What exactly is happiness? Is it that the person you care about is healthy and safe? Is it that the person you are thinking about is also thinking of you? Is it that the whole family can gather together during the New Year's Eve dinner
Li Wei felt that she had embraced happiness. When she was in Daqi, her more than ten years in the Li family were all happy times. In another time and space, there would be more sources of happiness.
Looking back on her short life, she experienced life and death, as well as ups and downs. She spent more than ten years in a highly civilized and developed time and space, experienced prosperity that no one else knew, and started her life all over again. Does she have any regrets? Thinking about it carefully, she also had regrets. The biggest regret is Fu Guang's death, which is a hurdle she will never get over.
Two imperial doctors came to see Li Wei. Lu Chaoxian taught his granddaughter some massage techniques, and also gave Li Wei a set of breathing and breathing techniques. Li Wei said it was very useful and thanked the two imperial doctors for their hard work.
Her thanks were also very sincere, and each person was given a jar of Dahongpao.
Before Lu Chao left, he quietly gave his granddaughter a small black porcelain bottle with gold embroidery, and whispered to her: "You don't need me to explain the medicine inside, just in case you need it."
Caizhi looked at her grandfather in surprise: "Grandpa, is it time to take this medicine?"
Seeing that his granddaughter was so nervous, Lu Chao had no choice but to say: "Be prepared for any emergencies. You can just keep it alive. It would be better if you don't use it."
Lu Caizhi carefully collected the medicine. She was nervous and extremely scared. The Queen Mother is a very good person, why can't good people live a long life and live peacefully for the rest of their lives
Not long after the imperial doctors left, Queen Mother Rongci came to visit Li Wei. This time Queen Mother Rongci came by herself.
Both of them pretended not to know about Concubine Dun. Empress Dowager Rongci smiled and said to Li Wei: "I look much better today than in the past few days. It seems that I am slowly recovering. After some time, maybe He was cured."
"Borrowing sister's good words." Li Wei looked at Queen Mother Rongci and thought that it was time for her to explain something. She said sincerely: "Sister, if I can't pass this level, I have two things to ask you. You agree."
Queen Mother Rongci was taken aback and looked flustered. She quickly said: "What are you talking about? Why can't you get through it? Aren't you recovering slowly? You will definitely get better. You are a patient now, so don't think too much about it." , Keep it in peace." Queen Mother Rongci said as she was about to stand up, but Li Wei reached out to hold her.
"Sister, my first request is to help me take good care of Shujia. Don't let her get married too early. Please help her choose a reliable consort."
Rong Ci wiped away her tears and said, "Why do you want to do this? She is a princess, so naturally I won't treat her badly."
"Please, for the sake of her biological mother's close relationship with you, please agree."
Rong Ci choked up and said: "This is a matter of course. I will treat her well without you having to say it. Don't worry."
After getting a satisfactory answer, Li Wei breathed a sigh of relief, and then said: "The second thing is my posthumous affairs. Sister, please listen to me, this is also my last request. I have never served the late emperor, so When I die, please don't bury me in Mu Ling. It's a last resort during my lifetime. Please give me freedom after my death. My soul will not enter the Ancestral Temple, and I will not enjoy the incense of the descendants of the Zhao family."
Rong Ci's face was full of surprise. She looked at Li Wei in disbelief. After a long time, she said, "Sister, you are embarrassing me."
Li Wei smiled bitterly and said: "No, I won't embarrass my sister. We have reached this point, so I can only ask you to agree."
Li Wei spoke so earnestly that Empress Dowager Rong Ci had no choice but to nod her head and say, "Relax."
Li Wei smiled at Queen Mother Rongci this time, but her smile was very weak.
This time she made arrangements and said goodbye to everyone, so she had nothing to regret. When she had some strength, she insisted on walking.
She went to the study, had her pen and ink served, and began to write letters one after another, some long and some short. After writing a letter, fold it, put it in an envelope, and seal it with wax.
It took almost an hour to write four letters, but it seemed like a lifetime of effort had been exhausted. She told the people around her: "When I die, you will help me deliver these letters to them."
Lan Hui wiped away her tears and said, "Queen Mother, please don't do this."
"It's okay. You have to explain what happened behind you." Li Wei said this with a smile on his face.
Shujia ran over and was a little surprised when she saw Li Wei sitting behind the desk. She thought that her mother was much better and could come to the study to read and write. She couldn't help but said happily: "I want to sleep with my mother tonight."
Li Wei did not refuse her intention, hugged Shujia and said, "Okay, but now I smell like medicine, so don't dislike it."
"The medicinal smell is very fragrant. I like this smell." Shujia stuck to Li Wei's body and sniffed hard, sniffing hard.
At night, Li Wei hugged Shujia to sleep.
"You pester your aunt to tell you a story every night. How about I tell you one today?"
Shujia immediately became energetic and happily agreed: "Okay, okay, the stories told by the queen are the best."
Li Wei said to Shujia softly: "I will tell you a story I heard from my second brother many years ago. The name of the story is "The Princess and the Pea"..."
Li Wei's voice was very soft, as soft as a cloud. Shujia and Li Wei were lying face to face. She was attracted by the soft voice. When she heard it, she couldn't help but ask: "Mother, how can that princess feel this way?" How can human skin really be so sensitive to the existence of such a tiny pea? I am also a princess, so I definitely can’t feel it.”
