Shen Qianshan couldn't accept these things for a while. He didn't know how to explain to the queen that the child didn't need to be removed. He found that the queen hadn't understood what the situation was at this time, but he didn't think it was. The queen must be protected.
"What do you think?" Shen Qianshan's eyes turned cold, completely different from the previous look, and seemed to be more serious.
The queen did not speak. The two people had been quarreling since they woke up in the same bed. It was the kind of quarrel with no result, just to vent their dissatisfaction. No one could accuse them of what happened in front of them. In the end, they can only hurt each other.
"That is a life, no matter whose it is, since you are already pregnant, there is no reason to give up. If you dare to give up without authorization, you will be punished by God." Shen Qianshan said, he was more serious than every quarrel before He had to be serious. His voice was very calm, but there was firmness in the calmness, unquestionable firmness. He looked at the queen, and for the first time he felt that she was going too far. Even before, when she tried to kill him with Shen Zhongbai, he would I didn't think she was overdoing it.
"Condemned by God? That's good!" The queen took two steps in front of Shen Qianshan. The smile on her face solidified, and her expression was as calm as Shen Qianshan's. Then she continued: "What happened to the person who made me pregnant?" None, a pregnant person cannot give up the life in her belly, but has anyone ever asked me for my opinion, do you really want this child, but do you think that I am a thing that gives birth to a child, not a person?"
Her tone was no different from his, indifferent and frightening, but each sentence was like a knife stabbing into Shen Qianshan's heart.
Yeah, what's wrong with these two people? What is wrong? Are sixteen-year-old Gu Qiang and Shen Qianshan the ones at fault? The queen knew clearly that it was not the fault of these two people.
It's just an unpleasant feeling that no matter what the two children do, they have to wipe their own butts.
Shen Qianshan stretched out his hand and wanted to hold the queen in his arms. He didn't like her, but he knew that these two people were the last partners left to rely on each other in this strange world. They either had to quarrel with each other or I'm not arguing about who is right or wrong, I just want to find a space to vent. If I vent to others, they won't understand at all, and it's very innocent. I can only make a lot of noise to this person who is in the same situation as myself.
But the queen didn't want this. She turned around and hid, with a terrifyingly calm expression on her face. She seemed to have finished venting her anger, and all she could do was silently accept it.
She walked past Shen Qianshan and when she turned around, she said calmly: "Since the two of us are torturing each other, why do we have to go to this point? Why don't we just get together and break up? What do you think?"
She reached out and touched her belly. There seemed to be life in it, but it was not obvious. She immediately thought of her former child, the child who had not yet had a chance to see the world.
The queen's identity and status destined her children to be implicated, but what did the children do wrong? She admitted that she was not an innocent person. Whoever did it must bear the responsibility. There was no need for a child to bear this.
Shen Qianshan met the queen's eyes. Now that he had reached this point, he knew what the queen meant. He had quarreled with her before and the words he said were just angry words. Of course he was angry because he had an extra wife inexplicably, and even that woman was still angry. It's not a good thing, but he has never thought about how to change these things. After all, he knows that some things cannot be changed.
Now he saw despair in the queen's eyes. What did it feel like? It was as if he already knew that his life would not change at all, and all he could do in the end was to give up obediently without any struggle.
"Calm down, we haven't reached that point yet." Shen Qianshan grabbed the queen's hand. His eyes were cold and serious, the same as before, but this time there seemed to be something different.
The queen met his eyes, and the irritability and uneasiness in her heart seemed to have changed somewhat. She was finally able to realize a person's ability to calm herself just with his eyes.
She said nothing, turned around obediently, and returned to the room. Everything seemed to have not changed, but it still changed. She felt that she was redundant, and things were developing continuously. She seemed to be acting. A character, and not one she likes.
Shen Qianshan looked at her back. The woman was wearing clean and exquisite clothes and had a graceful figure, but her back was indescribably desolate.
He knew she was pitiful, but he wasn't much better, was he? Now these two people are full of thorns, and what they can do is not warm each other up. After all, they are both decent people.
That night, after the queen drank a cup of warm tea, she reclined on the soft couch and closed her eyes to rest.
The door was pushed open gently, but she did not open her eyes, but said coldly: "Get out!"
