It turned out to be so, it turned out to be so.
If he hadn't hung up the phone call at that time, if he had held the hand that Lorraine Yuan had once extended to him.
But if there is no if, everyone knows that the past cannot be looked back.
This thought became a knife of regret, cutting out the heart with a knife. Yu Han hugged Luo Linyuan who was sobbing and choking, his throat trembled, and he spoke the answer with difficulty.
Whether it was seven years ago or seven years later, the answer is the same and will not change.
"Lorraine Yuan, I want you."
Because he is still him, Yu Han who has always loved Luo Linyuan.
The person in his arms, before he knew it, was on the verge of death and lost everything he had. Families do not form families, and the world falls apart. At the last moment, I still wanted to find him.
Until his refusal became the last straw that crushed Lorraine.
He thought Yu Han didn't want him anymore, no one wanted him.
So Lorraine left City C and was suspended from school by the Luo family. No one knew where he went. C city old contact.
Therefore, Fang Xiao didn't know the news about Luo Linyuan either. Seven years later, I met him again.
The little princess he once wanted to protect in his heart had no pride. After losing her protection, she was forced to grow into a strong person.
When I saw him for the first time, he was wearing a ridiculous rabbit suit, and he didn't dare to say hello, he didn't want to make a sound, but he still wanted to give him a candy and a flower.
When he was misunderstood, he never explained, but held him helplessly and said sorry.
It never occurred to me to let him know this.
Yu Han could almost guess what it was for. At first I didn't want to say it, but later I didn't want to say it.
Probably because I feel that since we got back together, talking about these past misunderstandings can only make people more uncomfortable.
Luo Linyuan really thought so, but deep down in his heart, he was even more afraid that Yu Han would blame him and blame him for making his own way, all because he was cowardly and not strong enough. The ease of letting go, the ruthlessness of leaving, no matter there are thousands of reasons, he did it.
He was wronged, but he never thought of asking Yu Han to accompany him in the pain.
What's more, knowing that Yu Han has never forgotten him, he is already content, and those uncomfortable and past events have gone with the wind.
And Yu Han is really uncomfortable now, he regrets so much that his heart is about to break.
Yu Han almost rubbed his body in his arms, his heart ached terribly, love and hate intertwined, he gritted his teeth, pinched the back of Luo Linyuan's neck, almost wanted to bite Luo Linyuan's tearful cheek, Those who bite people cry harder.
"Who told you to hide it from me, why did you hide it from me! You think you are doing it for my own good, you think you hide all these things in your heart to make me feel better?!"
Lorraine cried and shook his head and nodded again, wiping his tears with the back of his hand in embarrassment: "No matter what the reason is, I said to break up. I didn't give you any reason. I've been away for so many years. If you didn't wait for me..."
Yu Han almost strangled his waist, pressed his lips against his sweaty temples, and said bitterly: "You know, I might not wait for you."
Enduring his heartache, Yu Han still insisted: "Then why are you still going back to China? Wouldn't it be better to see me marrying someone else and having children, and secretly guarding everything in the past, hurting yourself alone, don't say it for the rest of your life!"
Luo Linyuan cried until his nose was blocked, and his voice was mostly hoarse. With red eyes, he looked straight at Yu Han: "Yes, if you don't wait for me, I won't look for you either."
It is clear that one has been waiting, and the other couldn't restrain himself from touching the other party when they met for the first time.
They stared at each other and said things against their will, as if they were more cruel than others. Until Yu Han pinched his face and kissed his lips, almost swallowing him violently.
Lorraine Yuan couldn't care if outsiders would break in here, they were crazy. Yu Han kissed his lips, sucked his tears, kissed his swollen eyelids heavily, and finally hugged him again, all the cruelty faded away, his movements were gentle and careful, full of lost and found.
"Far," he said.
He yelled this name over and over again, his voice became softer and softer, Luo Linyuan almost melted from his shouting, his cheek was buried in Yu Han's shoulder, when he yelled, Luo Linyuan responded.
The two hugged for a long time before remembering to get the test results. Lin Shu went back and forth, holding a dozen test results, faced two young people who had obviously cried, and saw their clenched hands, but did not say anything.
Luo Linyuan took Yu Han by the hand, looked at Lin Shu with sore eyes: "Mom, thank you."
It was sincere, although he had resentment in his heart all these years, even if he never showed it, he was very alienated from Lin Shu in his heart, the two of them got along, not like a mother and son, and he was not even as caring as Lin Shu's assistant.
Lin Shu looked embarrassed, and gave him a look of resentment: "Who told you to like him so much, and you haven't changed your partner for so long, it's still this person."
Luo Linyuan blushed at what she said, Lin Shu sighed, and nodded in satisfaction with the current situation.
It can be seen that Lin Shu deliberately gave up the space to the two young people just now, and he is still in the hospital, and he does not know where he is hiding.
