"What do you want to tell me?" Gong Ou asked coldly, his black eyes swept towards her, Shi Xiaonian glanced at the driver in front of him, and said, "I have a lot to say to you, let's talk about it when we get back."
"Don't say anything I don't want to hear!" Gong Ou said coldly. He couldn't hear anything about Mu Qianchu now.
“…”
It was something he didn't want to hear, but it was something she had to say.
Shi Xiaonian watched him rub her legs. Seeing that his fingers were much thinner than before, she retracted her legs and said, "No need to rub them."
She saw his thinness and was not unmoved.
"What does it have to do with me rubbing it?"
Gong Ou glanced at her displeasedly and put her legs up forcefully. Shi Xiaonian struggled a little. Gong Ou lowered his body to press her legs, and a small bag fell from his pocket.
Shi Xiaonian was stunned for a moment and looked down. It was a fireproof bag, the fireproof bag in which all of them wrapped their last wishes.
Of course, Gong Ou would not have the heart to look at other people's last wishes. This fireproof bag belongs to her.
She wrote the last wish, and she knew what it said.
"It turns out that you didn't go to the UK after reading this." Shi Xiaonian said calmly, otherwise his angry temper would either blow up the hospital or fly to the UK early.
"..." Gong Ou lowered his head and picked up the fireproof bag, wiped away the non-existent dust, put it back into his pocket, and hummed, "You're pretty sensible."
Recognition? It means that her last wish was about loving him, but not about Mu Qianchu, so he could feel better.
Shi Xiaonian didn't want to lie to him, so she said, "I didn't write Qianchu in my last wish because I told him face to face."
"What did you say?"
Gong Ou's eyes suddenly became particularly ferocious, and he pinched her calf with his hand.
She frowned, and Gong Ou immediately let go, staring at her with burning eyes. Shi Xiaonian looked at the tension in his eyes and said helplessly, "I said, if we can survive this time, I will let go of the past. He was very happy to hear that.”
If Mu Qianchu was shot and turned into a vegetative state, there was one thing she didn't regret, and that was that she frankly expressed her feelings and did not let Mu Qianchu sleep with guilt.
"You are really generous."
Isn't it great that you can let go of your parents' hatred and let them go through life and death together
Gong Ou pursed his lips, his expression cold.
"Actually, after what happened at Qianchu, I understood one thing. Maybe I should be more honest so that I won't regret it." Shi Xiaonian said, looking deeply at his stern face.
"I don't know what you are talking about." Gong Ou snorted coldly, and rubbed her legs again. After rubbing a few times, he looked up at her and said coldly, "Then what are your feelings for Mu Qianchu now? ?”
"Definitely not love."
Shi Xiaonian said this. She knew very well what answer Gong Ou wanted, so she gave him a clear answer.
"Nonsense!" Gong Ou raised his eyebrows.
"What's nonsense? You're talking as if you already knew it." You already knew it and you were so bitter with her.
"Of course I already knew it!"
"Yeah?"
"Of course! I'm your man, what don't I know?" Gong Ou looked arrogant.
"oh."
Shi Xiaonian looked at him quietly, did he know everything? Then what happened next would not have such a big impact on him.
…
The two returned to the Imperial Castle peacefully. Gong Ou said that he didn't want to hear her words that might be too late, but as soon as he got home, he kept asking her questions and pressing her.
Shi Xiaonian was confused by the question.
She pushed Gong Ou away and said softly, "Okay, before we talk about these words, you first go to take a bath, then count to five thousand, and then come to me when you feel particularly calm."
"Count again?" Gong Ou glared at her and asked him to count if he had nothing to do. Is he a primary school student
"Yeah." Shi Xiaonian nodded seriously.
"What on earth do you want to talk to me about?" Gong Ou frowned, realizing how nervous Shi Xiaonian was, which made him feel very bad.
"Don't you know everything?" Shi Xiaonian said lightly.
“…”
Gong Ou's brows tightened even more.
"Okay, go ahead. Finish the conversation and go to bed early. Remember to count to five thousand before you come to me after taking a shower." Shi Xiaonian pushed him to leave.
"There are so many demands! Annoying!"
Seeing her insistence, Gong Ou had to leave impatiently. Shi Xiaonian looked at his back, biting her lip gently. She knew she was annoyed, but since she decided to be honest, she hoped to be in a relatively relaxed and peaceful place. The atmosphere told Gong Ou that the damage to him could be minimized.
Watching Gong Ou walk away, Shi Xiaonian walked into the kitchen, chatted with the servants for a while, and moved out some ingredients. While she was choosing, she asked the servants to help with the processing, and she started to get busy.
The equipment in the kitchen was very good, but even so, Shi Xiaonian was still very busy and sweating profusely.
One after another exquisite snacks and dishes appeared on the long dining table. Shi Xiaonian was so tired that her whole face turned red. The servant on the side couldn't help but persuaded, "Why don't we let the chef do it?"
"It doesn't matter."
Shi Xiaonian smiled and shook his head and continued busy.
