In the final analysis, Arakawa, what is the meaning of this name to Fangran
That night that was like playing a musical movement, from the Night Bureau to patrol the city overnight, I saw Qing Ning fainted from exhaustion, saw the recovery forced to commit suicide, saw Su Qun even died, and saw Shui Lianxin meet again. into danger,
Suppressed under those black eyes, he was filled with anger towards the culprit who caused all this,
Even if he rescued Ye Sheng, the cold anger that made him resolutely choose to stay in the narrow battlefield for the crying child in his heart.
But Arakawa was different. From the beginning to the end, Fangran didn't feel the slightest bit of evil or killing intent from him, which belonged to the mastermind behind the scenes.
Even before the man died, there was a slightly sad smile on the corner of his mouth.
"Arakawa is dead, I... killed him."
In the auditorium garden at night, calm and deep words sounded from the mouth of the pitch-black young man, the words were clearly soft and quiet, but the moment he uttered them was extremely difficult, as if he was going to use up all his strength,
When he originally said this sentence, Fangran planned to stare closely at Shui Linlang's eyes, but the moment he really said it,
The moment the man's name was uttered,
He himself couldn't help but lowered his head trembling all over.
The auditorium is so quiet that you can even hear the whisper of the evening wind. The figure in the dark blue dress is sitting at the table on the balcony, watching him say these words, lowering his eyes and flashing the memory of the silhouette of the bamboo forest,
Then finally, he closed it slowly, closed his eyes and said softly:
"Is it... ."
He suddenly bit his lips tightly, and tightly clenched the Yinduanlongfang in his hand!
For some reason, Fangran felt dissatisfied and angry for Arakawa with such a simple answer to her!
Why! Why do you always look so indifferent! Why did he do that! Why did you hear that I killed him!
You still only have such an understatement of 'really'!
Gritting his teeth, he wanted to shout out all the thoughts in his heart, and wanted to question the dark blue luxurious figure in front of him, but Fangran held back because he knew
He has no position and is not qualified to say these words.
"You know..."
So he could only speak with a trembling voice in a calm voice, and slowly raised his head to look at Shui Linlang. This time, he didn't have any doubts, but seemed to know the statement of the answer.
"what do you know?"
It was hard to see what she was thinking, but the prophet still smiled mysteriously,
From the information I got from the last conversation with her, Maserati's explanation of Yesheng's sentence "There is no night situation, and there is no backwater", to the sporadic conversations between Arakawa and the figure manipulating the thousand-meter earth dragon in the narrow battlefield, there are still many I have the memories of the last time I saw,
Guessing, piecing together, and finally getting the unknown historical past hidden under the last night of last month,
Fangran recalled the man's words with a gentle smile, and admitted all his questions one by one,
...
'You arranged the attack on the restaurant in Los Angeles? '
'Well, it's me. '
...
'Did you send the man who could control the zombies and the woman who used the demon wind at that concert? '
'Well, it's Yinkui and Xinya that I sent. '
...
'The attack in the neighborhood is the demon dwarven potion you gave those mercenaries? '
'Well, yes, although they just ran into the Night's Watch and Zerorider. '
...
'Then everything tonight was your plan? '
'Well, it's me. '
All the answers, Scale Pai showed the truth in the man's gentle answer with a chuckle, only the last sentence...
'Why did you do this? Is it really to control the night situation, or is it because of the dissatisfaction that Ziye... ever didn't choose you? '
'Well, that's right, I always felt that it was a wrong choice for the elders in the night club to choose to hand over China's affairs to Big Brother Jiang Ran. is my everything. '
-false-
His one and only lie that night!
At that time, I was overwhelmed by the anger in my heart, but I didn't care about this sentence even if I paid attention to it. The lie he told with a light and deep smile, why...
Until the moment when holding Lingyuan, liberating the patrol of the night, cutting out the sword of Frost Sky and White Night and seeing his memory... .
"Why!!!"
The dark young man's low cry could not be suppressed from his throat!
He looked up at the beautiful Shui Linlang at the other end of the garden in the evening wind, his turbulent eyes shattered all the peace, and his hoarse cry was filled with sad struggle and deeply puzzled questioning!
"Why don't you stop him!? That person thinks about your shadow even at the last moment before he dies! It's all about you!"
Fangran's low shout was mixed with emotions, and the corners of his eyes were reddened by the turmoil of his thoughts. He watched Shui Linlang's figure closely, wanting to get her answer.
"What takes back everything! What controls a stronger power! Everything he does is because of you!"
Recalling the memory of Arakawa that I saw at the last moment during the night tour of liberation, the end point of the extension of countless fragmented pictures is the bluestone steps leading to the bamboo forest in the mountain, and the girl in the beautiful skirt smiled and spoke.
-'My name is Lin Lang, welcome to the Night Club'-
"He just wants to see you again!!"
Declaring lies to the whole world, hiding the true purpose in his heart, he can frankly admit all the evils he has done, but only this, Arakawa lied.
"why why... ."
The hoarseness of the throat is difficult, the words are too heavy to utter,
Fangran's low voice became lower and lower, and finally turned into a hoarse and choked voice that almost lost his voice.
He is not Arakawa, he is not Shui Linlang, he does not know the story of the two of them, he is just a young man who has lived for only twenty years,
So Fangran knew that he was not qualified and had no position to intervene in their love-hate relationship,
But there is only one thing, only one thing Fangran felt that he had to ask it anyway, as a bystander... no, as a 'murderer'...
