Xu Sui sent him a firework on the occasion of the New Year, which made Zhou Jingze suddenly feel that this boring and lonely New Year is interesting and worth looking forward to.
As soon as the new year came, Xu Sui ushered in a good fortune. He accidentally dropped his mobile phone into the toilet while going to the toilet, completely scrapping a mobile phone.
It didn't take long for Xu Sui to let go of her distress. If she didn't go to the old one, she wouldn't come to the new one. What's more, she had been a little carried away this year, and she didn't memorize the homework assigned by the teacher and the medical knowledge that should be memorized. Without a mobile phone, it is easier to study with peace of mind.
If there is anything to contact, she can use grandma's mobile phone.
Once a person is separated from the Internet and social software, everything can be done with half the effort. At the end of the day, Xu Sui found that his learning efficiency is extremely high.
It's just that at night, Xu Sui would be distracted while sitting on the desk. Zhou Jingze murmured unconsciously in the video that day, and the phrase "missing you" always stuck in her heart like a soft thorn.
Whenever I think about it, my chest feels tight and I can't breathe.
If there is someone you like, why do you treat her so well, you will inadvertently give her hot milk, but the person who has never spoken easily can sing to her on her birthday, send her to the high-speed rail station in person, and spend your time Taking care of her cat, or that he treats every girl so well and shows mercy everywhere.
It's the most likely to get people trapped when a wandering person does this kind of thing. Zhou Jingze's kindness even made Xu Sui wonder if he also likes her a little bit
But he can throw people into hell with just a word.
If this is the case, Xu Sui really wanted to ask him if he could stop being so nice to her and give her hope in vain.
Then she would rather stand in the distance and like him from a distance.
This idea often lingers in Xu Sui's mind, and once it arises, it can't be lingered. Xu Sui couldn't help but want to ask Zhou Jingze, she hesitated for several days, and finally decided to ask.
Because Xu Sui felt that he couldn't hide his liking for him.
On the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, Xu Sui's mouth was dry after memorizing books for a whole day, but the word "Zhou Jingze" was squeezed into a pile of medical formulas from time to time.
At four o'clock in the afternoon, the winter sun slanted down from the corner of the window sill, and the fine spots of light fell on the desk. Xu Sui's phone was broken, so he had to use grandma's phone to send Zhou Jingze a message.
She was too nervous, and her fingertips trembled slightly. After taking a few long breaths, she made a long conversation on the phone, and finally felt hypocritical, so she deleted them all, and sent a text message in the past:
[Can you stop being so nice to me?]
This time, Zhou Jingze's tone was so gentle that she had never seen before: [Didn't you treat me better?]
When Xu Sui saw the news, his heart suffocated. Did he always know what she was thinking? She lowered her eyes and continued to edit:
[nor…]
Five minutes later, Zhou Jingze returned with indulgence: [Okay, I asked someone to buy what you asked for last time. Take care of yourself outside, it's late on your side, go to bed early, good night.]
When Xu Sui saw this message, his mind went blank, his consciousness became confused, and he asked him directly: [What are you talking about, I don’t have a jet lag here?]
Three minutes later, Xu Sui received his reply, and he could feel the coldness and impatience in his tone across the screen:
[Who are you?]
Zhou Jingze had never spoken to her in this tone. Xu Sui was stunned when he saw these two words, and hurriedly explained:
[I'm Xu Sui, I remember I told you that I lost my phone a few days ago.]
I also blame her, I was too nervous just now, I sent a message to Zhou Jingze with my grandma's mobile phone number, and forgot to say that she is Xu Sui first. Just now, Zhou Jingze seemed to treat her as someone else.
Zhou Jingze returned quickly, hostile and indifferent, suppressing a bit of obvious anger: [Aren't you Sai Ning? She has been using her roommate's mobile phone to contact me recently, so she told me that I used the wrong person for my emotions?]
Zhou Jingze's every word was filled with impatience and faint anger, an oolong, she used an unknown number to send Zhou Jingze a message, he thought Xu Sui was Sai Ning, so he kept replying to her in a gentle tone.
"Who are you?" "She" "wrongly used" every word, as well as the nice girl's name Sai Ning that popped out of his mouth, reminding her clearly.
He was just a polite way of being nice to you before.
To him, you are at best A, B, C, D, who can barely be ranked.
