After going downstairs, Nina didn't call a car, just strolling on the streets in late autumn. I can't remember exactly when I first fell in love with Shao Baiqing. His words, deeds, and actions were all in her sight, and it gradually became a habit. When I didn't see him for a day, I felt uncomfortable all over my body, as if I was sick. . At that time, Nina knew that she was doomed.
But you can't say it, you can't confess it. Zhou Ting told her that Gu Nianbin wanted to talk to her, and the first sentence was: Don't be interested in your boss. She just laughed when she heard that, but she didn't tell Zhou Ting. Shao Baiqing also said the same thing to her.
She is new here, and from the discussions among her colleagues, she gradually got to know her boss, a famous playboy in G City, whose longest relationship will not exceed three months, and some colleagues advised her jokingly: "Nina, thousand Don't be mesmerized by your boss!"
She stared, as if that colleague was insulting her, how could she be so stupid to fall in love with a playboy, and then wait for him to get bored and kick him away, wouldn't that be death? Unless she's crazy!
In the end, she was really crazy. She knew that she couldn't do anything, but she still fell into it bit by bit. She was obsessed with everything about Shao Baiqing, her charming smile, smoking, frowning when she was meditating, laughing like no one else when teasing, There is a faint smell of tobacco on his body... She is obsessed with all of them.
Although Shao Baiqing is playful, he has always been a rabbit who doesn't eat grass by the side of the nest, and doesn't attack the company's female employees. So from the beginning, he advised her.
She has also been hesitant, lost, and painful. Seeing him flirting with those women, seeing the photos of him and his new lover appearing on the entertainment page, and seeing him making gentle phone calls, her heart felt as if someone had torn her heart apart. , and then sprinkle a handful of salt, the pain is over and the pain lasts forever. During that time, she was like living in hell, feeling that she couldn't go on, always thinking, why not just die like this, as a punishment for her, why not just die like this. She really deserves to be damned, how could she fall in love with a playboy, knowing that it was poison, but swallowed it inadvertently.
During that time, maybe she was showing something, Shao Baiqing looked at her inquiringly and said, "Nina, what's the matter with you, you seem to be absent-minded during this paragraph?"
Mingming felt as bitter as Huang Lian, but she answered him with a smile on her face: "Boss, I'm fine!"
Shao Baiqing said based on the experience of those who have been there: "Did you break up with your boyfriend?"
She concealed her smile: "You know that too, the boss's eyes are so poisonous!"
Satisfied, Shao Baiqing laughed and said, "How about it? Shall I lend you a shoulder to lean on." As he spoke, he actually leaned over his shoulder.
He was so close to her, the faint smell of tobacco lingered around her. She really wanted to lean on his shoulder, even for a second, but she couldn't, she just pretended to be annoyed and pushed him away, "Boss, you are so annoying!"
Later, she really made boyfriends, one after another, like watching a lantern on a horse. The time she spends with them is shorter, and they stay together when they see each other, and separate when they get annoyed. She has become very similar to Shao Baiqing. Two people who smell the same can often get closer. Therefore, they are getting closer and more presumptuous. They will say some nonsensical words to tease each other, and she will Helping him pinch his shoulders, Shao Baiqing dared to slap her ass/ass. In the eyes of outsiders, the relationship between her vase secretary and the boss has long been ambiguous. Several times, she heard gossip female colleagues criticize her in the bathroom, saying that she is Sleeping Beauty, revealing clothes, flirtatious, coquettish, she heard all kinds of bad words, but she took it calmly, the whole world It's useless to misunderstand, the man she likes still doesn't know her heart.
Shao Baiqing is still very satisfied with her, because he has not changed people. I heard that he used to be very picky. He always called her Nina Nina, and sometimes called her little baby, but her name, he had already known her. Forgot, her name is Li Diandian. When she first came here, her English name was Ai Lun, which Shao Baiqing later changed to Nina. He said that Nina sounded catchy, but Zhou Ting said that it was because the name matched Shao Baiqing's image better, like his kind of flamboyant The son's secretary should be called Nina, Gina's.
She doesn't care, isn't the name just a symbol? Nina is just Nina, and she gets used to it after listening to it. Shao Baiqing often sits in his room and calls her with a drawn-out voice: "Ni-Na!" The voice is deep and sweet, full of magnetism. up.
However, from now on, everything that used to be will be submerged in the long river of memory. Nina didn't know how much she could remember as time went by, but after all, she had loved. She loved a man very hard for five years.
Nina folded her arms and looked up at the sky. Today was a really good day, and there seemed to be more stars than usual. In the high sky in late autumn, the stars are big and dense, shining brightly, so many and so many. But her eyes were gradually blurred, and the tears were cold, flowing down her cheeks to her neck, and then to her heart. She thought she wouldn't cry, because in the first two years, her tears had dried up. In her hut, she cried loudly, crying upside down for her disappointment, and every time she gritted her teeth and swore, To dig him out from the bottom of my heart, to leave him. The resignation letter that was placed on Shao Baiqing's desk today was not the first one she had written. She had written countless letters, and every time she couldn't hold on anymore and felt too uncomfortable, she would write and put it in her bag after she finished writing, swearing to herself that she would put it on Shao Baiqing's desk today. But when she arrived at the company and met him, she had no idea.
