I never knew how to say goodbye to Han Yu, but in fact the situation was beyond my choice, so I met him unexpectedly.
I suddenly understood that the purpose of Wei Yun bringing me to the reception tonight is to completely destroy the last bit of emotion in me.
Only ruthless can be invincible.
That day I thought that Han Yu would get angry at me, I even thought he would do something, no matter what he did, I could accept it.
But I and he didn't do anything, just hugged me tightly, and I was a little out of breath by him.
I love him, and he loves me, but I know we can't be together.
This feeling is very uncomfortable, like someone holding a torch and roasting your bones little by little. You are in pain, but you can't utter a word.
Heartbroken.
I kept saying sorry to him, but I didn't know what to say to him other than saying sorry.
"Bean sprouts, shall I take you away? Let's leave this city and make our home all over the world." Han Yu held my face in his hands, looking at me painfully and tenderly.
He is Han Shan's son, the young master who was born aloof, why should I be with him
I shook my head, I said no, I saw Han Yu's shocked face, and the deep disappointment in his eyes, I dare not look into his eyes, I'm afraid I will soften my heart.
Han Yu said painfully, "Why? Bean Sprout, I only love you in my life, I will not let you down, I will always treat you well, give me a chance, let me take care of you, okay?"
Listening to what Han Yu said, my heart was barren for a while, why is it so painful to love someone, I also want to be with him desperately, but I can't.
I dare not fall down, because there is no one behind me who can stop those bloody winds for me. I am struggling in this muddy world, and I am no longer the simple and innocent bean sprouts I used to be.
I love Han Woo, but I know, it's time to let go.
"Han Yu, let's separate, I'm already like this, please let me go." When I said this, I felt as if I was being stabbed with a knife.
Han Yu's body stiffened obviously. He looked at me for a long time, as if he wanted to burn my appearance into his bones.
After coming here for a long time, Han Yu said calmly, "Will you come back to me when I become stronger than Wei Yun and all of them? Is it bean sprouts?"
I was stunned for a moment, I never mentioned these things to Han Yu, but Han Yu understood me.
From the moment Weiwei went to prison, when Xiaohua was killed by Tan Xinsheng and the others, and from the moment I copied a knife to seek revenge on Tan Xinsheng, I already understood that in this world, only the strong have the right to speak, otherwise , even if you escape to the ends of the earth, you will always be trampled underfoot by others.
I will rely on my own hands to climb up step by step, stand at the highest point, and be admired by thousands of people. No matter how much the price has to be paid for this, I will not hesitate, because I have no way out.
I would rather die standing up than live on my knees!
I don't know how to answer Han Yu's words, I don't want to give him any false hope, and I don't want to leave a glimmer of hope for myself, I don't want to involve Han Yu, this is my love for him.
"If we can go back at that time, Han Yu, I'll wait for you." After all, I'm still selfish, life is already so hard, I always have a little hope for myself.
Han Yu hugged me, and I could feel his strong heartbeat and his sad and painful emotions, but I couldn't do anything except hug him.
"wait for me."
After Han Yu left these two words in my ear, he left without looking back.
At that time, I didn't know that it was I who pushed Han Yu step by step to the road of death with my own hands. If it wasn't for me, he would never have become that cold-blooded and brutal gang boss that everyone turned pale upon hearing it.
I don't remember how I got back to the hall, I just remember that when I went back, Han Yu was no longer there, but Han Shan was talking and laughing with Wu Changlin and the others, as if nothing happened just now.
After returning to the lobby, I excused myself to be a little tired, and sat in a corner drinking wine alone. Wei Yun sat next to me, and he also drank a lot of wine. I don’t know why, but I always feel that his mood seems to be worse up.
When I came back from the Louvre that night, Wei Yun took me back to his residence. As soon as I entered the room, he couldn't wait to press him up. I smelled very uncomfortable with the alcohol smell all over his body, but at that moment, I just wanted to Don't want to sink down.
Wei Yun's movements were rough, and I only felt a sharp pain. He lay on top of me, his sharp teeth biting my shoulder like a dog. I woke up from the pain and tried to push him away, but The more this irritated him, he bit harder, his eyes were blood red, and his movements became more violent.
This sadism lasted for a long time, until he was so tired that he lay on my body, muttering: "You are mine, you are mine..."
After Wei Yun fell into a deep sleep, I dared to push him away, but he held my arm tightly as if he was conscious, and refused to let me go.
I looked at the spot on my shoulder that was bleeding from his bite, but I didn't feel any pain at all, probably because my heart was too bitter.
Later, I fell asleep in a daze for some reason. When I woke up the next morning, Wei Yun had already woken up first. He frowned and stubbed out the cigarette in his hand, "Get up, I'll see you off." Go to the hospital."
I froze for a moment before I realized that what he was talking about was the injury on my shoulder. I didn’t feel any pain when I was bitten by him last night. Only now did I realize that half of my arm was so heavy that I could hardly lift it up. .
"No need, I'll just go to the pharmacy and get some medicine for rubbing." I really don't want to appear in those places with Wei Yun, I understand my position.
Wei Yun got angry at me, "Stop talking nonsense, get up right away, I'll ask Mama Wu to prepare breakfast, and I'll go after eating."
During this period of time, I also learned that Wu Ma is the nanny of Wei Yun's family. Although she is the nanny in name, in fact, Wu Ma handles all the big and small things in the family alone. But it is absolute trust, otherwise Wu Ma would not be left alone at home.
I was afraid that Wei Yun would continue to get angry, so I didn't say anything more. I asked him to go out first, and I got up to wash and change clothes. Wei Yun's face changed immediately, and he looked at my body: "Is there anything to avoid? It's not like I don't have nothing. seen."
I don't know what kind of anger he was getting this early in the morning. I didn't want to argue with him anymore, so I got up naked and went to the bathroom.