It's a fact that he doesn't like you.
This text message made Xu Sui feel ridiculous, her eyes stared straight at the screen, her eyes were sore, a drop of crystal tears hit the screen and quickly blurred her vision, she quickly wiped the water on the screen with her fingers Zhu, send a text message: [Sorry.]
As if defending himself against being hurt again, Xu Sui blocked Zhou Jingze's phone number after sending the text message.
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After the 15th day, college students returned to school one after another. On the day Xu Sui left Liying Town, her mother and grandma stuffed her suitcase with special products.
Xu Sui couldn't laugh or cry: "Mom, I can't eat that much."
As Xu Sui was talking about going to the suitcase to take out some special products, Xu's mother slapped her hand away and rezipped the zipper, with a reproachful tone: "Who said it was for you to eat, share some with your roommates, and let them treat my daughter better."
"My roommates are all good, but thank you mom!" Xu Sui said with a smile.
When Xu's mother sent Xu Sui to the high-speed rail station all the way, it was nothing more than telling her to pay attention to her body, eat on time and so on, and call when she had something to do.
Xu Sui stood at the gate of the high-speed rail station, with a serious tone: "I have something to do now."
Mother Xu looked worried, and pulled her: "I'm not feeling well, why don't you go to the hospital now? What's wrong?"
"My ears are callused." Xu Sui said as he took his luggage.
"You child," Xu's mother gently twisted her arm, hesitated and said, "Yiyi, when you go back to school, remember to study hard and remember what your mother expects of you. The most important thing for you at this stage is Studies and love can be discussed after graduation.”
This sentence has been kept in Xu's mother's heart for a long time. A mother knows her child best. Before the Chinese New Year, she was still in a happy mood and stared at her mobile phone from time to time, but now she is distraught and often wanders.
Most of the troubles at this age are related to feelings. Xu's mother has always been strict with her children. She still hopes that Xu Sui can focus on his studies.
Speaking of love, Xu Sui thought of a certain name, and his eyes dimmed for a moment: "Got it, mom."
After returning to school, Xu Sui dragged his suitcase into the dormitory, and as soon as he opened the door, Liang Shuang was watering flowers on the balcony, while Hu Qianxi, wearing a pair of black-framed sunglasses as usual, instructed the boy who was helping with luggage.
Everything is so familiar.
"I'm back!" Xu Sui came in with a smile.
"Baby, do you miss me?" Hu Qianxi took off her sunglasses and rushed over.
"Well—" Xu Suiwen's soft voice dragged on, and his tone changed, "It's actually not bad."
Hu Qianxi immediately scratched her armpit, Xu Sui smiled and avoided, and the two of them made a fuss.
After resting for half a day, they each went to their own classes for evening self-study.
After distributing the class schedule and receiving the new book, Xu Sui found that his studies in the second half of the semester were obviously heavier. Xu Sui secretly made up his mind to forget that person, and planned to escape the curse of Zhou Jingze.
After the new semester started, Xu Sui arranged his time very full every day, either attending classes, hiding in the library, studying on the rooftop, so busy that he had no time to think about him.
She still didn't buy a mobile phone, and she would use her laptop to log on to QQ if she had anything to do. Anyway, the class said that things were either on QQ or sending emails.
Xu Sui didn't know what she was avoiding. Sometimes when she logged on to QQ, she would see Zhou Jingze's profile light up, but she was always busy, probably playing games.
Since she secretly added him on QQ in high school, his profile picture is gray most of the time, that is, there are a few times when it is bright, just like most of his life has nothing to do with her, and the colors that appear in her world are only short-lived of.
She even suspected that Zhou Jing had no idea that she secretly added him when she was in high school. To him, she was just a stranger lying on the contact list.
The roommate also noticed the change in Xu Sui's status. Liang Shuang was made to feel that she was not doing his job properly. Coupled with the difficulty of endorsing, she had to follow Xu Sui to the library and back to the dormitory to endorse every day.
When Liang Shuang was sitting on the bed and painting his nails, he thought of something and asked, "Sui Sui, the teacher memorized the human body diagram in class today, and you were the only one who memorized it. It is very difficult for me to memorize. Look relaxed, do you have any advice to teach me?"
"Yes, come down." Xu Sui said while sitting at the desk.
