The night gradually faded away, and at four or five o'clock, the morning light rose slightly. Xia Liuyi leaned on the head of the bed, his head fell on He Chusan's shoulder, and fell asleep. An hour ago, when the two of them were talking in pieces, he snored in a low voice without knowing it - he had been tense and painful for three days and two nights before that, and he could not sleep. on.
And He Chusan didn't sleep. He sat alone in the dark, stroking and playing with Xia Liuyi's slender fingers, listening to his low and warm breathing on the side of his ear, and played like this for a long time.
He did hide those heated and brutal arguments, and Abba didn't just ask those two questions at the time. His dad really doesn't hate Xia Liuyi, and he really cares about this young and dangerous boy who saved his son, but it doesn't mean that his dad agrees with what this young and dangerous boy has done, and can tolerate his son with such a person Together. His heartfelt defenses did not impress Abba. At that time, Dad lowered his eyes and smoked a cigarette, and continued.
"Okay, even if he is really nice to you, he is willing to do this and that for you. But I still have two things to ask you, you must tell me the truth, if you have a lie, I not only disagree with you and him things, and will never recognize you as a son."
Kneeling on the ground, he straightened nervously, "Abba, please ask, I will never lie to you."
"The first thing, have you ever done anything wrong with him? Have you ever hurt anyone?"
He shook his head firmly. "I didn't. Not before, not now, and never will be."
"Okay, I believe you in that. But the second thing—what about him?"
His face stiffened.
"… "
"Can't tell?" Abba He put down his smoking gun, took a step towards him, and forced him in front of him condescendingly, "You don't know? He is a thug, a boss, and 'walking the rivers and lakes' outside. Did he do anything? Ever those black things? He doesn't hack people, doesn't 'collect money', doesn't open 'chicken sinus', doesn't sell 'white noodles', doesn't give money to the detective, he has never done any of it, how did he get that gang Has he ever harmed anyone, you don't know?! Are you really ignorant or fake?!"
"… "
"say something!!"
"He has, I know... I know everything."
"Snapped!!"
The heavy slap on the face was far more exhausting than the beating on the night when the ring was discovered! More distressing! Abba He was trembling all over, pointed at his nose and scolded: "He Chusan! You grew up... You grew up! You forgot all the words I taught you?! I taught you right and wrong?! I I can't stop you if you want to be friends with him, as long as you don't know about it and don't participate, I'll be fine! But you know what he did, and you still want to associate with him, you ignore it What he did, you condoned him and you still pursued him! You even bought a ring to live with him! Are you helping him hide from the police?! Are you crazy?! Your eyes, your Your ears and your conscience were eaten by dogs?!"
He knelt down on the ground, Abba's scolding was accompanied by a thunderous buzzing in his ears, and five clear blood-red fingerprints appeared on his face. He lowered his head and a tear fell to the ground. In the past days and nights, why wasn't he tortured by his own heart like this, why didn't he know that this was the real reason why Abba was angry that he was with Xia Liuyi. His panic when Abba discovered the diamond ring, his cowardice on the way, and even the nonsense that Kevin asked Kevin to buy a bottle of wine to drink, were all because he knew that he would never be able to answer Abba's questions in an upright manner. He should not fall in love with such a person, nor should he indulge his feelings to be with the other person.
But he couldn't control himself.
Tears fell to the ground drop by drop. He choked out a voice, "I know, I know he's at fault, he's guilty of heinous crimes. You taught me 'the cycle of heaven, and retribution is unhappy' since I was a child. I know that he should pay the price for his mistakes. Every drop of blood is a debt that he has to repay, I know all this... But I can't bear it, I can't bear it, he was just born in the wrong place, with the wrong person, he has received the kindness of someone, he just wants to repay the kindness, just for the sake of That person took revenge, but he has already stopped, and for me... I know he did something wrong, but I want to save him, I don't want to see him put in jail, I don't want to see him die on the street, he He was so kind to me, he sacrificed his life to protect me, he really liked me... I hate that I didn't know him more than ten years ago, and I hate that the person who saved him more than ten years ago wasn't me... "
He couldn't cry, his words were swallowed up by his twitchy breathing, he choked for a while, and then he struggled to say, "That night, he was drunk, took the greeting card I gave him, sat on the ground crying and fell asleep. I hold him in my arms, his body is so hot, but his tears are so cold, you have never seen him cry, he is not a 'Dragon Head', he is not a 'Blood Shura', he is just an ordinary person, he will love The last person, he will cry too... I feel bad for him, I want to take care of him, I want to save him... Dad, I beg you, I just want to save him, I really like him... "
He bowed deeply, prostrate at Abba He's feet, his forehead knocked on the ground, his sobbing voice was hoarse and trembling, and he pleaded mournfully. Wu Ma and Xinxin on the side couldn't help but secretly wipe their tears. Abba He stood in front of him condescendingly, his face was still angry and solemn, but his eyes were red. Born in the mainland, he is a scholar from a scholarly family. He lives in the Jiaolong Fortress, a place where the sun is clouded and the fish and dragons are mixed. He renamed himself "Bingxian" and reminded himself at all times that even if his life is poor and miserable, he can't degenerate and self-destruct. You can't lose your conscience, and you must put morality first in your life. He Chusan lost his father and mother all because of the underworld. Before he died, He Chusan's biological mother grabbed his hand and begged him not to let his son have anything to do with the underworld. But the result? This child was obedient, sensible, intelligent and self-disciplined since childhood, but after all, like his mother, he couldn't escape the word "love".
Father He finally sighed deeply, bent down, and with some effort, lifted his son's lowered head. He Chusan was full of tears and grief-stricken, and called out "Aba" in a low voice.
Father He sighed. "Has he really given up? He's willing not to be a boss for you?"
He Chusan was stunned for a moment, unable to believe that Dad asked such a question, and nodded vigorously in a panic, "He will! His company has been completely transformed with my help, and now there is no illegal business! He won't do anything dirty again! He promises me that he will be with me in peace!"
Abba He has no trust in this guarantee that sounds extremely unreliable! Looking at the foolish son who had already cried like a dog and looked innocent and believing in front of him, he just felt that he was fascinated by the beauty of Xia Liuyi, and he was even more stupid than Xinxin who eloped with Da Gao at the beginning. Hundreds of times!
But what can he do. This stupid son has already said that for this sake, and he has already achieved this for his sake. Can the true feelings that he put in can be easily obtained back
He sighed, "If you insist on being with him, just wait for a while and then take a look. I can't stop your heart, but I won't support your behavior, it's all your own choice. Third, when you grow up, you have to be responsible for your own life, and one day when you need to pay the price for your choice, I hope you will not regret it."
…
A tear fell to his chest, He Chusan woke up from his memory, turned his head nervously to look at Xia Liuyi who was sleeping, and secretly wiped the tears from his face.
He took Xia Liuyi's hand to his lips and kissed it, then he covered his heart, and used the warmth of that moment to suppress the fluctuation of his mood and the turbulent undercurrent. He kept telling himself that although the road ahead was difficult, he had the confidence and ability to protect his feelings. He was already very happy, and he cherished this moment very much.
Turning his head to put his face on Xia Liuyi's forehead, he closed his eyes and fell asleep lightly.