Shi Xiaonian turned his head and couldn't bear to look into Mu Qianchu's eyes.
At this moment, Mu Qianchu owed her more and sinned more than ever.
"Xiao Nian, when I beg you, keep this child, you can no longer bear to lose him." Mu Qianchu said.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was silent.
Mu Qianchu said bitterly, "I really shouldn't have promised Gong Ou to protect you. If I didn't agree, he wouldn't have set up this trap and wouldn't have made you like this."
"This has nothing to do with you."
How could she blame this on Mu Qianchu.
"How come it has nothing to do with me? I have contributed a lot to what you are like today when Shi Xiaonian is like this. No amount of compensation can make up for it." Mu Qianchu said.
His guilt was no less than hers.
Shi Xiaonian sat there, biting her lip with her teeth, "Qianchu, I really understand your good intentions, but I don't know what to do next."
"There is a way." Seeing this, Mu Qianchu said eagerly, "Doctor Luo has also thought of a way. In your current state, it is no longer a wise move to stay with Gong Ou. You will never be able to do it again. To be your true self, it’s better to leave for a while, and you’ll both calm down before being together again.”
"I don't want to." Shi Xiaonian said.
"Are you unwilling or do you know that Gong Ou will not let you do this?" Mu Qianchu said, "If it is your personality that led to today's situation, then you need to calm down. Even if Gong Ou doesn't understand, I will fight for my life. help you."
"This is just my problem. There is no need for anyone to bear the responsibility. It can't be you or Gong Ou." Shi Xiaonian said lightly, with stubbornness in his tone.
Mu Qianchu asked, "Then the child in your belly should bear the responsibility?"
"He's not conscious yet..."
"Do you really think it is just a ball of blood, not a life?" Mu Qianchu said, "If so, swear, you will not be sad because of the abortion, and you will not lose yourself even more because of the abortion. You won’t hold on because of abortion, you said life is full of hope for you.”
Mu Qianchu said a lot.
Shi Xiaonian was sitting there basking in the sun, her pale face showing a hint of red, and the bloodshot eyes in her eyes became more obvious in the sun.
"Xiao Nian, just think that I am forcing you. As long as you swear an oath, I will send you back to Dr. Luo."
Mu Qianchu said, pressing her harder.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian didn't say a word, she couldn't make this oath, she couldn't do it at all.
"Xiao Nian..."
"It's too late, Qianchu." Shi Xiaonian closed her eyes, her voice full of despair, "It's too late, I've taken sedatives, I've taken medicine to induce labor."
It's too late to say more.
"What?"
Mu Qianchu stood up in shock and asked in disbelief. The veins on his face popped out and he walked inside suddenly, stumbling.
Shi Xiaonian sat there holding her head in pain, and suddenly realized what Mu Qianchu was going to do, and quickly stood up and chased him out, "Qianchu, don't mess around, it's none of Dr. Luo's business."
She rushed to the infirmary and saw Mu Qianchu and Luo Lie fighting each other. Some of the medicine fell to the ground during the collision, and the two fought fiercely.
"Luo Lie, I admire you as a person, but I didn't expect you to do this. Do you know that you will kill her if you do this?"
"She would die faster if I didn't do this!"
"Why are you so self-righteous? Why are you as self-righteous as Gong Ou! I know what Xiao Nian needs better than you!"
"If you knew, Mrs. Gong's attitude towards you wouldn't be like this today. She treats me much better than you!"
"Save the child for me! Save it!"
Both of them had red eyes and attacked each other crazily.
"Don't fight!"
Shi Xiaonian looked at them and said, stepping forward to start a fight, but suddenly saw Luo Lie's glasses being knocked off by Mu Qianchu.
The glasses broke and the pieces fell to the floor.
Mu Qianchu's arm scraped against the ground and was cut by the fragments, and bright red blood gurgled out.
Shi Xiaonian stood there blankly, with a chill running down her back, and fear in her bloodshot eyes, as countless scenes passed before her eyes again.
The gun battle in the field, the blood on the ground, Gong Kui's scream, Gong Yao's body stiffening after shooting the arrow, the adoptive mother's body hanging there, the pain of swallowing the sedative medicine...
Everyone was hurt because of her.
Everyone is.
Why is this happening? Why is every choice she makes wrong? Why can't she do anything right? Who does she think abortion is good for? Why is this still not okay
Why
What exactly should she do, what exactly should she do that is right
"Don't fight, don't fight..."
Shi Xiaonian murmured.
In the infirmary, Mu Qianchu and Luo Lie were entangled and fell to the ground. They were both attacking each other to death. The various debris on the ground left traces on their bodies, and blood appeared one by one.
Shi Xiaonian's head suddenly hurt so much that she could hardly stand. She held the door with her hand. The picture in front of her kept spinning, making her dizzy and nauseated.
I slowly lost consciousness in my head.
When Xiao Nianren slowly slipped down, Luo Lie saw her during the beating and quickly shouted, "Mrs. Gong!"
