”
It's too late.
She had taken the medicine and it was too late to do anything.
When Shi Xiaonian was about to say something, Mu Qianchu said again, "You are not a woman without opinions and abilities, but since when did you force yourself to become a silk flower? For Gong Ou, you In order to stop hurting the people around you, you don’t care even if you force yourself to death? Okay, you don’t care, will Gong Ou not care? "
"I will be strong." Shi Xiaonian said, her voice trembling.
Maybe she didn't have the confidence to say this.
"I don't believe it." Mu Qianchu said, and then smiled bitterly, "You know, I just heard someone read out your illness, and I suddenly hated Gong Ou again. I was thinking, if I didn't lose my memory back then, If we were still together, I would at least not let you become like this."
She became like this partly because of her character and partly because of Gong Ou's domineering strength.
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian's eyes froze, and his heart throbbed slightly.
"But then I thought, why do I have such thoughts? I have done so many wrong things." Mu Qianchu said, "If I hadn't done those things, now you would at least treat me as a friend and treat me as a friend." Let’s chat and get my advice.”
Rather than deciding everything on her own, she would do whatever she wanted, even pushing herself to a dead end.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was silent.
"You have come this far without even having anyone to ask for advice. I have to be responsible, right?" Mu Qianchu said bitterly, "If your parents were still here, you could at least complain to them and act coquettishly. , but now they are all gone.”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him. He was sitting there quietly, his eyes covered with a layer of water.
"Qianchu, don't be like this. Now that it's over, I don't want to mention it again." (To be continued)