Tears silently soaked the pillow. He didn't want to be so ruthless and cruel. If he could hug and warm He Chusan with his hands every cold night, how could he be willing to let go
If you can meet when you are young, you will rewrite all the fates, be innocent, peaceful, and stay together forever.
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Spring and winter come, and the white horses pass through the gap. On a prison visit day in the early summer of 1997, Xiaoma came to the prison to visit Xia Liuyi, carrying large and small packets of snacks and cigarettes.
The current Chairman Ma used to start chatting to his boss as soon as he sat down, but today he was holding the table and wiggling, and it took a long time to find the right place to sit down.
"What's wrong with you?" Xia Liuyi asked.
"Last night... I fell, fell, and hit my butt." Pony said happily.
"You're so happy to hit your ass?"
The pony leaned on the table and pouted, and secretly whispered to the boss.
"Xiaoyu has come to Hong Kong?" Xia Liuyi.
"Hey hey hey!"
"Aren't you afraid that Xie Jiahua will catch her?"
The pony was still laughing, and then leaned over and said something to the boss.
"Being an informant again?!"
"Boss, don't you whisper it out, okay?"
The pony was red-faced and shared his happiness with the big brother, and the sour smell of love on the big brother's face was smoked. Then I told the boss another good news - Xie Yingjie died of stomach cancer in Shibi Prison the day before.
"Damn, it's only been four years, so it's cheap for him." Xia Liuyi said happily, "Let him live to be a hundred years old before he dies."
He also heard Xiaoma tell some interesting anecdotes about Dongdong and Xiaoluo's life in Australia, and also listened to Xie Jiahua's gossip about Xie Deputy Superintendent - Xie Jiahua was passing by the beach some time ago, and saw a 300-pound fat man jumping into the sea to commit suicide, he jumped down to save him As a result, the man was almost dragged to the bottom of the sea and threw himself on the street. Fortunately, he was caught by a fishing boat passing by with a fishing net—Xia Liuyi laughed heartlessly.
He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and asked the pony again, "What about him? How is he doing?"
The pony's wide-open mouth suddenly closed, and he twisted his face in embarrassment, hesitating to speak.
"What happened to him?" Xia Liuyi asked seriously.
"He... is engaged, ahem, the blond ghost girl who fell in love with last year."
Xia Liuyi looked very calm, "Very good. When is the wedding?"
"At the end of next month." The pony said tentatively, "Big, boss, he asked me to ask you, can I meet you on the first of next month? There is nothing else, I just want to personally Happy Birthday."
Xia Liuyi lowered his eyes, "No need, I've got it. Tell him I wish them happiness and grow old together."
"Boss," Xiaoma pleaded, "they are about to get married, and their own company will also merge with a financial company in the United States. After marriage, they say that the whole family immigrated to the United States, and it may be ten years in the future. I haven't returned to Hong Kong for eight years. Just meet me, treat it like an old friend."
Xia Liuyi was silent for a long time.
"I'll think about it."
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In the middle of the night, Xia Liuyi tossed and turned in the upper bunk and couldn't sleep, and the iron framed bed creaked. The lame sand on the bottom bunk couldn't bear it anymore, so he raised his legs and kicked against Xia Liuyi's bed! "You put me to sleep!"
The movement in the upper bunk stopped, and after a while, there was the muffled voice of Xia Liuyi buried in the pillow.
"He wants to see me."
"Go and see!"
"I don't dare, I'm afraid I can't help it."
"Don't bear it!"
"He's getting married."
"Strangle him!"
"… "
Chicken and duck talk! Xia Liu wrapped himself into a caterpillar with a quilt and stopped talking.
Crippling sand was still indignant below, "I think you are indebted to you! If I were him, I would put you in the visiting room and fuck it, and be honest!"
"I'll take you down the street!"
"Top you a lung!"
…
a month later.
He Chusan straightened his spine and sat upright in the visiting room. He heard the sound of the door lock opening on the opposite side, he raised his eyes and watched Xia Liuyi come over.
Xia Liuyi was wearing a thin and whitish prison uniform with a newly repaired head, sat down across from the table, and placed the clanging handcuffs on the table.
He Chusan looked at his short head and smiled slightly. Brother Liuyi's cut head is actually really handsome. "You haven't changed at all."
"Have you tanned." Xia Liuyi said.
"You weren't white at all."
Xia Liuyi choked, "That's true." He raised his eyes and stared at He Chusan for a while, "You've changed a lot."
He Chusan wore a pair of expensive glasses with diamonds and gold rims, a custom-made suit with high-quality fabrics, and her hair was meticulously cut. The whole person's aura was solemn and majestic. His face showed the sharpness of leaders and superiors, and he was no longer the gentle and restrained young man.
Xia Liuyi caught a glimpse of He Chusan's left hand on the table, wearing a new diamond ring on the ring finger. Small diamonds are strung in a dense circle, which is a bit fancy for men, but if it is an engagement ring, women will like such a flashy and beautiful style.
