“…”
Mu Qianchu was always quiet.
Shi Xiaonian couldn't think of a way and started to think more and more, "But I can't let Dr. Luo say it. It will only make Gong Ou even more angry. It's right that a third party shouldn't say anything about the two of us." wrong?"
She confided her struggles to the man on the hospital bed, but Mu Qianchu didn't make any sound to her as he lay there, he kept lying calmly.
Shi Xiaonian leaned back, held her painful head with her hand, and murmured in a low voice, "I really don't know how to face it anymore, Qianchu, I really hope you can get up and teach me."
He could always speak so gently and calmly, but now he couldn't help her.
The infusion trickled down drop by drop.
Shi Xiaonian lowered her eyes and looked at Mu Qianchu's sleeping face, not daring to think about how she could survive if the Hill incident or the 910 explosion happened again.
"It would be great if I was the one lying here, I wouldn't have to think so much." Shi Xiaonian whispered, and then smiled wryly at himself, "This is also a very selfish idea. In order to free myself, I can do it without having to worry about it." Do you care about other people’s feelings?”
how others feel.
Shi Xiaonian's eyelashes trembled, and she said softly, "If one day, I can't hold on anymore, it will be a relief for me, but what about Gong Ou?"
As soon as the words came out, Shi Xiaonian suddenly understood. She looked at Mu Qianchu on the bed and twitched the corners of her lips, "Qianchu, it's not good for anyone if I sink like this, right?"
If one day, she really can't hold on any longer, she will feel sorry for her two children, sorry for those who sacrificed for her, sorry for Mu Qianchu who is lying here, and sorry for... Gong Ou, who is hysterical for her.
"Yes, I can't go on like this." Shi Xiaonian pushed back her hair, "You know it's a cancer, but you don't remove it because you're afraid of the pain. It's harming others and yourself, right, Qianchu?"
She didn't expect Mu Qianchu to respond to her. Suddenly, a ray of sunlight outside the window became particularly bright, and it fell in, fell on the bed, and shone on her body.
Very glaring.
Shi Xiaonian felt less uncomfortable, as if the fog that had surrounded her for a long time was being dispersed by the sun. She looked at Mu Qianchu and whispered, "You agree with me, right?"
This ray of sunshine must be his voice.
Shi Xiaonian picked up a cotton swab beside the bed, dipped some water on Mu Qianchu's dry lips, and said while dipping it, "Qianchu, don't bother me, I want to stay with you for a while longer. I feel very calm here, but it will definitely be a storm when I go back."
I don’t know how to communicate with Gong Ou. How can I make him understand her and forgive her
Their channels haven't been together for a long time.
Shi Xiaonian stayed in the hospital until night. After Mu Qianchu had finished all the infusions, she covered him with a quilt and left.
Walking in the heavily guarded hospital, Shi Xiaonian's fingers clenched into a ball unconsciously. She figured it out, but she didn't think about how to tell Gong Ou.
When she walked to the hospital lobby, she suddenly remembered that Gong Ou seemed to have said something to her before coming to the hospital today.
"You really want to see him? Okay, you go, I'll go to England immediately after you go!"
When Shi Xiaonian thought about it, she was so shocked that she couldn't help herself. Damn it, she was so dizzy under the sun in the afternoon that she even forgot what Gong Ou said.
He went to the UK, so how can she talk about it? She can only be sent to another country for protection, and then encounter another Hill incident or the 910 bombing.
Shi Xiaonian squeezed her hand, hating why she figured it out so late. She could have said it nicely, but she fell into the mood of self-pity again and again.
After thinking about it, Shi Xiaonian found that he had escaped and became more aware of where his problem was.
But it was too late.
No matter how clear she was, it was of no use, nothing could be redeemed.
Maybe she should try calling, if Gong Ou is still willing to hear her voice, Shi Xiaonian thought to herself, and walked out of the hospital door dejectedly.
The night lights come on.
The open space in front of the gate was filled with cars, and many bodyguards stood guard beside the cars. The lights cast a faint light on those priceless cars.
Why are there so many cars and bodyguards at night
Shi Xiaonian was stunned for a moment, and suddenly understood, and her heart suddenly jumped up. She had forgotten how long it had been since she had been in such an overjoyed mood, as if fireworks in the dark night sky lit up in an instant.
She rushed over, ignoring the bodyguards who bowed to her, and reached out to knock on the car window, "Miyao? Is it you?"
You can't see inside the car window from the outside.
Shi Xiaonian knocked a few times, and when there was no response, she continued to knock on the next car. While knocking, she asked, "Gong Ou? Gong Ou? Are you in there?"
Apart from him, she couldn't think of anyone with such a large formation.
There was still no response, so Shi Xiaonian had no choice but to continue walking to the next car. As soon as he knocked, a cold and stern voice came from behind him, "I'm so close to you and you can't even feel it? Shi Xiaonian, are you really?" It’s good enough!”
