In a blink of an eye, it’s the end of July, and I just opened Writer’s Assistant
Cue my 5th anniversary as a writer
To be honest, I felt a little stunned suddenly.
I still can't react for a while, five years have passed since I wrote the book
It's been almost four years since I wrote this book.
Looking through the memory, the beginning is really a bit long
But I haven't finished a book yet, I feel like I'm still a newbie
(laughing and crying)
Let’s not talk about these useless emotions, let’s get back to the topic and summarize this month
First of all, I have to say sorry to all book friends
This month has 31 days, probably only half of the days have been updated, and the number of words in the early 30,000s
set my lowest record ever
It’s actually starting with three, it’s really stepping back step by step
This level of rubbish, in the eyes of other authors, is simply impossible to accept
(wry smile) (melancholy)
Ha....I've been out and about all July,
In the first half of the month in Chongqing, in the second half of the month in Hebei,
Settling down without a place of my own, that feeling of being adrift
very sad, very unhappy
All kinds of cars and planes along the way made me exhausted,
Even in the place where you live, it is difficult to calm down and think comfortably in the coding environment
Especially during the half month in Chongqing, it almost heated me up
Also because of the heat, cold, and cold, I coughed for more than half a month.
(In Hebei, my classmates saw that I hadn’t played anything, so I stayed in his staff dormitory all day long and always dragged me out)
All in all, various factors prevented me from putting my mind into the novel.
Coupled with the lack of inspiration and preparations for the North American volume, Carvin was seriously
All the details have to be thought out now, and in order to write the feeling, I also use card text
I'm really sorry about this orz
Said that the effort to update in the second half of the month could not be achieved
I'm really sorry (crying)
(apology)
I guess that many book friends may be thinking that if this is the case, why don’t I just stay at home and focus on coding
hh
That's the same old question.
My hometown is too small and too remote
There is nothing, it only takes more than half an hour to walk from this end of the city to Matou, and it is difficult to find a partner
I am 24, and I can no longer immerse myself in writing novels at home all day long, and stay with my parents to patronize novels
I have to think about my future life
Where am I, where am I going, where is my own life heading
In June, I would be so confused that I was dying (in fact, I am now), worrying about my life every night
So I couldn't hold back at home and ran out, and my mind was divided.
But it's a fact that it affected the update, I'm really sorry
Conscience: Then you have been at home for a month and only had more than 40,000 words, not much
“…….”
-=()!
I'm sorry (tears bursting out loud and ashamed) (with no face)
Finally, I will report the itinerary. Today I am ready to pack my luggage and leave my classmate as a bastard.
In the evening, I will go to Tangshan by car first, and then I will go to Dalian tomorrow. I have already found a good house there with my friends.
Tomorrow, I will take the car during the day, and I don’t know if I can sign the contract at night.
I should be there for the rest of the year
Finally, I have found a place to go temporarily, and I can temporarily suppress the anxiety in my heart that I am confused and have no direction in life.
Once you have a place of your own, you should be able to retreat for a period of meditation
Let's talk about the plan to explore, go out and find a girlfriend after that
This month is really tired from running around, I want to spend some time at home
That's about it, and finally,
I am really ashamed of those book friends who support me,
Sorry for not being able to meet your expectations...