Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Chapter 91

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Make people haggard for Yixiao

During this period of time, Nangong Jingnu entered the palace to attend to illnesses. After breakfast, she left the palace and had lunch in the palace before returning. The unknown palace was still being rebuilt and she had nowhere to stay, so she could only be detained in Ganquan Palace all day long.

After crying for a long time, I fell asleep in a daze before the tears at the corners of my eyes dried, but when I fell into a dream, it was still a sad picture.

In the dream, Nangong Jingnu put down her restraint and self-esteem and asked Qi Yan how she felt about herself, but the other party looked at her calmly with the same expression that has remained unchanged for thousands of years.

No matter how anxiously Nangong Jingnu asked, Qi Yan was unmoved...

"Qi Yan..."

Hearing the voice, Qi Yan's body froze.

She heard Nangong Jingnu's repressed sobbing. Although she was stiff and did not turn around, she kept her eyes open to bear the condemnation from her conscience.

Hearing Nangong Jingnu's slightly anxious call, Qi Yan struggled for a long time or turned around: "Your Highness?"

"Qi Yan..."

It was only then that Qi Yan realized that these two calls were just Nangong Jingnu's babble, both fortunate and tormented.

She had suffered from nightmares, but she didn't know that one day she could become a nightmare and torture a innocent and harmless girl.

After being silent for a long time, Qi Yan finally moved her body and took the initiative to cross the gap across the bunk bed.

After Nangong Jingnu fell asleep, he embraced her in his arms.

In the dream, Nangong Jingnu let out a thin choked sob, Qi Yan couldn't help but tighten her arms: Your Highness... This is just the beginning, how can we bear the suffering in the future

Qi Yan just hugged Nangong Jingnu and lay down all night until Dongfang Lubai silently let go of her embrace.

Tiptoe got up, sat beside the bed and looked at Nangong Jingnu's peaceful sleeping face.

It seemed to be longer than she remembered. Qi Yan couldn't help but stretch out her hand and gently stroked Nangong Jingnu's swollen eyes with her fingertips, stroked the willow eyebrows on her side, and gently brushed the broken hair between her foreheads. Around behind the ear, and finally lightly on the small and tall Qiong nose.

After more than a year of marriage, Qi Yan has never done these things...

She thought about it all night, and finally made a heartless decision: take the initiative to distance herself from Nangong Jingnu.

This sleeping girl is kind, sensitive, but also good at forgiving.

And what about yourself? The calculation goes deep into the bone marrow, and the liar and vicious things do not change his face.

A lot of times, I obviously don't want to, but I can't help thinking about Nangong Jingnu, and it's a foregone conclusion when she reacts.

Qi Yan understands Nangong Jingnu, and it is easy for the other party to "hate" her...

Even though, she knew very well that Nangong Jingnu was an indispensable pawn on this road of revenge.

But the human heart is full of flesh, no matter how cruel a person is, he will be shaken in the face of a person who unconditionally believes in you, looks for you everywhere, and is good at forgiving.

Qi Yan herself didn't realize how gentle her eyes were at this time. If she was seen by Nangong Jingnu, she was afraid that there would be no barriers.

Her eyes fell on Nangong Jingnu's upturned red lips, remembering the last time she lost control and frivolous her, showing a wry smile.

Qi Yan held her breath and leaned down, but froze less than an inch away from Nangong Jingnu's lips.

With a sigh, he turned to drop a kiss on Nangong Jingnu's forehead.

"Your Highness, take care."

If in the future, it is unfortunate, you know my identity, please give me a happy.

If you hadn't died at my hands, I would have found a real man to spend your life with.

Thinking of this, the long-lost colic filled his heart, and Qi Yan sat up straight, clutching her heart.

As soon as the sky was bright, Qi Yan left the bedroom.

Qiu Ju, who was in the front room, came out to greet him, but Qi Yan made a mute gesture: "Your Highness hasn't woken up yet, so I'll go back first."

Qiu Ju chased after him: "Master Consort, go back after breakfast."

"No, sister Qiu Ju, come back."

Watching Qi Yan walk away without looking back, Qiu Ju sighed: Concubine and His Highness, what happened? Didn't it say that Xiaobie wins the newlyweds

It seems that the life in the house is not easy again, should we invite His Royal Highness in advance

Hey, forget it, ask the people below to serve you carefully.

Nangong Jingnu slept until noon and woke up, her eyes were already swollen.

After reacting, her body first slammed back over her body, and after waiting for a while, she realized that there was something unusually quiet behind her, and called out, "Qi Yan?"

Nangong Jingnu's heart "squeaked", and Qi Yan was no longer there.

She was a little flustered, it was an illusion similar to being "abandoned", and she couldn't care about her own image and shouted: "come."

Qiu Ju carried the toiletries and walked into the bedroom with two teams of maids: "Your Highness..." Seeing Nangong Jingnu's eyes, she was shocked.

He ordered: "You go down, just leave me alone to serve."

"Yes."

Qiu Ju knelt beside the bed: "Your Highness, are you?"

Nangong Jingnu covered her eyes: "Where's Qi Yan?"

"The concubine returned to the mansion as soon as it was dawn."

Nangong Jingnu's throat choked: "Go out."

"Yes."

When Qiu Ju walked to the door, Nangong Jingnu's voice came again: "Don't go to the second sister."

"Your Highness..."

"Bengong just wants to be alone, you don't have to worry. Don't look for anyone..."

