They didn't do it that night, Lorraine couldn't bear it, and the location was not suitable.
Luo Linyuan answered Yu Han's question. Since Yu Han knew that he had changed his surname, there was no point in hiding it.
He confessed easily: "You know, they didn't have a good relationship when I was in high school, they divorced when I was in college, and I went with my mother."
Yu Han was silent for a while, and asked again: "Why did you talk to your mother?"
Lorraine was lying on Yu Han's lap, pulling and playing with each other's fingers: "I was young at that time, and I couldn't live without my mother. Don't children follow their mother, it's normal."
Yu Han: "I thought you had a better relationship with your father."
Luo Linyuan smiled: "How about mother and child connecting hearts, I will still stand by my mother at critical times."
Yu Han: "Then why did you hide it from me?"
Luo Linyuan pretended to be innocent, interlocked his fingers with Yu Han, pulled them over and kissed on the fingers: "I didn't hide it from you, did you make a mistake?"
Indeed, there is no evidence. Bear's interruption may have been an accident, and there may be other reasons for kicking Han Zhui under the table. He looked into Luo Linyuan's eyes, unable to tell whether it was true or false.
Yu Han: "Even if they divorced, your father wouldn't ignore you like this, would he?"
The only son of the dignified Luo family, who does not inherit the family business, is running a child care institution here
Luo Linyuan sat up and rubbed his hair: "I went with my mother, and I'm gay again..." Speaking of this, he felt that it was out of place, so he took a peek at Yu Han: "Oh, anyway, this and that, I Dad was so angry with me that he didn't bother to talk to me."
Luo Linyuan: "Actually, that's fine too. If I'm still in Luo's house, I might be packaged and sent to a political marriage. Isn't it good now?"
He couldn't sit still, got up and stepped on his slippers to look for drinks. There was a small refrigerator in his principal's office. The teachers liked to put summer fruit cold drinks in here: "What do you want to drink?"
Yu Han: "Don't drink, and don't drink too much iced drinks."
Lorraine closed the refrigerator door reluctantly, and Yu Han said, "Let's go, I'll take you home."
Yu Han's car had already been driven back, and he said that he just called a taxi to take Lorraine home.
In the taxi, the two sat on each side, with a distance between them.
There was a driver, so it was hard to talk. Luo Linyuan asked the female teachers about their arrival home in the group, went to the parent group to celebrate today's success, and sent a group red envelope.
After a while, he looked to the side.
A bright yellow street lamp fell in the middle of the seat, and Yu Han's hand seemed to rest on it unintentionally, with his palm facing up, and he spread his five fingers loosely.
Lorraine was so blessed to his heart, he quickly stretched out his hand, held it, and held it.
A wave of enthusiasm ran straight from his ears to his cheeks. They were obviously two adults, but they still seemed to be the two high school students who were secretly in love back then. They only dared to hold hands quietly in the dark, in a taxi, without any hesitation. It is known that they are in love.
It is a long journey on weekdays, but it is only a moment, and it has arrived before the rapid heartbeat calms down.
Lorraine was about to let go, but he couldn't pull it back. He was held by Yu Han, and walked down the car inconveniently.
It wasn't until he stood on the side of the street and the car was far away that he asked, "Aren't you going home?"
Yu Han led him by the hand: "Go to your house."
The tone was determined and natural, and Luo Linyuan began to think about how messy his room was, whether it was too messy to entertain people, would Yu Han sleep tonight, and could his small bed fit two grown men
The apartment Lorraine lives in is located in the second ring road, in the old town, there is no elevator, and the rent is very expensive.
But there is no way, he can't live too far away from Yuyuan.
After climbing six floors, Luo Linyuan couldn't get used to climbing. He looked back at Yu Han panting: "I live a bit high, isn't it very tiring?"
Yu Han patted him on the back: "Fortunately, don't pant so fast, breathe through your nose."
Lorraine waited for a long time, and went to open the door to light the lamp. He lived alone in a one-bedroom room, with a bed, wardrobe and desk, as far as the eye could see. There was a small kitchen and bathroom next to it, separated by a door.
This place is too small, only about 30 square meters.
After Luo Linyuan asked Yu Han to change into his own slippers, he went to the kitchen to pour water.
When he came out with a water glass, he saw Yu Han standing by the bookcase smoking his picture album.
Scared Lorraine Yuan's heart to a halt, he hurried over and almost knocked over the water: "Don't look!"
