She had fallen into a trap a long time ago and there was nothing she could do.
Seeing this, Gong Ou touched his face and said, "You are so cruel, it hurts so much."
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him for a long time, stretched out her hand to push him to sit down on the bench nearby, and raised her hand with some unspeakable hesitation.
Gong Ou stared at her hand, quickly grabbed her hand and put it on his face, staring deeply at her, "Are you distressed? If you want to touch my handsome face, just say so."
When the fingertips touched his face, his skin felt a little hot.
"Does it hurt?" Shi Xiaonian asked in a low voice.
"It hurts, and my fingerprints are all showing." In fact, it didn't.
Shi Xiaonian's lips couldn't help but tighten, she held his handsome face with both hands, and gently rubbed it with her fingertips, trying to relieve his pain.
This gentle movement made Gong Ou feel elated. His face kept rubbing into her palm, his black eyes staring straight at her, staring at her soft lips.
He leaned toward her lips, and Shi Xiaonian turned his face slightly and hid away.
A small ball of anger flashed in Gong Ou's eyes, and he squeezed her hand, "Shi Xiaonian, what's wrong with you? When I left, you were still reluctant to leave. Now that we finally meet, you don't seem to want to talk to me at all. "
“…”
"I said before, I can't save that doctor unless I kill him..."
"Gong Ou, I don't care about this matter. I just want to wait for Qianchu to wake up. You still have a lot of things to do, so go ahead and do it. You don't have to stay with me here." Shi Xiaonian glanced at the location of the dining car. Said, "I'll eat when I'm hungry."
She wanted to put his mind at ease.
Gong Ou's face suddenly darkened, "Are you driving me away?"
"I just know that you have a lot of things to deal with right now." Shi Xiaonian sat there and whispered.
"I thought you needed me here!" Gong Ou said this with a very hesitant expression. He was in such a hurry at the police station just to rush over to accompany her, but she let him go.
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian forced a smile and said, "It doesn't matter. I know you have arranged for many people inside and outside the hospital. I am safe and I don't need you to waste time with me."
She meant it.
"No need?" Gong Ou thought he heard wrongly, and his hard-earned tenderness was washed away by his unearned anger in a second. He stood up from the bench, stared at her with his eyes down, and said sullenly, "Mu Qianchu was shot and you were sad. If I were really jealous, I wouldn't have let you follow me to the hospital! I just knew you were sad, so I rushed over to be with you. But you didn't need it? Why, we've been separated for a long time, and you don't need it anymore. Me?"
Why doesn't she need him
What he did wasn't for her, so why didn't she need him
“…”
After listening to what he said, Shi Xiaonian fell into silence.
It wasn't that she didn't need him, it was that she didn't dare to need him anymore. She was pushed away when she wanted to be by his side the most, and was treated as a glass doll in the center of protection, struggling to survive the fragile period.
"Shi Xiaonian, what's wrong with you?" Gong Ou asked, glaring at her.
Obviously she wasn't like this before.
What's wrong? In fact, she also wanted to ask what happened to all this
Shi Xiaonian lowered his head and slowly asked his doubts, "Why are you suddenly in S city? Aren't you in the UK? You showed up just in time to clean up the mess, like a hero. Is it because you knew everything already? , including Mr. Gong being a traitor? You already knew that, right?"
After she finished speaking, there was silence in the cold corridor.
Gong Ou stood there without saying a word.
is the default.
Shi Xiaonian didn't even have the courage to raise her head to look at Gong Ou's eyes. Was he proud, sharp, or maybe a little guilty
He was always the one who planned it. She knew nothing and could only do some useless things repeatedly as a protected person.
"You should have told me earlier. I couldn't find you, but you could find me." Shi Xiaonian said, "If you had told me earlier, I would have stayed obedient and would not have run around or thought about anything." If he came to report the news, it would not cause Qianchu to lie inside now."
"So you hate me?" Gong Ou asked, his tone incomprehensible.
Shi Xiaonian shook his head, "I was just thinking that I did something wrong again. In front of the invincible President Gong Da, everything I do is wrong. Maybe I should do nothing."
Qianchu asked her to stand up, to try again, to face it again, but Gong Ou once again gave her a bloody lesson.
Just like when she took her two children and desperately wanted to leave a message for people to rescue her, just like she took Qianchu and the others to report the message to Gong Ou at all costs.
Everything was her insistence, everything was her idea, but in the end the reality told her that her actions were ridiculous, because everything was under Gong Ou's control, and it was useless what she did.
"You should have done nothing, but it's not your fault, it's Mu Qianchu." Gong Ou said solemnly, "I thought he would send a team to report the news, but he asked you to take risks! He Total disregard for your life!"
Mu Qianchu had always declared that he loved her to the core, but what was the result
The result was that she took the most dangerous path.