"How is she?"
"Very good. I grew up in San Francisco, Chinese-American mixed race, lively and cheerful. I like romance and surprises, always pestering me to travel."
"Do you want to see her photo?" He Chusan said. He had already taken out the photo from the leather bag and pushed it straight in front of Xia Liuyi. Xia Liuyi's heart that was stinging violently was pierced again by the bright smiles of the two of them in the photo. He saw the blond girl with a straight nose and kissed He Chusan's lips with a smile. He Chusan's slightly curved eyebrows were full of smiles. The bright morning light was imprinted in his eyes, and the blue sky behind the two Connected to the sea far away, seagulls fly freely in the air.
"Well, it's beautiful. You have to treat her well."
"Of course." He Chusan retracted the photo, "Her father, the president of a listed company in the United States, invited me to go to the United States to develop my career after marriage. I was thinking about immigration. But my parents and Xinxin decided to stay in Hong Kong. So I will go back to Hong Kong every Spring Festival, can I stop by and visit you?"
Xia Liuyi lowered his eyes, "Yes."
"Forgot to give you this." He Chusan took out another birthday card, opened it and spread it on the table. There is no hand-painting on it, and the delicate paper-cut merges into a three-dimensional mousse cake. "I went to the Aegean Sea with her last month, and I saw this was sold. It's very delicate and beautiful, so I bought it for you."
He looked into Xia Liuyi's eyes calmly and smiled, "I am living well now, as you wish. I hope you are healthy and safe here too. Brother Liuyi, happy Liuyi."
Xia Liuyi dragged his handcuffs, slowly stretched out his hand to take the greeting card, and gently fiddled with the complicated patterns on it. "Well, thank you. I wish you both health and happiness, and happiness."
"Then I'll go first," He Chusan said, pulling up the bag chain, "I made an appointment with her to pick a wedding dress in the afternoon."
"it is good."
He Chusan stood up, nodded at him with a last smile, turned and walked towards the exit of relatives and friends behind him. Xia Liuyi looked down at the birthday cake and suddenly said, "San."
He Chusan paused for a while, then turned around as usual, "What?"
"Is it fake, this fiancee?"
He Chusan laughed, "Why do you think so? I'm not a child back then, can marriage be a joke?"
Xia Liuyi raised his eyes and looked directly at him, "Is it fake?"
He Chusan withdrew his smile, raised his hand to show him the diamond ring, met his gaze, and said sincerely and solemnly, "It's true."
"Bang!"
Xia Liuyi grabbed the greeting card and stood up, the seat suddenly twitched and made a loud noise. The prison guard standing outside the iron gate behind Xia Liuyi poked his head alertly, found that nothing was wrong, and pulled back again.
He Chusan looked at Xia Liuyi who didn't say a word for a long time, and smiled again, "Can I go? I'm in a hurry."
Xia Liuyi turned his back. He Chusan turned around and rang the doorbell at the exit of relatives and friends, signaling the prison guards outside to open the door. The prison guard hadn't even approached, but suddenly his eyes widened, and he shouted at behind He Chusan, "What are you doing?!"
He Chusan turned his head, and before he could see clearly, his vision flickered, and Xia Liuyi, who was pounced on him, pressed him against the wall! Xia Liuyi clasped his chin tightly and kissed his lips frantically!
The two were torn and entangled together, like a kiss or a fight. He Chusan responded fiercely to Xia Liuyi, and even began to bite Xia Liuyi's lips and tongue fiercely, swallowing Xia Liuyi's blood. Several prison guards opened the door from both sides and rushed up, separating them abruptly.
"Is it fake?!" Xia Liuyi struggled to ask.
He Chusan's mouth was full of blood, and he roared furiously, "I hate you! Xia Liuyi! I can't wait to kill you! What a shit innerpeace! You dare not see me again! When you come out, I will chain you to me with a dog chain. By my side! Lock you until you are eighty or one hundred years old! When you die, you will be locked with me!"
…
Holding a photo of his little granddaughter, Lame Sha sat happily by the playground smoking a cigarette, and saw Xia Liuyi slowly walking back from the direction of the family visiting room. Xia Liuyi was scratched with a bloodstain on his forehead, his lips were bitten high and swollen, his face was full of tears, and he sat down beside him while wiping his face.
Lame Sha puffed out a puff of black smoke at his poor face, "Hey! Deserving it!"
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The author says:
33 gave me a dream last night. real. I had a nightmare last night, and finally dreamed that I was writing alone in an old house, the fire on the stove spontaneously ignited, melting the pot, and the ground of the whole room was burning like lava... I was so frightened that I grabbed my phone and ran away, forgetting my computer. Climbing out of the room, a plane crashed, a car exploded, and the perpetrators slashed people on the street... I woke up alive. 33 is too fierce. I surrender. It's been rebuilt a little, and I haven't seen each other for 4 years.