Chusan’s Liuyi Children’s Day

Chapter 13: What are you still living for?

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He Chusan felt that this was a miracle of life - he returned to Jiaolong Fortress alive in the car of the drunk Xia Liuyi, alive! live! on!

- In the final analysis, it is still late at night that there are fewer people and fewer cars, so he can have this great luck.

Xia Liuyi slammed on the brakes on the side of the road, then patted the steering wheel and waited for He Chusan to get off.

He Chusan let go of the car's roof armrest, took off the seat belt, and opened the car door with his legs weak. After thinking about it, he felt uneasy, "Brother Liuyi, how are you going back?"

"Don't mind me, get out." Xia Liuyi said.

He Chusanyi recalled his terrifying appearance just now that he was spinning the steering wheel at the crossroads and circling in circles all the time, and his eyes turned black for a while, thinking about it, he sat back without fear of death, "Brother Liuyi, I will accompany you to drive. Go home, I don't trust you to go alone."

"I'm not going home!" Xia Liuyi narrowed his eyes, pushed him out randomly, grabbed his schoolbag and threw it out, "Get out!"

"Don't go home? Where are you going?" He Chusan was very strange, staggeringly stood up with his schoolbag in his arms, Xia Liuyi had already leaned over and slammed the door shut.

He Chusan pulled the door twice but didn't move, and found that Xia Liuyi had locked the door from the inside, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, "Brother Liuyi? Open the door! Where are you going alone?"

Xia Liuyi sneered at him and pointed his middle finger - it can be seen that this underworld tycoon who usually likes to pretend is really drunk this time - opened his mouth and said four words, looking at his mouth shape, "Kuan, you , fart, thing!"

He Chusan slammed the car glass twice and didn't respond. Seeing Xia Liuyi pulling the gear handle, he was about to step on the accelerator. In a hurry, he turned his head and threw himself in front of the car!

He slumped in front of the car in embarrassment, threw his schoolbag on the front of the car, straightened up with both arms, and looked like a man's arm as a car. Big Brother Xia didn't notice this little mantis for a while, he subconsciously stepped on the accelerator, and with a loud bang, He Chusan disappeared!

Xia Liuyi's head pounded, he quickly stepped on the brakes, and hurriedly rolled down the car window to take a look - He Chusan was slumped on the ground a few steps away, fluttering to his feet, looking at nothing.

Xia Liuyi pointed his head and scolded, "Pusher! Don't die! What are you doing in front of me?!"

He Chusan staggered up and got up, not even picking up his schoolbag, but still insisted on stopping in front of the car, "Brother Liuyi, you can't drive like this!"

"None of your business! Get out!"

"How come it's none of my business?! I don't want to see anything happen to you! Don't make trouble with Brother Liuyi! Come down!" The daring bastard shouted at him with a serious face.

Xia Liuyi's blood surged, and he slammed the car horn fiercely, "Beep!"

He Chusan self-helped himself, and clapped the front of the car with both hands, "Crack!"! Then he raised his head and glared at him angrily - he didn't lose the slightest bit.

This fucking street boy who ate a bear's heart and a leopard's guts! Xia Liuyi gritted his teeth for a long time, and he wanted to step on the accelerator again... After all, he couldn't be ruthless.

He thumped the horn again irritably, frowned and said, "What are you fooling with me? I have something to do, don't stop me!"

"What do you have to do now? It's so late! You're so drunk again, what do you want to do?!"

Xia Liuyi stared at him for a long time, Jiu Jin rushed up with blood, and his mind began to feel dizzy. He leaned back on the car seat and said irritably, "leave me alone, you are really annoying, every time I see you, I get a headache..."

He Chusan softened his voice and said, "Brother Liuyi, I really don't worry about you alone. Where are you going? Can I go with you?"

Xia Liuyi raised his arm to cover his face, and whispered irritably like he was talking to himself, "Don't come here, get out of here..."

He Chusan walked to the side of the cockpit, bent down and clasped his weak right arm, and said softly, "I won't disturb you, so let me drive with you, okay? I don't worry about you driving alone. When you get out of the car, where do you like to go, what do you like to do, I can't get out of the car. Is it okay?"

Xia Liuyi covered his face and said nothing, as if he was asleep. He Chusan could only shake his arm and continued to beg softly, "Brother Liuyi..."

"… "

He Chusan hugged a small schoolbag as disgraced as he was, and sat back in the co-pilot. Xia Liu stepped on the accelerator expressionlessly.

The atmosphere was deadly for a while, and the two silently drove the car, and the other opened their eyes wide to see the road. Only occasionally can I hear He Chusan's voice reminding, "There is a railing on the left."