As soon as Yu Han stopped and didn't open it, Luo Linyuan had already rushed to his side, and he didn't dare to grab it, so he looked at him pitifully: "It's not good-looking, it's too embarrassing, don't look at it."
Seeing how he begged and refused to let him see, it was obvious that it was another little secret.
Where does this person have so many little secrets.
Yu Han put the painting back, and apologized for his random flipping. He didn't mean it, so he looked down at his watch again, thinking it was time to go home.
Yu Han knew in his heart that he was not generous, but it was a secret that all adults had, and there were boundaries between them, even if it was a boyfriend, he couldn't try it arbitrarily.
What's more, it's a special couple like them who reunited after many years.
The relationship is already on the edge and is on the verge of collapse, so why be so ignorant and insist on finding out.
He stuffed the picture album back to its original place, but was stopped by one hand. Luo Linyuan's palms are delicate, with few lines, not like the hands of a young master who have done a lot of rough work. Even now, born as good-looking,
Luo Linyuan stuffed the album into Yu Han's hands, his cheeks flushed: "Why do you say sorry, I just feel..."
He didn't say what he felt, but he was a little anxious seeing that Yu Han couldn't turn it over. He just couldn't see Yu Han's face that had become unfamiliar just now, his polite manner, and he said he was sorry, but it made him feel extremely heartbroken.
There's nothing to be sorry about. Being polite to him like this seems to have eased the close relationship, and it has been set aside a distance of a hundred and eight thousand miles.
Yu Han asked him: "Can I turn it over?"
Luo Linyuan was about to become angry from embarrassment, and took the initiative to turn it over for others. If you are ashamed, you should be ashamed. Anyway, he has been ashamed in front of Yu Han enough times.
The album is full of various figure paintings, including silhouettes, backs, and hands. The bottom is marked with the date, which was painted a few years ago.
Yu Han turned the pages slowly at first, occasionally boasting that Luo Linyuan's painting is good, very good, and looks decent.
Afterwards, he fell silent, obviously recognizing that the people inside were all himself.
He turned forward abruptly, and looked at the partial close-ups again: "These... are all me?"
Looking at the date, it was after the breakup.
Lorraine sat on the bed and drank water, but refused to answer.
Yu Han has flipped through the entire picture album and confirmed the date. It was the second year after the breakup, and Luo Linyuan drew a whole picture of him.
The intervals are intermittent, sometimes I don’t paint for a month, and sometimes I paint him all day long.
Yu Han couldn't tell what mood he was in. Shocked, throbbing, unbelievable, incomprehensible, the mess was crowded in his brain like a ball of thread, his blood vessels were throbbing, and he had a headache.
The painting in his hand was pulled away by Luo Linyuan, and his face was held upright. Luo Linyuan frowned and begged for forgiveness in a low voice: "It's not good to say. Don't look at it and don't listen to it. Why are you watching this? Look at it." look at me."
He kissed Yu Han's eyelids, trying to get away with being coquettish.
There was still water on Luo Linyuan's lips, which coolly covered Yu Han's eyelids.
Yu Han said hoarsely, "Lorraine is far away."
Lorraine responded softly.
Yu Han: "Why on earth did you break up with me?"
This question made the ambiguous atmosphere between the two of them completely dissipate, Lorraine frowned, and asked after a long time: "Do you have to say this?"
Yu Han didn't speak, but looked at his face sternly, as if wanting to see any flaws in his face.
Lorraine relaxed, sat on the bed, and scratched his fingers: "At that time, you also knew... something like that happened in school, and I couldn't go back and continue my studies."
Luo Linyuan: "And my family asked me to go abroad, and I agreed."
He raised his eyes and smiled helplessly at Yu Han: "I don't want to be so far away, so..."
Yu Han: "So you just broke up with me with a text message, and you don't even want to say it in person?"
The reason why the past is the past is that it cannot be said or touched. If you touch it, you will see blood and hurt your feelings.
Lorraine had a thousand words to say, but he couldn't say them, and finally they stuck in his throat, turning into a powerless sorry.
Yu Han stood silently on the spot, with a terrifying aura around him. Lorraine didn't dare to touch him, she just sat on the bed with her head up, her face was pale as if it was illuminated by the lamp.
His voice could not be softer, his posture was very low, and he repeated: "I'm sorry, don't be angry."
In the silence, Yu Han laughed abruptly. He covered his face and shook his head, revealing only a pair of eyes hiding pain. He said, "It's okay, it's just that I was thinking too much."
