Lorraine didn't know how long he had been asleep. When he woke up, there was no one around him, his limbs were weak, and his chest was tight.
He's even on oxygen, what's wrong with him
It happened that Uncle Wu came in with a cup of hot water, met his open and sober eyes, tears filled his eyes, threw himself on his bedside, and choked up while holding his hand.
Seeing Uncle Wu like this, Luo Linyuan knew that he must be seriously ill this time, which frightened Uncle Wu.
Since he was thirteen or fourteen years old, it seems that he has never been so seriously ill.
Lin Shu received a call from Luo Linyuan who woke up at home. He only changed his clothes and rushed to the hospital. It was not until he got in the car that he found that his hands were still stained with paint.
She simply cleaned her hands with paper towels and water from the car. The car was driving out of the gate. Lin Shu subconsciously glanced at the gate. The boy was no longer waiting there.
It seems that Luo Ting's simple and rude way shattered a heart. Lin Shu couldn't tell if it was easier than at the beginning.
She has also calmed down these days. There are a lot of homosexuals in the circle. She has seen many of them, but it happened to her son. Ruined lives.
Of course, there are also personal selfishness and face considerations. She is like this, Luo Ting, an old-fashioned old man, will only exaggerate.
All of Lin Shu's thoughts were shattered the moment he saw Luo Linyuan. Probably the umbilical cord of blood relationship touched her maternal nerve. At that moment, she really felt like a knife was twisting her heart.
Her son has lost a lot of weight, and the flesh on his cheeks has disappeared without a trace, as if he grew up overnight, his innocence is gone, and his eyes are dark.
Lorraine was wearing regular clothes that were much larger than before, and sat on the hospital bed, holding her right hand tightly. When she walked in, she realized that it was a candy.
After sitting down, Lin Shu took the sugar out of Luo Linyuan's hand, opened it, and handed it to his mouth. Lorraine shook his head silently, refusing to eat. Neither the mother nor the son spoke, and Uncle Wu tactfully exited the ward.
Lorraine didn't want to speak far, but Lin Shu had to. The doctor said that in view of Luo Linyuan's current situation, it is impossible to continue his studies, and at least three to six months of recuperation will be required.
How can it be possible to take the college entrance examination when we are approaching graduation in half a year. What Luo Ting meant was that when Luo Linyuan was in better health, he would be sent abroad to study abroad.
What's more, foreign medical skills are more developed, which is beneficial to his condition.
Lorraine listened slowly to Lin Shu's words, and finally responded. He shook his head, his voice hoarse: "I don't want to go abroad."
Lin Shu said, "I'm not discussing with you."
She threw the sugar into the trash can, and saw Lorraine Yuan's eyelashes tremble violently as the sugar hit the bottom of the trash can.
Lin Shu remembered that the doctor said that Luo Linyuan should not let Luo Linyuan's emotions go up and down, and couldn't help worrying that he made this decision too early.
She sighed: "It's not urgent, you need to take care of your health first. If you feel uncomfortable, remember to tell the nurse that you need to take care of your illness."
Unknowingly, she babbled a lot, felt annoyed, and shut up quickly, but saw that Lorraine seemed unable to listen to anything.
Lorraine didn't ignore her completely. After she didn't speak, he said to her, "My heart hurts."
He pressed his palm on his chest: "I don't think it will get better."
How can it not get better? The disease is acute and discovered early. Although it has undergone surgery and hurts vitality, it can still recover. It is not like the chronic disease, which will last a lifetime.
Lin Shu: "The doctor said that you will be fine if you take good care of it. Stop thinking about it and rest."
Lin Shu left, and when Uncle Wu returned to the ward, just as the cleaners came out of the room, carrying garbage bags, they nodded at each other and passed by.
Lorraine was lying on the bed in a daze, Uncle Wu unfolded the small dining table and brought the porridge spoon to his mouth.
Lorraine Yuan suddenly asked: "Why is there sugar beside my bed?"
Uncle Wu dodged his eyes and refused to speak. Luo Linyuan saw something was wrong: "Uncle Wu, even you won't tell me the truth?"
After all, he pretended he couldn't breathe and looked emotional.
Uncle Wu couldn't stand being intimidated by him like this, he told him everything, it was Yu Han who gave it to him.
He had accepted this candy for the young master a few days ago. At that time, he happened to buy it from outside and returned to the Luo residence. He saw Yu Han standing at the door with injuries all over his body. It was the master who ordered someone to beat him.
When the boy saw him, he walked over to him, his movements were clumsy, his legs and feet seemed to be hurt, and there was a box in his hand, and when he opened it, there was nothing but a candy.
Yu Han bowed to him and said, "Please."
