When I left, Han Yu was still sleeping. I watched him for a long time. Han Yu is actually very handsome, just like the young master of a big family in TV dramas. He is tall and gentle. I never dreamed of it. He will like me.
If there is still a chance, I want to start all over again with him, but I know that there will be no if.
At 5 o'clock in the morning on the street, the cold wind was howling, blowing like a knife. I was wearing thick clothes, but walking on the street still felt as cold as soaking in ice water. Except for a few cleaners who got up early on the street , not a single person can be seen.
I remembered that when I first came to the city, I was tricked by Sister Feng to go to the red-light district, and almost lost my virginity. The night I came out of the police station, it was also such a cold and strange street. I walked alone in the cold wind, and I thought I would die in In that snowstorm.
But I survived.
The wind and snow didn't kill me, but those who cannibalize people, they killed Xiaohua.
Why are our lives so cheap? I am not reconciled, so I want to avenge Xiaohua, and I also want to live a bloody life. The more they look down on me, the more I want to show them how strong I am.
When I found Tan Xinsheng's house, I cut off the lock on the big iron gate of his villa with a knife, and then rushed into the villa. Tan Xinsheng and his wife were sleeping on the bed. Xinsheng's lower body was chopped off, and blood splashed all over my body. Tan Xinsheng woke up from his sleep screaming like a pig being slaughtered, and then passed out from the pain.
Tan Xinsheng's wife screamed in fright. She hid in the corner of the bed naked, begging me not to kill her.
I sneered, when you found someone to deal with Xiao Hua, did you ever think about leaving her alive? When I think of Xiaohua, I suddenly feel a pang of sadness in my heart.
Tan Xinsheng's wife screamed in fright, hiding in the corner of the bed and trembling all over, I looked at her numbly, if it wasn't for this woman, Xiaohua would still be alive, no matter how big a mistake she made, Xiaohua didn't deserve to die.
Later, I asked many people, I said, is it wrong to love someone? They gave me different answers, but I will always remember that someone said to me, bean sprouts, if you want to be invincible, you should not have love.
Love is a weakness, love and desire.
I laughed like a lunatic, and I asked her why she treated Xiaohua like that, the woman seemed to understand something suddenly, she knelt on the bed and begged me bitterly, she didn't have the usual pampering at all.
At that moment, there was only one thought in my mind, I wanted to avenge Xiao Hua, and without thinking about it, I swung the machete in my hand and slashed at the woman's face. The woman was so frightened that she didn't even have the strength to move. After chopping her face, I finally seemed to be alive.
But it wasn't over yet. I picked up the chair next to me and hit Tan Xinsheng and his wife one after another. Blood was everywhere on the bed. Looking at the two people who passed out, I felt unprecedentedly happy.
I didn't run, I sat on the cold ground with a machete, I didn't feel scared at that time, I only had one thought in my mind, I finally avenged Xiao Hua.
The police came soon, and I didn't resist, but the police looked at me like they were treating a vicious prisoner. I was handcuffed and escorted to the police car by them.
I remember the night when I was almost raped by Zhu Dagui in the red light district. The same police car flashed with red and blue lights, which gave me a little psychological comfort when I was walking on the verge of collapse. In fact, although I was very afraid of facing the police , but I know in my heart that they will protect good people.
At the end of the night, the morning is cool, and the sky is breaking.
The moment I was escorted into the police car, the sky was completely white. I stood in front of the police car and looked up at the sky. This may be the most beautiful sky I have ever seen in my life.
After I arrived at the police station, the police began to question me for a long time. I pleaded guilty very well, and I told them all the details verbatim. I knew my behavior was a crime, but I had to do it.
After the interrogation was over, the police officer who presided over my trial asked me in a complicated tone, "Is it worth it to spend your whole life with you just to avenge your sister?"
There are many things in this world that do not count on rewards, and are not worth it. Xiaohua is still so young, but she was killed by them. If I don’t do something, I am not even worthy of being a human being, and I will only be trampled on for the rest of my life. On the spine, life is worse than death.
Because I voluntarily pleaded guilty, the police sent me directly to the detention center. A few days later, they transferred me from the detention center to the detention center to await the final trial.
Tan Xinsheng and his wife are not dead. Tan Xinsheng's lifeline was cut off by me. This life is inhumane. His wife was also disfigured and limped a leg. Although they did not die, they paid the due price. I just want them to live in pain for the rest of their lives and live in repentance forever.
After I was imprisoned, I never saw Han Yu again. I know that he has been running outside for me, and even entrusted a lawyer to meet me, but I dare not see him, I am afraid of seeing him like that. Face, all my strength will fall apart.
I can not go back.
The life in the detention center is actually not difficult, because I am a minor, so there are 4 people in the cell where I live, two of them are also minor prisoners, one is for housing prostitution, one is for theft, and the other is because of drug trafficking.
The four of them lived in a cell of less than 5 square meters. They ate and drank in this small space, and there was always an unpleasant smell in the cell.
The quilt was a bit moldy, and the thread at one end was torn about 10 cm, revealing half of the dark quilt. When it was cold at night, I could only shrink back desperately, wrap the quilt tightly around my body, and often lost my mind. I stayed up all night in a muddle, and my teeth were chattering with the cold.
The detention center eats three meals a day on time, and everyone eats the same food. There will also be meat on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. Some rich people can also pay for extra meals by themselves.
In fact, I am not afraid of these things. When I was a child in the countryside, I suffered all kinds of hardships. After I came to Emgrand, I was always bullied. Now this is not the worst.
Every day, different people come to interrogate me, and I will cooperate very well. I can’t remember how long I have been in there. That day, the prison guard came to take me and said that someone wanted to meet me, and this person was not Han Yu.
I don't know who else will come to meet me except Han Yu. Among the few people I know, those who have the ability to reach the sky still remember me. I can't think of anyone except Han Yu.