"It turns out that it was all my own fault. No matter what, it is not easy for me to leave the palace."
Shen Yuehua didn't want to hear Gu Huaian say the words of rejection himself, so he simply said the cruelest words himself.
"During this period, I have been troublesome to Mr. Gu. Since I have loved you for such a long time, you have been very kind to me and even tried your best to rescue me from the palace. I am very grateful to you, but it seems that the two of us This kind of friendship between individuals may only end with gratitude, right?”
Shen Yuehua didn't know how much courage she needed to say these words, but she only knew that she would probably never say those words again in her life.
"sorry, I… "
Gu Huaian hesitated for a moment, not sure whether he should talk about Princess Changning. After Changning left, this has always been a knot in his mind. He had to admit that no matter what, it was something that would bother him for the rest of his life. He I don't know if I like Shen Yuehua or not.
But Gu Huai'an knew clearly that the two of them were not on the same road, and there were many things that they would never be able to get together with.
"No need to say more."
Shen Yuehua interrupted him decisively.
"I already know what you are going to say next. It has always been my fault. I shouldn't have forced you to do anything. Anyway, after leaving this time. We will still be friends, right? Just treat it as what I just said. You haven’t said anything, okay?”
Shen Yuehua is a princess. No matter what, she has her own pride. Even though she has given up her status as a princess, she still can't lose this pride.
She sniffed and seemed to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes with her sleeves.
"Now that things are like this, I have nothing to say. The questions I want to know now have an answer. In the future, I don't have to think too much about this matter. For me, it should be It’s a good thing.”
Gu Huaian actually didn't want to hurt her, but for him, he just couldn't say that he liked her.
No matter what, Chang Ning's shadow will always appear in his life, leaving him wondering what to do, just like a shadow, following him everywhere.
What Chang Ning said when he left was true. It was really impossible for him to escape for the rest of his life.
When Shen Yuehua returned to the palace, Chang Ning had been gone for a long time. There were many reasons why she refused to forgive Gu Huaian and made up her mind to leave. But since then, after she left, Gu Huaian still thought a lot. He felt that he was not worthy of loving someone like this now, so he slowly sealed himself away.
Seeing Shen Yuehua like this, Gu Huaian didn't dare to say that he was not touched at all in his heart. However, he never had that kind of thoughts about Shen Yuehua. Instead of delaying her like this, let her focus all her thoughts on herself. It is better for her to recognize these facts earlier.
As expected, some things cannot be forced. Gu Huai'an was the one who left Gu Suliang in Xiaoyao Building. He gave his instructions in detail, hoping nothing would go wrong. For Shen Yuehua, even as a friend, he would He must be taken care of safely and she must be completely separated from the palace.
Before Gu Huaian left, he deliberately left behind the human/leather mask that Gu Qiang had made in advance. Even if they could escape smoothly, Shen Zhongbai would not suspect them. This matter must be done with caution. No matter what, More people should not be dragged into the water.
Shen Yuehua didn't say anything more and accepted it silently, but Gu Huai'an knew in his heart that after all, they owed Shen Yuehua for this matter.
Shen Yuehua still doesn't know that everyone's rescue of her this time is actually part of their plan. However, Shen Yuehua has escaped from the palace anyway, which is not a bad thing for her.
"You saved me, I'm still very grateful to you. As for what you said just now, just pretend that I never said it. Anyway, we will see each other again in the future, right?"
Although Shen Yuehua's words were indeed correct, after hearing these words, Gu Huaian still felt strange in his heart. No matter what the reason was, she couldn't lie to him like this for the rest of her life. People she didn't love would always be there. It's all about not loving someone. Even if you get to know someone again, even if you're slightly touched, it's different from liking someone. Since you already know there's no result, there's no need to try again.
Shen Yuehua also understands this truth very well. Even so, she doesn't have to be so stubborn.
"It doesn't matter. After all, I was once a princess, not to mention my appearance. There are countless people in this world who want to marry me, and you are not the least of them."