The familiar rage sounded particularly pleasant to my ears.
When Shi Xiaonian turned around, she saw that the rear window of the car she had just been in was lowered. She stepped back, put her hands on her waist and lowered her head to look inside with some difficulty.
Gong Ou was still sitting inside in his daytime clothes. His collar was torn to pieces and two buttons were missing. His face with a deep outline under his short hair was sullen and livid, and his eyes were staring gloomily in front of him. Look at her.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him and was very surprised, "You didn't leave?"
Hearing this, Gong Ou was like dynamite with a fuse, and it exploded immediately. He turned his head and stared at her, his eyes were a little red, and his eyes wanted to swallow her up, "Why, you really want me to go, don't you? You and that blind man will be together forever!"
"You're not leaving because you're afraid of what will happen to me and Qianchu?" Shi Xiaonian asked, "Then why don't you come up and have a look?"
"For humanitarian reasons, I don't want to blow up the hospital!"
Gong Ou sat inside and said coldly.
"Do you still know that you have a bad temper?" Shi Xiaonian teased. After hearing this, Gong Ou was furious again. "What do you want, Shi Xiaonian? I still have time to explode now!"
Shi Xiaonian looked at the anger between his brows and eyes, and her mood had calmed down a lot. She did not answer his words, but changed the subject and said softly, "You have been waiting for me downstairs?"
Judging from his state, he must have been waiting since she came.
He was probably feeling extremely aggrieved as he endured it down there, waiting for his woman to come out from another man's side.
"Don't flatter yourself, I have nothing to do to hang out here!" Gong Ou glanced at her sideways, still not looking good.
"oh."
He is really idle.
Shi Xiaonian nodded in understanding, straightened her aching waist, and asked, "Then should I take this car, or..."
"You walk back!" Gong Ou interrupted her before she could finish speaking, and then kicked the driver's seat in front of her hard, "Drive!"
"Yes, Mr. Gong."
The driver didn't dare to delay. He turned the steering wheel and kicked the accelerator and drove away. The moment the car flew out, Gong Ou's curse floated in the air, "Shit! Who told you to drive so fast!"
“…”
Listening to that classic Gong's scolding, Shi Xiaonian found it a little funny. In fact, Gong Ou has always been that Gong Ou. He is the annoying one, the clingy one, the authoritarian one, and he is the one who eats both the hard and the soft. .
In fact, neither of them has changed, but since when did their communication become so difficult.
She stepped back step by step and watched the cars leave one after another.
Shi Xiaonian sat down on the steps in front of the hospital door, sitting quietly, waiting for the light in the dark night.
A gust of cool wind blew, lifting her long hair.
I don't know how long it took, but a car light suddenly came over. Before Shi Xiaonian could see clearly, she heard a loud brake, and the dark car stopped in front of her.
The rear window was lowered.
Gong Ou sat inside and glared at her angrily, "Why aren't you leaving? Do you want a big sedan chair?"
"I'll take a rest before leaving."
Shi Xiaonian said in an understatement.
"Why rest?" Gong Ou asked coldly.
Shi Xiaonian lowered her head to rub her calf and said, "I don't know if it's because of pregnancy. My calf is always a little swollen and painful, and walking is not very comfortable."
After finishing her words, she raised her eyes, and the dullness on Gong Ou's face was clearly reflected in her eyes.
She thought his expression would be distressed, but she didn't expect it to be so dull. Suddenly she remembered that she hadn't talked about her pregnancy status in front of him for a long time, and he felt a little stupid.
It was promised that he would accompany him all the way and experience the role of father, but he still couldn't do it.
Seeing him staying still, Shi Xiaonian suddenly couldn't bear him to continue thinking about it, and said lightly, "You go ahead, I'll rub it for a while and then I can leave. This place is not far from the Gong family. At my speed, I can get there before dawn." of."
Then she heard another curse from him.
"boom!"
Gong Ou pushed the car door hard, got out of the car, grabbed her arm, "Get in the car!"
His movements seemed particularly forceful, but they turned limp on her arms.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him deeply, and then stood up with him. Gong Ou first pulled her, and then hugged her into his arms. He wished he could carry her with one arm so that she wouldn't have to touch her legs. .
He put her into the car, sat in, slammed the door, and stared directly at her legs, "Does it still hurt?"
"much better."
She still couldn't bear him worrying, and this intolerance had become a habit.
Gong Ou turned her body around and let her lean against the locked car door. He picked up her legs and put them on his thighs. He put his slender hands on her calves and kneaded them gently.
He lowered his eyes with a serious look on his face, and the anger on his face gradually dissipated.
Shi Xiaonian stared at him quietly, pursed her lips and said, "I thought you would really go to England when you were angry."
"Do you care?" Gong Ou glanced at her fiercely and continued to rub her calves with his hands.
"I'm afraid it's too late to say something to you."
Shi Xiaonian said softly. (To be continued)