"Bean sprouts, are you in pain?"
Cigarette butts were scattered all over the ground, and some of them still glowed little by little. When the wind blew over, all of them were ruthlessly extinguished.
Flocks of black crows flew overhead, and they let out a low and mournful roar, which was very similar to my mood at that time. Looking at those crows, I felt an inexplicable comfort in my heart.
Sister Weiwei was also looking at those crows, as if at that moment, she and them became the same kind.
How could it not hurt
I looked at Sister Weiwei, afraid that she would be sad, so I shook my head and took her hand, I said that all this will pass, we will usher in a new life, and we can start again.
"But I can't feel the pain anymore, Bean Sprout, do you know what it feels like? As soon as I close my eyes, my mind is full of the scene of that night. I keep forcing myself not to think about it, just as if I was being raped." The dog took a bite, but it didn't work, bean sprouts..."
When Sister Weiwei said this, she suddenly threw the cigarette butt in her hand down from the roof of the building. The light of the fire drifted away in the night wind, and soon fell to the ground, mercilessly covered by the cold snow water. doused.
Sister Weiwei continued to speak, her pale white lips opened and closed, and the words she spit out made people feel so desperate. Her voice seemed to have climbed over a high mountain, but there was a higher mountain ahead, lonely and desperate, "You Do you know? When I saw you for the first time, it was like seeing myself when I was a child. My family was very poor, but I swore that I would live a good life. You were like that at that time too... "
That day I finally understood why Sister Weiwei always took extra care of me. In the beginning, she helped me only because of Li Yanli and the others. Until that night when those gangsters were making trouble, I blocked the electric baton for her. From then on, she regarded me as a real sister, so when I was bullied, she would desperately stand up for me.
She's always wanted to teach me real bravery, she's always wanted me to be human.
Sister Weiwei has always been fearless, but she is also a woman, and she is also vulnerable and afraid at times, but she dare not fall down because there is no one behind her.
She thought she would stay in Emgrand for the rest of her life, becoming like those shallow women, and maybe find a rich man to marry in the future, but she met me, and I became her doom.
Seeing me is like seeing herself. Those discarded green years are picked up by her again. She wants to live a good life, but why is it so difficult
At the end, sister Weiwei came over and hugged me, her hand touched my face, she smiled at me: "Bean sprouts, you must live a good life in the future, you know? I'm useless, but you can't. "
At that time, I didn't understand the meaning of sister Weiwei's words. If I knew what she was thinking at that time, I would stop her desperately.
I hugged Sister Weiwei tightly, smelling the strong smell of tobacco on her body, my heart was already moist.
Sister Weiwei said that she had already found out who that sister Ying was. That woman gave Li Hailong a large sum of money and asked him to deal with us. Sister Weiwei said, "Bean sprouts, come with me to a place tonight."
I don't know where sister Weiwei is going to take me, but I agreed without hesitation. As long as sister Weiwei asks, even if she takes me to death, I won't be afraid.
Sister Weiwei breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled at me, a gleam of color finally appeared on her pale face. At that moment, I suddenly had an illusion, as if nothing happened in that alley.
After coming down from the top of the Dihao Building, Sister Weiwei led me straight forward, and I began to realize that something was wrong. I asked Sister Weiwei where I was going, but she didn't say anything, just told me that I would know when I arrived.
We walked for a long time, and the dim and lonely street lights stretched our silhouettes very long. I suddenly remembered that the night when I walked out of the police station, the night was so cold and so desperate.
But now, I'm not alone anymore.
Passing through a lively area, we came to an alleyway called Tianlong Lane. There are usually a lot of hooligans gathered here. There are pornography, gambling and drugs here. Sister Weiwei seemed to be looking for someone, and then she dragged me into it. A small casino.
In that casino, a beautifully dressed woman sat at the table in the middle. The woman seemed to have a wound on her head, with a conspicuous bandage on it, and some bruises on her arms. With a cigarette in his mouth, his expression was very arrogant.
I've seen this woman, the woman who got out of He Hao's car and entered He Hao's box that time, she is Sister Ying, the woman who asked Li Hailong to deal with me with money.
Sister Ying, He Hao, and Li Hailong brothers and sisters, who seemed to have no connection, were gradually implicated together, and all this made sense.
At this time, I also suddenly realized what Miss Weiwei was going to do. I dragged Miss Weiwei to run away, but Miss Weiwei looked at me with pity on her face: "Bean sprouts, people live in one breath, I'm useless, But I won't make them feel better either, this is what I have to do, otherwise I won't feel at ease as a ghost, you have to remember, people can't live like that for the rest of their lives, understand?"
I don’t know why, but I don’t seem to be afraid at once. Sister Weiwei is right. I lived so humble in the past. No one dared to offend me in Dihao. ? not at all!
They only think that I'm easy to bully and never treat me as a human being. Anyone can ride on my head and act wildly. What is the difference between this kind of life and death
At that moment, my whole body was full of courage, and there was only one thought in my mind, even if I was going to die here tonight, I would not back down even half a step!