Li Xiaoxiao said: "This is a story made up by the writer to laugh at the pretentiousness of the nobles. Just listen to it."
It was so comforting to snuggle in the mother's arms, and it didn't take long for Shujia to fall into a sweet dream. However, in the second half of the night, Li Wei complained that her heart ached and she could not sleep. Afterwards, he coughed several times in succession, and the palace maid hurriedly came to pick up the phlegm box.
Caizhi hurriedly checked Li Wei's pulse, which was a little bad. He took another pill and asked Li Wei to take it. The pain in his heart slowly stopped.
As soon as Cai Zhi walked out of the Queen Mother's bedroom, the little girl holding the spit box just now called Cai Zhi over.
"Sister Caizhi, look."
The little palace maid opened the lid and walked under the lamp to let Cai Zhi take a look. Cai Zhi saw a box of dark red blood, and her heart suddenly went cold.
"How could this happen?"
"Sister Caizhi, what should I do? Will the Queen Mother... Will she..." The little palace maid started to tremble, her face turned white.
Caizhi was also scared, so she comforted, "It's okay." Then she went out to discuss it with Lan Hui and Qingxiang. Qingxiang hurriedly asked Manager Wei to ask for the imperial doctor.
Here Lan Hui made a private decision to ask Luo Chong to ask the regent to come overnight.
Fortunately, Dr. Lu was on duty today, and he came over in just a quarter of an hour. Cai Zhi hurriedly told his grandfather about Li Wei's situation. Lu Chaoxian was secretly shocked, wondering why he had reached this point, but he showed no signs of panic and said calmly: "Are you going to give her the Huanhuan Dan?"
Caizhi said: "No, I don't dare to use that medicine yet. I just gave the Queen Mother Angong Wan first."
Lu Chao nodded and said, "You did a good job. I checked your pulse just now, and you have calmed down a lot. You might as well wait until tomorrow to discuss the medication with the other imperial doctors."
It was already dawn when Zhao Qian arrived at Zhaoyang Hall. After entering Zhaoyang Hall, his steps became heavier and heavier. The lights in Zhaoyang Palace were brightly lit, and the uneasiness in his heart was amplified to the extreme at this moment.
The person guarding the door was Lan Hui. Seeing him coming, Lan Hui opened the curtain with him.
Zhao Qian's legs felt like they were filled with lead, and he stepped in with difficulty.
The person on the bed was sleeping peacefully with her eyes closed, and she didn't know if she was dreaming at the moment, or if he would appear in her dream.
Zhao Qian walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed. He guarded Li Wei quietly. He had also faced losing Li Wei many years ago. Could it be that the tragedy would happen again this time? So what's the point of them coming back
Li Wei slept very lightly, and she opened her eyes when she felt someone beside the bed. What caught his eye was Zhao Qian's anxious eyes.
Seeing him worried about himself, Li Wei couldn't bear it, so she smiled at him and said, "Why are you so nervous? I'll be fine."
"Where is the medicine I gave you? Where did you put it?"
Li Wei said: "That medicine is just an ordinary antibiotic. It has no effect. No need to look for it."
Zhao Qian slapped his thigh fiercely: "I'm so damned good! I can only see you like this, but I can't do anything to help you."
Facing Zhao Qian's annoyance, Li Wei comforted him softly: "You are not a doctor. You can't cure diseases, so don't blame yourself."
"But I'm afraid, afraid of losing you forever!" Zhao Qian shouted desperately.
Li Wei said: "No, because I know you can find me no matter where I am."
Zhao Qian held Li Wei's hand tightly and burst into tears: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll lose you this time and never see you again."
Li Wei shook his head and said: "Zhao Qian, this time I bid you a proper farewell. Don't be too sad after I leave. I will wait for you in the future."
Zhao Qian responded hoarsely: "I will definitely run to see you then."
Years ago, she was sitting in a sedan chair and he was riding a horse, walking at the front of the procession. He looked back at her sedan several times. He has also thought over and over in his mind many times, how wonderful this life would be if the girl in the sedan chair was his bride.
The red magnolias were in bloom that day, and there was an intoxicating fragrance in the air. Her dress is the color of red magnolia, and her face is as delicate as a flower.
No matter where she was, he would find a way to run to her. Be it the past or the future. Li Wei used a little force to hold Zhao Qian's hand back. She gently pulled Zhao Qian's big hand in front of her, and then gently imprinted her breath on it.
The ancient chapter is officially over. Looking back at the content of these more than one hundred chapters, it was actually very frustrating and helpless. Even though the heroine has more than ten years of current life experience, received modern education, and experienced a higher level of civilization, what changes can be brought about by returning to her own time and space with these? In fact, the heroine is very limited. She cannot change this limitation, and neither can the regent. She can only use her own thoughts and methods to change it bit by bit. It may take decades or hundreds of years, but she may not succeed. This novel is not a Su Shuang novel. Although the heroine is the Queen Mother, she does not have sophisticated tactics or sharp methods. From the beginning to the end, she was just a little woman, and she was always looking for the answer to happiness. Please support our Queen Mother in her modern life. Thank you!
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