My head was groggy, and my eyes were too empty to hold the tears.
There was a blurry scene in front of my eyes, a man lying on my body, kneading my body wantonly with his big rough hands, they were smiling triumphantly, but I couldn't feel the pain anymore.
The biting cold wrapped me up, and I felt a sharp pain coming from below. The man slammed into my body crazily, and from time to time made a roar like a beast on my body. .
A few men around were urging, saying some filthy words, I couldn't hear what they were saying, I just felt that everything had collapsed.
However, the tyranny has only just begun.
They ravaged and messed with me one after another. Every time they hit, it was like someone holding a boning steel knife, breaking my bones one by one, and cutting off my flesh and blood.
Every time, I feel like I die.
I don't know when, a big hand opened my mouth fiercely, with great force, as if trying to crush my jaw, I gritted my teeth, making the last struggle, even in the To them, my struggle is so ridiculous.
The man opened my mouth eagerly, couldn't wait to stuff his thing in, clasped my head with both hands, let me swallow, and groaned in satisfaction.
I felt my body was hollowed out, and I didn't have any strength in my body, but at that moment, I didn't know where the strength came from. I bit the man's thing fiercely, and I bit it desperately, as if I was hungry. The dog that has been around for a long time bites the food, and will not let go.
The man screamed in pain, and then beat me desperately. At this time, the other three men also started to punch and kick me crazily. The sticky red blood was flowing, but I couldn't feel any pain.
I just won't let up.
At that moment, I suddenly understood why Sister Weiwei would rather go to jail than seek justice for herself, at the price of blood, to regain the dignity she lost in that cold night.
Sister Weiwei is right, a person lives in one breath.
In this world, nothing is fair.
The law of the jungle has always been the law of the jungle.
I heard the sound of bones breaking, and someone smashed a bloody hole in my head. They looked at me in horror, and one of them kicked me again, as if wanting to see if I was dead. Seeing that I didn’t respond , They copied the clothes in a swarm and ran away.
I lay naked in the snow, unconscious all over, and I thought that in this long cold night, my humble life would be completely ended.
I thought I was going to die in this cold night, like so many desperate souls.
Life unfolds endlessly in front of me, it is really too long.
I would love to have light.
But life has always given me only darkness.
At this time, I heard a mess of footsteps, stepping on snowflakes in the cold night, running towards me.
In his sight, he was still wearing a light white hoodie, light brown hair, and those glass-colored eyes filled with fog all year round.
It's Han Yu.
Every time, it was him who came to rescue me on a white horse like a prince in a fairy tale when I was most desperate and helpless.
He knelt in the snow, trembling all over his body, big tears fell from his glazed eyes, he stretched out his hand to hug me, still in that gentle posture.
The more tender he is, the more desperate I am.
I exhausted my last strength, desperate like a trapped animal, and begged him bitterly, "Don't touch me, please."
At that moment, there was nothing more sorrow than death.
Han Yu's body trembled violently, his voice was low and deep, and he said, "Douya, I will never abandon you, Douya, I love you, I love you."
His voice is like the harshest cold wind in this winter, blowing inch by inch in the depths of my heart, like a raging flame burning a city.
He took off his clothes and wrapped them around me. I could feel his body temperature remaining on the clothes, as well as the faint smell of tobacco.
In the countless cold and long nights afterwards, what I missed most was the faint smell of smoke on his body.
I thought death was the end, but in many cases, death is often just another beginning.
Han Yu hugged me, stepped on the snowflakes step by step, and printed a series of winding footprints in the snow.
I thought about death, I thought about ending this short and painful life, the motivation that supported me all the way, all fell apart so easily in this tyranny.
Life is like a deceit that blooms like fireworks.
Han Yu has been holding me, my consciousness is very fuzzy, I don't know where he is going to take me, when I feel the warm hot water irritating my cold skin, I raised my head numbly, and saw Han Yu at a glance That haggard face.
he is crying.
Tears fell silently into the hot tub, watching him cry made me feel uncomfortable too.
I reached out to wipe the tears from his face, I felt his body stiffen, and then he grabbed my hand and cried harder.
After a long time, when I can calmly recall that night, the only thing I regret is that I loved him so late.
I will always remember that night when he hugged me and cried until his heart broke.
I can't remember how I got through that night, I just remember that Han Yu hugged me all the time, never leaving me.
I don't know if it was too tired or what, but I quickly fell asleep in his arms.
After I fell asleep, I kept dreaming, and the dream was always that scene, they surrounded me, looked at me with greedy eyes, and after a while, they were tyrannical on me...
Like falling into an abyss.
I don't know how long I've been asleep, I even think I've been immersed in sleep like this, life is so heavy, what else can I use to fight it
For the next few days, my fever persisted. Han Yu tried his best, and the doctors changed one after another, but I was immersed in the nightmare all the time, unable to extricate myself.
Life has lost its meaning to me.
I don't know how long it took, but I finally woke up from a deep sleep. I felt that my whole body was in flames, and even my bones were hurting, especially the lower part. The tearing pain was something I will never forget.
Han Yu's face was pale, he grabbed my hand, his voice was deep and hoarse, and he said, "Bean sprouts, you are finally awake, bean sprouts, you are finally awake."
My lips were dry, my throat was almost dry, and I looked at Han Yu. After all, there is still a person in this world who cares about my life and death.
I wanted to ask Han Yu if He Hao knew what happened that night, and if he had looked for me, but I didn't dare to ask.
If we hadn't been close, wouldn't I be that deep