The picture in the room made Dingguagua very unacceptable. Although he had always hoped that his parents and brother would have a very bad life after his death, when he saw such a picture with his own eyes, he actually felt that he Not happy. He was even a little angry - before he died, his brother had received his bone marrow and had been cured, and then his burden has died, why does his brother still cough
Ding Guagua was very unhappy, so the air in the room became more gloomy and cold, and Ding Ming, Ding Guagua's brother, coughed even more.
"Amin, don't listen to your advice! Your body can't support it for a long time. The person who donated the bone marrow has been found. Do you know how rare this is? And he himself agreed to donate. Why do you Do you want to refuse? You are digging my heart!"
Mother Ding looked at Ding Ming, who had been coughing, and burst into tears. Ding Guagua looked at his mother, and found that it had only been a year, and his not-so-beautiful mother had become more haggard and old. She seemed to see no smile on her face, and she always looked sad. This made Dingguagua not very happy again.
Ding Ming coughed twice, looked at Mother Ding and smiled with difficulty: "Mother, the blood in my body is Guagua now, Guagua has suffered so much because of saving me, he obviously doesn't like it Those who don’t like to drink chicken soup with braised pork, but eat those things for me every day. I have gained more than 20 kilograms from my body weight, and he is obviously a third-grade child, but he looks like Like a sixth grader."
"Cough... Cough, he must have been ridiculed and ridiculed a lot at school. How painful is it to extract stem cells? Even adults can't stand it. How old is he? He suffered so much. I I remember he hated injections the most, but how many injections did he take for me?"
Ding Ming's voice was very light, but every word he uttered was unbearably heavy. "Mother, I'm bleeding Guagua's blood now, this is the only proof that Guagua is still alive. He suffered so much for me, what right do I have to replace his blood without his consent? Woolen cloth?"
"Unless Guagua himself told me, I would never have surgery."
Mother Ding suddenly heard about her youngest son again. She couldn't hold back her strong emotions any longer, and suddenly she hugged her eldest son and burst into tears.
"What the hell did I do in my last life! Why do my children suffer so much?! God! I am willing to bear all the pain for my children, please stop tossing my children! Guagua is already dead, if Amin dies again, what am I still alive for?"
Father Ding, who had been silent all the time, also thumped the sofa he was sitting on as if to vent, and then he said in the unbelievable eyes of Mother Ding: "This is life, let him go."
Mother Ding suddenly yelled: "How can this be life! My son can't die! He has to have surgery! He has to have surgery!!"
Mother Ding shouted and shouted, and suddenly she saw the incomparably calm eyes of her son on the opposite side, she closed her mouth in an instant, and her expression became extremely sad, even desperate.
"My melons are gone. I watch him eat those things every night, and I can't wait to take them out of his mouth. I hold him for an injection, and I hear him tell me that he hurts. I think about it every time. , let my Guagua go through this painful thing quickly, eat fat and save Amin, he can continue to be happy, he can be what he wants to eat, I must change him every day Do what he likes. Finally, my two sons are healed, and the surgery is finally done. Finally, my Guagua doesn't have to suffer anymore, and my Amin can be healthy."
"But why is God so cruel?"
"Why, Guagua, is he going to play by the lake?"
"Why was he so careless when he was playing and fell into the water?"
Mother Ding touched her tears calmly, as if it was not her who was yelling just now. She looked at her eldest son calmly and said, "The moment I saw Guagua's body, I was thinking, why is it my Guagua who died? Why not you?"
Ding Ming's expression was stunned for a moment, and Ding's father shouted: "Shut up!"
But Mother Ding continued to talk to herself: "Since you died to save you, then you must live. Otherwise, didn't Guagua die in vain?"
Ding Guagua looked at the three people who were suddenly quiet in the room, and felt that the atmosphere in the room made him feel very sad, as if they were all on the edge of a cliff. As long as there was a slight gust of wind, all three of them would fall into the abyss. .
He suddenly remembered the pictures before his death, he remembered the unwillingness when he died, this is what he has always remembered, he was unwilling to die, so he was angry and resentful. But he forgot that in addition to this anger and resentment, he had other emotions.
He was sad that he would never see his dad who hugged him every day, made him ride around his neck, and ran around with him.
