I sat by the river for a long time, until the sky was completely dark, and the lead cloud above my head poured down like thick ink.
I wanted to stand up, but my limbs felt a little numb. I rubbed my feet, and when I stood up, I turned my head and saw Han Yu who had been standing behind me.
A lot of snowflakes fell on his shoulders, just standing in the snowflakes, something was missing in my heart.
I looked at Han Yu, although it was very difficult, but I still said to him, "Han Yu, can you lend me some money?"
After I came out of Emgrand, He Hao gave me all my food and clothing. I will definitely not want anything from the He family. I finally went to Rende, and I want to continue studying. At that time, I firmly believed that knowledge can change a person's destiny.
Han Yu said hoarsely, "How much do you want?"
"It's about 2,000 yuan. When I earn money from part-time work, I will pay it back to you as soon as possible."
"Okay, I'll take it for you tomorrow."
I thank Han Yu for respecting me at this moment.
I said, "Also, can I ask you to do something for me?"
"you say."
"Can you check for me, who was that person that night?"
Han Yu and I kept silent about what happened that night. We tried our best to pretend that nothing happened, but I knew that if I wanted to start a new life, I would lose me like Sister Weiwei. I regained my dignity inch by inch.
Otherwise, I will never be able to be reborn. I fight with all my blood, and I want to live with dignity.
Han Yu looked at me with a painful expression, "Bean sprouts, I'm sorry."
I don't know why Han Yu apologized to me. That incident obviously had nothing to do with him. He is the one who needs to apologize the least. If it wasn't for him, I might have died on that snowy night.
In fact, even if I was a little smarter, I would have noticed the unusualness of this incident. It’s just that I was young and ignorant at that time, and I didn’t understand the darkness and complexity of this world.
After a long time, I found out that those men actually went after Han Yu. They tricked me out with fake text messages, and then notified Han Yu. Fortunately, Han Yu was alert, and he brought someone, but he was still too late step.
After that incident, those people were beaten to death or disabled by Han Yu himself. I never knew that Han Yu had such a violent side, because he always looked gentle in front of me.
Han Yu keeps saying sorry to me, painful and affectionate, but I am no longer the clean little bean sprouts I used to be, I am already as good as I can be.
Some people always miss the best time in their life in the torrent of time.
Later Zhou Miao asked me, she said bean sprouts, do you regret it? Regret that you missed the man you love the most in your life at the best time.
I didn't answer Zhou Miao's words, because I couldn't answer them.
That night, I temporarily stayed at Han Yu's house, in the same room as before. When I was sleeping, I locked the door. I lay on the bed and fell asleep quickly.
That night, there was no dream.
When I got up the next day, Han Yu was ready to rebel. There was a big bowl of porridge and a few side dishes, all made by Han Yu himself. He looked at me nervously and asked me if I was ok.
I nodded and said it was delicious, and he immediately laughed, showing two small canine teeth, sunny and handsome, completely different from the usual Han Yu who always has a cold face towards others.
Han Yu hopes that I will live in his house, but after what happened to He Hao, I can’t believe anyone anymore. No matter how good he is to me, I’m afraid that one day he will suddenly show his true colors and hurt me again. Incomplete.
After breakfast, Han Yu took me to the bank to withdraw money, and then took me to see the house.
I walked around a few times and saw a few rental houses. I was lucky. I happened to meet a landlord who was going out to work. The house at home was vacant and eager to rent out. The rent is very cheap, 300 yuan a month, and there is no need to pay a deposit , Just pay the rent to his account on time every month.
After completing the formalities and signing the rental contract, I paid the money to the landlord, who took the money and left in a hurry.
After I rented the house, I finally felt a big stone in my heart. The house was not big, just a one-room suite, but for me at that time, it was already paradise.
When the landlord left, he left some clean daily necessities for me. I tidied them up and went to the supermarket with Han Yu to buy some daily necessities. Just like that, a small home was furnished alright.
I'm not an ungrateful person either, Han Yu has helped me so much, I plan to invite him out for a meal as a thank you.
Han Yu was a little surprised. He froze for a moment, looked at me embarrassedly, and asked me, "Can you cook?"
I knew how to cook when I was very young, but I was afraid that Han Yu would not be used to it. He is so rich and used to eating delicacies from mountains and seas. How can the food I cook compare with the food in those hotels and restaurants outside.
Han Yu said he wanted to try my cooking skills, but I couldn’t beat him, so I had to go out and buy some vegetables and come back. Han Yu likes to eat fish, so I bought a big grass carp and fried a vegetable, the two of us Sitting around the small table, for some reason, I suddenly felt that the two of us were a bit like a newly married couple.
When I thought of this, I immediately stopped thinking about it. How could I be worthy of Han Yu? I used to be too overwhelmed, so I thought that He Hao also liked me. The relationship between people is the most important thing in the world. Complicated formulas.
That night, it was snowing heavily outside the house, and Han Yu and I ate up a large bowl of fish. He burped in satisfaction and said that this was the most delicious meal he had ever eaten. I laughed at him, what did he say? Didn't say anything.
After packing up the dishes, it was getting late. After Han Yu left, I suddenly felt that the room was empty, and there was snow falling outside. I walked to the window like a ghost, and saw Han Yu leaning against the downstairs chair A telegraph pole, a cigarette in his finger, snowflakes on his shoulders.
I stood in front of the window, I don't know how long I stood there, until the ground was piled up with cigarette butts, the street lights were dim, and his back was stretched, I just kept looking at him, and disappeared at the end of the night.
Snow gently covers the world, no matter how ugly and dirty the world is.
A sleepless night.
The next morning, as soon as I got up, Han Yu knocked on the door. I opened the door and saw a steaming white bag in his hand, with a slight smile on his face, he shook his hand pocket, saying it was for my breakfast.
I didn't refuse either. After breakfast, the two of us went to school together. When we were at the school gate, I saw the familiar Audi car.
It is said that the past is like smoke, but how can the past be like smoke