I want my mother and sister
Unconsciously, another five days passed. These five days were the most difficult time in Nangong Jingnu's life. She tried to use busyness to numb herself, but no matter what she did, what she did, or even an unintentional word from others, It always reminded her of Qi Yanlai.
It turned out that in the past seven years, the other party has already penetrated into every corner of his life.
Nangong Jingnv sent five imperial decrees in a row for five days, almost every other day, each of which started with "Fengtian" and ended with "Qin this", but none of them mentioned Qi Yan.
Including the previous one, there are four in total.
Two of them were urging Concubine Ya Gui to return to Beijing to attend to illness, and the other two were for Emperor Xuan's third son, Nangong Wang, to return to Beijing.
Nangong Jingnu knew that as long as one of the two returned to the palace, Qi Yan, the imperial envoy, would definitely accompany him.
The reason why she didn't mention Qi Yan was because she was afraid of irritating Anujin's sensitive nerves and doing something that would hurt Qi Yan.
Nangong Jingnv returned to the Weiming Palace and lay on the step bed, the contents of Qi Yan's letter flashed in her mind, and tears flowed silently again.
She could even imagine how Qi Yan looked and acted when he wrote the letter, and then he dried the letter and handed it to the entourage beside him, saying, "I have memorized this letter word by word, and it is safe to do so. The place where the letter is written down, and this jade pendant is sent to Princess Zhuohua's mansion..."
Although the content of this letter is obscure, it's okay to deceive the second sister who is not involved in political affairs. If it falls into the hands of others, they will definitely see the clues.
It can be said that Qi Yan has stifled all possible dangers in the cradle one by one.
But…
Nangong Jingnu sniffed, the silk on the jade pillow was wet, she murmured in a very soft voice: "You fool... why don't you think about yourself? Since there is a chance to escape, why do you want to go deep alone? Why don't you escape back? !"
From Nangong Jingnv's point of view, Qi Yan's sole purpose of going deep is to collect evidence of Anujin's rebellion, which is the risk she took for her.
Nangong Jingnv: "If I don't have you... even if I sit in that position, what's the point? If I knew this, I shouldn't have let you leave my side for half a step!"
Since her birth, Nangong Jingnu hated her identity for the first time, she even thought: If she were not a princess but a prince, she would not be so passive. He wouldn't have to ask for help everywhere, and then hide in this deep palace to wait for news. If he were the prince... he would definitely lead the army directly across Luobei and ask Anujin for someone.
…
On the other side, Qi Yan is also counting the days. Today is the 20th day of sending out the news. After calculating, Nangong Jingnu should have received the news, and she should return to Yanran's residence...
When she got up in the morning, she picked up Jin Wushu and came out to ride. Qi Yan first carried Jin Wushu onto the horse's back, and then straddled behind Jin Huanwu gracefully, holding Jin Wushu with one arm and pulling at will with the other. Pulling the reins, the horse and the owner have the same mind, and consciously walk according to Qi Yan's mind.
However, after just a few days of getting along, the "father and son" have established a deep relationship, especially Qi Yan, who has deep guilt for this child.
When the child was just born, Qi Yan almost drowned him, and then sent him away overnight without even taking a bite of breast milk. His compatriot's sister became the county owner, but he was found by the masked man. Become a bargaining chip in a conspiracy, a pair of brothers and sisters of compatriots have completely different lives because of their own thoughts.
Jin Wushu was very happy, his small thick legs kicked from time to time, and suddenly he excitedly pointed to a small golden flower not far away: "Father! Look!"
Qi Yan smiled and said, "Father went to pick it up for you?"
However, Jin Wushu shook his head into a rattle: "No."
Qi Yan: "What?"
Jin Wushu: "If you take it off, it won't survive."
An innocent answer, but it touched Qi Yan's heart, she sighed: "This season, these flowers should be thanked soon."
Jin Wushu: "It's a moment if you can, just take a look at it."
Qi Yan pulled the reins, and Jin Huanwu stopped: "Okay."
The two admired it for a while, and then continued to head into the depths of the grassland. There were no people around, and Qi Yan said again: "There are no outsiders here, tell daddy, do you like it here?"
Jin Wushu was silent for a moment, then shook his head: "There are no playmates here, and the children don't quite understand what they are talking about, Uncle Bayin..." Having said this, Jin Wushu was obviously a little embarrassed, but in Qi Yan's place After comforting him, he still said what he wanted to say: "Uncle Bayin is so fierce, the child has not been beaten when he grows up."
Qi Yan touched the top of Jin Wushu's head: "I'm sorry, I failed to protect you and made you wronged."
Jin Wushu raised his small face, and his amber eyes were full of dependence: "When will father bring the child home?"
Through getting along and observing during this period of time, Qi Yan found that although Jin Wushu was a little spoiled, he was a very strong-willed child who could keep secrets even if he was responsible.
After weighing it for a long time, Qi Yan felt that it was necessary to set a bottom line for Jin Wushu to prevent him from becoming the second self...