He was her doom, her demon, and the shackles she thought she would never be able to break free in her whole life. It's okay, she told herself, it's okay, it's only been five years. It was just a waste of five years. In this kind of purgatory, she has already practiced to be invulnerable to all poisons, so there will be no second five years, never again.
The wind dried the tears, and the face was dry and painful. Nina stood on the side of the road and looked around, only to realize that she had unknowingly walked to the door of the house. It took twenty minutes by car, but she walked back with her feet. It was as if she wanted to turn out her memories on purpose, and throw them all on the road bit by bit, scattered in the wind, and then, she walked into the house cleanly and cleanly. From now on, never think again, never think again...
Zhou Wan sent Du Xiaoxian home, talked with her for a while, and asked her if she was afraid of being alone, Du Xiaoxian said no, she had always been alone growing up. Zhou Ting's eyes got wet several times when she heard her talking about her childhood. She never knew that Du Xiaoxian's background was like this. She was subjected to inhuman torture at a young age, but she eventually grew up, very timid but also very tenacious.
He was bullied since he was a child, and he didn't dare to leave the house. His only entertainment was to squat in the yard and draw pictures on the mud floor with branches. Feeling lonely, I can only sneak into the mountains at night and talk to my grandmother's grave. Zhou Ting couldn't imagine such a scene. She is not an emotional person, but she couldn't help hugging Du Xiaoxian, and sighed: "What a poor little girl."
"Sister Zhou, why do you say that?" Du Xiaoxian talked about the past by herself, but she didn't look sad at all, "I didn't go hungry or cold, and I wasn't pitiful at all. Now that you all treat me so well, I feel very sad." Happiness."
Now is happiness, but what about the future? Zhou Ting didn't dare to think that Du Xiaoxian could survive the hardships in life, but what about the mental damage? Can she be so optimistic
"Xiaoxian," Zhou Ting said after deliberation, "Are you going to be like this for the rest of your life?"
"What kind?" Du Xiaoxian didn't understand.
"Follow Mr. Gu."
Du Xiaoxian said, "Of course I'd like to, but I know it's impossible. The young master will get married in the future, have children, and have his own home. I can't follow him like this forever."
It turned out that she knew it too, Zhou Ting sighed in her heart, "Then what will you do when the time comes?"
"I can leave," Du Xiaoxian said calmly, "Master has his life, and I can also live my own life."
"Aren't you sad to leave him?"
"Sad," Du Xiaoxian said sadly, "I will definitely die of grief."
Zhou Ting was taken aback, quickly held her hand, and said, "Even if it's that time, don't let yourself get overwhelmed, you are still so young, good days are yet to come."
"Sister Zhou, don't worry, I won't be overwhelmed." Du Xiaoxian is a very simple person, she can say whatever she thinks in her heart, she just wants to express how sad she is, not really overwhelmed. Before she died, her mother told her: No matter how difficult life is, no matter how lonely she is, she must live on. As long as you have something to eat, you must live. She will watch her in the sky and protect her.
Grandma/Make her swear that if she fails to do it, Grandma will fall from heaven to hell. She made such a poisonous oath that no matter how hard or tiring she is in this life, she will not seek death.
"Sister Zhou," Du Xiaoxian said again: "Young master will find a wife like Miss Fang in the future, right?"
Zhou Ting said: "Ms. Fang is probably not good enough, her family background is too ordinary. No matter what, the wife of the president of the Gu family must be a daughter of a famous family."
Du Xiaoxian bit her lip and said in a low voice, "Like Miss Xia."
Regarding the relationship between Xia Xiaowan and Gu Nianbin, Zhou Ting was not too clear about it. She said they split up. Xia Xiaowan came a few days earlier, so she said there was no split. Gu Nianbin was with Du Xiaoxian every day. Can Xia Xiaowan take it
Zhou Ting couldn't answer, so she had to squeak twice.
Du Xiaoxian trusted Zhou Ting very much, and when she saw that she said yes, she no longer doubted it. She was already mentally prepared, but she still felt strange after getting confirmation from Zhou Ting.
Zhou Ting talked with her for a while, and didn't leave until the clock on the wall pointed to twelve o'clock.
As soon as she got downstairs, she saw Gu Nianbin get out of the car. Seeing that she stayed with Du Xiaoxian so late, Gu Nianbin thanked her seriously.
Zhou Ting was astonished and flattered. Over the years, both public and private affairs seemed to be her own business. Gu Nianbin could only nod at most, saying that it was a good job. It was rare to express her gratitude to her so formally, and she knew it was for Du Xiaoxian. He likes her so much, has he considered arranging the rest of his life for her? Zhou Ting really wanted to ask him this question at the moment. But she didn't ask anything, just smiled and waved, turned and walked away.