The three of them went to listen to the doctor's results together, and the results were not bad, just like the doctor in the small town said, it was nothing more than taking good care of them, paying attention to rest, and eating more vegetables.
The recurrence this time is not serious, and we need to strengthen exercise on weekdays.
The main thing is to treat the cold. When the cold is cured, myocarditis will naturally heal.
Luo Linyuan was afraid that the two people behind him could really do something to keep him at home, so he said: "Doctor, I just need to go to bed early and get up early on weekdays, and my work and rest are the same as usual, so I can still go to work."
The doctor didn't expect that young people nowadays are so motivated. Don't they generally know that they are sick and want to stay at home
He hesitated and said, "It depends on how you feel in your own body. If you feel uncomfortable when you go to work, it's too reluctant, it's better to rest at home."
Luo Linyuan: "No force, no force, not at all."
On the way back, Yu Han picked him up by car. Lin Shu sat in the back seat and lived in a hotel, so Yu Han sent him there first. When only the two of them were left in the car, Luo Linyuan began to twist his buttocks and rummaged through Yu Han's drawer restlessly.
It can be said that he has been pardoned now, his whole body is relaxed, and he is no longer cautious, even a little arrogant.
Be pampered and pampered, these four words are tailor-made for Luo Linyuan.
Luo Linyuan said: "You have so many light music piano pieces here, why is there no starry sky?"
He looked at Yu Han faintly and said, "You don't even know how long I secretly waited for you when I took your car for the first time, but you just didn't hear me."
Yu Han supported the steering wheel: "Because I don't want to hear it, so I didn't."
Lorraine was suffocated by this straightforward answer: "I want to hear it, but I can't."
Yu Han glanced at him, and this glance made Luo Linyuan's swaying tail look limp, a little flinching, his tone lightened, and he said coquettishly, "Will you buy one? I'll buy it, and I'll put it in your car."
Yu Han said: "Don't listen to what other people play for you. If you want to listen, you can only listen to what I play for you."
Lorraine was so elated by these words that he almost unbuckled his seat belt and went to harass the driver.
Luo Linyuan: "Then when will you play it for me?"
Yu Han: "You obediently rest at home for half a month, and I'll play it for you."
Lorraine gave up, quite simply. He is a man with a career now, and he can't be addicted to masculinity. Yu Han waited for a long time, but did not hear Luo Linyuan's voice: "Answer?"
Luo Linyuan said: "If I don't play, I won't play. I choose to go to work."
Yu Han's face turned dark, and he was helpless, there was nothing he could do about him. But in my heart I am satisfied with Luo Linyuan's state, and finally he is no longer the pitiful look he used to be. He clearly wants it in his heart, but pretends not to want it on his face.
She obviously misses him very much, wants to touch him, but dares not touch him, for fear of causing dislike.
In fact, she still looks like this now, Yu Han thought to herself, what can I do, I can only pamper her until I can pamper him back to his former appearance.
Arriving at the community where Luo Linyuan lived, Yu Han glanced at the parking lot, frowned and said, "Do you want to live with me?"
Lorraine was taken aback by the sudden cohabitation invitation: "What? Not good."
Yu Han: "It's not good."
Luo Linyuan: "Your family members..." He changed his words halfway: "The taro balls will scare you."
Yu Han: "I will communicate with him well, and he likes you very much, it doesn't matter."
Luo Linyuan: "Children are very sensitive, take your time, don't rush."
Yu Han looked at him silently for a while, and finally couldn't hold back: "Why are you in no hurry?"
Luo Linyuan was taken aback by the question, and Yu Han said again: "You are worried about taro balls, so you don't worry about me?"
Lorraine Yuan: "What am I worried about you?"
Yu Han: "Weren't you jealous when you first found out that I was with a child?"
Lorraine Yuan: "..."
Yu Han: "I've never seen you jealous, and you accepted it quickly?"
Lorraine Yuan: "..."
Yu Han: "You are so kind to Yuyuan, what if he was really born to me with another woman?"
These words became more and more outrageous, more and more unreasonable, Luo Linyuan couldn't stand it, and felt that Yu Han was too cute now, just like in the beginning, he snatched all the candy, didn't give taro balls, and said it was all his , so cute.
Seeing that Yu Han's face was getting darker as he said more, Luo Linyuan hurried over, put his arms around Yu Han's neck, as if telling a secret, and whispered: "Who said I'm not jealous."
Luo Linyuan: "The night I found out that you had a child, I was so angry that I didn't even think about you."
Yu Han said, "Miss me?"
Lorraine endured the shame and said, "Yes, I miss you, every night..."
He became more and more sticky, hiding affection, with a rising ending, like a hook, he said: "I really want to, but I don't dare to think about it at night, for fear that you will have a wife. Thinking about someone else's husband is a bit like a crime."
Yu Han seemed to realize something, and his voice sank: "What do you think?"
Lorraine put his hand on his lower abdomen, and pointed his fingers down suggestively: "When my body hurts, I miss you the most."