Chasing Tides

Chapter 43

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The moment Ning Lan approached, the smell of an unknown perfume penetrated into Sui Yi's nose one by one along with the rapid breathing, and the fragrance was disgusting.

At this time, it had been an hour and a half since Ning Lan sent him a text message about the end of work.

He didn't want to come out to look for him, but Ning Lan was considered a little thing he kept, no matter how obedient he was, he had to take care of it. So he searched the alleys around the hotel, and even went to the studio, but couldn't find half of them.

Sui Yi grew up smoothly, and he learned about the dark side of society in the news. He thought about all the terrible situations in his mind, kidnapping, robbery, and even rape. Although Ning Lan was a boy, he had a seductive face and little strength in his small arms and calves. The more Sui Yi thought about it, the more frightened he became, and he almost called 110 to call the police.

In the end, all his worries were superfluous. This little thing was fooling around with others outside, and was also contaminated with a disgusting smell.

Sui Yi felt that he was really stupid, how many times he would still be deceived by his simple face and played around by him.

Ning Lan looked up, saw Sui Yi, and immediately laughed: "Why did you come out? Just in time, help me get it, I'll send a message."

Sui Yi didn't take the plastic bags that Ning Lan handed over, and let them fall to the ground.

"Hey, why didn't you pick it up?"

Ning Lan felt sorry for his strawberries and mangoes, and squatted down to pick them up. Sui Yi pulled him up, pinched his chin, and looked at his face carefully.

Ning Lan was a little flustered and a little shy, and whispered, "Why? Don't be here, someone will pass by."

Sui Yi felt his head heat up by the strong aroma, and dragged Ning Lan's arm to the back of the bushes by the roadside.

As soon as he stood still, Sui Yi asked, "Where did you go?"

"Go buy something to eat." Ning Lan took out two boxes from her arms as if offering a treasure, "Let's hurry up, it won't taste good when it's cold."

Sui Yi sneered: "I thought you were full."

Ning Lan didn't understand what he meant, but felt that Sui Yi was a little terrifying, just like when he was used as a tool to vent his anger, his whole body was full of a cold atmosphere that no one should approach.

Did he know about Ji Zhinan's marriage

Ning Lan swallowed and asked nervously, "You know?"

Sui Yi's eyes deepened, and without saying a word, he directly pulled on Ning Lan's clothes and took off his coat. There was still the scent inside, on his face, on his neck, on his chest, and everywhere.

Ning Lan was stunned by his anxious actions, thinking that he suddenly wanted to, and hurriedly pushed him: "Can't you just stay here?"

The life assistant of the crew said that there are many fans and paparazzi nearby, what if they encounter the second Xue Ying again

He responded with a tingling in his neck.

Sui Yi took a bite at his slender neck exposed outside.

Ning Lan finally realized that the situation was not right. He had walked a long way just now, and his ankle that had not yet healed felt like a needle stick. Now Sui Yi's whole body was on him, biting and gnawing in his shoulder socket. He couldn't stand it anymore, and begged: "Let's go back to the house, what do you do when we go back to the house... Okay, eh?"

Sui Yi suddenly stopped moving, pinched the back of Ning Lan's neck, held Ning Lan in his hands, took a few breaths, and whispered in his ear, "Why, Lu Xiaozhou can do it outside/you, but I can't? "

Ning Lan opened her mouth and murmured for a moment, then immediately explained: "No, he didn't... uh..."

Sui Yi recklessly put his hands into his trousers, and drilled his fingers straight into the seam of his hips, as if to check something.

At this chaotic moment, Ning Lan's mind was empty, and there was almost no feedback. Only the heart seemed to be grasped by a pair of hands, the strength was too great, and the heart collapsed, making a rumbling sound.

"It will be seen... I really didn't mean it, you believe me..." He rejected instinctively, not even knowing what he was talking about. If he didn't say anything at this time, he was afraid that he would cry. "My feet hurt, it hurts..."

In fact, it hurts more.