"… "

"You want to go up the mountain? Turn right here."

"… "

"Don't drive too fast in the corner, it will rush out of the cliff."

"… "

"Don't drive too fast! Brother Liuyi!"

"What the fuck! Are you a boss or I'm a boss!"

"… "

You need a boss to discipline you! Willful underworld! He Chusan thought angrily, but did not dare to speak.

The stretch of mountain road was empty, with no one going before, no ghost coming after, the Pingzhi car twitched and stopped and drove, and finally stopped in front of the seaside villa with a shaky wind.

Xia Liuyi switched gears and pulled out the car key. Suddenly, even the only light on the car went out, and it was pitch black.

The moon was dark and the stars were thin, the sea breeze slapped the car windows, and the yellow paper residue on the iron fence at the gate of the villa flew up, as if waving at them.

"Don't come down!" Xia Liuyi, opened the car door, and walked out staggeringly.

He Chusan got up and climbed the window, watching him stagger to the front of the eerie villa, and sat down against the iron railings.

After sitting for a while, he lowered his head and took out the lighter, lit a cigarette, and inserted it into the gap of the iron fence. He bowed his head and nodded again, putting it in his mouth.

It was too dark, Xia Liuyi stopped and parked far away, He Chusan was vague, and he couldn't see the expression on his face, only the bright and dark cigarette butts could be seen. Against the background of the huge infiltrating villa, Xia Liuyi's figure was thin and his face was blurred.

He Chusan has never been here in the future, but he is as smart as he is. As long as he thinks about where Xia Liuyi will go when he is drunk on his "birthday", and see the luxury and desolation of this villa, he can roughly guess. This is where.

No wonder he insisted on driving him back in person, in fact, he wanted to drop by to see it.

He Chusan sighed silently in his heart, leaned his head against the seat, stared at Xia Liuyi, and was also stunned.

I don't know how long it has been in a daze, he dozed off, his head slammed into the window glass, and he woke up suddenly. He hurriedly climbed the car window and looked out, the light of the cigarette was long gone, and Xia Liuyi was sitting in a dark shadow, and there was no movement at all.

He Chusan hesitated for a moment, quietly opened the door, and walked over lightly.

Facing the whistling sea breeze, he walked to the iron fence, where Xia Liuyi leaned and lowered his head, as if he was asleep, his suit jacket was wide open, revealing the thin shirt inside.

He Chusan squatted down gently and patted his arm tentatively.

Xia Liuyi lowered his head and didn't move at all, just made a long and even breathing sound.

He Chusan tried to pull him, but he didn't. He was afraid of waking him up, so he could only stop.

He sat down next to Xia Liuyi, tucked his coat, and found that in addition to the extinguished cigarette butt, he was also clutching a mass of things.

He Chusan carefully peeled off his hand and took out the greeting card he had given him.

In the dimness, I could see that the words "Happy June 1st" on the ugly birthday cake were blurred by inexplicable water marks.

- That day was June 1st. I ate cake for the first time in my life. I think it was my first birthday in my life. I told him that I had followed him all my life and that I had cakes with him.

He Chusan's heart suddenly trembled! As soon as he released his hand, the sea breeze blew the greeting card far away and disappeared from sight in the blink of an eye.

He Chusan had no way to chase, turned his head in panic, and saw Xia Liuyi's drooping face, the profile was cold and thin, and the corners of his mouth drooped slightly, a somewhat lonely arc.

This underworld who likes to play cold and cold-blooded in front of outsiders is always irritable, willful, domineering, frivolous, tolerant of him in every possible way, seemingly fierce but actually concerned, and, like now, inadvertently fragile.

To hold a birthday party, to find an excuse to reward his brothers, Yingge Yanwu, wine pond meat forest, laughing and slapstick are all the pretexts he makes for the brothers. The real him will only drive up the mountain alone in the middle of the night, sit in front of an abandoned and deserted villa, smoke a cigarette in silence, cry to a greeting card, and then fall asleep silently.

He didn't know what he could be in Xia Liuyi's heart, but this reckless underworld, showing off its mighty power, must have rampaged in his heart, opened up territory, and finally conquered an entire kingdom—or else he would How could it be like now, just looking at Xia Liuyi like this, I feel unbearable panic and pain.

He couldn't help raising his hand, and lightly touched the corner of Xia Liuyi's cold and slightly wet eyes with his knuckles.

This person said that he wanted to expand Xiaoqitang into the largest gang in the world. He was making up for the life of another gangster, and he was also finding an outlet for his guilt and pain. But is it really the life that this man who likes to watch movies with fish balls on his head, eat chicken pot with beer and pull college students to play billiards wants

Besides, what is he living for

He Chusan let out a long sigh, stretched out his arms and hugged Xia Liuyi into his arms, letting his lowered head rest on his chest.