As soon as she left, the masked man hiding behind the scenes might show up. She didn't want such a young child to be brainwashed into another tool by the masked man. Thinking back to the time when she was taught by the masked man, it was almost like this. Age, there are some things Jin Wushu should understand.
Qi Yan: "Actually... you have a younger sister."
Jin Wushu's eyes widened: "Sister, was it born after father and mother?"
Qi Yan: "No, her name is Qiyan Yuxiao, she is your twin sister, only less than half an hour younger than you."
Jin Wushu: "Really? Where is my sister now? How tall is she?" Said Jin Wushu, and gestured to a height: "Is it that tall? How many bowls of rice does my sister usually eat? Can you ride a horse? Do you want to practice archery every day?"
Qi Yan pinched Jin Wushu's fleshy cheeks: "Be quiet and listen to me, but you have to promise me, this is a secret between the two of us, you can't tell anyone, including your uncle Bayin. "
Jin Wushu nodded and stretched out his little finger: "Retractor?"
Qi Yan and Jin Wushu pulled the tick, sorted out their thoughts and continued, "Actually... your mother is a princess."
Jin Wushu tilted his head and thought for a while: "Isn't my father a prince?"
Qi Yan: "Yes, actually..."
Jin Wushu: "Then the father is still the concubine?"
A trace of surprise flashed across Qi Yan's eyes, thinking of another possibility.
Jin Wushu: "Which princess is that mother? A princess like Aunt Jiya?"
Qi Yan: "No... Your mother is the only direct descendant of the Wei Kingdom, and her title is Zhen Zhen."
The title of His Highness Zhen Zhen is known to everyone in the Wei Kingdom, even a child like Jin Wushu knows it.
Jin Wushu obviously didn't react, and looked at Qi Yan blankly: "...But didn't Uncle Bayin say...Wei people are our enemies?"
Qi Yan: "I know you can't accept it for a while, I'll explain it to you slowly."
…
So, Qi Yan told Jin Wushu about the grievances between the grassland and the Wei Kingdom, starting when she was eight years old.
Including Qi Yan's purpose of going to the Wei Kingdom is true, except for the mother, Qi Yan lied and lied that Nangong Jingnu was his and Qi Yuxiao's biological mother.
Qi Yan thought: Only in this way can Jin Wushu get rid of the masked man's brainwashing. If Nangong Jingnu is his biological mother in the child's cognition, no matter what the masked man says, the child will not lose his way. The child is forever. There will be no hatred for the mother.
There are some things Qi Yan can't tell Bayin that it is impossible to overthrow the Wei Kingdom by force. The military and combat power of the two sides are not proportional at all. Back then, when the three tribes of the grasslands stood on top of each other, and the elite team of the three tribes was led by her father, it was not the Wei Kingdom. The opponent, now the prairie warriors go to nine save one, how to fight
Qi Yan's heart is like a mirror: This must be a bad idea from the masked person. The other party is the princess of the former dynasty, so she doesn't care about the life and death of the grassland people. Her purpose is only to disturb or subvert the Wei Kingdom. As for what kind of price to pay is not within her consideration. Inside.
Bayin kept calling the masked man a "beneficiary", and Qi Yan knew that rashly persuading him would only be counterproductive.
At this stage, Qi Yan felt that he had a great responsibility. If he had not been so timid at the time, and had found Bayin in time to prevent him from contacting the masked man, perhaps he would not have been so passive today.
Therefore, Qi Yan cannot let history repeat itself, and must give Jin Wushu a good psychological defense before he is controlled by the masked man.
Jin Wushu: "That is to say... Dad actually went to the Wei Kingdom to take revenge, but accidentally married his mother and gave birth to me and my sister?"
Qi Yan: "Yeah."
Jin Wushu: "Then father and mother are enemies?"
Qi Yan: "That's right."
Jin Wushu's small face was full of entanglement, and he asked, "Will Daddy still take revenge?"
Qi Yan was silent for a while, then replied softly, "Of course it is."
Jin Wushu would be silent for a while. After a while, Jin Wushu suddenly burst into tears and said aggrievedly while crying: "Dad wants to kill mother? Then the child will have no mother, father and mother are enemies. , what about me and my sister?"
Qi Yan's heart also twitched, and she tightly hugged Jin Wushu's arm, silent.
Jin Wushu cried sadly for a long time. This complicated life experience made him unacceptable for a while. Although he had never seen his mother, the bond between the child and the mother was deeper than that of the father.
Jin Wushu touched his tears, and said in a smug voice, "Could you please not kill your mother? I don't want to be a child without a mother..."
Qi Yan sighed and asked in a soft tone, "If it were you, what would you do?"
Jin Wushu: "Baby... I won't take revenge!"
Qi Yan: "But daddy has done a lot of bad things, you also saw your uncle Bayin, many of his injuries were done for daddy, if your mother knew about these bad things, she would kill me too. "
Jin Wushu: "Then Dad, let's go and admit the mistake to the mother, and apologize to the mother and promise that it will never happen again. The mother will definitely forgive the father, we are a family... I don't want to stay here forever, I want to I want my mother and sister!"