In fact, in this world, apart from life and death, everything else is trivial.
We are still alive, this is our greatest capital, the sun will rise as usual at dawn, we also have to survive in this muddy world.
We didn't sleep that night, just watched the night gradually turn white, and we smoked all the cigarettes on our bodies, as if only cigarettes could make us temporarily forget the hardships of life.
After dawn, Zhou Miao shook the soot off her body, took a simple bath, changed her clothes, and then went to buy me some porridge and steamed stuffed buns. After breakfast, Zhou Miao went to sleep, and I lay on the bed , When alone, it is easy to become vulnerable, I turned to Han Yu's phone number, I really want to call him, even if I just listen to his voice, I am satisfied.
But I dare not.
I was afraid that when he opened his mouth, all my defenses would collapse. I typed paragraph after paragraph of text on my phone, but I didn’t have the courage to send it. I really wanted to tell him that I missed him, but I couldn’t.
I fell asleep on the bed for a while, and then I didn’t feel sleepy at all, so I got up again, tidied up and washed, changed into clean clothes, and took the bus downstairs to Rende Middle School.
The car arrived at the station outside the school. I got out of the car. Although it was already spring, it was still cold outside. I wrapped myself in thick clothes and chose a seat by the window in a western restaurant opposite the school. , I ordered a cup of coffee, no sugar added, the dark coffee was very bitter, I tasted it and fell in love with it ever since.
In the past, when I saw a restaurant like this, I didn’t even dare to look into it when passing by. The huge transparent floor-to-ceiling windows, beautiful tables and chairs, and those young people who talked and laughed without knowing the hardships of life, I envied them very much at that time, but Now I'm sitting here, watching the people coming and going outside the window, I can't tell what it's like in my heart.
The school was over soon, and I was still sitting there, as if I wanted to wait for something, but I was afraid to know the result. The school gate turned from crowded to cold, and I still didn’t see the person I wanted to wait for. When he got up and was about to leave, Han Yu walked out of the school slowly, wearing a white hoodie, as if he hadn't woken up.
I looked at Han Yu from a distance, at that moment, it seemed that the world had stopped, I just looked at him like this, that young and unruly young man, the boy I love deeply in my life, I really want to just like this For the rest of my life, I only hope that time will grow old at this moment, then I can no longer have to take care of everything else.
Han Yu seemed to feel something, he suddenly looked towards me, I hurriedly hid next to the pillar, from the mirror next to him, I saw him looking in this direction with a confused face, and then quickened his pace towards The western restaurant came over.
I panicked and ran out from the back door of the restaurant in a hurry. I dare not see him, especially after such abuse. I am afraid that he will avenge me. He is too weak now, even if he has a Very strong Lao Tzu, but this world is too complicated, I don't want him to take risks for me, so let's meet each other as if we don't see each other.
As soon as I ran out, Han Yu's cell phone came in frantically. I stood in that alley, looking at the phone, watching it turn black over and over again, and then light up again. In the end, Han Yu finally gave up. Yes, I looked at the missed calls on my phone and felt very sad.
After the phone screen went black, it soon turned on again. This time Han Yu didn't call, but sent me a text message. I couldn't help shaking, but I opened the text message trembling.
Bean sprouts, is that you? I miss you so much, miss you so much.
I have kept this text message all the time. Even though I have changed countless mobile phones and played more advanced games, I will never delete this mobile phone and this text message.
At noon that no one knew, I squatted in that alley, and I didn't know how long I squatted before leaving.
I didn't reply to Han Yu's text message, because I didn't know how to reply, and I was even more afraid of being soft-hearted, so I didn't say anything at all, but what I didn't expect was that when I came out of the alley, I saw Han Yu on the side of the road. Wei Yun.
Wei Yun leaned against the car door to smoke, and the students passing by were all screaming, praising him for being so handsome, and some even secretly took pictures with their mobile phones. smoking.
I stood at the entrance of the alley, not knowing what to do, Wei Yun pinched the cigarette in his hand, and beckoned to me, "Come here yet?"
His tone is very calm, I can't hear any other emotions, but the calmer he is, the more uncertain I am. After all, people like them, all their madness and tricks are in this seemingly calm under the skin, but I didn't dare to disobey him, so I had no choice but to pretend as if nothing had happened and walked towards him.
After I walked over, Wei Yun had already opened the co-pilot's door, I carefully got into the car, and then Wei Yun also got into the car, and drove back to the villa.
When the car arrived outside Wei Yun's villa, Wei Yun was sitting in the driver's seat. He took out a cigarette and was about to light it, but he glanced at me again, and then played with the cigarette in his hand.
The atmosphere in the car was quite weird. I didn’t know what to say, or should I just get out of the car. At this moment, Wei Yun suddenly grabbed my hand. I looked at him puzzled. I didn’t know that he was singing again. Which one comes out.
Wei Yun frowned, "Why is it so cold? Why don't you wear more clothes."
I had to deal with a few words, saying that I went out in a hurry in the morning and didn't have time to get dressed. At this time, Wei Yun took off his coat and put it on me. He was very gentle when he did this, but I was very There was a click, and I even wondered if there were some bad tricks hidden behind his back waiting for me.
After Wei Yun put on my clothes for me, he asked me to get out of the car first. He said he had something to do, so he wouldn't be at home for dinner, and asked me to rest at home if I had nothing to do recently, and he would take care of it with Sister Feng.
After I got out of the car, Wei Yun left, and I stood by the side of the road with his coat on, until the car disappeared at the end of the road, and I was sure that everything just now was real.
At that time, I thought that Wei Yun was not so bad. After all, it was not easy for him to get to where he is today. Everyone has their own difficulties, and life is not easy.
I'm really too tired, I don't want to be drunk, and I don't want to face Qi Zhenjiang or Qin Wuye, even if everything in front of me is fake, I still need to take a short rest, and then I have the strength to stand up again.