“…”
"I ordered some from him before, but he still went his own way and never thought about changing. And you indulged in it. You would rather take tranquilizers and abort the child than tell him. What he did was counterproductive!" Luo Lie! He stood there and said, "He thought he had calculated everything, but if Mr. Mu hadn't enlightened you in the forest, you wouldn't have survived the explosion this time!"
"..." Shi Xiaonian stood there, listening to Luo Lie's accusation, unable to say a word. She took two steps back, "Maybe you are right."
She finally understood why Gong Ou was so abnormal in the restaurant just now. It turned out that he knew everything, in such a direct and absolute way.
She said it so lightly... It probably irritated him even more.
Luo Lie stood in front of her, watching her attitude soften, and said, "Severe injuries require heavy medication. This is a doctor's advice."
Shi Xiaonian continued to step back and smiled bitterly, "I know, but the surgery also requires the signature of the spouse, so why can't you wait for me to speak."
She had done so much, but it was all in vain.
"A spouse's excessive worry sometimes only delays the illness."
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was speechless to retort.
She turned around and walked out step by step.
When Xiaonian walked upstairs, every step felt like lead in her legs, extremely heavy. She walked towards the bedroom and hesitated looking at the closed door.
She hadn't stepped into this room for a long time.
Shi Xiaonian bit her lip, and after a long time she opened the door and went in. As soon as she stepped on it, she heard a sound of vomiting. She opened her eyes wide in shock and rushed into the bathroom without thinking.
The faucet was running.
Gong Ou pressed his hands on the sink and kept vomiting. There was no food, only sour water. The veins on his whole face were exposed from vomiting, making him extremely hideous.
"Gong Ou?" Shi Xiaonian rushed forward worriedly and quickly reached out to pat his back, "How are you?"
"Ugh..."
Gong Ou lowered his body and retched again, unable to vomit anything.
Seeing the veins on his forehead, Shi Xiaonian didn't dare to tell him how long he had been vomiting. She patted his back and said, "You have nothing to vomit. Drink some water and rinse your mouth."
She hurriedly poured a glass of water. Gong Ou stood there bent over, with a tight face, all the veins exposed, and his eyes were so red that they looked like they were bloodshot.
He said nothing, and vomited again the moment she handed him the water. His handsome face turned painful and ferocious at the moment, but he kept retching into the sink as if by inertia, and kept vomiting...
Shi Xiaonian looked at him worriedly, put the cup aside, and hugged him from behind Gong Ou, "Gong Ou, don't be like this."
"Ugh..."
Gong Ou retched again, and Shi Xiaonian could feel his body twitching and suffering.
"Doctor Luo told me everything. In fact, it's not that serious. Really, Gong Ou, please don't be like this, I'm very worried." Shi Xiaonian's voice was full of bitterness, and she hugged him tightly with both hands, head Lean on his back.
"Ugh..."
Miyao vomited crazily, as if he couldn't hear her words at all.
After a long time, Gong Ou turned off the faucet and stumbled out. Shi Xiaonian carefully supported him, but Gong Ou pushed him away.
He staggered forward as if he was drunk, fell down on the bed, and rested his head on the leather headboard. His short hair was already soaked with sweat, and the veins on his forehead showed no signs of disappearing. His face He leaned there expressionlessly, looking ahead with a pair of bloodshot eyes without focus.
Shi Xiaonian poured a glass of water and sat by the bed, "Are you okay?"
"I just ate too much."
Gong Ou fell there and suddenly ignored her without looking at her.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly.
"I always eat too much." Gong Ou said, his voice hoarse to the extreme.
This was the first time since they met that he admitted that he ate too much. He never felt that his stomach could accommodate all the food she cooked.
It was a very simple sentence, but for some reason, Shi Xiaonian found it hard to lose weight after hearing it, and her nose felt very sore.
"Drink some water, Miyao."
Shi Xiaonian handed him the water glass.
"I don't drink."
Gong Ou pushed her hand away, but Shi Xiaonian failed to hold the cup firmly. The whole cup fell on her legs, and the cold water flowed down her legs.
When Shi Xiaonian was about to pick up the cup, Gong Ou had already jumped out of bed excitedly, kneeling in front of her, his eyes almost bulging out, "How are you, are you feeling burned? Are you feeling burned?"
He held his hand tightly on her calf and realized that the water was cold.
"I'm fine, Miyao."
Shi Xiaonian looked down at him and said.
This gentle sentence completely ignited Gong Ou. Gong Ou stood up suddenly and stared at her with his red eyes, "It's okay? It's okay again! Even if I force you to take tranquilizers and abort the child, you will be fine." Really? Shi Xiaonian! Are you a fucking lunatic? Why are you trying to compromise!"
