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Liu Yu'an's pretty face flushed red, and then showed an uncontrollable twisted expression. Nangong Jingnu has not paid attention to him anymore, but this scene has not escaped Qi Yan's eyes.
The two looked at each other, Liu Yu'an was shocked by the sharpness in those amber eyes, and left embarrassed.
After walking out of the wing and walking out for a long time, Liu Yu'an still had some lingering fears, which was a trembling feeling from the depths of his heart, as if the person who just looked at him was not a gentle civil servant, but a decisive and decisive man. Military generals can take their own lives while talking and laughing.
Liu Yu'an thought right: Qi Yan was really angry.
There were only two people left in the bedroom. Nangong Jingnu raised her hand and gently stroked Qi Yan's face, rubbing her thumb on the still red and swollen area: "Does it still hurt?"
Qi Yan: "Well, it hurts."
Nangong Jingnu quickly took her hand away and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, Ben Gong didn't come back to accompany you right away."
Qi Yan laughed silently, unable to hide the brilliance in his eyes.
Nangong Jingnu's face flushed: "Why are you looking at me like that? Yes... Is there something dirty on my face?"
Qi Yan held Nangong Jingnu's hand in the palm of his hand: "Your Highness is jealous." Although it was an inquiry sentence, Qi Yan said it as a declarative sentence.
Nangong Jingnu's eyes flickered, and he hesitated: "Why does Ben Gong eat a man's vinegar?"
Qi Yan smiled brighter and replied in a low voice, "But I'm jealous."
Nangong Jingnu's red lips parted slightly, her eyes widened, and she stared at Qi Yan without blinking. The latter read out the look of surprise and surprise in the other's eyes, and his heart swelled up warmly.
A touch of crimson climbed up Nangong Jingnu's fair cheeks, she lowered her head slightly, and the corners of her mouth twitched unconsciously.
Nangong Jingnu: "What can you be jealous of...?"
Qi Yan: "Of course it's the same reason as Your Highness."
Bei's teeth crossed his lower lip: "Rogue."
After a while of silence, the two of them laughed in unison, perhaps because of this "heart-to-heart", or because they were laughing at the fact that they took an irrelevant person so seriously and lost their sense of purpose.
Under the influence of Qi Yan, Nangong Jingnu has also grown into an indifferent temperament. In recent years, she has rarely clearly expressed her emotions and likes and dislikes, and Qi Yan has always been like this, but she did not expect the two to meet each other. When dealing with Liu Yu'an, they lost their attitude.
Qi Yan said lightly: "The days are not too short. Tomorrow, I will send someone to give Liu Gongzi some entanglements. Please ask him to choose another place."
Nangong Jingnu: "Well, there are some things that come out of that person... I can't tell what it is, but I don't like it very much."
Qi Yan explained: "There are some people in this world that are actually very strange, such as children from aristocratic families. All day long, they shout that they are tired of their families, and their talents are robbed by their background, like a pearl covered in dust. But the strange thing is, Often he just shouted fiercely, and whenever he reported his family name, he would mention his own background, intentionally or unintentionally, and even wished to hang his family tree on his chest, so that the uninformed would know how prosperous his family was."
Nangong Jingnu smiled and gave Qi Yan an angry look: "It's really better to offend a general than a civil servant. Why didn't I find your mouth so tricky before?"
Hearing this, Qi Yan's face did not turn red or his heart skipped a beat, and he replied calmly, "Thank you, Your Highness, for your praise."
Nangong Jingnv: "You told me before that Liu Yu'an has always been troubled by his outstanding appearance, and feels that he has been burdened by his appearance for so many years of unfair treatment, but why doesn't he rely on his appearance a lot? Showing a 'superior, first-class' attitude."
Qi Yan: "Well, there are thousands of expressions in the world, this time maybe the minister's eyes are clumsy."
Nangong Jingnu shook her head: "You have done a good job, since ancient times people are the most unpredictable, and you have no deep friendship with that person, it is not easy to see his essence so quickly, and I don't know if I can reach your age. You can't have the ability to know people."
Qi Yan couldn't help but glance at Nangong Jingnu: "How do you feel that His Highness is talking about an old man who is getting old?"
Before this, Qi Yan had never shown such a side in front of Nangong Jingnv. Nangong Jingnv's heart beat out of rhythm: How do you feel that this person is more attractive than a woman
But she never dared to say these words, she knew it: don't look at Qi Yan's usual gentle appearance, and it is very easy to be with each other. When the sullen cow's temper comes up, even eight horses can't pull it back, which is extremely difficult to coax. .
Perhaps it was the intimacy that Qi Yan showed today that made Nangong Jingnu feel like she was going home. She took the initiative to explain why she had not been able to come back in time, she also talked about the condition of the ninth prince, and even more about her thoughts. Apologize to Qi Yan again: "I'm sorry, I couldn't come back to accompany you right away."
This is Nangong Jingnu's third explanation and second apology. Qi Yan roughly guessed what the other party was thinking after a little thought, and it would be a lie to say that she is not distressed and guilty.
