Xuancheng finally stopped being silent, he threw himself into the arms of Empress Dowager Xun.
"It's me, mother, I'm back, my son is not filial." He couldn't restrain the depression in his heart, and the emotions of many years suddenly rushed out like a spring.
"Mother, forgive my son for being unfilial. He ran away for half a year and couldn't stay by your side."
Empress Dowager Xun's trembling hand slowly fell, and finally landed on Xuancheng's back. She patted lightly, as if she was venting something, but she didn't dare to use force, just a few lightly, But in Xuancheng's view, she just blamed herself.
He blindly apologized for himself, he couldn't help it, even though he knew it was not his own mother, his body would not allow him to be so unscrupulous, he was respectful and respectful to Queen Mother Xun.
He was even thinking that if she could understand, he would be willing to call her mom.
For a long time, he no longer knew how to pronounce this word from his mouth.
"You,,, all go down." Empress Dowager Xun said with difficulty.
The palace people retreated one by one.
On the pavilion in the middle of the lake, there are only a pair of mother and son cuddling each other.
Xuancheng felt the heat of this embrace with his heart, he held those hands on his heart, his fingers twitched a few times, and gradually calmed down.
"Son, you're back, you won't go away, will you?"
Xuancheng muffled for a while, and said, "I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving again, my brother and I have traveled all over the country in the north and south for half a year, and we've got a good understanding of their political affairs and humanities, so we won't go out now , don't worry, I will always be by your side."
"Actually, it's okay for you to go out. It's just that Ai's family misses you very much, and I haven't heard from you. My heart has been in a mess."
"It's not right, you shouldn't be worried."
Empress Dowager Xun stroked his chest lightly, "You, you are the same as your brother Wenyu. You take state affairs so seriously, and my mother also took everything very seriously in the early years, and you only want to firmly grasp power. It’s in my hand, but now I don’t think so, sometimes, when I let it go, I feel relieved.”
She sighed for a long time, "For the matter of Fu Fa, after all, the Ai family is sorry for you. If you can see it earlier, there will be no such tragedy."
When Xuancheng heard him mention Fu Sheng's matter, resentment gradually spread in his heart. He blamed Empress Dowager Xun for killing Fu Jian's brother who grew up together with his own hands for Fu Jian's throne.
But, gradually, this resentment miraculously disappeared.
"Perhaps, it's time for Aijia to leave."
Xuancheng grabbed her hand and held it in his hand, "Don't say that, I have, in fact, long ago stopped complaining to you."
There was a moment of silence, and after a while, he felt something wet on the back of his hand. He looked down, and at some point, a drop of crystal clear tears rolled down on his hand.
"Mother, you,,, I don't blame you, really."
His heart fluttered.
Empress Dowager Xun finally wept.
After all, people make atonement for what they have done, whether it is good or bad, God will remember everything for you.
Good things end up making you laugh.
Bad things end up with you crying.
After all, only you know about crying and laughing, happy or sad, you can only bear it yourself.
"You are not to blame, Aijia is to blame."
She fell silent suddenly, Xuancheng raised his head to look into her eyes, although he knew she couldn't see anything, but those blank eyes kept staring into the distance, as if thinking about something.
"Aijia misses Alpha."
Xuancheng suddenly fell silent.
"At that time, Alpha was full of heroism and passion. I was relieved to entrust family affairs and state affairs to him."
"But you abandoned him after all."
She nodded thoughtfully, "Yes, Aijia chose Wenyu."
"Now it seems," she stopped abruptly.
Xuancheng was suspicious, "Do you regret it?"
Empress Dowager Xun did not speak.
Xuancheng was always confused.
In the early years, Empress Dowager Xun personally killed Fu Fa for Fu Jian, and was hated and complained by her son for a long time. Fu Jian, whom she single-handedly supported, would regret it now
"Wenyu, Aijia..." She paused, "He shouldn't treat the Murong family like that."
It turned out that what she was talking about was that. Xuancheng's mind was a little confused, but she immediately became clear again. The Queen Mother Xun said that she was on the side of the Fu clan. People must come to the Empress Dowager Xun and say some unpleasant things. After hearing too much, the Empress Dowager Xun will become suspicious of Fu Jian.
But after all, the power is now in Fu Jian's hands, and the Empress Dowager Xun is only Fu Jian's mother, and she has nothing else. Even if those Fu clan members have too many complaints, talking to the Empress Dowager Xun is not the solution.