He was sad that he would never see his mother who kissed him and cooked him all kinds of delicious food every day.
He is also sad that he can no longer ask his brother to help him with his homework, secretly let his brother take him out to play, buy himself snacks, and can no longer say to his classmates: I have a very good one. His older brother, he has excellent academic performance and is said to be a genius.
He was sad, but he was also happy when he thought about his parents and his brother. He was even more sad and angry because he thought that they were very happy, but that he would never be able to see them again from now on. Would they be happier without themselves? Will they forget themselves
The dead Ding Gua Gua thought like this, and then in this uncertain worry, he gradually forgot everything, only remembering his unwillingness and anger when he died. Ah, I'm dead, they must be happier, they forgot about me.
However, they didn't forget me, they loved me and missed me, just like I miss them all the time.
The huge resentment on Ding Guagua's body was like a haze irradiated by the sun at this moment, and it disappeared without a trace in an instant. His figure became transparent, and the whole person looked more rounded and lovely.
Ren Zhu was a little surprised when he saw such a change, and then felt a little distressed. And Yi Xiao silently looked at the reason why Ding Guagua was getting more and more painful, as if he was about to enter reincarnation soon, and suddenly raised his hand.
The people of the Ding family, who had been extremely silent, suddenly felt a gust of wind blowing in the house, and then in front of the three of them, a figure gradually appeared.
Mother Ding's originally shocked and frightened expression became unbelievable in an instant after seeing the figure clearly, and Father Ding's figure shook and even his hands trembled. As for Ding Ming, he coughed vigorously, but stared at the figure for a long time before saying uncertainly, "Guagua?"
Ding Guagua made him anxious that he was about to leave soon, but he suddenly heard a cry from his brother, and he subconsciously responded: "Brother!"
Then he was stunned.
"Brother?! Dad, Mom! Can you see me?!"
Ding Guagua waved his hand anxiously, wanting to be more sure of his guess. But Mother Ding directly covered her mouth and kept shouting Guagua's name while crying. Father Ding reached out to grab Ding Guagua's arm, but his palm went through the white translucent arm.
Dingguagua can be sure that his parents and brother can see him. As long as this can be determined, that's fine.
So Dingguagua showed a big smile. He cautiously stepped forward to hug his brother and father, and finally stopped by her mother's side and said to her mother and family: "Don't cry. I'm not coming back to see you. Yet?"
"However, I may not have much time. Hey, this is a bit depressing. Before, I thought that you all missed me, so I had no way to reincarnate. Now I know that you all miss me very much, I As soon as you are happy, you will go to reincarnation. There is no way to accompany you."
Dingguagua touched her mother's hand: "Mom, brother, father, although I was very unhappy, scared, and sad when I died. But I was afraid that I would never see you again and that you would forget me. Sad, but now I know that you all love me very much, so I'm not sad anymore. I'm still very happy."
"I think you will always remember me in the future, so I'm not afraid anymore."
"However, I'm still a little pissed off."
Mother Ding wiped away her tears and said quickly, "Why is Guagua angry? Tell mother, and mother will help you out."
Dingguagua pouted and looked at his mother: "You and your father look very unhealthy. They are not as beautiful and handsome as before. I am not very happy."
Ding Guagua looked at his brother again: "I have already donated blood to you, and I have suffered so much, but you are unsatisfactory and unwilling to continue treatment. I am very unhappy."
Ding Ming wiped his face fiercely, he looked at the increasingly transparent little brother tremblingly, and said, "Would you be happy if I received treatment?"
Ding Guagua thought for a while, then shook his head: "You have to receive treatment, and you have to live a healthy life until you are very old. Help me take care of my parents, and don't forget me, then I will be happy."
Ding Ming laughed and cried. He nodded and promised his firmest promise: "Okay. I will live a healthy life, take good care of my parents, and never forget you. Be happy. Bar."
So, Dingguagua smiled, and the morning sunlight came in through the window, making this smile extremely bright and beautiful.
"I love you all very much, but I'm leaving. If I have a next life, I'd like to be your child and brother. Then, let's live happily together."
"I used to be afraid to leave, but now, I'm not afraid anymore."