I always feel that there must be some reason, and I always think that Lorraine will never give up easily.
In fact, it was just that they encountered insurmountable difficulties in their lives, and their relationship was exposed. One of them could not bear the pressure and left. There's no particular reason, it's just that he's thinking too much.
To laugh is to feel funny, to laugh at oneself, and to laugh at himself in the past.
Lorraine went to catch Yu Han's hand, the tentacles were cold, Yu Han didn't break away from him, and didn't hold back, just said: "No need to apologize."
There is really nothing to apologize for. It was Lorraine Yuan who suffered the malice back then, not him. In fact, he would rather be him. Maybe the ending will be different.
Yu Han was about to leave, Luo Linyuan sent him downstairs, looked at him hesitantly, as if he was being cautious with a time bomb.
Yu Han looked back at him: "What are you afraid of?"
Luo Linyuan: "I'm afraid you will be angry with me."
Yu Han: "I'm not angry."
Far from believing it, Lorraine stepped forward with his arms around his waist, and buried his face in the man's neck: "Then come to class tomorrow?"
Yu Han: "Not necessarily, I'm very busy."
Luo Linyuan let go, he let go, watched Yu Han hang his head to take a taxi from a few steps away, followed the people behind him and sent Yu Han to the gate of the community, watched him get in the car, and left.
He looked at his hand: "He said he wasn't angry and refused to hold me anymore."
On the second day, Yu Han went to class, and asked the secretary to schedule his work during the day, and the schedule was very tight. He ordered the secretary to spare him the evening no matter what, and find another partner if he had something to do.
The secretary asked him, "Where are you going tonight? Are you in such a hurry to catch up?"
Yu Han signed the document without raising his head: "Look for a wife and children."
secretary:"… "
Although Yu Han was the one who ignored the person last night and gave him a bad face, when he arrived at Huiyuan today, he found that the monk had run away, leaving only the temple of Yuyuan.
Ask the acting principal Xiao Xiong, Xiao Xiong said in surprise: "The principal has gone to the mountainous area to support education, don't you know?"
You don't know, it's like ice blades in winter, fire in summer, burning and sad, angry, wishing to arrest people and beat them up.
Yu Han took out his mobile phone, looked at his mobile phone, WeChat, calls, text messages, and checked them one by one. He confirmed that Luo Linyuan ran away without saying a word, and did not leave him a single message.
At this time, Lorraine, who was hundreds of kilometers away in the mountainous area, woke up and was dumbfounded when faced with the message that the SMS message failed to be sent.
The matter of going to support education was decided on a temporary basis. Last night, Chen Qing called him and said that the child had a high fever in the middle of the night and suddenly suffered from pneumonia.
Going to support education is a hard and tiring job, and there is no oily water. Chen Qing has experience in this area, and took Lorraine Yuan once a year ago, so now only the experienced Lorraine Yuanneng is left as a substitute teacher to go to the mountainous area to teach for a week.
So he got up in the middle of the night to book a bus ticket, packed his luggage, and went to Mr. Chen's house to bring the painting stationery he had already bought.
Originally, today I have to settle the account of yesterday's charity sale, so as to cover the expenses of the stationery, this work can only be entrusted to Xiao Xiong.
It was only six o'clock when we caught up with the bus. Lorraine didn't get enough sleep at all, so he just fell asleep. When the bus stopped at the rest stop, he struggled to wake up, sent a wechat message to his tantrum lover, and fell asleep again. go.
Unexpectedly, when we arrived at the destination, we were already surrounded by mountains and the signal was extremely poor.
Lorraine changed into a minibus, then took a motorcycle, and finally arrived at the mountain.
The children still remember him very enthusiastically. He asked an older child to distribute stationery and picture books, and then he started looking for signals with his mobile phone.
After searching for nearly half an hour, I finally gave up. This is a serious deep mountain and old forest. Let alone the signal, even if you want supplies, you have to drive a motorcycle for three hours to go to the small town down the mountain to buy them.
Usually there are only a few motorcycles in the village, and they will be dispatched when necessary. There are no young people in this village anymore. They all go out to work. There are only a bunch of left-behind children and the elderly.
The middle-aged uncle who drives the motorcycle is very busy. Although he is very grateful to Luo Linyuan for coming to teach and is very enthusiastic about him, Luo Linyuan can't ask someone to send him to the town because of this, just to get through the phone with his family.