Qi Yan can feel Nangong Jingnv's feelings. She has experienced it for many years involuntarily, and she feels distressed that Nangong Jingnv has to face these things.
Qi Yan's mood was a bit complicated, but she still said sincerely: "Your Highness has made the right decision, and I am very pleased."
Nangong Jingnu: "You don't blame me?"
Qi Yan held Nangong Jingnu's slender hand and said softly, "I understand."
…
The three simple words, so light that only the two of them could hear them clearly, made Nangong Jingnu's eyes red.
Qi Yan raised her hand silently, held Nangong Jingnu's face, and wiped the moisture from the other's eyes with her thumb: "Don't cry."
Nangong Jingnu crawled into Qi Yan's arms and made a muffled "um", tears flowing silently.
Qi Yan sighed softly, and wrapped her backhand around Nangong Jingnv, as she did when Xiaodie comforted herself.
Among the millions of words, there are always one or two sentences that can touch the deepest softness in people's hearts.
The word love is something that millions of words can't explain.
The two embraced silently, one was a prairie orphan in disguise, and the other was a direct descendant princess who was inexplicably pushed to the Empress's Path. Under the intimacy, there are corpses of grassland people everywhere, blood flowing into rivers.
This is just the beginning. From the moment Nangong Jingnv decided to take the road of the goddess, it was destined that more involuntarily will appear in her life, just like Qi Yan after stepping into the imperial court of the Wei Kingdom Same.
So even if Nangong Jingnv didn't say anything, Qi Yan knew what she was bearing in her heart at this time, and she felt sorry for her, even though Nangong Jingnv was the daughter of an enemy.
After struggling for a while, Qi Yan decided to respect Nangong Jingnv's choice. This road is as far as she can accompany Nangong Jingnv.
Even though Qi Yan had already set the ending, even if Qi Yan knew what was between them, when Nangong Jingnu needed comfort, Qi Yan gently opened her chest for her.
Although she doesn't know how long this warmth can last...
Nangong Jingnu rubbed on Qi Yan's shoulder, and a pair of show fists grabbed Qi Yan's shirt: "I won't lose."
Qi Yan was silent for a long time, then replied gently: "I will never live alone."
Nangong Jingnu: "We will not lose."
Qi Yan's eyes were filled with unresolved sadness, but she also softly said "um".
…
Over the years, Qi Yan's mind has gradually evolved from killing Nangong Jingnu with her own hands to dying with her, but this idea always flashed by, and Qi Yan never dared to think deeply.
Especially after retrieving Xiaodie, Qi Yan is no longer alone, she has a burden on her shoulders: her sister needs her care.
If she died, what would Xiaodie do
Even sometimes, living is more painful than dying.
Qi Yan: Your Highness, Your Highness... Do you know that your so-called "win" is destined to be on two opposite sides
Perhaps Nangong Jingnu will only be able to understand the weight of Qi Yan's sentence "I will never live alone" until the moment she dies.
Qi Yan never thought that she would be hopelessly in love with her enemy's daughter.
Jing State, Wei State.
farming, nomadic.
The orphan of the fallen country, the future empress.
Don't think about it.
Don't think about it.
At this moment, I hold you in my arms.
Nangong Jingnu has lived in Qi Yan's private house, and there is no airtight wall in the world: the news spread quickly, and people say everything.
It is said that the concubine and the princess are affectionate and envious of others.
There are also those who secretly slandered that the princess did not pay attention to rituals, music and court law.
There are also those who secretly ridiculed Princess Zhen Zhen as being "like a wolf and a tiger", and I don't know what magic power this concubine has to make Her Royal Highness condescend to live in the house where the other party is raising a concubine.
This is the way of the world, almost everyone laughed at Nangong Jingnu, not Qi Yan.
Just because Qi Yan looks like a man to outsiders, if she is estranged from the princess, she has a noble character and does not admire women. If she is intimate with the princess, then she is a skilled wife and a true husband in her boudoir.
For women, countless layers of invisible shackles have been placed on their bodies since birth, throughout their lives.
Noble, such as the only direct descendant of the emperor of the dynasty, was not spared either.
Qi Yan could see Qiu Ju's concern. Although she didn't hear any news, she knew that the news of Nangong Jingnu living here had spread.
So the two packed their bags and set foot on the carriage back home.
But there is one thing that has been pressing on Nangong Jingnu's heart. She looked for opportunities to talk to Qi Yan several times, but stopped at the last moment - Xiaodie.
Qi Yan also said before that she would send Xiaodie away... But it is another matter to let the other party accept that her former concubine is with another woman.
Nangong Jingnu was afraid of hurting Qi Yan's self-esteem, and even more afraid that he would not be able to accept the conflict with the second sister, so she could only keep silent, waiting for Qi Yan to mention Xiaodie again.
The peaceful days lasted for a while. After Qi Yan's injury was basically healed, the two received an invitation from the good concubine, and the next morning they both changed their palace clothes to prepare for a banquet in the palace, but received bad news.
The ninth prince, Nangong Si, passed away after a long period of incurability.