When I came out of the prison, I felt exhausted. I sat in a small shop on the side of the road for a while, and then I had the strength to stand up.
I can suffer any kind of suffering, and I can endure any sin, because I know exactly what I will face from the day I step into this circle. , can be invincible, but when I heard what Sister Weiwei said, I suddenly realized that I am not as strong as I thought, and I still hope that someone can stand behind me.
Taking a deep breath, I left a stack of money on the table, and the boss chased it out with the money, and said with a simple and honest smile that there is no need for so much. At that moment, I suddenly understood that not everyone in this world They are bad people, and there are always some people who desperately want to live a better life, but they still maintain the purest kindness in their hearts.
I said that he deserved it, and I am very grateful to him. When I saw that there was still hope in this dirty world, the boss looked at a loss, and finally accepted it reluctantly, and then said that in the future I didn’t charge my money for food when I came here, and he used his kindest side to repay me and repay the world. Suddenly, I felt a little panic in my heart, and driven by anxiety, I left in a bit of a mess.
Walking aimlessly on the street, I walked to the bus station in Ningcheng without knowing it. I remember that when I first came to this city, I was penniless, and I was just outside the bus station for a few trash cans. The steamed stuffed bun that was picked up in the house was almost beaten to death by the third child and the others.
In this world, there are so many poor people who hurt each other, just like clowns, performing hard.
I stood there for a long time, and suddenly saw a large group of people surrounded in front of me. I didn't know what happened, but I heard a scream. I walked over and took a look, and saw the third child and the others A few of them were filthy and knocked to the ground, with blood all over their bodies, but they could only curl up on the ground, not even daring to resist.
"Bah! You bastards, let me hear clearly. From now on, this place will be Lord Tiger's territory. If you dare to come here to play wild again, be careful that I will break your dog legs!" The youngest and the others spat.
The third child and the others were lying on the ground, begging for mercy, the man snorted triumphantly, and left with a few younger brothers. Seeing that there was nothing to see, the onlookers dispersed, the third child They were still lying on the ground and howling, and it seemed that they had been severely beaten.
To be honest, I was in a very complicated mood at that time. When the third child and the others dealt with me, it was the same. They never considered that I was a woman with no power to restrain them, and they would not leave me a way out. People bully, they also bully people, using the most explicit and bloody means to prove their status and prove that they are still alive.
At that time, I didn't understand why people like the third child could live like dogs. They walked through one garbage can after another every day. When others robbed a little garbage, they thought it was robbery, but when When powerful people step on them, they dare not resist at all.
Bullying the good and fearing the evil is the law of this world.
I took out all the money on my body and put it in front of them. The third child and the others stared at me in horror, but they still couldn't resist the temptation of the money. The third child was holding on to the money, very vigilant Looking at me, blood flowed from his mouth, but he didn't seem to care at all.
At that moment, I finally understood that people like Lao San and the others had died a long time ago, and what they lived were just empty shells. litter.
Some people say that you can never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep. I didn’t understand this sentence before, but now, I finally understand that I will never be like the third child and the others, living like a dog. People with their tails tucked between each other wag their tails when they see fierce people, but they still want to be beaten, and when they see weak people, they want to go up and tear them apart. Such people are never worthy of sympathy.
I didn't go back to the villa, but went to the red light district. Standing at the entrance of the red light district, I remembered the first time I came here, those ambiguous voices, I don't know what they are, I have never seen a toilet, even Even the toilet paper in Sister Feng's car is very precious.
Along the way, I seem to have changed a lot, and I don’t even know myself anymore, but I know that I have no regrets when I embark on this road, or I will live like a dog like the third child and let others bully me. I don't even have the ability to fight back, or I will completely live like a person and become the person standing at the top of the food chain. Only in that way can I control my own destiny.
There is still no change in the red light district. A few little sisters are drunk and dreaming of playing cards with melon seeds. They seem to have accepted their fate. When they come to this place, they sell their bodies in exchange for some money. Fate is unfair.
Destiny is never fair. Some people have everything when they are born, but some people have to work hard to survive. Since they survived, they should be worthy of their own life. Nothing is destined. You are a puddle of mud, do you still have to blame others for not helping you up the wall
I stood in the hall for a while, listening to them talking about those nasty jokes, I suddenly felt a little sad in my heart, what is the difference between them and the third child
At this time, Zhou Miao came in from the outside. She was surprised when she saw me, and asked me if I had eaten. I haven’t even had a sip of water since morning. Miao took me through the red light district, and sat down in a small frying shop.
After ordering a few dishes, Zhou Miao asked me, "Are you going to the Louvre tonight?"
Hearing Zhou Miao ask such a question, I didn't find it strange. After all, she has a very good relationship with Qin Xiao now, so it's not surprising that Qin Xiao told him something.
I nodded and said, "Well, after today, I may be in a state of intoxication for a long time."
Zhou Miao looked at me, "Douya, I will protect you."
Just as she finished speaking, the two of us suddenly heard a scream from the backyard. Zhou Miao and I walked over to have a look, and saw the skinny boss holding his trousers in one hand and covering his head with the other. Blood was pouring out, and on the ground, a dirty woman who had been stripped was smirking, and she was still holding a brick in her hand.