This world is much dirtier than you imagined.
We are surrounded by rich wolves, tigers and leopards, so we can only make ourselves stronger, otherwise, we can only become the meat of others' dinner.
Zhou Miao went on to say that when she saw Qin Xiao again, it was already 5 years later.
It was an evening full of colorful clouds. She was being bullied by some playboys in her class in the narrow alley outside the school. Qin Xiao happened to pass by, and he helped her deal with that playboy, but he didn't look at it from the beginning to the end. At a glance, she didn't recognize that poor man who was trampled under his feet and beaten half to death was the little follower who followed him and admired him.
At that time, Jiahe no longer had the immaturity and weakness that he had back then. He had transformed into the invincible Qin Xiao.
I asked Zhou Miao, did you regret it
Zhou Miao took a few puffs of cigarettes, then shook her head, with some confusion and hesitation in her eyes, but she still said that she did not regret it, this world does not give us a chance to choose, if we want to live like individuals, we must become more ruthless than others.
So from that day on, she began to change, she started to fight, and fought with others like that. Gradually, those who bullied her were scared by her punch by punch, and no one dared to bully her anymore. She is like a lonely hero, guarding her last dignity.
You can be unconvinced, but she only talks to you with her fists.
"At that time, I realized a truth. It's not that you are weak and pitiful, others will sympathize with you, and they will only step on your head and bully you. This is the reality."
It is an eternal truth that people are good and are deceived by others.
When I first arrived in a wealthy family, I was patient everywhere. I didn’t dare to offend anyone because I was too weak. If sister Weiwei hadn’t protected me, I might have been ruined by Cheng Wei long ago, or bullied by Li Yanli and the others. no.
We all want to be honest and good people, but we are forced to a dead end. We don't want to die, so we have to resist desperately.
Zhou Miao said that at the beginning, she just wanted to make herself stronger, as strong as Qin Xiao, so that she would be qualified to stand in front of him. When a woman falls in love with a man, it is so stupid.
I looked at Zhou Miao and asked her with a complicated mood, "What about now? Do you still love him?"
Zhou Miao was silent for a long time, her eyes were full of sadness, and the finger holding the cigarette was shaking all the time. I think she must have suffered a lot these years.
Zhou Miao shrugged and smiled at me, "So what if we still love? There are mountains and seas between us, and we can't go back."
I held Zhou Miao's hand, the two lonely and helpless people finally found some comfort.
I didn't have the energy to say something to lie to her, to give her false hope, but in the end, what I got was despair. We all didn't have the energy to bear those losses.
Since you can't get it, then don't expect extravagantly, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.
At this point, both of us are silent. We all know each other's weaknesses, but no one exposes them, and only those who fully trust us dare to expose our weaknesses, because even if she knows your weaknesses, she will not expose them. will betray you.
Zhou Miao continued to smoke a few more cigarettes, and then she asked me, "Bean Sprout, why did you choose to take this road in the first place? Han Yu can give you a good life, so there is no need for you to take this road."
I took a few puffs of cigarettes, a trace of sadness flashed in my eyes, but I quickly returned to normal, smiled at Zhou Miao, and said, "If I followed Han Yu, I might be able to escape everything now , he can also give me a good life, I am like an accessory to him, my emotions are all on him alone, that is not what I want, just like you at the beginning, if you are with Qin You don't have to go the way you are now, we are all the same people, we dare not rely on anyone, we can only rely on ourselves."
The dirtier this world is, the more it wants to break me down, the more I will not fall down.
As long as I have a breath, I will continue to climb even if I am climbing.
Zhou Miao understood what I meant immediately, after that night, the two of us never talked about these things again, because these are like scabbed scars, once touched, blood would flow into rivers.
The two of us smoked all the time. In the end, I couldn't help but ask about Zhou Ting. The memory of that night was too cruel. I don't know how she survived. Although she never mentioned Zhou Ting, But I know that she has never forgotten to avenge Zhou Ting.
As soon as I mentioned Zhou Ting, Zhou Miao was in so much pain that her body began to shake. It was a kind of pain that I couldn't explain clearly, mixed with too much sadness of powerlessness and reluctance. Zhou Miao had suffered too much in her life. How bitter, and these sufferings have long been integrated into her bone marrow, and cannot be erased in her life.
And it was also in this long night that I finally knew the cause of Zhou Ting's death. It was also at that time that I really understood that the weak really never have the qualifications to choose their own destiny. Sometimes, you are so weak that others may even use you as a pawn None of them are interested.
Zhou Ting died for Qin Xiao.
It all starts with Zui Sheng Meng Shi. Sister Feng is a celebrity in the red light district. After Zui Sheng Meng Shi opened, there were indeed many big customers who came to take care of the business. Qin Xiao was one of them, but Qin Xiao did not expect that he would meet Zhou Miao here. Zhou Miao did not expect that the young man who was always domineering and unruly in his memory would one day become a passer-by.
When the two met again, it was already a matter of right and wrong. Qin Xiao nodded to Zhou Miao, who stood outside the gate and said calmly that she was only in charge of the gate, and she would not accompany the guests if she did not appear.
Qin Xiao became angry at once, and directly carried Zhou Miao up the stairs. Both of them were arrogant, and both of them were suffocated. No one explained, and no one gave up. That was the day, Qin Xiao Zhou Miao was forced to rape Zhou Miao when he was drunk, but when he saw the pool of blood under Zhou Miao, Qin Xiao regretted it.
But sometimes it is like this, we always clumsily use the most awkward ways to hurt the people we care about, struggling and tearing, obviously wanting to cut off all entanglements, but our hearts soften again and again.
The red-light district is a place that eats people and doesn't spit out bones. The relationship between Qin Xiao and Zhou Miao was easily found out. Qin Xiao has too many enemies on the road. I don't know who warned Qin Xiao that they didn't treat Zhou Miao. So I made a move on Zhou Ting.
On the night when the accident happened, Qin Xiao actually came too, but he had been standing in a dark place, watching the fire that could destroy Zhou Miao burn forever.