Liang Shuang got off the bed immediately, Xu Sui sat on the chair, opened the book, took out a red marker pen from the pencil case, and said in a warm voice: "For example, if you read the human explanation, we can go through it first, and then use our thinking Maps, physical landmarks subdivided into bones, nerve guides... ”
Liang Shuang listened and lost his mind. From her perspective, Xu Sui's fluffy long hair was casually tied up with a pencil, and a few scattered strands of hair were pasted on his fair face. His lips were like cherries, red. And moist.
"Liang Shuang, are you listening?" Xu Sui asked in a good-tempered manner.
Liang Shuang came back to his senses, and immediately apologized: "Sorry, say it again, your mind was a bit distracted just now, it's Suibao, you are so good-looking."
Xu Sui had no choice but to tell her again, saying that when the veins were heading, Hu Qianxi came in with a distraught face. Liang Shuang asked smoothly, "What's wrong?"
"Damn,; Lu Wenbai is too difficult to deal with, I said I want to chase him."
"Well, what then?"
"He made me dream!" Hu Qianxi said angrily.
"Don't be sad, a smelly man is nothing." Liang Shuang comforted him.
"That's right, give you a thumbs up!"
Hu Qianxi's emotions came and went quickly, she was sitting on a chair playing with her mobile phone, she suddenly turned her head and said to Xu Sui, "Sui Sui, they said to go out for dinner later, do you want to go, Zhou Jingze is also there."
Xu Suizheng was writing notes on the book with a marker pen, when he heard that he tilted his elbow, the red marker pen made a long stroke on the human body diagram, pointing directly at the organ diagram of the heart.
She lowered her eyes: "I won't go, I have something to do tonight."
At first Xu Sui could use such an excuse to prevaricate Hu Qianxi, but after a while Hu Qianxi felt something was wrong and asked her, "What's wrong with you two? Did my uncle bully you? I'll beat him up."
"No, there was a small oolong, Xixi, don't worry about it," Xu Sui said with a smile, and she changed the subject, "I have a lot of homework this half semester, and I'm really busy. I want to go to the Department of Veterinary Medicine."
"Damn, we are suffering too! We catch stray cats in the campus every day for treatment, and they run away as soon as they see us." Hu Qianxi complained.
"Hey, speaking of wild cats, is 1017 still at my uncle's?" Hu Qianxi asked.
Xu Sui nodded, since school started, she didn't go to Zhou Jingze's to get back to 1017, anyway, it was his cat.
She never participated in their activities again, and she hid the word Zhou Jingze in a hidden corner of her heart. Xu Sui often went to the library, but he didn't expect to meet Shi Yuejie many times there. After coming and going, the two became familiar, and they could go to the cafeteria to make appointments for dinner together.
After class was over on Friday, Xu Sui suddenly remembered the Oden cooking at a small stall outside the school. She hurried out of the school gate with her books in her arms to buy food.
In mid-March, the spring breeze is expected to be chilly. The only difference is that the willow trees outside the campus are in bloom. When the wind blows, catkins fall everywhere on the shoulders.
Xu Sui packed a portion of oden, and after paying, she turned around and raised her eyes inadvertently. Zhou Jingze was standing in the crowd not far away, and Xu Sui saw him at a glance.
Zhou Jingze was wearing a thin black coat. His hair was even shorter and covered with green leather, which made his eyebrows and eyes darker and sharper. He was biting a cigarette, standing in the middle of the crowd, he didn't know what to talk to, and showed a light and loose smile.
There was a wind blowing, and the soot fell rustlingly.
Sheng Nanzhou on the side obviously saw Xu Sui, and he pushed Zhou Jingze's shoulder. Zhou Jingze lowered his head, someone beside him handed him a fire, lit another cigarette, and put his hands together to block the wind.
Scarlet fireworks rose, his brows and eyes were lazy, and he raised his eyebrows very quickly when he heard the words. After the smoke was lit, he talked and laughed happily with others again.
He didn't give Xu Sui a look during the whole process.
After not seeing her for nearly a month, Xu Sui feels that without her, his life has not changed in any way, and it is still radiant.
Xu follower withdrew his gaze from him, lowered his eyes, and hurried towards the school gate with a copy of Oden. The wind was blowing directly at her face, making her eye sockets astringent and unable to open her eyes.
Secret love is for you, but you have rubbed shoulders with me countless times.
You are the scenery I never got.