No matter who came, she was in no mood to receive them. With all the things on her mind now, she didn't have such a big heart.
The visitor held the tray in his hand and glanced at the queen. This woman's temperament had changed drastically in the past two days. She always liked to lose her temper and made the entire palace panic. Sun Linhua's eyes flashed and she came out of the water prison. It has been five years. During these five years, she had been careful in the palace and tried not to appear next to the queen, but the hatred in her heart that could not be hidden finally made her take action.
The child in the queen's belly was Shen Qianshan's child. God knows how long it took her to accept that the man she liked slept with another woman, and in the end she was pregnant with the child.
Why can that woman have Shen Qianshan's child? And she became his princess, a position that she could easily get by working hard.
She pursed her lips and said softly: "Princess, this is an anti-fetal medicine. You must take it no matter what."
This voice was very familiar, but after the queen thought about it carefully, she realized that she had never heard this voice in her life.
The reason why I think she has heard of it is because the queen clearly saw this woman in Gu Qiang's memories.
This is a woman named Sun Linhua. She looks sweet and dignified, and she looks like a lady, but the queen knows that she is not a good person.
"Anti-fetal medicine? Who asked for it?" The queen pursed her lips slightly and smiled coldly. She seemed to have clearly understood what Sun Linhua was thinking. In the palace, she was inferior to one person and superior to ten thousand people. In such a good position, someone It's normal to covet, she can understand.
As long as she can remember, she has known what kind of person she is. No matter what she owns, there are always people who want to take it away. It seems that her things are good, men or status, even the eldest lady of the Gu family , all doing very unstable.
Sun Linyu's back had begun to sweat. She was afraid that the queen would recognize her. The thing in her hand was naturally not a good thing, but she had countless ways to get it into the queen's mouth.
Is there anything in the world that cannot be accomplished? Sun Linhua had decided to risk everything and kill the child in the queen's belly.
"The doctor asked me to eat it." Sun Linhua said slowly.
The queen sneered, waved her hand, and said: "Put that thing down. I have the final say when you eat it."
Sun Linhua reluctantly put this thing on the table, and then warned: "Mother, you must remember to take it. The fetus in your belly is very unstable. If you don't take the medicine seriously, then... "
That child should die quickly! Sun Linhua really couldn't help but wanted to curse loudly, but she didn't know who the woman opposite was. It was a beautiful idea to want to talk back to her.
The queen raised her eyes coldly. Sun Linhua swallowed her words and said nothing more. She just left and closed the door.
In a blink of an eye, the queen swept the soup on the table to the ground. The bowl containing the soup was very expensive, but the queen did not hesitate and did not blink.
How could she not know that the child in her belly was innocent, but did she deserve it? Isn't she innocent
Hearing the huge shattering sound, Gu Suliang rushed in and said reproachfully: "My Lady, how could you do this?"
Gusu Liang has been by the queen's side for many years. Gusu Liang has seen all kinds of things, but this is the first time she has seen such a cold and decisive princess.
The queen didn't say anything, but Gu Suliang continued: "In your opinion, is this child so unbearable?"
Her eyes were looking straight at the queen, as if she wanted to see through her heart in an instant, but how could this heart be seen through like this
"You go down first, I am tired." The queen finally said slowly after a long silence, but Gusu Liang shook his head firmly. Now is not the time to leave. No matter what difficulties the queen has, she will You have to be by her side. You can't do anything else. At least it can make her feel better.
She took the difference in the Queen's heart these days. Although the Queen was quite serious before, she didn't care about useless things and worked twice as hard on the things she cared about. But now, she seems to be irritable at any time. She can do any bad things. It seems that she has become a different person, and her love for the prince is not as firm as before.
The queen turned her head. She wondered why Gu Su Liang didn't leave, so she said coldly: "Aren't you going to be obedient?"
Gu Suliang bit her lip and finally said: "Girl, if you wake up later, will you regret not treating the child in your belly properly?"
The queen was stunned, and she thought again of her previous child, the child of her and Shen Zhongbai, the innocent child who had not yet formed. She reached out and touched her belly. In her huge memory, the child did not come to life, and there was no shadow. She didn't know why. It was like it was only her and the child's dream, and everyone else was there. Didn't remember.