“…”
Shi Xiaonian stared blankly at his angry face, her nose even more sour.
"I didn't know until today that I almost forced you to death!" Gong Ou stood there and shouted, "I didn't let you die in Lancaster's hands, but in my hands! Shi Xiaonian, you I almost killed the woman I love the most! Why do you do this! Why do you?"
He roared at the top of his lungs, as if staring at a life-or-death enemy.
When Shi Xiaonian was yelled until her ears buzzed, Gong Ou stared at her, "Do you know how much I hate you now!"
“…”
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly, her body trembled violently due to numbness, and her heart almost stopped beating.
He said he hated her.
How could this be.
The next second, Shi Xiaonian was pushed down on the bed by him. Gong Ou sat on her legs, stretched out his hands and pinched her neck. The veins on the back of his hands popped out, "I'm You gave everything, but you let me almost kill you! Why didn't you tell me earlier! Why? You had so many chances! You had a chance!"
“…”
"Anyway, you will be forced to death by me sooner or later. I will kill you today!" Gong Ou roared hysterically, holding her neck hard with his hands. His fingers were trembling so much that he couldn't force himself any harder.
Shi Xiaonian lay there, looking at his red eyes, which revealed unspeakable despair.
She thought that he really hated her.
He hated her for almost losing her.
She raised her eyes and looked at Gong Ou, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, "Then what should I do?"
“…”
Gong Ou sat there stiffly.
"What can I do, Gong Ou." Shi Xiaonian asked softly, with wet eyes, "I can't stand this kind of protection like being treated as a chess piece. I can't stand someone dying for me. I can't stand having two children. In the shadow... But what can I do? I know that this man has me as the center from the beginning to the end, and only wants to protect me from the beginning to the end. Who am I to blame him? And who am I to tell him that my spirit Something went wrong? Huh?”
There is nothing she can do.
If she could do it, she wouldn't be where she is today.
"So, you can keep me in the dark!"
Gong Ou stood in front of her and said, staring at her fiercely with a pair of red eyes.
When Xiaonian was lying on the bed, her long hair had already spread out and fell on the quilt. Her face was slightly red from being pinched, and a tear fell from the corner of her eye.
She looked at the man in front of her who wanted to strangle her, and said word by word, "Your excessive and extreme protection of me has long since become a cage, shutting me in tightly and airtight, making me unable to breathe. , but what can I say? Whatever I say, I am afraid that the man who built the cage for me will be sad."
“…”
"I'm just afraid of hurting you, Gong Ou, I'm afraid of hurting you. You've suffered enough for me." Shi Xiaonian said, closing his eyes, tears kept flowing from the corners of his eyes, "I just want to use all my I have the ability to protect you, I just want you to suffer less harm, and I will carry the rest I can carry until I can’t carry it anymore.”
"You're just a woman!"
Gong Ou stared at her.
"I am Gong Ou's woman." Shi Xiaonian opened his eyes and looked at him with watery eyes, "I know Gong Ou has a big lie. He said he is invincible, but in fact he is not at all."
He is just a human being.
When he is injured, it will be more painful than others. She just wants to share some of it for him. She doesn't bear it because she is afraid that he will collapse.
It's just that she has reached the point where she can no longer bear it, like a balloon that has finally been inflated to the point of exploding.
Hearing this, Gong Ou suddenly became like a stupid child, just looking at her blankly, his eyes full of dullness, only the bloodshot eyes were so clearly engraved with pain.
Suddenly, he looked at his hands still holding her neck, his expression changed drastically, and he quickly let go.
Gong Ou lay down next to her, his head pressed tightly against her face, his forehead pressed against the tears in the corners of her eyes. He lay there like a wounded beast, whimpering lowly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Shi Xiaonian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I don't know what I'm doing."
Shi Xiaonian lay there, feeling extremely uncomfortable as she listened to his apology.
"Shi Xiaonian, I don't want to think about what I have done anymore, please give up on me." He lay next to her and said, his voice was pitifully low.
Shi Xiaonian was stunned, turning her head to look at him stiffly, her white fingers slowly caressing his face, his face was pale with despair.
"What are you talking about?" she asked.
"I don't want to kill you earlier than Lancaster. If you give up on me, you can go wherever you want." He couldn't say a word to separate, but kept telling her to give up.
Luo Lie's words had a great impact on him.
Shi Xiaonian caressed his face, her eyes were covered with water. She moved her lips and asked with difficulty, "I am Shi Xiaonian, are you willing to let me go?"
She was Shi Xiaonian whom he had worked so hard to get, and now he actually asked her to give up...
Gong Ou lay there, staring at her with his red eyes. Without his usual sharpness and strength, he looked like a little beast abandoned in the forest, just looking at her.
"Reluctant to give up." (To be continued)