Confession (Ying Cheng)

Chapter 3: Confession

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When Xu Sui first entered college, social software such as WeChat had just become popular. In October of that year, Xu Sui officially met Zhou Jingze.

At the beginning of October, the autumn tiger has not yet dissipated, the heat is surging, and the air is sticky. When people stand outside for a long time, the sweat on the elbows drips on the ground and quickly melts and evaporates.

This group of medical students officially entered university life after finishing their military training. Originally, anatomy was a course for the second half of the semester, but their professor did the opposite and asked them to study this course in advance.

Today is only the second time for them to learn anatomy, and the professor gave them homework, in the form of group cooperation, to dissect the toad and record the neural response.

The new recruits started, and there was a scene of chaos in the laboratory.

"Fuck, big sister, hold it down!" A boy said with a grumpy face, "Don't let it run away again."

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu No, I don't dare, I'm scared when I see it." The girl's voice trembled.

The two worked together, but the girl didn't dare to reach out to touch it, but she accidentally touched the toad. As a result, the green creature pointed directly at the boy and pissed him all over.

The air was still, and then there was another burst of laughter. The boy on the test bench next door laughed until his shoulders shook, and said, "Dude, open the door."

The experiment failed several times, and the students in the other group were even more exaggerated. Before touching the toad with their hands, they went to the bathroom to vomit several times just seeing its appearance.

On the other side, several people surrounded a girl, watching her dissection experiment. The girl is slender, with her hair tied back, revealing a fair neck. She is wearing a white coat, and her eyes under the goggles are calm and clean.

I saw that she grabbed the toad without fear, fixed it, and pierced the back of its head with a steel needle in her hand. Cut off the neck with scissors, hold its tongue with tweezers and observe.

The whole process was done in one go, the movements were clean and smooth, and there were small applause from around. A boy boasted: "I admire you, Xu Sui. From your looks, I thought you were a very obedient person who didn't dare to do things. Who knew that when you dissected it, you turned out to be so bold and neat."

The girl next to her opened her mouth wide in shock: "Xu Sui, you are so powerful, aren't you afraid?"

Xu Sui's dark eyelashes drooped, showing a shallow arc, and smiled calmly: "I'm not afraid."

"Your operation was so beautiful just now, can you teach me." The girl who spoke was Liang Shuang, Xu Sui's classmate.

"Okay." Xu Sui nodded.

Under Xu Sui's guidance, Liang Shuang mastered the essentials, finally overcame the psychological barrier, and was about to poke Toad's brain with a big steel needle.

As a result, the roof shook slightly, followed by a loud roar of the plane, and the buzzing sound continued. Liang Shuang was startled, the steel needle deflected, and directly poked the toad's thigh, blood splattered come out.

Failed again.

Liang Shuang became angry, and began to complain: "I really don't understand why the president who built this medical university moved the school to an aerospace university, just across the street, and the group of pilots tried it at the airport. Practicing, quarreling in the morning and in the evening, it's really annoying."

Some girls heard Liang Shuang's complaints and joked: "Hey, Liang Shuang, I remember when you first came, didn't you say you wanted to find a pilot to be your boyfriend? Why did you change your mind so quickly?"

Hearing the word "pilot", Xu Sui's heart tightened, and then he went back to the test bench to observe the data as if nothing had happened.

Liang Shuang replied: "It's two different things, it's not found yet."

Xu Sui returned to the laboratory bench to continue the experiment. A girl named Bai Yuyue in her group did not contribute to their group work except for handing over tools such as tweezers and steel needles.

Because Bai Yuyue looked at her mobile phone every once in a while, and didn't think about dissecting at all. Suddenly, the mobile phone she put aside made a "ding" message sound, and Bai Yuyue clicked on it, showing a sweet smile.

Xu Sui was leaning over to observe the toad's brain reaction on the computer, and Bai Yuyue called her: "Xu Sui, I have something to do, and you can help me with the rest."

It means that she does the homework alone, but the name of the final completion must belong to two people.

Xu Sui looked at the experiment and it was more than half done, so he nodded without emotion. She doesn't care much about this kind of thing, because she is lazy.

Bai Yuyue left happily. Since Xu Sui was alone, she naturally completed the experiment a little later than ordinary people. When it was over, she found that Liang Shuang was still waiting for her.

"You haven't left yet?" Xu Sui took off the disposable gloves.

"Of course I'm waiting for you." Liang Shuang pinched her face, tsk, it feels good.

After Xu Sui changed her clothes, Liang Shuang dragged her and ran wildly down the stairs, muttering non-stop: "Hurry up, my potato-roasted pork ribs are going to be gone."

In a cafeteria, the two of them finally got their meal and sat down. There was a boy wearing glasses holding a plate and hesitatingly asking if he could sit together.

Xu Sui put on a soft and harmless face, but mercilessly rejected his request.

Liang Shuang sat opposite her and looked at Xu Sui. He slapped his face, his face was fair with a layer of pink, his eyes were full of almonds, and he still had two dimples when he smiled.

A typical southerner's appearance, no matter how you look at it, it looks so juicy.

Liang Shuang took a bite of ribs and sighed: "Tsk tsk, it's been a few months, Sui Sui, do you know that our department forum is conducting department flower voting, and you are on the list of candidates."

Xu Sui didn't show much reaction to this incident. She inserted a straw into the milk carton and said with a puffy face, "But I was really ordinary in high school."

The kind of existence that would be drowned in the crowd.

If Liang Shuang had seen her photos in high school, he would not have said such things. In high school, due to perennial illness and long-term drinking of traditional Chinese medicine, her body was swollen, her face was too pale, and she wore a monotonous and loose school uniform all the year round. She was a very ordinary girl.

