Close to You

Chapter 47

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Ren Yu put the notebook on Yu Han's desk. The first period was Chinese class just now, and Yu Han fell asleep on his stomach for the whole period.

Usually, after class, he would hand over the key notes of this class to Yu Han, so that Yu Han would not miss the class.

I didn't care about it at first, but later I found out that sleeping is just sleeping, but it doesn't affect my grades, so I didn't care about it.

Besides, Yu Han didn't come for early self-study, and usually came late at the beginning of the first class. Fortunately, he was very popular in the class, so that no one turned a blind eye to the class teacher and indulged Yu Han What kind of acid words are said by his behavior.

Ren Yu knew why Yu Han came so late. This person had to work after school, go to the bar at night, and only come home late at night. He had to get up early the next morning to cook porridge and soup for his grandmother in the hospital. The hospital takes care of him, and then rushes from the hospital to the school.

Occasionally, Ren Yu would help take care of grandma, because he and Yu Han have known each other since junior high school and have been friends for many years, although they are a little embarrassed now.

It was all because of his misunderstanding during that time that the two of them are not embarrassed now.

He knew that Yu Han had been working part-time, but he didn't know where.

At that time, because Ren Yu was not sure about his sexual orientation and was in a period of confusion, he downloaded a social software, met a man on it, and made an appointment with him out of obsession.

The place where I met that person happened to be the bar where Yu Han worked. God knows how shocked he was when he found out that Yu Han was working in a gay bar. Yu Han was also shocked when he saw him and saw him being embraced by a man.

On the second day, they talked on the rooftop, avoiding the crowd.

Although Yu Han was shocked, he asked him what was going on in a calm tone as much as possible. Yu Han would work in a gay bar, so naturally he wouldn't discriminate against them. It's just that he didn't expect that Ren Yu, his good friend for so many years, was also like this, and Ren Yu concealed this from him.

Ren Yu's heart was in a mess, and he stammered again: "I don't know if I am, but... I do, I just want to prove it..."

Yu Han let Ren Yu speak in pain and panic, and understood the entanglement in the other party's heart. But in fact, there is a certain tendency to doubt and explore.

He could see that Ren Yu was afraid, afraid of his own sexuality, and afraid of what the future would hold.

Yu Han stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him. They were best friends, brother, he didn't think it would change because of this.

Ren Yu has helped him so much in life, and they have known each other for many years. Yu Han put his arms around Ren Yu's shoulders: "It's okay, who we like is beyond our control, no matter whether you like men or women, I will support you."

Ren Yu's frightened mind gradually calmed down because of Yu Han's words of comfort. He also had the pleasure of finally being able to confide, no longer carrying such a heavy secret by himself.

Maybe it's because of the emotional ups and downs, maybe it's also because of the secret thoughts in his heart, and he thinks that Yu Han is also a fellow.

If not, then he wouldn't have met Yu Han in that kind of place.

So he put his arms around Yu Han, and kissed him under the astonished eyes of the other party.

The kiss came suddenly, and he hugged Yu Han's waist tightly, with all his strength and everything.

He felt Yu Han's force to push him away, he backed away a little, and whispered: "Didn't you say you support me? In fact, you still feel sick, don't you?"

Yu Han's face darkened because of his words, and his lips were pursed into a straight line. He felt the body under his palm tense, full of resistance, as if he would violently push him away in the next second, and punch him again.

However, Ren Yu refused to let go, and even had the presumptuousness of stepping on the edge of Yu Han's bottom line to test it out.

Until he let go of Yu Han, Yu Han remained expressionless, just like the kiss just now, this person didn't give him any response.

Yu Han only said one word to him that day: "We are just brothers, and I don't like men either."

Since then, Yu Han has been friends with him as before, but he has paid more attention to propriety, trying to avoid physical contact, and doesn't want to give him any chance of illusion.

Yu Han has done this, how could Ren Yu still pester him.

