After Kong Yixiang left, Lin Qinghan sat alone in the room, leaning on a chair. After a long time, she slowly stretched out her hand and pulled the piece of paper out of the book. Very ordinary A4 paper, just a sketch on it. The monotonous colors and lines of the pencil outline the profile of a girl on the paper. The long hair is blown by the wind and covers the eyes, making it unreal.
But the eyes exposed between the hair seem to have souls, the star-like expression in the middle is like reality, and the expression with a little smile in the indifference jumps on the paper, very realistic.
Lin Qinghan looked at it for a long time, and traced her fingers between the eyebrows and eyes of the person in the portrait, as if she could really touch her. After an unknown amount of time, she looked up at the time, it was already seven o'clock, and their reunion dinner should begin.
She was not sad, because it wasn't her reunion, her reunion was missing after Lin Yan left, and now, she looked down at the person in the painting, and laughed bitterly, completely gone.
She put away the portrait and put it into a file bag, which already had a thick stack of paintings. When she opened it, she could see the same person inside with different expressions, and then closed it and locked it.
On this New Year's Eve, the house was heated enough, but Lin Qinghan's heart was unspeakably cold. She was determined to look at the night sky that alternated between light and dark. The ink in her eyes was getting darker and darker. Since they wanted a good heir, then she as they intended.
At twelve o'clock in the morning, she received a message on her phone
Mo Sheng: Happy New Year, Qinghan.
She stared blankly at the news, her fingers landed on the screen, and in the end she didn't have the courage to go back, but even though her heart was so lonely and desolate at this time, Qu Mojing was the bright color in her heart after all, and she couldn't erase it.
Qu Mojing didn't wait for Lin Qinghan's news, and felt a little relieved and a little disappointed. Does this mean that she will not wait for her news on New Year's Eve.
Looking at the good night, good morning that started to break, she had a lot of thoughts. Just thinking of Lin Qinghan and the Kong family celebrating the New Year this year, she felt a little more worried. Without Lin Yan, can Lin Qinghan have a happy New Year at that home
The holiday that was less than two weeks in the third year of high school came to an end soon. When Qu Mojing walked into the classroom, most of the people in the classroom were already seated, and Lin Qinghan's seat was still empty.
She stopped for a while, then walked to her seat. Xiao Yancheng didn't see her for a winter vacation, so he stopped talking with his deskmate and came over to say hello to her.
"Qu Mojing, how was the winter vacation, and the homework is all done?" He had a smile in his eyes, his voice was low, and his hair was neatly groomed. To be honest, he was really handsome.
Qu Mojing just raised her head: "It's done." Then she opened her schoolbag, took out a few books, and glanced at Xiao Yancheng again: "Is there anything else? I want to read."
Xiao Yancheng seemed to be used to his indifference and didn't care, he just asked, "Have you thought about which university to go to? Is it Yenching University?"
Qu Mojing glanced at him, and then saw Lin Qinghan who had just entered the classroom behind him. She also saw Qu Mojing, stood at the door and paused, then sat down in her seat in silence.
Qu Mojing didn't have the heart to deal with Xiao Yancheng, but just shook his head: "I didn't make a decision."
Lin Qinghan has been paying attention to her quietly. Hearing these cold words, he felt a little relieved, but he was a little hesitant. Qu Mojing told her that she should not focus on her and communicate more with the people around her. After listening to her words, no matter how indifferent she was, she would answer the questions of her classmates and sometimes take the initiative to help them. .
She knew that Qu Mo had a soft heart, so she took the initiative to contact her that time and had a peaceful talk with her at home. It was clear that she wanted to return to the way she was before, but she was the first to be unable to hold on.
When her mind has changed and she is understood, Qu Mojing's closeness will make her continue to reminisce like a madman, and sometimes even have some delusions. She is so tortured by this feeling that she can only escape.
But when she entered the door and saw Xiao Yancheng talking to her, her heart was suddenly tense, and she was afraid that Qu Mojing would give a little response. She always felt that Qu Mojing said that she was still young was just an excuse. If she was a boy, maybe Qu Mojing would not reject her so firmly.
