After He Hao left, Teacher Yan took me to the teacher's office.
It's the time for morning self-study at school, and there is no one in the office. Teacher Yan is sitting at her desk. After looking at me carefully, there is a hint of disdain in her eyes.
She briefly told me about the class situation. I was studying in the top class of the first grade. Most of the students in the class were the children of rich people and officials in the county. Teacher Yan told me not to cause trouble in the class.
After sending the textbook to me, she took me to the classroom.
After many years, I walked into the classroom again, but it felt very different.
When I was studying in the country, the classrooms were dilapidated. When it rained, the classroom leaked everywhere, and the desks and benches were wet. We could only stand and listen to the class, but we never got tired of it.
This classroom is spacious and bright, and the desks and chairs are all free-standing ones that I have never seen before. Each person has a desk.
At this time, a teacher in the classroom was doing self-study in the morning, and Teacher Yan took me in. After a brief introduction to everyone, he asked if anyone would like to be at the same table as me.
I lowered my head and dared not look at my classmates. Amidst the discussion, I heard a familiar voice. He stood up and said, "I am."
After hearing this voice, I raised my head subconsciously, and then I was stunned: It's Han Yu!
He was still wearing a light white hoodie, his light brown bangs covered half of his eyes, and his amber eyes were filled with fog all year round.
I thought it was my illusion. I never knew that Han Yu was also studying in Rende Middle School, let alone that it was such a coincidence that I was in the same class as him.
He Hao told me that all the students in this class have backgrounds, so don't offend anyone easily, and I didn't want to cause trouble. I always knew that Han Yu was in good condition, but I didn't expect him to study in this class.
There was a lot of discussion in the classroom, my ears were buzzing, and my heart felt a tearing pain. I couldn't hear what they were talking about. I stood there with my head bowed, not knowing how to describe my mood at this time.
I have been avoiding seeing Han Yu all this time, and Han Yu never came to see me. There is an inexplicable tacit understanding between us. I also thought that we would never meet again, or that it would be difficult to meet so soon, but I didn't expect the goodbye to be so hasty.
Just when I didn't know what to do, He Yuan also stood up and said, "Ms. Yan, she can sit with me."
At this moment, the whole classroom completely exploded, and countless pairs of eyes stared at me. I stood there nervously, not even having the courage to refute.
Teacher Yan didn't expect this situation either, she didn't want to offend either Han Yu or He Hao, so she let me choose who to sit at the same table with.
This is like the choice faced by Hamlet, life or death.
One is Han Yu who saved me from being humiliated, and the other is He Hao's son. I don't want to have any involvement with them, but they are destined to be entangled with each other.
dilemma.
Teacher Yan saw that I hadn't made a decision for a long time, and urged me to make a choice quickly, so as not to delay everyone's class, I was overwhelmed, and finally chose Han Yu.
It took me a long time to realize that this was the best choice I made in my life.
It's just that for me at that time, choosing Han Yu was the result of trade-offs.
Han Yu knows everything about me, whether it is Dihao or what happened that night, he is an insider, I can't tell what kind of feeling I have for him, I seem to be very afraid of him, afraid that he will be like last time Forcing me, but I don't think he is a bad person. He said he would protect me, and I believed it.
After the seats were arranged, Teacher Yan gave some instructions and left, and we continued the class.
I was sitting upright, not even daring to take a breath.
In a trance, I felt a scorching gaze looking at me, but when I tried to find that gaze, it suddenly disappeared again.
The morning self-study soon ended. I didn't hear a word of what the teacher said. First, I didn't understand, and second, because of the seat selection, I was inexplicably uneasy.
As soon as the morning self-study, Han Yu pulled me out of the classroom, and the students around were talking about it. When I passed by He Yuan, I didn't know why, but I felt a chill in his body.
Han Yu pulled me to the air behind the playground. He used a lot of strength, as if he was afraid that I would run away. My wrist was hurt by him. When we arrived at the playground, Han Yu let me go.
Han Yu looked at me, with emotions in his amber eyes that I couldn't understand. He suddenly asked me: "How are you? Are you okay?"
I knew what he was asking. At that moment, I suddenly understood one thing. Something happened, it happened. Even if I didn't want to face it, I couldn't erase its existence.
I shook my head, I said it was not good at all.
In fact, I have nightmares every night. Every nightmare is about everything that happened in that dark night. They seem to have left imprints in my body. The more I want to forget, the more unforgettable they are.
Han Yu suddenly hugged me, buried his head on my shoulder, and said in a hoarse voice: "Bean sprouts, I will protect you in the future."
At that moment, I suddenly had an urge to cry.
Just like a wounded beast, it will quietly find a cave where there is no one to hide and slowly lick its wounds, it will not be sad if it does not cry, but once someone asks for warmth, it can't stand it.
I didn't cry, I had already shed all my tears that night.
After that, we didn't say anything, and Han Yu didn't ask me about He Yuan, nor why I was by He Hao's side after that night.
Some things are like scars, even if they are scabbed, they will bleed into rivers if touched easily.
Class started soon, and Han Yu took me back to the classroom. The teacher hadn't come yet, and the classroom was noisy. Everyone looked at Han Yu and me in disbelief.
Han Yu has always been a loner at school, he has no friends, but has many enemies, but because of his special status, no one dares to provoke him, he is ruthless to everyone, but he is gentle and affectionate to me. I don't know it yet.
There are 5 classes in the morning. I have a poor foundation, and I feel in the fog all morning. I can't understand what the teacher is saying, so I can only reluctantly write down the notes first, and then try to make up for it.
As soon as class time came, Han Yu slept on the table, and the teacher didn't care, and reminded me in a low voice to remember to put on Han Yu's clothes and close the window next to him so that he wouldn't get cold.
I thought at the time that this teacher was really kind, caring so much about the health of my classmates. When I was studying in the countryside, the teacher always had to be careful when I missed a class.