"Send a team..." Shi Xiaonian understood, "Lancaster has been completely cornered by you, so he wants to massacre us at any cost. Therefore, all the traitors in the castle have been dispatched. This team is the bait, so that You just happened to kill all the traitors."
It took a lot of effort for her to raise her head and look at him. Gong Ouna was there, with a handsome face with no expression, only a pair of deep eyes.
"You shouldn't be there!" Gong Ou stared at her, "The blind man is crazy to let you report the news!"
Fortunately, she was fine. If it was her who was lying in the operating room today, he couldn't imagine what he would do.
"But if it weren't for Qianchu, I would have gone crazy." Shi Xiaonian said lightly. Gong Ou would never understand why Mu Qianchu let her take risks and make her do such dangerous actions.
He wouldn't understand at all.
Hearing this, Gong Ou's breathing became heavy, his black eyes stared at her, he approached her step by step, his slender legs pressed against her knees, he slowly bent down, put his hands on the back of the chair behind her, and hugged her In his arms, he suppressed his anger and said, "Shi Xiaonian, do you know what it means for you to protect another man in front of me again and again?"
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him silently, what could it mean? Now that she is riddled with holes, what else can she represent
"Do you know how much effort it took me to make up my mind to bring the blind man to you?" Gong Ou's face approached her, his hot breath sprayed on her face, he gritted his teeth and said word by word, "If I say , making this decision almost cost me my life, do you believe it?"
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was burned by his breath. She wanted to ask, she would rather not have this decision of his, she would rather stay with him all the time. Would he believe it
Seeing that she remained silent, Gong Ou lowered his head, covered her ears with thin lips, and said, "Listen, he is not qualified to protect you. From this moment on, he is fired! The blind man died today, I allow you I'll be sad for him for three days; when the blind man wakes up, I'll send him away as soon as he recovers. Don't ever think about seeing him again!"
So fierce and domineering.
After saying these words, Gong Ou straightened up and turned around and left without a trace of hesitation. He was afraid that if he stayed for a while longer, he would get mad in front of her, and he couldn't bear it.
Shi Xiaonian sat there without looking at Gong Ou's back, and her eyes gradually turned red.
Gong Ou, I have always known what you want, but what about what I want? When will you truly understand
…
Gong Ou did not enter the hospital again.
Shi Xiaonian waited alone in the cold corridor until six o'clock in the morning, when the red light in the operating room dimmed, and she immediately stood up from the bench.
The door of the operating room was pushed open, and several doctors walked out tiredly, taking off their masks as they walked, all of them with heavy expressions on their faces.
Shi Xiaonian stood there, not daring to step forward to ask for a moment, because she was afraid that what she heard was not what she wanted.
She stayed there, like a wooden sculpture.
But the doctor walked towards her, glanced at her belly and said, "Mrs. Gong, I don't know if this is good news, but I hope you are mentally prepared."
Hearing the three words of good news, Shi Xiaonian's eyes brightened for a moment, "Doctor, he is saved, right?"
"Fortunately, the bullet did not ricochet in his head, but got stuck in a special position. We have taken out the bullet and his life has been temporarily saved. However, we still need to observe it and see if it can be stabilized within a week. Breathe a sigh of relief," the doctor said.
Hearing the news, Shi Xiaonian covered her mouth and felt the light outside the window suddenly brighten, "Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you for not giving up..."
"Mrs. Gong, please don't be too optimistic." The leading doctor stopped her from thanking her. "Although the patient's life has been temporarily saved and the situation has gradually stabilized, he will live in a special way, which is what we commonly call … Vegetative.”
The doctor tried to be gentle in his words, but in the end he still got to the point.
"A vegetative state?" Shi Xiaonian was stunned for a moment, "You said Qianchu can only be a vegetative state from now on?"
"Sorry, we did our best."
"No, it's impossible." Shi Xiaonian took two steps back and refused to believe it, "Doctor, actually I also think that although the bullet entered Qianchu's head, the impact should not be great. After he was shot, he I said many, many words, but he persisted for a long time before he fainted. If it was serious, wouldn’t he be shot in the head and killed?”
So Mu Qianchu shouldn't be serious. Why is he still in a vegetative state even though he saved his life
The doctor looked at her, sighed, and said with some sadness, "I can't explain what Mrs. Gong said. Generally speaking, it's impossible to persevere after being shot in the head. Maybe his perseverance at that moment was beyond compare. Ordinary people, but that doesn’t mean anything.”
Extraordinary perseverance? No, she didn't accept that explanation.
"Doctor, please save him again. He is still so young. He can't just lie in bed like this for the rest of his life..." Shi Xiaonian looked at the tired doctors almost pleadingly. (To be continued)