The night in the mountains is very quiet, and the night sky is full of stars. Luo Linyuan took a picture with his mobile phone, took it down and took a look, and found that there was no starry sky at all, only a few white stars. The useless iPhone is not as good as Huawei.
He was thinking of Yu Han, Yu Yuan, and the children in his class. A little girl in the mountainous area, wearing beautiful clothes that she only wore during the Chinese New Year, with two braids, leaned over eagerly, gave him a freshly baked sweet potato, and said softly and sweetly that the teacher would eat it.
Luo Linyuan couldn't think of anything, only thought that the girl in front of her was too cute, and the children here were very well-behaved.
The environment is not good, and the weather in the mountains is very cold at night. Luo Linyuan could only wet a towel with water and rub it on his body. After a week, he was so dirty that his whole body was itchy. He couldn't help it, so he took a cold shower and washed his head.
As a result of pretentiousness, Cheng Cheng fell ill with a blocked nose and coughing again and again when he was one day away from teaching.
He was not in good condition, the village chief said he would send him down the mountain to see a doctor, Luo Linyuan sent him medicine with water, and said no, there was only one day left for class, how could it be wasted here.
Fortunately, he thought he was much stronger. After all, she didn't get sick after sleeping with Yu Han, but she got sick after taking a cold shower.
Holding a tissue, he almost blew his nose off. While coughing, he pasted red flowers on the child, wore a mask and gloves, and kept crying.
At noon, I couldn't hold on any longer, so I sat in the classroom, next to the earthy yellow wall, and rested with my head raised.
In a daze, he heard someone calling him and pulled his mask off.
Luo Linyuan opened his eyes with difficulty, looked at Yu Han in front of him, was stunned, and said hoarsely: "Why did I dream of you."
Yu Han in front of him asked him, "Are you sick?"
Lorraine blinked, and tears rolled down her cheeks.
He was just crying out of physical pain, but he didn't know his fragility, which made the aggressive family member in front of him at a loss, and his heart softened for the most part.
Lorraine Yuan: "Well, I'm sick and uncomfortable."
Yu Han: "Let's go."
Lorraine: "Where are you going?"
Yu Han: "I'll take you home."
Lorraine was relying on his own dream, and said, "I can't walk, I need to kiss and hug me."
Yu Han laughed and said, "Are you naive or not?"
Luo Linyuan: "In front of the person you like, childishness is fun."
Yu Han: "How can I hug you intimately?"
Luo Linyuan's mind was confused: "Kissing the mouth, anyway, it's a dream, and it won't be contagious."
Yu Han approached him, bit his mouth hard, and woke up Lorraine. At this time, a little girl called out: "Uncle, teacher, the village chief asked me to deliver meals to you."
Luo Linyuan sat up suddenly, rubbed his sore eyes, and touched Yu Han again: "It's hot, alive, really!"
He sighed three times, the child brought the food, Yu Han smiled and said thank you, and ran away in embarrassment.
Luo Linyuan finally realized that Yu Han in front of him was a big living person, and howled suddenly, making his throat hurt.
He covered his face with his hands and broke down, "Don't look!"
Yu Han went to break his hand: "What are you doing?"
Lorraine Yuan: "I'm ugly now, and dirty."
Yu Han coaxed him: "It's not dirty, come and eat."
Lorraine Yuan put down his hands half awake and suspicious, and took advantage of Yu Han's time to bring him a meal, and glanced at himself in the front camera of the phone.
Luo Linyuan: "..." Who is this swollen, emaciated and ugly pig's head.
It's hard for Yu Han to return the kiss, it's true love.
The food in the mountains was simple, and Lorraine swallowed most of it, and then asked, "Why are you here?" The transportation here is inconvenient, and it is very tiring to come here.
Yu Han said solemnly: "Come and care for the children in the mountainous area."
He glanced at Lorraine: "And the teacher."
Yu Han said: "I wanted to stay for a day before leaving, but you are sick, so you will leave tonight."
Lorraine was far from refuting, and obediently agreed. Yu Han said: "Why didn't you contact me when you came here."
Luo Linyuan: "The signal here is not good, it's not intentional."
He took out his mobile phone and showed it to Yu Han, the signal row didn't even show an E.
Yu Han glanced at his phone, but didn't pursue further.
Lorraine Yuan said, "But I miss you."
"I think about it when I see the stars, I think about it when I smell the flowers, I think about it when I receive the first candy from the children."
"Yu Han, the sunrise here is beautiful. When I see the sun, I miss you very much."