Man is the knife and I am the fish.
This sentence is perfect to describe the relationship between Wei Yun and me, but I don't want to be a fish for the rest of my life. One day, I will have a different position with him and let him have a taste of what fish is.
I remained motionless, and Wei Yun didn't seem to expect that I would be so obedient. After a while, he suddenly let me go and said in a very disgusted tone, "Get out!"
I didn't say a word, I supported the edge of the bathtub with both hands, resisted the pain in my body, finally climbed out of the bathtub, and then left the bathroom without looking back. Looking at me, I don't know how long it took before I returned to the bedroom.
I didn't wear any on my body, but at this moment, these things are meaningless to me. My sense of humiliation has long since disappeared, as early as Qi Zhenjiang rode on me to insult me wantonly, as early as they treated me like a cargo When it comes to trading, I have no shame.
I'm very tired, but I can't fall asleep while lying on the bed, and the night begins to become infinitely long. The only thing I can do is to keep warm with memories bit by bit.
I don't know when Wei Yun walked in and heard the soft footsteps at the door. I closed my eyes and pretended to fall asleep. Wei Yun slowly groped into bed. I thought he was going to start torturing me again. , but he just sat quietly by the side, and then in the darkness, suddenly there was a sound of a lighter rubbing, and a faint flame appeared in front of his eyes.
Soon, the faint flame went out again, but there was no smell of smoke in my nose. Wei Yun didn't seem to be smoking. I didn't dare to open my eyes to see it. I was just immersed in the darkness and the unknown. I don't know what happened. After a while, I suddenly heard Wei Yun muttering in a low voice, "Why don't you believe it? I like you so much... Why can't you forget that man? What's so good about him? It's worth doing this for him."
After Wei Yun's words, there was a hint of cruelty and blood. After I understood what he said, I was a little confused. To be honest, I really don't believe that a person like Wei Yun would really like someone. I have said it to me many times, but I really can't believe it. How can a person who has no heart know what he likes.
But in this cold long night, he said these words in my ear, like raving, I felt a little different in my heart. I always rejected Wei Yun, and I kept telling myself that we are just talking to each other. The relationship he used, no matter how he treats me, can't change this.
However, when I thought about it carefully, apart from the fact that he had a very strong purpose for me at the beginning, since when did the relationship between us have changed? When he said he wanted to avenge me, I thought It was a joke, but when Qi Zhenjiang was beaten to death, there was no trace of pity on his face.
It is undeniable that Wei Yun is not a good person, but he is indeed kind to me. Qi Zhenjiang, Wu Ma, and even Wu Qingqing, he used me while avenging me. What is in this person's heart? What are you thinking
like me
If it was someone else, I might still believe it, but Wei Yun is different. He grew up in intrigue and intrigue. He is different from Han Yu and He Hao. It seems that no one can understand what he is doing. No one knows what he thinks, what unexpected things he will do.
Wei Yun.
These two words suddenly weighed on me like a jack, and I couldn't breathe. Fortunately, after that sentence, Wei Yun didn't say anything, just lay beside him and fell asleep quietly. Fell asleep in a daze.
This long cold night will eventually pass.
The next day, when I woke up, Wei Yun had already left the house. Auntie Li, the nanny, saw that I was up, and hurriedly brought me chicken soup to drink. Maybe it was because I had a psychological shadow on chicken soup. Drink, and directly asked Mrs. Li to take the chicken soup and pour it out with a cold face.
Mrs. Li didn't know why I suddenly changed my face. She carefully took the chicken soup and stammered an explanation. Wei Yun personally ordered her to drink it, saying that it was clean and there was no problem.
Listening to Mrs. Li's words, I felt complicated for a while. It seems that the previous incidents also left a shadow in Wei Yun's heart. I looked at Mrs. Li and saw her frightened expression. My own self, at that time, I also faced everyone cautiously, I was afraid of offending everyone, and I didn’t dare to fight back when I was bullied. .
When I think of Sister Weiwei and Xiaorou, I can't control the sadness in my heart. Some things really can't go back, Xiaorou is gone, and Sister Weiwei will not be able to come out for several months, and, I I also don't want her to see me like this. I have changed, gradually becoming the kind of person I used to hate the most, and I will do whatever it takes to achieve my goal.
However, all of us have changed.
In this world where the strong survive, the blood of the weak is meant to be shed for the strong. This is the reality.
Aunt Li watched me finish the bowl of chicken soup, and her face relaxed. She was about to leave with the bowl, but I stopped her suddenly, and Aunt Li asked me cautiously, do you have any orders
I looked at Mrs. Li, "How many people are there in your family?"
Mrs. Li was dumbfounded by my question, and then replied: "4, I have two daughters, both of whom are in high school, and their grades are very good, but we are too poor, so... I want to come out and earn more money They study, and when they are admitted to university in the future, they will definitely be able to stand out."
Speaking of her two daughters, Mrs. Li's face is full of pride. For her, no matter how hard she is, she can bear it. As long as her two daughters are promising, no matter how tired she is, it will be worth it. This is an ordinary family The most ordinary and the most sincere happiness.
To be honest, I am quite envious of Aunt Li. Although she lives in poverty, she has hope and hope in her heart. She is willing to earn the life she wants through her own labor and with her own hands.
But in this world, there are some things that you cannot achieve with your hard work. You try your best to live a good life, but your destiny is never in your control. Others can crush you to death at any time with just one hand.
I looked at Mrs. Li, maybe because of sympathy, or for other reasons, I silently listened to her talking about her two daughters, without interrupting a word.