"Yes."

It wasn't until Qiu Ju walked away that Nangong Jingnu lay back on the bed, pulled the quilt to cover herself, and the cry of grievance came out clearly.

Qi Yan's farewell without a word broke through all the pride and persistence of Nangong Jingnu.

The other party didn't say anything "excessive", which made her fall into endless confusion. Nangong Jingnv didn't even know where she was wrong, which made the other party so heartless.

From the beginning to the end, Nangong Jingnu didn't think about what was wrong with Qi Yan. He was gentle, he abides by the court etiquette, and obeys himself in everything... What can be wrong with such a person

"The Gentleman's Covenant" was mentioned by her, and they gave each other a high five, so what else could you blame Qi Yan for

"Qi Yan, why are you..." Obviously, when I play chess, I will acquiesce to my regrets, why can't I take it back if I say something wrong

When Qi Yan returned to the concubine's mansion, she locked herself in the study, and only came out after dark.

I didn't eat a single meal in the middle, and I fell asleep when I returned to the bedroom and touched the pillow.

The next morning, after having breakfast, I entered the study, and went out after dark.

Day three, day four...

This was the case until the fifth day of returning home.

All the maids and servants in the house were trembling, for fear that they would be in addition to bad luck.

In five days, it will be Nangong Jingnv's birthday. Qi Yan looked at the cute little pig wood carving in her hand. This is the zodiac sign of Nangong Jingnv. She has already started preparing.

However, due to the poor craftsmanship, several pieces of logs were damaged, and a lot of small holes were left on one pair of hands before they were carved.

Nangong Rang decreed: Nangong Jingnv's birthday this year will be at the Princess' Mansion. The royal family members of the same generation can go to the Princess Mansion to celebrate the birthday of Nangong Jingnu.

However, he couldn't attend Nangong Jingnv's birthday banquet this year. He was humble and respectable. He used to be fine in the Weiming Palace. He had been outside the palace this year.

Second, his health is not yet fully recovered, so he can't drink alcohol and he can't be too tired.

But the reward for Nangong Jingnu's birthday this year is so rich that it is staggering.

A few pages of paper were written on the gift list alone. The fire in the Weiming Palace burned down half of Nangong Jingnv's net worth, and Nangong Rang used the name of her birthday to almost make up for her beloved daughter.

However, all the rewards were taken from the emperor's private treasury. The emperors of all dynasties owned a minimum of 50,000 households of food for the emperor's daily expenses.

Since he ascended the throne, Nangong Rang has been frugal everywhere, and has saved a lot of silver taels over the years. In addition to the annual Longevity Festival, the Spring Festival and tributes from various places are also counted in Nangong Rang's private treasury.

Although the reward exceeded the specification, it did not use the treasury at all. The emperor preferred his daughter to pay for it out of his own pocket, and the official and the censor could not say anything.

But it can be seen that the emperor cares and loves this Princess Zhen Zhen.

On the other hand, Nangong Wang followed Qi Yan's plan and compiled a song himself, ordering the dead man to go to Luobei to spread it and then gradually spread it to the capital.

"A pair of golden crows hang in the sky, the east is not bright and the west is bright. In the future, the golden crow will enter Qiongbao, and its prestige will spread far and wide."

The more Nangong Wang finished writing, the more satisfied he became: the second prince is famous and the fourth prince of his compatriots is famous. This ballad can be said to kill two birds with one stone.

But the assassination of Nangong Ping, although it was in the preparatory stage, did not start. Nangong Wang was not too stupid: Nangong made him not dare to act until he recovered for a day.

In any case, Nangong Ping is also the real eldest son.

If Nangong Rang failed to survive and the boss stood in front of him, he would still have a chance to compete with Nangong Wei.

If the father and emperor didn't hold on, and the boss was gone, wouldn't the second child be fulfilled

Time flies, and Nangong Jingnu's birthday arrives.

Early in the morning, Nangong Shunv brought congratulatory gifts into the mansion, and saw Nangong Jingnv almost didn't recognize her.

During this time, Concubine Ya announced her entry into the palace every three or five times, which made her physically and mentally exhausted and had no time to visit her sister.

Although Nangong Jingnu's appearance has not changed, her whole body has lost more than a circle.

Those agile eyes also lost their former demeanor, and were shrouded in a cloud of haze.

Nangong Shunv's smile froze on her face, she took her little sister's hand back to the main hall, and sent the maid back to ask anxiously, "Why is my little sister so haggard? But is she sick?"

Nangong Jingnu's eyes fluctuated a little, but her expression didn't change much. In the past ten days, she felt that she had shed all the tears in her life.

On the fifteenth day, Qi Yan said that she was ill and ordered Xia He to go to the princess's house to greet her, and she cried again.

She has been thinking about what the problem is between them, and she has been thinking for a few days without getting any results. On the contrary, the thought of her and Qi Yan's bit by bit makes my heart hurt, so I just don't think about it.

Focusing on reading and writing, it is also a lot more comfortable. But when Nangong Shunv mentioned it, her heart ached again.

Nangong Jingnu was surrounded by a layer of sadness, and Nangong Shunv was very distressed.

He took his sister in his arms and said, "Tell the second sister what happened. If even this palace can't solve it, there is the emperor! The second sister looks worried like you."

Nangong Jingnu was silent for a moment, then replied in a low voice, "But... no one can help me with this matter."