Fortunately, after getting better, she lost 20 pounds when she went to college. In addition, her skin is fair and her facial features are small and exquisite.

It is also because the university and high school are really different, the aesthetics here is diverse, and people with different personalities are accepted, so she will be noticed by everyone.

"Hey, who doesn't have a disheveled face in high school, it's all for studying," Liang Shuang put a piece of meat in her bowl, and asked, "But I see that you rejected several of them, what do you like?"

Xu Sui bit the straw and didn't move, a face of playing in the world appeared in his mind, and he quickly pressed it down again, shaking his head: "I don't know either."

"It's okay, it's still early," Liang Shuang poked the vegetables with her chopsticks, and it took a while to realize that she hit the spinach and said with a bitter face, "I'll wipe it, I can't do it anymore, I feel like vomiting when I see green, too disgusting."

"I'll eat it for you, I'm not afraid." Xu Sui said with a smile, and then put the spinach in his own bowl.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Sui stood on the roof of the school's ideological and political building to blow the wind. The evening wind blew the test papers she spread on the railing, like a white pigeon fluttering its wings.

Xu Sui plugged the earphones into his phone and stood on the rooftop to do the listening test. There are almost no visitors here. It is quiet and the scenery is good. She often comes here, and it is a good place to relax.

If you are tired, Xu Sui presses the test paper with his elbow, looks far away and relaxes his eyes. At this time, she would look in one direction, the northeast corner of the school, which was pointing to the playground of Beijing North University of Aeronautics and Astronautics.

There are flying academy students practicing there every day. From the rooftop, all that can be seen are black human heads under the green ocean.

She couldn't see anything clearly, and she didn't know what she was expecting.

Xu Suizheng was in a daze, the phone vibrating, it was Xu's mother calling. Xu Sui clicked to answer, and Xu's mother cared about her study life, and then changed the topic to the weather.

"The frost is coming soon. Once the frost is over, the weather will turn cold. Remember to buy an extra quilt." Mother Xu nagged.

Xu Sui laughed, and said in a brisk tone, "Mom, where are you going? It's still very hot here. And it's not like I haven't stayed in the north before."

Xu's mother sighed when she heard this. Xu Sui grew up in a single-parent family in the south and grew up in a small town called Liying in Jiangsu and Zhejiang. My mother is an ordinary junior high school Chinese teacher. When Xu Sui was in high school, she worried that the teaching resources in the small place were not good enough, so she planned to send her to study.

It happened that Uncle Xu Sui was doing business in Jingbei City and proposed to let her study here. For the sake of the child's education, Xu's mother gritted her teeth and sent her there.

Xu Suigao transferred to Tianhua No. 1 Middle School in the second half of the semester, and stayed in the north for two and a half years.

When it was time to apply for the college entrance examination, Xu's mother had discussed with Xu Sui that she could choose any university in the south, but who knew that she would apply to this medical university in northern Beijing with all her heart.

Thinking of this, Xu's mother complained softly: "You are already in college, you are still so far away from me, and no one takes care of you. Your child's hands and feet are cold in winter, and you are afraid of the cold. I really don't know why you have to go there go."

Xu Sui had no choice but to change the subject, coaxed his mother a few words, and finally hung up the phone.

Xu Sui stood on the rooftop in a daze, and she couldn't help asking herself, why did she have to come here

It must be crazy.

She was in a daze, when suddenly there was an emotional moan from a corner not far away, accompanied by coquettishness. Xu Sui looked along the source of the sound.

There were two people standing on the wall at the corner, the girl was tall and slender, she was leaning against him with an ambiguous posture, the boy was leaning against the wall with his clothes loosely wrapped around his body.

Xu Sui was separated from them by an abandoned iron frame, which was mottled with red rust. Across a small frame, the line of sight gradually narrowed, but the movements of the two became more obvious.

The boy didn't move much, but the girl clung to him very tightly, her fingers subconsciously touched down, hooking the crotch of the boy's black trousers, with obvious hints.

When she wanted to take a step closer, the boy stretched out his hand and clamped her knuckles easily, preventing them from moving, and looked at her with a half-smile.

The girl looked hot, so she took the opportunity to confess: "I really like you."

The boy didn't respond to this, he was lazy in his bones, and smiled softly: "How much do you like it?"

After finishing speaking, the boy's slender fingers wrapped around the red bow on her chest, and his clean fingertips touched the skin an inch. It was puzzling, full of control, and the girl's chest gradually rose and fell, and she gasped.

There was a faint expectation in her heart, she raised her eyes, met the boy's teasing eyes, her face flushed, she simply buried her whole face on his broad chest, and said softly, "You are so annoying."

The wind stopped, and the fire clouds in the evening were warm and bright. Xu Sui felt a little sunburned, hot and stuffy, and she couldn't stay any longer.

The orange-red scale-like cloud moved over from the sky, and the light became clear at this moment. The boy suddenly turned his head to look over, and the eyes of the two collided in mid-air.

The boy's hair is extremely short, showing stubble, eyelid creases are shallow, pupils are dark and inattentive, the jaw line is smooth, and the protruding Adam's apple is slowly rolling up and down.

His eyes rested on her without emotion.

A strong evening wind passed by and poured into her throat, so dry that she couldn't speak a word. Xu Sui ran away, and the conversation between the girl and the boy was faintly transmitted to her ears along the wind, which was very clear.

She heard Bai Yuyue ask softly: "Why are you in a daze, did you meet someone you know?"

The boy's voice was as cold as metal, and three words rolled out of his throat: "I don't know."