Then he lowered his head and gently pressed his face to the top of Xia Liuyi's messy, wine-smelling hair.

Early in the morning, Xia Liuyi was woken up by the faint whistling of seagulls, and frowned impatiently. It took a lot of effort to pull the glued eyelids away.

In front of the eyes is the blue sea behind a palm tree, the first faint rays of the morning sun shakily spread over the sea horizon, and a few silver-white seagulls circled and flew to the sky in the warm red brilliance.

This too dreamy scene of waking up made him completely dizzy with a hangover. After staring at it for a while, he felt that something was wrong with his body - not only was his head full of dull pain, his whole body was sore, but more importantly, somewhere in his chest Itching and tingling, very unpleasant.

Big Brother Xia bowed his head and saw his wrinkled suit jacket was wide open, revealing the thin shirt inside, and someone's dog paw was pressing on it - this time, he changed his fingers, it was the middle finger and ring finger - separated by the shirt, just in the middle With a small pointed tip of his old man.

Xia Liuyi waved his hand furiously, and once again slashed He Chusan's dog's paw away!

On the other hand, He Chusan wrapped his other hand around his waist, squeezing half of his face on his shoulder. At this moment, he murmured in a daze, rubbed his face on his shoulder subconsciously, and continued to breathe evenly.

University student He was tossed by a gangster all night, tired, sleepy, depressed and distressed, so he didn't have the strength to manage the anger of the humanoid pillow.

Xia Liuyi shook him twice and didn't wake up. He slapped him up with a hearty slap, and the bear's paw slapped him in the face.

He pushed He Chusan away and stood up with the iron railing. The brilliance of the rising sun has already shone on the roof of the seaside villa at this time, and the snow-white roof reflects the golden light, which is a fresh and dazzling color.

Xia Liuyi raised his head and squinted his eyes, staring at the direction of the light for a while, his eyes were slightly warm... When he lowered his head, he was like that expressionless, calm and calm big guy again.

He bent down and picked up He Chusan's arm with one hand, dragged the bastard who was sleeping like a dead pig, put it on his shoulders, dragged it back to the car, and threw it into the back seat . Then he got himself into the cockpit, rolled down the window, and lit a cigarette.

He leaned his head back on the seat while casually breathing the smoke ring, looking at He Chusan's peaceful and innocent sleeping face in the rearview mirror.

He was so drunk last night that he brought this kid here. But every word this kid said, every thing he did, every look he looked at, he still remembered.

Even the last light hug left a vague impression on him.

It's not that he is sensitive, He Chusan is indeed too deviant, beyond the boundaries of brothers.

Xia Liuyi put his arm on his forehead tiredly, and slowly and long, he exhaled a wisp of ethereal white smoke.

Mr. Xia is twenty-five years old, and his first love for more than ten years has just died. He is devoted to his career and has no intention of falling in love. The stinky stinky boy is the shit of shit. The sooner such dangerous feelings are stifled in the bud, the sooner the better.

But he said it was strangulation, and he didn't plan to do anything that hates you, fears you, hides and disappears - usually the more diligent you hide, the more you care. Big Brother Xia thinks that he doesn't care at all about his secret admiration for such a poor kid. So what should he do or what to do, if he should find this kid to eat, he should find this kid to eat, if he should teach him to play billiards, he should try to play pool, if he should try to force him to manage the bills for himself, then continue to try... But I have some thoughts in my heart, thinking Give this kid a treat.

He believes that this daring bastard is stupid in reading and reading, and has no social skills. Finally, there is a big guy covering him - although this kid refuses to recognize the big guy - he mistaken brotherhood for a moment, and the girl's deliciousness has not yet tasted. After that, he went on the path of being interested in men.

- Mr. Xia, wait a moment, are you sure this is not yourself

Well, let's not mention the matter of Mr. Xia beating the author at the risk of the world, and he said that after he had such a firm judgment, he became more concerned about the development of He Chusan. If I had nothing to do, I was thinking of finding a place like this for his little Asan to experience the joy of fish and water.

General Manager Ma made a phone call to report to his chairman, "Big boss, that boy surnamed He was a bit of a jerk, saying that he won't play pool with you on Sunday afternoon."

"Want to study for the exam again? Didn't he go to the bank for an internship?" Xia Liuyi had a cheese sausage on his end.

