That day, I don't know how I got out of the hospital.
I can't forget the way Cheng Wei looked at me, and I can't forget the dying sister Weiwei lying in the intensive care unit.
As if all the strength in my whole body was drained, He Hao kept holding me, calling my name over and over again in my ear.
It was as if someone was holding a knife and cutting my heart one by one.
The flesh and blood were separated, and the pain was too much.
He Hao took me back to his villa, and guarded me every step of the way. I was half asleep and half awake, and I hadn't touched a grain of rice. At that time, I thought it was the end of the world.
After sleeping in a daze for two days, He Hao told me that Sister Weiwei woke up.
I begged He Hao to take me to see Sister Weiwei, He Hao looked at me with complicated eyes, then handed me a glass of water, asked me to drink it, and then took me to see Sister Weiwei.
I don't know if it's my illusion, or because I'm going to see Sister Weiwei. After drinking that glass of water, I feel that my whole body has strength.
Later I found out that the things in this glass of water completely ended my cowardice and humbleness. After that, my life became completely different.
When we arrived at the hospital, the police were taking notes with Sister Weiwei. Sister Weiwei took all the charges on herself. At any time, she wanted to protect me.
I had an urge to rush in and take the blame for Sister Weiwei. She did this for me.
Through the glass of the ward, I saw her lying weakly and peacefully on the hospital bed, her pale lips opening and closing, and a huge mournful cry rose in my heart for no reason.
At that moment, I finally realized what it means to be sad that fate cannot be controlled by myself.
Sister Weiwei confessed to the crime. The police were worried that she would run away, so they sent people to guard the hospital 24 hours a day. Except for the medical staff, we were not allowed to contact Sister Weiwei. In the end, He Hao found someone to clear up the relationship and let the lawyer Accompanied me to see sister Weiwei.
The time is only 10 minutes.
Before I saw Sister Weiwei, I had a lot of things I wanted to say to Sister Weiwei, but when I looked at Sister Weiwei, I couldn't say anything except holding her hand tightly and being silent.
Sister Weiwei's hair is a bit messy, and she is wearing a large hospital room. She looks very quiet, weak and pale, but she is smiling at me.
So dismissive, arrogant and disdainful of everything.
She slashed back the dignity that was crushed in that dark night, and blood flowed like a river.
I know, Sister Weiwei is back.
She stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on my face, and she said: "Douya, don't cry, this is the path I chose, even if I die, I won't regret it, I just want to tell you that a person lives in one breath, ten or so Years later, I am a good man again, do you understand?"
At that moment, I suddenly understood the meaning of sister Weiwei's words.
I know that sister Weiwei has always wanted to teach me to be brave and strong. I have gone through so much, but I am still so useless and let her down again and again. Sister Weiwei, for you, I am willing to do anything, even if it means dying What does it matter.
At that time, my thinking was so simple. I wanted to make Sister Weiwei feel at ease. No matter how long she stayed in there, I would wait for her to come out. I would try my best to give her a good life.
Otherwise, this wound in my heart will never heal.
For Sister Weiwei, I must live strong and become stronger, so that I can protect Sister Weiwei and Xiaohua!
Sister Weiwei was sentenced soon, and the sentence was 3 years. This was the result of He Hao finding someone to clear up the relationship, and it was already the lightest sentence.
But to me, it seems like a lifetime.
On the day of the verdict, I sat alone in the auditorium for a long time. When I thought that such an indulgent person like Sister Weiwei would spend 3 years in a dark prison, the pain in my heart was like waves. hit.
After Sister Weiwei went in, I never saw Cheng Wei again. I knew he was helping He Hao. He wanted to make more money. When Sister Weiwei came out, he would marry Sister Weiwei.
Later, once, I saw him driving in a hurry on the side of the road. The little gangster who was always domineering in my memory became thin and steady. A trace of waves.
I know why he became like this, how could he endure 3 years of separation if he loves someone so much
Every Tuesday is the day of prison visits. Xiaohua and I went to see Sister Weiwei. Through the thick glass, she looked the same as the Sister Weiwei I first knew, with raised eyebrows, arrogant.
"Bean sprouts, Xiaohua, when I'm not around, you must be strong and not let others bully you, you know?" Sister Weiwei repeated this sentence many times.
Obviously the one who needs comfort and care is her, but she is more worried that Xiaohua and I will be bullied.
Tears rolled in my eyes, I tried my best not to cry, but the pain in my heart spread, and my heart broke.
We talked a lot and tried our best to create a relaxed atmosphere, but the reality is always so cruel, and there is no way we can retreat.
Prison guards soon came to remind us that visiting hours were approaching.
I have been insisting not to cry, I want to reassure sister Weiwei!
In the end, Sister Weiwei pressed her hand against the glass and said softly, "Bean sprouts, live well, and wait for me to come out alive."
At that time, we were immature and vulnerable, thinking that the wind and rain we experienced were the limit, but in fact, there were still many unknown pains and tribulations in life, but we were too young to know what is invulnerable to all poisons.
After all, we stepped on the blood marks step by step and climbed up, trained a body of copper skin and iron bones, and cultivated an immortal heart.