Ning Lan's plea didn't work until someone passed by outside the bushes.

Sui Yi covered his mouth to prevent him from making a sound. Ning Lan took advantage of the situation to lift her half-faded trousers, her hands shaking violently, and it took a long time to tie them up.

He followed Sui Yi's gaze and looked out through the gap in the trees. He was relieved. It was Ji Zhinan who stopped by the road and looked over here.

Ning Lan went to break Sui Yi's hand, approached him and whispered, "I'll go out first, you can go out after he's gone."

Sui Yi looked at him with dark eyes, perhaps feeling that there was no better way, he hesitated for a moment and released his hand.

Ning Lan tidied up her clothes and went out to greet Ji Zhinan generously.

Ji Zhinan obviously heard something, but he was not stupid, doubts and worries were written on his face. Ning Lan pretended to be magnanimous and talked to him with a smile. Ji Zhinan glanced behind him, and finally stopped talking, and the two walked into the hotel together.

Not long after the front foot entered the house, Sui Yi followed with the back foot. Ning Lan sat beside the bed for a while before standing up in a hurry.

Sui Yi grabbed him: "What are you doing out?"

"Food, fruit, I left it out, I'll give you something to eat." Ning Lan said.

Sui Yi's face was very bad, and he said impatiently, "I won't eat it."

"Oh." Ning Lan sat down with her shoulders slumped, her brain as dull as rusted, and she was stunned for a long time, not knowing where to start.

Sui Yi's head was also a mess, but anger had already prevailed. He thought of Ning Lan's pitiful resignation just now, and his anger rolled in his chest like boiling water.

Is he the same way to others

How much money does he need

Why is he so mean

The remaining reason made him hold these words in his heart and did not say it, but Ning Lan's next sentence broke his last line of reason in an instant.

"Do you like Ji Zhinan?"

Ning Lan's voice was very low, almost inaudible in the room where the needles could be heard. After he finished speaking, he raised his head, raised the corner of his mouth, and pulled out a smile that he had practiced countless times, "Do you look like me, do you look like him?"

There was no mirror in the room, so Sui Yi didn't know how grim his expression had become at the moment.

According to Ning Lan's past behavior and actions, a terrible idea immediately popped into his mind.

"You approached him on purpose?" Sui Yi approached him step by step. At first, he asked, but then he became determined, "You grabbed this role to get close to him."

Ning Lan didn't answer, the smile froze on her lips, which was uglier than crying.

Look, this person is full of eyes full of his little star, and no one else can tolerate it.

"What exactly do you want to do?" Sui Yi asked through gritted teeth.

Ning Lan felt that she should be happy, this was the first time Sui Yi had spoken to him so much. But his eyes were hot for no reason, and the things in front of him gradually blurred, and soon they turned into swaying phantoms.

What do I want to do

He shook his head slowly, he didn't know.

Suddenly there was a crisp sound of glass products falling to the ground, Sui Yi kicked the suitcase on the ground, and something rolled out from the unzippered gap.

Ning Lan raised her head abruptly and stood up to pick it up, but after a step slower, Sui Yi, who was closer, picked it up first.

When Sui Yi saw what was on the bottle, his expression could no longer be described as terrifying. It seemed that if anyone touched him again, he would go mad with murderous aura, and asked each word, "What is this?"

Ning Lan was speechless, Sui Yi sneered and replied on his behalf, "Prepare for Lu Xiaozhou? Are you afraid he won't be able to stand up?"

"No… "

"I didn't expect that I would come over suddenly? I didn't expect that I would interrupt your good deeds again?"

Ning Lan gritted her teeth and swallowed her tears. Even in such a situation that was very unfavorable to him, he didn't want to use his misery and embarrassment to win sympathy.

He sat back on the edge of the bed, quietly curled his shoulders and shrank into the bed: "No."

His voice was very low, because even if he said so, Sui Yi would not believe it.

In Sui Yi's heart, Ning Lan was filthy and despicable, and now he has added a malicious intention, and it is useless to say anything.