"He said that you found a beautiful girl to teach him personally last week, and he accidentally sprained his hand, and it's still not healed! I think it's definitely a fake, big guy! This kid is making excuses to hide from you! You give an order Come on, I'll take him out and chop him up immediately!"

"What to cut! Can you afford to cut it?! Bring it over to watch a movie with Lao Tzu."

So on Sunday afternoon, He Chusan was "carried" into the private luxury theater of the underworld company. He was still wearing old clothes that had been washed white, but the small schoolbag was replaced by an old leather bag that he had bought from the second-hand market at first glance, and there was a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose.

"Finally blinded by reading?" Xia Liuyi lay on the Hawaiian reclining chair and cared for him.

"The manager said I looked too young and needed to wear glasses to fool people," He Chusan said. "These are flat lenses."

Xia Liuyi snorted and pushed the fish ball bowl to him, He Chusan honestly forked one, "Liuyi brother, take your time, I'll read the thesis materials next to you, so I won't disturb you."

Xia Liu paired him with his ability to raise his hands and look up to read a book even when he was standing on the bus, he was really used to it, and he didn't bother to cut him, he just casually glanced at his left index finger wrapped in gauze, " Grass! You really know how to act, is this a 'sprain'?"

"No, it was cut while working yesterday."

"Cut wound? Didn't you serve dishes at the tea restaurant?"

"Last month, I started learning how to cut vegetables. Uncle Ah Hua's store moved outside the city. The business is very good, but there are not enough staff."

Xia Liuyi snorted disapprovingly and turned to continue watching the movie.

This was the winter of 1990, and the relocation of Jiaolong Fortress had entered the middle stage, and most of the residents were distributed to the houses and compensation funds compensated by the government. He Abba, a homeless person who lived in the city a few decades ago, has successfully obtained the right of permanent residence because he has lived in Hong Kong for seven years, and has become a member of this maritime city. And according to the scale of the two small dilapidated houses at home, they were assigned to a tenement house near the Kowloon City Ferry Terminal.

It's just that Abba He's family is still an unlicensed dentist. He has not obtained the qualification to practice medicine legally and cannot open a clinic outside. He can only be forced to retire. Fortunately, He Chusan successfully found an internship, and he still has one or two thousand yuan a month to subsidize his family. Uncle Ah Hua's old sign, the New Ah Hua Ice Room, happened to open downstairs in the tenement building, so He Chusan still worked in the new Ah Hua Ice Room during the rest of his spare time except for four days a week as an intern in the bank.

Today, he was supposed to be carrying a plate with an injury, but after noon, he grabbed his old briefcase and fled in the roar of Uncle Ohua, voluntarily arrived at the door of the billiard room, and was taken to accompany the boss.

Xia Liu swayed on a chair to watch this year's blockbuster "A Love in the Sky". Andy was racing in the car field amid the screams of the sky. He was crazy and fearless, and he was infinitely handsome. Big Brother Xia commented disapprovingly, "Hey, this is a piece of shit, I'm tired of playing."

"You raced a motorcycle?" He Chusan asked.

Xia Liuyi sneered and said conspicuously, "At the age of sixteen, he is the No. 1 in Kowloon City, and he has never lost in the car park!"

He Chusan frowned slightly and asked worriedly, "Is something wrong?"

"... Of course not!" Xia Liuyi, who later broke his leg and was imprisoned by Qinglong for two months, was strictly forbidden to touch motorcycles.

This fucking little fox seemed to be able to read people's hearts, and looked at him with a very complicated and strange look for a while, until he saw that Xia Liuyi was about to become angry, and then sighed old-fashionedly, "It's fine."

Big Brother Xia slapped the armrest of the chair heavily, and He Chusan immediately closed his voice and lowered his head, focusing on reading.

With the help of the small lamp that Xia Liuyi had specially placed on his coffee table, he carefully read the thesis materials at hand, carefully folded the two pages of notes, and put them into the briefcase together with the materials. Looking up, Mr. Xia has already fallen asleep with his head tilted.

Xia Liuyi drank with a few newly appointed detectives last night, socializing until the middle of the night, and started dozing off halfway through the movie. Fortunately, I only saw the romantic relationship between the protagonist and the rich family daughter, and did not witness the ending that he was seriously injured and died with the enemy.

The delicate-looking girl was running barefoot in the wind in her wedding dress, lingering in the blood and giving off her final convulsions. The young singer sang "Temporary Tenderness" softly: sweet words can't explain it, it's a happy ending. The vision of life is never clear, why should you wake up...

He Chusan stood up quietly, leaned closer to Xia Liuyi's chair, and slowly leaned down in the dark... But he just picked up the jacket that Xia Liuyi threw aside and gently covered him.