"It's good for the princess to think so. We may not be free to take care of you in the past few days. Please try not to go out, princess. If you need anything, just ask my people to help you deal with it."
"there is none left."
Shen Yuehua interrupted him directly. Apart from the boy she liked, there was nothing else in the world that she wanted. If Gu Huaian continued to stay here, she was afraid that I couldn't control my emotions and cried directly.
"I understand, I understand. Since you saved me, I will never implicate you. You must rest assured about this."
"It's not that I'm afraid that you will be involved. It's that I'm afraid that you won't be safe. It would be fine if it were someone else. But your identity is still very dangerous to us and can be easily exposed."
Shen Yuehua also knew that his identity might be accused by Shen Zhongbai at any time for no reason. Over the years, he tried not to appear in the palace. It was because of this that after his father died, the words from Shen Zhongbai This sense of oppression became more and more obvious on me.
If Shen Zhongbai wants to kill himself now, it will be easy. To him, his behavior is terrible, but to him, he is like an ant.
After the exchange between Gu Huaian and Shen Yuehua, his mood became a lot more depressed. He couldn't help but know the consequences of saying these words to her at this time. However, he couldn't lie to her for the rest of his life. In everything. After the dust settles, there will always be one side of the person hurt.
The conflict on Shen Simin's side is irreversible because of everyone's concealment. In any case, since the last time the two of them got married, the friendship between him and Qingping, even if it is broken, for the two of them. , and because Shen Siyin would be hated by someone in the future, they could only forget each other in the world.
The same goes for Shen Yuehua. He did take advantage of her this time. No matter what, he will be a sinner in his life.
Gu Huai'an returned to Lingyin Pavilion with a heavy heart. Gusu Liang soon discovered something was wrong with him. He should have gone to see Shen Yuehua today, but why did he come back with a straight face? Could it be that something bad happened between the two of them
"Huai'an, is there something wrong at Xiaoyao Building?"
Gu Huaian looked up at the person in front of him tiredly, but he still didn't want to worry him too much.
"Don't worry, there's nothing going on for the time being, and there's nothing happening at the palace. I'm not sure if something happened yet, but it seems that we haven't been targeted yet, which is a good thing."
After listening to his words, Gu Suliang nodded. Although he knew that something must have happened to make him feel so depressed, since he was unwilling to say it, there was no need to ask. He came from Xiaoyao Building When he came back, the look on his face was wrong, so it must be related to Shen Yuehua.
Since it's a matter between the two of them and they don't want outsiders to know, it's best not to ask any more questions.
"I'm going back first. I need you to take more care of me at Xiaoyao Building."
Gu Suliang stepped forward and patted his shoulder.
"Don't worry, I will try my best to do these things. There won't be any big problems. But is there really nothing wrong with you?"
Gu Suliang saw that Gu Huai'an's expression was really bad, so he wanted to let him have a good rest. Anyway, during the recent period, Gu Huai'an didn't need to worry too much about the things in Lingyin Pavilion. This was really something. If I just hold on here, nothing big will happen.
Gu Huaian is aimless like this, and he doesn't even know what he is going to do next. This situation is too scary.
Shen Zhongbai didn't know if he was making any preparations these days, but there was indeed no progress on their side. If this continued, their situation might get worse.
Although Gusu Liang didn't want to see such a result, it was obvious that almost no one could control the current situation. Shen Qianshan didn't know what he was busy with these days, and he always felt like he couldn't see him anymore. Among the people who came to see him, in the entire L, there were only two of them, himself and Gu Qiang, these days. Such a situation was indeed rare in L. He did not dare to guess what happened recently. But looking at the situation like this, no one would believe it if nothing happened, right
Gu Qiang's condition these days didn't seem to be normal. I was afraid that she was feeling unwell, but when I asked her about it, she always kept mumbling and didn't say anything.
On the contrary, Chu Tiankuo became the only optimist among this group of people, who didn't care about anything.
But there is one thing. Until now, Shen Zhongbai has not been in a hurry to ask Chu Tiankuo to dissolve Tianji Pavilion. Could this matter be shelved so simply