Two hours later, Shi Xiaonian finally hurriedly prepared a table of dishes. She was so tired that she put the dishes into the restaurant one by one and arranged them beautifully.
She placed colored candles around the dining table and lit them one by one, leaving only two opposite positions without candles.
Turning off the lights, the light in the entire restaurant suddenly dimmed, filling it with a romantic and elegant atmosphere.
"call."
After doing this, Shi Xiaonian breathed a sigh of relief. The atmosphere and environment had been created. She took out her phone and took a look.
It's been more than two hours, why hasn't Gong Ou come down yet
Is five thousand so difficult to count
Shi Xiaonian was a little bored, thinking about the sound of footsteps in her ears. She turned her head and saw that Gong Ou had walked to the door of the restaurant, still wearing the shirt and trousers, and two buttons were still missing from the collar.
"You didn't go take a shower?"
Shi Xiaonian asked in shock.
"Yes." Gong Ou responded in a low voice, raising his eyes to look at the circle of candlelight on the dining table, with a slight surprise in his eyes.
Even though the candlelight was dim, Shi Xiaonian still saw the scarlet red and bloodshot under his eyes, which was clearly not the same two hours ago.
"Why are your eyes so red?" Shi Xiaonian asked worriedly.
Gong Ou closed his eyes and looked at her, "I got the shower gel in my eyes while taking a shower."
"Didn't you say you didn't take a shower?" Shi Xiaonian looked at his clothes. It was strange how he spoke so confusingly.
Gong Ou followed her gaze and looked at his clothes and said, "There is no bathrobe in the bathroom, so I didn't change clothes. I will take a shower later."
“…”
This reason…
Shi Xiaonian didn't know whether to believe it or not. She looked into his eyes and said, "Are your eyes okay? Why don't you ask the doctor at home to take a look."
"It's okay." Gong Ou said in a low voice, looking at the candles on the dining table, "Don't you want to talk? Talk here?"
I don't know if it was because the candlelight was too dim, but Shi Xiaonian always felt that his face was gloomy, indescribably gloomy.
But it was clear that before, he was just like a child having a tantrum, and everything was fine.
Is it her imagination
"Come, sit down." Shi Xiaonian didn't want to delay any longer, so he pulled Gong Ou to sit down at the dining table. He walked to the opposite side, reached out and opened the silver lids one by one, revealing a series of delicious snacks and dishes. Then it was exposed to the sight of the two people.
Candlelight is like the perfect filter, making the dishes on the table extra delicate.
Shi Xiaonian stood there and looked at Gong Ou. Gong Ou was sitting there, looking at the dishes in front of him in shock with a pair of red eyes, his face becoming more and more gloomy.
"Do you like it?" Shi Xiaonian asked with a smile, handing him a plate and knife and fork, "Here you go, you can start eating."
“…”
Gong Ou sat there motionless.
"Gong Ou?" Shi Xiaonian called again with some confusion, what's wrong with him
Gong Ou seemed to have just reacted. His eyes were focused on the plate in her hand. After a long time, he raised his hand to take it. Shi Xiaonian pointed to the nearest dessert in his hand, "You can start with this one. It’s very sweet and will make you feel better.”
She only has so much foreshadowing.
"What do you want to say?"
Gong Ou took a mouthful of dessert with a spoon and put it into his mouth. He always liked the dishes cooked by Shi Xiaonian and thought it was the food that best suited his taste.
This was the first time that he found that the dessert made by Shi Xiaonian was so sweet that it made him sick.
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian sat down opposite him, placing her hands on her knees awkwardly. She raised her eyes to look at Gong Ou's gloomy face, pursed her lips, and began to say in a low voice, "Gong Ou, I hope you You know, if I say something like this today, it’s not because I’m questioning what’s wrong with you, or because you’re not doing a good job, everything is my problem.”
"You decide who is wrong and who is right before you even say anything?"
Gong Ou said in a deep voice, putting a spoonful of greasy dessert between his lips, his eyes staring deeply at her through the candlelight, the emotions deep in his eyes were dark and unclear.
Shi Xiaonian bit her lip, wrung her hands together, and then continued, "Gong Ou, actually I lied to you about something. Ever since you set up a trap to protect me in the Hill incident, I have spent this period of time It’s not good, but I’m telling you there’s nothing wrong with me.”
“…”
Gong Ou bit the spoon.
"I... I was in a very bad state of mind. I was on the verge of collapse." Shi Xiaonian said hesitantly, but suddenly felt that his words were too strong, so he quickly changed his words, "Actually, it's not that serious. It's just some emotional illness. You You know, I've had it before, and you helped me get out of it."
“…”
Gong Ou sat there silently, without saying a word, and ate the dessert one by one with a spoon.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him, but he didn't speak, so she had to continue, "The reason is that I can't stand so many people sacrificing for me, and my two children are frightened after me. I feel very useless. I I’m so sorry to them.”
She wanted to explain it well, but she didn't know how.
Gong Ou looked at her silently, and the dessert quickly reached the bottom. (To be continued)