So what the hell am I doing now? Ning Lan suddenly began to be at a loss.

Sui Yi approached him, clenched his chin, forced him to look up, and repeated what he had just stabbed into blood: "Lu Xiaozhou can use this to do / you, can't I?"

Ning Lan looked at him without blinking, even in this situation, he could stare at this face to see obsession, and see the soul.

"Okay, you can do whatever you want...you can."

Ning Lan heard herself say.

Sui Yi's anger had reached its peak, he suddenly raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, unscrewed the cap of the glass bottle, then pinched Ning Lan's chin again, pressed his cheeks with two fingers to open his mouth, and then Put the mouth of the bottle in his mouth.

The cold liquid flowed down the throat into the esophagus, causing Ning Lan's empty stomach to quickly ignite a prairie fire, and it was like some kind of strong corrosive solvent, causing his intestines to pierce the stomach.

He didn't struggle, just grabbed Sui Yi's wrist, and physiological tears flowed from his slightly opened eyes, wetting the quivering eyelashes.

After pouring half of the bottle down, Sui Yi stopped his hand as if he had just woken up from a big dream, threw the bottle on the ground, and whispered, "No... no more approaching him."

He justified his actions. It was Ning Lan who was disobedient and deceived him first. This was just a small punishment and a big commandment.

Ning Lan defined "he" in Sui Yi's mouth as Ji Zhinan, raised her hand to wipe the corner of her mouth, coughed a few times, pulled the corner of her mouth with difficulty, and asked him in a hoarse voice, "You haven't answered yet, In the end... does it look like him?"

Sui Yi looked at the smile on his pale face, suddenly dazzled, his body and mind trembled, as if something was detaching from his body, like a handful of sand in his hand, the tighter he gripped it, the faster it would drain. .

He didn't understand what this feeling was, he only knew that he didn't want to see Ning Lan smiling like this, the look in his beautiful eyes was gone, and there were only two black holes left.

"Don't compare yourself to him."

Sui Yi dropped those words, stopped looking at him, picked up his backpack and rushed out the door in a hurry.

It took a quarter of an hour for the medicine to appear. Ning Lan took off the clothes on her upper body and slowly moved to the bathroom, holding the sink and looking at herself in the mirror.

The pale skin was covered with bruises. He hated this body so much that he couldn't hide anything. When the traces disappeared, nothing would remain.

Sui Yi only remembers his filth, and regards this body as a place to hide his filth, which he spurns and hates. The unintentional gentleness given is just an instinct.

In Sui Yi's eyes, his "intentions" are always "ulterior motives". The funny thing is that he thought he could use his arrogance and sincerity to attract his attention to himself little by little.

Unable to support Ning Lan, she slumped on the ground, covered her face with her hands, and laughed while shaking her shoulders.

That man is a star in the sky, but what about him? With a handful of mud in the sewer, the blind will look up to the stars instead of looking down at him.

Ning Lan couldn't bear it any longer, covering her mouth and vomiting. He didn't want to vomit on the ground, but he couldn't get up. Whenever he felt that he couldn't vomit anything anymore, his stomach was still cramping, and he vowed to empty all the organs in his body before giving up.

In the chaos of consciousness, he thought in a daze, this should be retribution, right

It was because he was not greedy enough that he got tenderness, wanted to be liked, and even wanted love. But every word he said was false and deceitful in Sui Yi's eyes. Even if he was willing to say it, would anyone listen

The body was extremely hot, but there seemed to be a big hole in the heart. The wind that passed through the hall had consumed the little temperature left inside, and the bones were cold.

Ning Lan was lying on the ground, and she didn't even have the strength to tremble.

A few drops of warm liquid ran across his cheeks, and he tried twice, but he still couldn't lift his hands. He stuck out his tongue and licked it, and when the tip of his tongue touched it, it was already cold.

Ning Lan laughed suddenly, but there was no sound coming out of her dry throat.

He laughed at himself for being fake, didn't he have the strength? Why are you still crying