When I woke up again, it was already late at night, Han Yu fell asleep beside me, I looked at him, he was a little thinner than before, his chiseled cheeks were stained with some vicissitudes of life, his pair of always Eyes filled with fog are tightly closed at this moment.
I looked at Han Yu, I don't know how long I watched, my heart was tumbling, I really wanted to stay by his side desperately like this, even if he was tired of being abandoned by him in the end, but I couldn't, Sister Weiwei has come out now, we are ready Waiting for this final battle for so long, I can't lose.
I climbed up carefully, put on my clothes, and quietly left the rental house. Let tonight be the last erotic dream between the two of us. From the moment I stepped out of this door, I was the one who was once again Spoiled bean sprouts.
But I have nothing to fear.
Coming down from upstairs, after I got into the car, I sat there smoking a cigarette, the smoke was lingering, although it was summer, I still felt very cold, I took one last look at the location of the rental house, and then drove away.
I didn't go back to the red light district, but went back to the villa. When I went back, Zhou Miao was sleeping alone on the sofa with a machete beside me. Only then did I know that she had been like this all along. Only with a knife by my side can I dare to sleep.
Although I stooped under those ugly men, Zhou Miao really lived a life of licking blood on the edge of a knife.
"Don't be afraid, it's me." I reassured.
Zhou Miao wiped off the cold sweat on her forehead, took a few breaths, and said, "Why are you back? Where's Sister Weiwei?"
I was silent for a while, and told Zhou Miao about the situation, then neither of us spoke, and finally, Zhou Miao said: "Sister Weiwei will definitely understand you, she is not an unreasonable person."
I know, I know all this, when Sister Weiwei said she would come to help me, I really didn’t want to, I’m already like this, but I don’t want Sister Weiwei to go on this road again, I want her to do it Live cleanly, get married and have children in the future, even if that man is not Cheng Wei, but I just want her to live like a normal person.
As for the others, those dark, treacherous and uncompromising methods, just let me bear it alone.
I don't want Sister Weiwei to step into this quagmire again, the water here is too deep, how could such a rebellious woman like her become the one she once despised the most.
"Zhou Miao, have you ever regretted taking this path?" I asked her.
Zhou Miao smiled wryly, she lit a cigarette, took a few puffs, and then said, "Do I have a choice? I have no parents since I was a child, and I tried everything to survive, but They still look down on me, and in the end even Ah Ting will not let her go. Human life is worthless in their eyes. If I want to live and avenge Ah Ting, I must become stronger than them, even if it means I have to endure many things that I cannot bear, as long as I have breath, I will not regret it, I want to avenge A Ting, and I want all those who have looked down on me to step on my feet!"
We are all like this. We used to think that we could live by adhering to our duties, but at that time, we were trampled under our feet like an ant. If we want to survive, we must fight with them, even if it takes this life .
"Well, Shen Sihan is dead, and Shen Yao is about to die. We will definitely avenge Ah Ting for her."
Zhou Miao's eyes were flushed, "Well, I will definitely avenge Ah Ting's revenge!"
The scene of that night seemed to come back to my mind, the huge cross, Zhou Ting's body was tied to it, the scene was bloody and cruel, and at that time we were still powerless to shake Shen Yao.
But now, Shen Sihan committed suicide by jumping off a building, and Shen Yao is also in a state of desperation. It will be a matter of time before the Shen family is wiped out. What we thought was impossible at the beginning is now being carried out step by step.
Those who have hurt us, we will make them pay back bit by bit!
I hugged Zhou Miao, "Alright, don't think about those things anymore, Shen Yao will be over soon, everything will pass."
Zhou Miao nodded, then looked at me, "Douya, do you think I will be with Qin Xiao in the end?"
I froze for a moment, to be honest, I really don't know what will happen between her and Qin Xiao in the end, because neither of us can control our own destiny, but I don't want Zhou Miao to be disappointed, so I said, "Yes, you will Love him and you will be together."
Zhou Miao's body trembled slightly, and then she said in a daze, "Douya, I have Qin Xiao's child, but I really don't know whether I should keep him, I don't even know whether I should tell Qin Xiao , I am very afraid, afraid that all this is my dream, afraid that I will get nothing in the end."
I was shocked when I heard this news all of a sudden. I didn't expect that Zhou Miao would have Qin Xiao's child, but Zhou Miao didn't say anything about it recently, and I didn't notice, but the two have been together for so long. The child is not unexpected, but it happens at this time.
I also know what Zhou Miao is worried about. She is afraid that the relationship between her and Qin Xiao is just her wishful thinking. After all, no one can figure out what Qin Xiao is thinking now, but Zhou Miao really likes him. Qin Xiao's not wanting this child was undoubtedly the biggest blow to Zhou Miao.
So Zhou Miao didn't dare to test it out, but she didn't want to give up this child. After all, this is her child with the man she loves. No woman can be cruel enough to give up her child. Even I couldn't bear to give up her child. That child without me and Wei Yun.
It's a woman's nature.
"Don't be afraid, A Miao, you still have me. Your child is my child. If you give birth to him, we can also bring him up. Besides, Qin Xiao may not hate children, you Stop thinking about it."
Zhou Miao was at a loss. To her, this child came too suddenly, but after all, it was her and Qin Xiao's first child. She was reluctant to give up, but some things were so contradictory. She was unwilling to take this child to risk. , and I don’t want to use this child to test anything, so I have to struggle with it myself.
It turns out that no matter how strong a woman is, she is also cautious about these things.
Zhou Miao didn't speak, I comforted her and fell asleep, and stayed by her side until dawn, Zhou Miao woke up, because she was pregnant with a child, so I planned to tell her not to go to the red light district for the time being, and Wei Xuemei also I'm in the hospital, so I hired a nanny to take care of Zhou Miao, she can't make any mistakes now.