But even if Qu Mojing didn't like her all her life, she still wanted to be closer to her. As long as she was sure where she was, she could go and fight with Kong Yixiang, but Qu Mojing never mentioned it.
In the second semester of high school, all the courses are over, and the review round is halfway through. The students in the class are basically doing questions and taking paper exams. This year, their province encountered the reform of the college entrance examination. The last session was the last session of the new curriculum reform. The difficulty of the college entrance examination paper was relatively low. There were more than 200 people in the Yanjing Affiliated High School, with a maximum score of 707 points.
The teachers of all subjects in the class thought that the college entrance examination would not be too difficult for the first students of the new curriculum reform, but Qu Mojing remembered clearly that the school made mistakes in the prediction of the college entrance examination this year, and many students suffered from problems in mathematics and theory. Waterloo, after the math exam, many students lost their minds, and some even squatted on the playground and cried.
The difficulty of one math volume has caused many students' mentality to collapse directly, especially the students who usually score between 120 and 130, many of them even only have more than 100 points. The increasing difficulty of the comprehensive calculation also made them feel extremely uncomfortable.
In general, most of the questions currently used in the teaching aids are not as difficult to keep up with. Although I can't remember exactly what was tested, Qu Mojing still remembers some types of questions. From the summer vacation after the end of her second year of high school, she was sorting out information, and now it is almost the same.
Lin Qinghan basically didn't leave her seat after class, and kept her head down to do the questions. It was only half a year after she returned to Kong's house, and she has changed a lot. The person sitting there had a straight back, and a school uniform that didn't fit very well was clean and tidy. She was wearing a white wool fleece underneath, revealing the collar of a light blue shirt. The coldness between her eyebrows was slightly restrained by her. It becomes more and more obvious when the eyebrows are asked seriously.
Few of the classmates in the class would take the initiative to say hello to her now, not because she was isolated, but because the aura of her concentration was so condensed that it was difficult to get close to her.
The 17-year-old Lin Qinghan, who can control everything with every gesture, seems to be gradually showing up in Lin Qinghan, but Qu Mojing can't tell how uncomfortable it is.
She took a deep breath and walked gently in front of Lin Qinghan. The person who lowered his head and wrote quickly stopped writing almost immediately, looked up at her, and couldn't see what she was thinking at the moment in his dark eyes.
"What's wrong?" She opened her mouth, her voice also cold and indifferent.
Qu Mojing didn't have any extra expressions, just handed her the printed and bound materials: "I think the difficulty of this year's materials is a bit low. According to the usual practice, it is difficult for one year, easy for one year, but this year may not be easy."
Lin Qinghan's eyes swayed for a while, and he lowered his head to look at the information on the table, and then looked at her again: "Did you organize it yourself?"
Qu Mojing was stunned and nodded: "It's only five months away from the college entrance examination, so don't stress too much, and don't think too much."
Lin Qinghan looked at her with the information, and after a long time she chuckled: "Don't worry, I'm fine."
No matter in this life or in the previous life, Qu Mojing has never been so entangled. She sighed silently and returned to her position. Maybe after going abroad, Lin Qinghan's thoughts about wrong payment can be dissipated.
Qu Sheng has been preparing for Qu Mojing to study abroad, and Qu Mojing has also taken the SAT exam and is preparing to apply for foreign universities.
On the day of the college entrance examination, Lin Qinghan came to the examination room alone. Most of the students of the Yanjing No. 1 High School attached to the school were taking exams in their own school. When they walked to the school gate, they saw Qu Mojing.
She was wearing a blue dress, her hair was not tied up as usual, but two strands were braided behind her head with a silver hairpin.
She was already very tall, and this outfit completely complimented her figure. With her slender waist and fair and slender calves, she stood at the door with a parasol, attracting passing candidates to look at her frequently.
Lin Qinghan looked at her and couldn't take her eyes away. After a long time, her heart sank, and she walked in front of her, but she didn't know what to say.
Qu Mojing smiled slightly: "Have you brought your admission ticket and ID card with you?"
"Well, you... let's go." Lin Qinghan glanced at the eyes of the boys around, and took Qu Mojing away from the door. She likes Qu Mojing's dazzling appearance, but hates those people's too warm eyes.
