Luo Linyuan seemed to be stopped by a good word, and the whole person became quiet, like a grand monkey who had been cursed, and could no longer get up.
With his eyes downcast, Yu Han obediently led him to his car, closed the car door, took his schoolbag, and sat there in a daze.
Lorraine's head is now filled with a lot of messy things, all caused by the close physical contact with the hug just now.
He was thinking that when he was in Yu Han's arms just now, he was almost dumbfounded and couldn't think of anything. He only felt that the hand pressing his back was very hot, the arm around his waist was very strong, and the smell was very good.
This is not the first time he thinks that Yu Han smells good. In the past, he disliked and disgusted him out of words, but in fact he had a lot of fantasies. The main reason was that he thought that Yu Han liked men, so he naturally thought wrongly.
He cared about Yu Han, and liked to provoke others, because he felt that Yu Han also liked to provoke him.
It wasn't all on his own initiative, Yu Han took him home, set up a tent for him, gave him barbecue, and cooked for him.
Yu Han... treats him very well.
In fact, Yu Han is a completely different person from him, and there is no one like Yu Han around him.
Yu Han is different from the group of children who are still under the protection of their parents. He is too precocious, with a deep mind and a calm temper.
Lorraine is often by this person's side, and he can't feel the feeling of his peers. Instead, he is the one who is taken care of, just like a child.
At first, he was just dissatisfied, but later he felt that Yu Han was really caring.
Because I am different, I am attracted, because I feel pitiful, I can't help but sympathize, because I am curious, I provoke.
But none of this could explain his reaction when he was hugged by Yu Han just now. Luo Linyuan's cheeks were red to the earlobe, and even his neck was pink.
He hugged his schoolbag tightly, and there were a lot of books in the schoolbag, which weighed heavily on his lap.
Lorraine is far away at this moment, and has a secret, a secret he wants to hide, a secret that makes him panic.
Yu Han found that Luo Linyuan was too quiet after getting in the car, and he was a little concerned. Maybe it was because he rejected Luo Linyuan's kindness in the morning, so the little princess was making trouble.
He didn't coax people well in school, he just made people awkward in another way.
Yu Han's refusal in the morning was because he was not used to Lorraine coming to his class to find him and brought breakfast. Bringing breakfast to people is not something that Lorraine can do. It is precisely because it is not something that this person can do that it feels strange.
Luo Linyuan's behavior was like a little girl courting a mate, or a little boy chasing his girlfriend.
So he subconsciously refused, without even thinking about it.
Coupled with Luo Linyuan's thoughtfulness, Yu Han had doubts in his heart for a long time. He knew what it looked like when a person wanted to kiss him. He was in Luo Linyuan's room yesterday, during the staring scene interrupted by Uncle Wu. , he felt it.
But before that, Yu Han felt that he could still maintain his rationality and look at Luo Linyuan calmly and objectively.
But recently there is something strange, he is a little unsteady, this kind of unsteadiness makes him feel dangerous, it shouldn't be like this, facing Lorraine Yuan's kindness, he chooses to refuse, so that Lorraine Yuan will not send him breakfast again.
But after school, Luo Linyuan was so awkward, which made him feel that he was a little too much.
After all, their relationship is not as unfamiliar as before. He shouldn't disrespect Lorraine and reject him in a public place like a classroom because of his own concerns.
Lorraine said that he would never bring him breakfast again, which was his original purpose. Luo Linyuan also said that he didn't want to make up lessons today, which should have made Yu Han feel relaxed. He could rest today and visit his grandma.
But Yu Han didn't feel happy, and even had a shadow over his heart. Following Luo Linyuan's words, he clearly felt his emotions fluctuate.
Rarely, he was affected.
The car was too quiet, he looked towards Lorraine, the boy was only looking at his schoolbag, his eyelashes were trembling, his lips were pursed nervously, his neck drooped in a soft arc, and there was a ray of setting sun at the end of his hair, pressing against the white on the nape of the neck.
The neck seemed to be pink due to the light, and it seemed that the blood color was seeping through layers from under the skin because of shyness.
Yu Han moved his fingers, instinct prevailed, he raised his hand.
When he felt the back of his neck being touched by his fingertips, Lorraine shuddered all over and almost cried out. Soon the hand on the back of his neck stretched out and closed wantonly, with the thumb pressing on the side of his neck, and the four fingers ambiguously resting on it, all it took was a little force to control his gestures.
Lorraine didn't know what Yu Han was doing, he just felt the blood rushing to his head, and then went down crazily, so his body gave the reaction that happened in the toilet again.
He was about to cry, he put his legs together in embarrassment, and hugged the schoolbag even harder, so that the schoolbag firmly blocked his legs, blocking all the embarrassment and instinct.
Yu Han did not let go of the back of his neck, but coaxed him with this movement: "Don't be angry, then I will continue to eat with you tonight, okay?"
Luo Linyuan's eyelashes trembled violently, and Yu Han noticed it. Later, he realized that it was not the eyelashes, but Luo Linyuan's whole body that was trembling.
When he saw the other party's ears that had turned blood red, he realized what kind of stupid thing he had done.
He withdrew his hand quickly, frowning regretfully.
Luo Linyuan felt that the hand on the back of the neck was no longer there, so he looked at Yu Han and said hello in a low voice.
Yu Han felt a little irritated. Luo Linyuan's reaction was too soft, like a hedgehog turned over and exposed his belly for someone to touch. His eyes, expression, and tone were so soft that he almost didn't like these two. The words are printed on the forehead for people to see.
But there is a kind of satisfaction in the irritability, that kind of pleasure that is almost nasty.
He rubbed his fingertips, it was damp, and Luo Linyuan seemed to be sweating, and this person obviously rarely sweats.
Yu Han glanced at Luo Linyuan's neck again, it was still red, stained with water, because the car was speeding, the light flickered on and off, walking quickly on that layer of water.
There seemed to be a restless and oppressive, dark and turbulent atmosphere in the car.
After Luo Linyuan got off the car, he walked quickly, Yu Han took a step first, and he said hastily: "I'll take a shower first, the tutoring is still in the old place, you go upstairs first."
He didn't choose to wash in his bedroom, but in the bathroom on the first floor because he couldn't help it.
He threw his schoolbag on the sofa, trotted into the bathroom, and closed the door tightly. He leaned on the sink and panted quickly, and looked down at himself with eyes covered with water mist. Those eyes became even more wet, as if he was about to cry at any time.
He reacted to Yu Han, he had an impulse towards a man.
Lorraine Yuan really wanted to cry.