Don't let that false sentence be buried that night.
"You don't stop him..."
I felt pain in my chest, I felt real sadness, and it became difficult to breathe. These words are too low to be read,
Fangran raised his eyes, and the breeze blew the broken hair on his forehead, his eyes were filled with all the sadness for that man.
On the other side of the garden, on the balcony, Fangran said this in a low voice,
The prophet who lived for a century finally showed a moment of unexpected blankness for the first time,
Then slowly fell silent again, looking at the sea of flowers in the night outside.
"It's really... suddenly said something... that surprised me...."
Even Shui Linlang didn't expect that Fangran would know these things, these things buried deep in that night.
"Do you think I can stop him?"
Shui Linlang looked at Fangran with slanted blue gentle eyes and a dim silhouette in the night, and asked softly.
"As long as you show up... As long as you go to see him, no matter what the situation is, he is willing..."
"What if we meet once?"
Listening to Shui Linlang's rhetorical question, Fangran's loud words were gently interrupted by her, her eyes widened slightly,
He looked at the dark blue figure, but he couldn't understand the look in her eyes.
"Can I solve it completely by meeting him?"
Seeing Fangran's stunned look, he showed a smile, lowered his eyes, and Shui Linlang looked at Huahai again and said in a low voice:
"If he sees me, can he get rid of his obsession? Even if he gave up the plan for the night game this time, what about next time..."
Shui Linlang stood up slowly, and walked towards the edge of the balcony, the night wind blowing the sea of flowers in the manor in her blue eyes,
Then she turned her head and smiled at Fangran:
"What's more, I can't get out of here."
She raised her hand and stretched out the edge of the balcony, as if she wanted to touch the picture of the sea of flowers at night, but...
Hindered by a transparent 'wall'.
Fangran watched this scene with his eyes wide open, and learned the astonishing fact that the so-called prophet was imprisoned in a cage.
"But even if there is no wall, even if I can go out from here, I will not see him, I can't see him, because the root of it... . "
The soft words were full of sighs and memories, and the tone of Shui Linlang's words made Fangran unintelligible,
She looked at Fangran who didn't seem to understand what she said, and smiled gently and tolerantly:
"I don't love him."
The sea-like dark blue skirt was slightly lifted by the night wind on the balcony of the garden, and her quiet and beautiful peerless elegance was frozen into the picture.
"Because I don't love him, I can't get rid of his obsession, and I can't stop him."
The gentle words with a chuckle contained complex emotions that he couldn't understand, which shocked Fangran's heart.
Because of not loving... .
After all, is this the reason... .
Standing silently on the spot, holding the hilt of Silver Broken Dragon Tooth tightly,
For him who doesn't even know 'like' and can't face him,
It is too difficult to understand the proposition of 'love'.
He's not Arakawa, nor Shui Linlang, he doesn't know what it's like to love or not to love, so even if he asks questions for the man who always appears in his nightmares, he can't get any answers,
This kind of thing... Fangran actually knows,
He clearly knows...
"So everything he did was meaningless?"
Standing at the gate of the garden, the tall and straight figure was wearing a jet-black dress-style Night Patrol, with his head lowered and his voice trembling.
Although Fangran never said it, this summer vacation gave him a huge impact on his soul and touched him. Except for Xu Zheng who patted his shoulder that night when the night was bright, Beijing blocked his mouth overnight and then left. Yesheng,
The third person is actually not Su Qun, who spends the longest time with him in the night scene, nor Su Qun, who gently hugs him to comfort him afterwards,
It was Arakawa.
This man, who has been destroying the daily life he cherishes, stands in a hostile position and uses his half-century obsession with so-called 'love' to
It hit Fangran's heart.
Through Mu Lin, he was really shocked by the memory of Arakawa,
Just out of a desire to meet someone,
Is it really possible for people to spend half a century to do this
"Is everything he does worthless? Good or evil, good or bad actions, not even knowing the circumstances of your captivity, one year... ten years... half a century,"
Biting his lips and even feeling the salty taste, Fangran slowly closed his eyes in pain, with the feeling of bewilderment and confusion that he felt as a young man, bitter and helpless, his voice was low and weak, choked and hoarse:
"His life...was it all in vain...?"
Shui Linlang was silent, her lowered eyes recalled the fragments in her memory, she turned around and looked at the young man who was standing at the door questioning her,
"Fangran,"
With a look that he couldn't understand, she called his name gently and kindly, and said softly:
"You are really too kind a child. Even for him who ruined your daily life and stood on the enemy's side, you feel sad and sad about the fact that you have to kill him who has such an obsession in your heart, and even Running past asking me why like this."
"Don't get me wrong, I'm just doing it for myself, even if it happens again, I'll still do it."
Do it again, and I'd still kill him.
The pitch-black young man lowered his head, unable to see the deep openings of his eyes, and the hem of the Night Patrol fluttered slightly behind him, just like the appearance of activating his privileges at any cost in that narrow room.
"That's why I said, you are too kind a child."
Shui Linlang looked at him, smiled slightly, and thought in her heart without telling him the truth.
The kindness that feels sorry for someone who is determined to kill even if he does it again, and doesn't deserve it.
"But it's also because you're a child that you don't know...."
Shui Linlang exhaled softly, then looked at the night sky and the sea of flowers sleeping, recalled the figure who had been with her all this time and built all this for herself, whispered in a ecstatic voice:
"Whether this kind of question is in vain, you will know when you fall in love with someone."