Deep down in his heart, he really likes Yu Han. Who wouldn't like Yu Han? He is just like those girls, but he is also infatuated with this person. It's just that he is not a woman, but if he is a woman, he is also in love with him. It may not be possible to be friends with Yu Han for such a long time, so close that he can't even kiss this person.

After morning exercises, there is still twenty minutes to rest.

Ren Yu took out a bag of bread and milk from the drawer, ready to eat with Yu Han. They would have breakfast together occasionally, and he knew that Yu Han hardly had time to buy or eat breakfast because of his tight schedule in the morning.

As soon as he took out the plastic bag from the drawer, he heard a girl next to him whisper: "Why did Luo Linyuan come here? Did he come to find Xia Fu? Didn't he break up for a long time?"

Ren Yu's fingers trembled, and an ominous premonition rose for no reason. He looked towards the door of the class. Lorraine was wearing a long-sleeved jacket and holding a takeaway paper bag in his hand. He seemed a little sleepy, and walked in one direction with drooping eyelids.

He came with a clear purpose, walked to Yu Han's side accurately, and put the paper bag on Yu Han's desk.

Lorraine Yuan's coat was loose, and half of his shoulders fell off, revealing the snow-white short-sleeved school uniform underneath.

Such a lazy dress does not affect his temperament, Ren Yu knows this person, Lorraine Yuan.

Excellent appearance, superior family background, in their grade, even in this high school, they are considered celebrities.

There will always be confession posts on the forum, anonymously saying that they like Lorraine Yuan from the third class.

Yu Han was still sleeping just now when he was woken up by the paper bag. Ren Yu was a little unhappy in his heart. He felt that Lorraine came to find someone. Seeing Yu Han sleeping, he should be more sensible and move lightly. How could he directly wake him up?

He stared at these two people closely, like everyone else in the class, they were all watching, but the two people in the center of sight didn't care at all, or they were used to this kind of staring.

Yu Han looked at the paper bag, his face was still sleepy, and he opened his mouth to say something.

Lorraine bent down, pressed his hand on the table, pointed to the paper bag, said a few words, then rubbed his eyes, yawned, and pursed his mouth slightly, as if coquettish.

Then Yu Han naturally reached out, pulled his clothes, pulled up the slipped coat, fastened the zipper, and pulled the zipper to his chest.

It was Luo Linyuan who backed away first, said something unhappy, just like confronting Yu Han, unzipped the zipper, and then spoke with a smile.

But Yu Han ignored him, returned the paper bag to Luo Linyuan, and shook his head.

Luo Linyuan's face turned from sunny to cloudy in an instant, picked up the paper bag and left, without looking at other people in the class.

Ren Yu loosened his grip on the plastic bag little by little, and his heart relaxed a little. But he didn't go to Yu Han to have breakfast with him either, he felt a little pissed because he didn't know what happened to Yu Han and Luo Linyuan.

When did these two get so close?

The day passed quickly, Ren Yu originally wanted to call Yu Han, but his mother brought some special products from her hometown and asked him to give it to Yu Han. Unexpectedly, Yu Han packed his schoolbag and left as soon as school was over, and he almost missed.

He followed behind Yu Han and called for someone several times, but Yu Han didn't hear him.

In the end, he found that Yu Han didn't go to the school gate, but went to the third class and others.

After a while, Luo Linyuan came out from the door of his class, said a few words to the friends around him, said goodbye to them, and walked to Yu Han.

He saw Luo Linyuan take off his schoolbag and throw it on Yu Han. Yu Han didn't see any anger, but obediently carried Luo Linyuan's schoolbag in his hand, and walked behind Luo Linyuan.

Ren Yu watched from behind, his heart was empty, and his fists were clenched tightly.

He saw Luo Linyuan take a few steps away, then turned around with an awkward expression, and wanted to take back his schoolbag from Yu Han, but Yu Han didn't give it to him.

Instead, he held two schoolbags by himself, and tidied Lorraine Yuan's clothes with ease, and zipped him up.

This time Lorraine did not pull away, but obediently slowed down, walking shoulder to shoulder with Yu Han.