"Xiao Nian?"
Mu Qianchu was shocked, and he and Luo Lie quickly separated and rushed towards her. Before he could touch her, he heard a loud "bang", like the sound of a cannon, and the villa was clearly shaken.
Shi Xiaonian slumped to the ground, leaning weakly against the door frame.
"What's that sound?"
Luo Lie asked with one eye swollen.
Shi Xiaonian leaned there weakly, her consciousness half-conscious and half-awakening. She vaguely heard Mu Qianchu say, "Something may have happened. You take care of Xiaonian, and I'll go out and take a look."
"Okay, go quickly."
The people who were fighting inseparably just now became united again.
…
Shi Xiaonian lay on the bed for a long time, her consciousness waking up and going blank for a while. Too many pictures vaguely passed through her mind, which she couldn't bear.
I don't know how long it took before Shi Xiaonian's head really woke up. She opened her eyes and saw Luo Lie walking around her bed with a face full of bruises.
"Doctor Luo." When Shi Xiaonian spoke out, she realized that her voice was very weak. She struggled to sit up on the bed, "What happened?"
"Are you awake? Just wake up."
Luo Lie looked at her and breathed a sigh of relief. The injuries on his face had not been treated at all.
"I seem to hear the sound of cannons, what's going on?" Shi Xiaonian asked.
"Mr. Mu has already taken care of it, you don't have to worry." Luo Lie said, "You are very weak now, just rest peacefully."
"What is it? Please tell me."
Shi Xiaonian vaguely felt that things were not simple.
Luo Lie frowned, stopped his pacing legs, looked at her and said, "After the sound of the cannons, everything became quiet again. It was calm and nothing happened."
"Isn't this great?"
Shi Xiaonian asked, the place Gong Ou arranged for them should be foolproof.
"We have been here for so long, when have we ever heard the sound of cannons?" Luo Lie said, "I'm afraid there is a turbulent undercurrent beneath the calm surface."
"You mean Lancaster has already found this place?" Shi Xiaonian asked nervously, "It's impossible, isn't it that they are in a hurry now? How could they find this place? None of us have ever been out of the woods."
Gong Ou is so cautious, even dressing up as Mr. Gong to see her, how could he possibly leak the news.
But what should we do if danger is really approaching
Gong Ou is not here.
Hearing this, Luo Lie said, "I hope our worries are unfounded. I hope Mr. Mu can come up with a good idea."
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian said, "Dr. Luo, you don't have to stay with me here. Go discuss things with Qianchu."
She could see that Luo Lie was very anxious, but he was a doctor and could only stay with her here.
"But you..."
"I don't have any special symptoms now, so you don't need to take special care of me." Shi Xiaonian thought for a while and said.
I don’t know if the medicine Luo Lie prescribed was not strong enough, but she still doesn’t feel anything special after taking it.
Luo Lie looked at her and breathed a sigh of relief, "Then I'll go out and see what's going on. I'll let you know as soon as I have any news."
After speaking, Luo Lie hurriedly ran out.
When Xiaonian sat on the bed, she turned to look at the sunshine outside the window, feeling vaguely uneasy, one after another.
…
Because of the sound of the cannon, Gong Kui was frightened again. A lively and cute little girl was so frightened that she kept screaming and couldn't be coaxed by anyone. It took a whole night to calm down.
Shi Xiaonian and Gong Yao were exhausted from coaxing them.
"Holy, go to sleep." Shi Xiaonian covered Gong Kui with a quilt and turned to her son and said.
Gong Yao stood there, with obvious sleepiness on his face but still holding on. He rubbed his eyes and walked towards Shi Xiaonian, "Will we encounter bad people again?"
"It will be over soon." Shi Xiaonian could only comfort her.
"Um."
Gong Yao was not a child who kept asking questions. He nodded, turned around and crawled to another bed. Before going to sleep, he held the bow and arrow that Gong Ou gave him firmly in his arms.
"Holy, you will hurt yourself like this, give mom the bow and arrows." Shi Xiaonian said.
"I won't hurt myself, don't worry." Gong Yao said politely, but he was extremely determined and refused to give up his only weapon.
Even the children became frightened.
Shi Xiaonian couldn't resist Gong Yao, so she stretched out her hand to cover him with the quilt, then turned off the light and left.
There are some lights on in the villa.
Shi Xiaonian walked towards her bedroom, and just as she was about to go in, she heard Mu Qianchu's voice coming from the room next to her, "As soon as Gong Ou went to England, there were sudden gunshots here. I don't think it was a coincidence, maybe Lan Kai Steve has been waiting for this opportunity."
They are discussing.
Shi Xiaonian frowned and walked towards Mu Qianchu's room without going in. He just stood at the door and listened.
"How could Lancaster find this place? Unless someone leaked the news." Luo Lie said, "Maybe the matter is not as serious as we thought. There may be military training somewhere, and it is not surprising to hear the sound of artillery." (Unfinished) to be continued)