They didn't talk all the way to the examination room. When they entered the examination room, Qu Mojing stopped and looked at her: "Come on, Lin Qinghan."
Lin Qinghan turned to look at her with a look of sadness and joy. The two of them stood on the playground in the corridor and looked at each other quietly. No one knew what the two girls with outstanding temperament were thinking. Beside them, the students who looked a little nervous and dignified kept walking past them to the teaching building behind them. The two people standing still in the crowd seemed to be separated from the rushing and tense army around them, like a silent film for a while.
After a long time, Lin Qinghan slid down his astringent throat and said, "Qu Mojing, can you hug me again?"
Qu Mojing only felt that his heart was pulled, the pain was unbearable, unfamiliar and intense. Her eyes were a little hot, she walked slowly to her, and then hugged Lin Qinghan gently.
Three years ago, Qu Mojing gave her a hug and sent her into the examination room. After chasing her for so long, she got what she wanted and entered the attached middle school with her. Three years later, she asked Qu Mojing for a hug to send her into the examination room, but she already knew that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't keep up with her, and Qu Mojing was going abroad. She accidentally saw her reading a book before, she glanced at the SAT materials, and she knew that Qu Mojing had already made plans. And she, the Kong family can't allow her to get out of their control now, she can only stay in Yanjing.
At the most powerless age, it was really painful to meet someone who would spend the most time with her. She didn't want to let go of Qu Mojing, but now she can't keep up with her anymore.
But she can't admit defeat, she won't admit defeat, Qu Mojing is flying so high, she can't stand still.
On June 8, 2012, the college entrance examination was over, and the parting of the graduation season was always sad and heavy for these children. But at the same time, it is also a time for a group of young boys and girls with beautiful thoughts to open their hearts.
On June 23, when the college entrance examination results inquiry began, Qu Mojing was a little nervous at home, even more nervous than when she was waiting for the SAT results. Lin Qinghan was in such a wrong state that day, and she was afraid of affecting her performance.
But she was holding her mobile phone, but she couldn't send the question. She Jiayi and Chen Yao in the group were already announcing the good news. She Jiayi scored 624 points. Although she couldn't go to Yenching University, she was also a heavyweight. Chen Yao's score of 608 was also overjoyed.
Qu Mojing saw the news and sent congratulations in the group. Over there She Jiayi@she and Lin Qinghan asked about the score, but Lin Qinghan did not appear. Qu Mojing put down the phone with some melancholy, but did not reply. In fact, she did not do well in the exam herself. Every time she took a question in the exam room, she wondered if Lin Qinghan could do it, for fear that she would be emotionally unstable and perform abnormally. And this time, she didn't have Lin Qinghan's admission ticket, so she couldn't check it for her. .
On the morning of June 25, the students of Yanjing Affiliated Middle School returned to school to get their transcripts and prepared to report their volunteer materials.
Lin Qinghan came very late, the last class meeting in the class was over, many emotional classmates had red eyes, and the atmosphere was very sad for a while.
Qu Mojing was absent-minded. The classmates were discussing going to dinner together and saying goodbye. She just looked at the door until a tall figure stood in front of her, it was Xiao Yancheng.
He seemed to be very nervous, and his face was a little red. Finally, he mustered up his courage and said, "Classmate Qu Mojing, I... I like you. You said that learning is the most important thing, but now We're graduating, you... can you try to accept me?"
Qu Mojing didn't expect Xiao Yancheng to make such a high-profile confession. Before she could say anything, the surrounding classmates began to coax: "Together, together, together!"
Qu Mojing frowned, her face darkened, she didn't like this method, but she didn't say the words she refused, and a condensed word suddenly came in her ear: "Sorry, I'm late."
Qu Mojing and Xiao Yancheng looked at the door at the same time, and were stunned.
The author has something to say: Xiao Linzi: rob my daughter-in-law before I grow up, believe it or not, I will bite you!
Qu Mojing: ... There was a soft and waxy daughter-in-law in front of me back then, I didn't cherish it, I went up and licked it a few times. I can't regret it till now, if you give me another chance, I... I can only watch her become an ice ball