Uncle Wu didn't say anything about Yu Han's condition. He was afraid that the young master would quarrel with the master again, so he just said: "There is only one candy in the box, and nothing else. Young master, I didn't lie to you, there is really only candy."
As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the young master get up from the bed and was about to get out of bed.
Uncle Wu hurriedly went to help him: "Young master, don't move, what are you looking for, Uncle Wu will find it for you!"
Lorraine Yuan turned pale: "Sugar!"
Uncle Wu: "Where is it?"
Lorraine pointed to the trash can, tears of anxiety and regret fell all over his cheeks.
Uncle Wu walked over to see where there was still sugar. He had already replaced it with a new garbage bag, which was clean and contained nothing.
Lorraine Yuan also thought of it, the cleaner just came and left him nothing. His heart was turned upside down, his eyes turned black, and memories of the past emerged one after another.
He once lay on Yu Han's back and said that they should not quarrel when they are in love.
This candy has been lost by him carelessly, and he will never find it again.
Uncle Wu said anxiously beside him, "Why don't I go to the supermarket and buy it for you."
Lorraine covered his face and shook his head, it was useless, the relationship between them could be resolved by more than one candy.
Since he has chosen to let go, he shouldn't be greedy for these beautiful things.
Luo Linyuan's recovery period is very long. He is taciturn and only needs a picture album. When the weather is good, he will go downstairs to paint. Lin Shu came over occasionally and saw him sitting in the park, thinking he was sketching.
When I came here one night, I looked through the picture book and realized that where there was a sketch, it was all about that boy.
I was looking at my son on the bed, and I didn't know what the dream was. One second he was laughing, but the next second tears poured out. After a while, he opened his eyes. There were broken stars in his eyes, sad and dazed.
Luo Linyuan blinked slowly, saw Lin Shu in front of him clearly, recognized that this was the reality, and closed his eyes in a dispirited manner, extremely tired.
A few days later, Lin Shu brought him the mobile phone and it was repaired, but Luo Linyuan didn't dare to turn it on, so he put the mobile phone in the drawer without daring to look at it.
The weather is getting colder and colder, Luo Linyuan put on a thick coat, and it is rare to see snow outside the window, this is the hardest snow in C City for ten years. On this day, Uncle Wu was very happy to find that Lorraine had a rare appetite.
Luo Linyuan asked for a cake, and Uncle Wu agreed and bought it for him.
But Luo Linyuan put nineteen candles on the cake and asked Uncle Wu to turn off the light. He closed his eyes and made a wish in front of the flickering candlelight alone, and it took him a long time to blow out the candle.
After the light was turned on, Luo Linyuan lost his appetite again, so he asked Uncle Wu to take the cake away, and stood in front of the window in a daze.
Uncle Wu took the cake out lightly and closed the door.
Lorraine was already very sleepy when he waited until twelve o'clock in the morning. After a serious illness, most of his foundation was hollowed out. He braced himself, took out his phone from the drawer, and turned it on.
He hesitated for a long time before making the call.
Beep, beep, beep.
"Hey."
The long-lost male voice brought tears to Luo Linyuan's eyes. He pressed his aching chest and did not speak. There was the same silence on the other side of the phone, but no one hung up.
A word of happy birthday was bitten between his teeth, but he didn't say it.
The snow was getting bigger and bigger, almost covering the whole world in endless white.
Not long after, a busy tone came from the phone, and the sound disappeared completely.
Yu Han hung up his phone.
Lorraine took down the phone with shaking hands, almost unable to see the screen clearly.
He lost his candy, and he has no more candy.
At the same time, Yu Han put away his phone and returned to the ward. Grandma's spirit is getting worse day by day, this winter is very difficult.
He took out his textbook and reviewed it under the lamp for a while, still restless. Grandma woke up suddenly and called his name in a low voice. Yu Han hurriedly moved over to hold grandma's rough and warm hand.
Grandma opened her eyes, smiled and said to him, "Happy birthday, my dear grandson. Grandma will make you a bowl of noodles, longevity noodles... long life every year..." Grandma couldn't finish her sentence, and fell asleep again sleepily.
Yu Han leaned down and leaned his forehead on those warm hands: "Thank you grandma, you are enough for me."
He used to think that it was enough for him to have a grandmother.
Others, no matter how much you want them, you can bear to not want them.
But he didn't know, that was the last call he received from Lorraine.
After the semester ended, someone from Lorraine Yuan's family came to transfer him to another school. No one knows where Lorraine went and where he is.
He didn't leave a word, any news.
Their last contact was nothing but endless silence, and he hung up the call before hearing Lorraine choked up.
Later, Yu Han dreamed countless times at night, in which he asked Luo Linyuan what he wanted to say to him at that time.
But in the dream, Lorraine was always silent, saying nothing.
He could never hear the last words that Lorraine wanted to say to him.
(end of campus chapter)