It's not that I can't see it, it's just that I just experienced that kind of thing now, like a frightened bird, I don't dare to believe in love easily anymore.
When you love someone wholeheartedly, but only get hurt in the end, it will be difficult for you to love another person unreservedly like before.
Once bitten by a snake and afraid of well ropes for ten years, this is the most fatal weakness of every woman, and for me now, how to survive in this dangerous world is far more important than those illusory love affairs .
I didn't speak, and Zhou Miao didn't continue to ask any more questions, she has always been a person who knows how to accept when she is good, although she does things fiercely, she never targets without purpose.
Han Yu came back soon, carrying a big bag of beer and drinks in his hand. After the dishes were ready, the four of us sat around together. Zhou Miao opened a bottle of soda for Zhou Ting. Zhou Ting was very happy. giggling.
The three of us all opened beer, I don’t hold a lot of alcohol, but today is a teacher’s banquet, and it’s necessary to drink some wine for fun, but I didn’t know that once I drank too much, I just kept standing there Saying He Hao's name, I called him, but there was no one on the other end of the line. In the end, it was Han Yu who snatched my phone from me and smashed it to the ground with a bang.
My mind was in chaos, as if someone was crying in my ear, and the noise in my head was very loud. Suddenly, I didn't know where the strength came from, stood up from the chair, and ran out wearing slippers.
It was snowing outside, the cold wind was blowing on my face like a knife, I was running in the snow, I didn't know where I wanted to go, I didn't know how long I ran, I didn't have any consciousness in my mind, waiting for me When I realized it, I saw a familiar house, which was He Hao's original villa.
In my mind, He Hao's face was repeated over and over again, I suddenly squatted on the side of the road, hugged my knees tightly, and burst into tears.
I don't know how long I have been crying. At this time, a black car drove over. When I saw the car, I knew it was He Hao. What is he doing here at this time? Does he also miss our past? Does he still like me
I was so happy that I couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my face. After the driver went down and opened the door, I saw the scene in the car. My whole body seemed to be frozen by ice and snow.
Soon, He Hao got out of the car with a woman in his arms. He kissed that woman, rubbed his ears together, and his ambiguous laughter fell in my ears, like a thunderclap, rang in my ears.
There is nothing greater than death, and the despair in my heart grows wildly like grass.
I huddled in the corner, shivering all over, I don't know if it was cold or I was shocked by such a scene, I always had a glimmer of hope for He Hao, I was still waiting for him to come to me, Tell me it's just his fascination...
I felt as uncomfortable as if thousands of needles were pricking at the same time, but I suddenly stopped crying and watched their figures disappear with empty eyes.
Soon, a light came on in a certain room upstairs in the villa, and a familiar figure was reflected on the curtains. That was the room where I slept, and I don’t know how many women slept in that bed.
For no reason, I suddenly felt nauseated, and then I threw up when I lowered my head. I vomited until there was nothing left in my stomach, and I could only retch. At this time, I felt an extra piece of clothing on my back. Warm, with a familiar vanilla smell.
I suddenly looked up, and what caught my eyes was Han Yu's skinny face like a knife. I don't know if I was too drunk to wake up. I couldn't see his face clearly. I wanted to say something, but my lips moved After a few strokes, I couldn't say a word.
I can't remember how Han Yu put me on his back. I lay on his broad back, buried my head deeply in his neck, and greedily sucked the fragrance of his body.
I felt dizzy in my head, and I didn't know how long I had slept in a daze. When I woke up, Han Yu had already left. There was a box of cold medicine on the bedside table, with a note under it.
The note was left to me by Han Yu. His handwriting was strong and powerful, and I recognized it at a glance. There were a few words written on the note, saying that the porridge was cooked for me in the pot, and there was also boiled in the water bottle. After I got up, I took the medicine first.
I stared at the note in a daze for an unknown amount of time, got up from the bed in a dazed state, made a cup of cold medicine, and stood in front of the window with a porcelain bowl in my hand. It was snowing outside and everything was bleak, but I knew, Spring is coming soon.
After taking the medicine, I drank more than half a bowl of porridge, and after sweating, my whole body was warmed up a lot. At this time, it was just dawn, and suddenly someone knocked on the door outside, making a loud bang.
It's so early, I don't know who is here, I was worried that it was a bad person, so I picked up a wooden stick prepared in the corner, and then went to open the door, when the door was opened, I saw Xiaohua standing there crying like a tearful person. at the door.
I froze for a moment, and then pulled her in. She probably came on foot, covered in snow, with cold palms, and purple lips.
I poured her a glass of water and asked her what happened, if she was bullied again in Dihao, Xiao Hua held the hot water and said tearfully, "Bean sprouts, I... I was bullied by him."
There was a buzzing in my head, Xiaohua is a very conservative person, not only because she comes from a backward and poor family, but also because of her belief since she was a child, this is also the last line of defense that every woman values, so Xiaohua When I said that, my first reaction was that she was raped.
Just thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable all over my body, and all the things I tried so hard to forget come back to my mind.
I looked at Xiaohua, my voice trembling, "Xiaohua, speak slowly, what is going on?"
Xiaohua kept crying, and finally explained the matter clearly. It turned out that it was the man named Tan that she said she liked before. The man was called Tan Xinsheng, and he was the director of a unit. I am doing business outside, so I am very rich.
Tan Xinsheng helped Xiaohua a few times. Every time he went to Emgrand, he would order Xiaohua. After a long time, Tan Xinsheng began to show his liking for Xiaohua. He pursued all kinds of fanatical pursuits of Xiaohua. Last night, Tan Xinsheng deliberately waited until Xiaohua After work, he said he would take her to a place, but after persuading Xiao Hua to get drunk, he put Xiao Hua to sleep.
It was only later that I learned that Tan Xinsheng's behavior was seduction, which was worse than rape. Once he called the police, he would have to stay there for at least ten years.