Confession (Ying Cheng)

Chapter 38: Can you just touch me?

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Xu Sui doesn't know how Zhou Jingze treats others, but he has always been gentle and respectful to Xu Sui, but... She never expected that Zhou Jingze would have such a side, domineering and powerful, like a fierce fire, with the tip of his tongue Stirring around inside, Xu Sui's limbs and bones were numb, and he couldn't breathe.

They kissed for three minutes in the freezing cold.

Later, when Zhou Jingze let go of her, Xu Sui's legs softened a little.

The skiing was officially over, and the group of them went back to get their things and planned to go to Beishan for barbecue and camping overnight, in order to watch the sunrise the next day.

On the way back, Xu Sui's heartbeat hadn't calmed down, and the scene just now appeared in his mind from time to time. Zhou Jingze pressed the back of her head, kissing her so that she was almost hypoxic, her lips and teeth were pried open a little bit, and the bitter mint flavor poured into her mouth. His breath is overwhelming.

Xu Sui was completely under control, she was dazed by the kiss, but her senses were infinitely magnified, Xu Sui felt his slender fingers move forward, and his thumb gently rubbed the back of her ear with a rough feeling That piece of soft flesh caused a tremor in my heart.

It turns out... This is what it feels like to kiss someone you like.

A group of people took the cable car to the top of the mountain, and the big guys divided their work and started a happy barbecue. Because the weather was so cold, almost as soon as the charcoal burned up, most people quickly moved the small benches and surrounded the grill for warmth.

Miss Hu sat there while warming up the fire while disliking the smell of charcoal smoke. Sheng Nanzhou got up quickly, frowned, and pointed to his position:

"I'll change with you, here's the leeward."

"Okay," Hu Qianxi stood up, patted him on the shoulder with a look of relief, "he is indeed the most filial son in Beijing North City."

"..." Sheng Nanzhou.

Xu Sui came late, Hu Qianxi saw her baby Sui at a glance, and waved to her: "Sui Sui, there is still a place here."

A gust of cold wind blew, Xu Sui tightened the zipper on his body, and consciously quickened his pace. Hu Qianxi made room for Xu Sui to sit down. Her coat was zipped up to the top, revealing only a pair of dark round eyes.

With her hands in her pockets, a tall, thin and tall figure moved over and sat down beside Xu Sui. She guessed it was Zhou Jingze without looking up, because she could smell the familiar smell of cigarettes on his body.

Xu Sui deliberately didn't look at him, because she would blush easily when she thought of what they did secretly just now. She stretched out her hand to warm the fire, and a pair of broad and well-skeletal palms covered the back of her hand. Under the eyes of everyone, she clasped one hand, and the warm temperature came little by little.

She quickly took a sneak peek at Zhou Jingze, who was holding her with one hand, chewing gum in a nonchalant way, pulling the corners of his lips and turning his face away to listen to other people's bragging.

Xu Sui's hands and feet were always cold, she was afraid that he would be cold, so she secretly struggled, but she didn't break free, but was easily pinched by Zhou Jingze's knuckles, unable to move at all.

Hu Qianxi noticed the small movements of the two of them, and said "oh date" happily.

"Xixi." Xu Sui subconsciously called out to her.

When Hu Qianxi saw the pleading in her sister's eyes, she naturally stopped joking. The charcoal fire made the temperature of his body rise a little bit, Xu Sui was a little out of breath, so he pulled down the zipper that covered his chin, and took a breath of fresh air.

"Sui Sui, what's wrong with your lip? Why is there a wound!" Hu Qianxi cried out in surprise as if she had discovered a new world.

Hu Qianxi's cry attracted many people's attention. Xu Sui's ears turned red, and he didn't know how to explain it. Even Zhou Jingze turned his head when he heard the sound, as if he didn't remember what he did. Still looking at her leisurely.

"Knock...knock." Xu Sui said unnaturally.

Zhou Jingze raised his eyebrows after hearing this, raised his hand to break off Xu Sui's head, caressed the wound on her lip with his thumb, and the playfulness in his eyes was obvious:

"Really? I happened to knock my lips."

"Come with me, I have lipstick in my bag, I'll put it on for you." Hu Qianxi got up to get something.

"Okay," Xu Sui patted Zhou Jingze's hand, his voice drawn out, "It's all your fault."

When Xu Sui came back from applying lipstick, he could already smell the aroma of the grill. Cooked and raw ingredients, as long as they are handed over to Da Liu, nothing is a problem.

Da Liu held a handful of mutton skewers in his left hand and a spice bottle in his right. A yellow flame shot up, and he sprinkled a handful of cumin and sesame oil.

"You vote for me, Xinjiang kebab Xiao Liu will debut tomorrow." Sheng Nanzhou boasted with a thumbs up.

After hearing this, Da Liu scolded: "Go away, eat bamboo sticks later."

It's slow to barbecue outside. Seeing that they were sharing the washed yacon, Xu Sui happened to be a little hungry, so he reached for one, and Zhou Jingze snatched it away.

Xu Sui watched helplessly as Zhou Jingze gave Sheng Nanzhou her yacon, and looked at him: "Didn't you just want to eat it?"

"Hey, it's still my brother who loves me." Sheng Nanzhou immediately took over and took a bite.

Sheng Nanzhou's voice of gnawing yacon fruit was too crisp, Xu Sui was so greedy, and he was so hungry that he was actually a little angry.

Seeing that there is the last yacon left in the basket in front of me. She was about to reach for it, but one hand was faster. Zhou Jingze picked up the last yacon and gnawed it slowly.

Xu Sui was a little angry at the moment, Zhou Jingze gave someone else what she wanted to eat, and now he couldn't see his girlfriend when she was hungry, the more he thought about it, the more he felt wronged, his eyes were sore, and he was afraid that it would be too embarrassing to shed tears, so he simply put the She buried her face in her knees and refused to look at him.

Super invincible villain.

From the corner of the eye, Zhou Jingze saw that Zhou Jingze had finished eating a yacon, and was washing his hands with water. He pulled out a tissue and stood up. At the same time, a piece of soot fell on the soil, and the fire was dimmed.

Xu Sui hugged her knees and her eyes were a little red from hunger. She sniffed, and after a while, a plate of baked steamed buns appeared in front of her eyes. The two sides were golden, and the top was covered with a layer of transparent honey, full of milky fragrance.

"You baked it?" Xu Sui sniffed.

"Well," Zhou Jingze raised his chin at her, and said with a smile, "Give me my baby's apology."

For the sake of eating, Xu Sui reluctantly forgives you Zhou Jingze, she sat on the small bench and ate the steamed buns earnestly, Zhou Jingze didn't do anything, it was interesting to see her eating with a puffy face, like raising a little puppy goldfish.

Seeing honey stains on the corner of her mouth, Zhou Jingze raised his hand to pinch her chin, and gently wiped off the corner of her mouth with his thumb. Sheng Nanzhou saw that the small plate on Xu Sui's lap contained a yard of slow-motion films, and was about to reach out to get it.

Zhou Jingze seemed to have eyes on the back of his head, and he gave Sheng Nanzhou a slap with his free hand, and said slowly, "Bake it yourself, why are you fighting for food with the children?"

"..." Sheng Nanzhou took a slap and didn't say anything, why did he eat a mouthful of dog food. He looked at Xu Sui who was eating steamed buns seriously, and the more he watched, the more he realized.

Yes, let him eat the yacon that will cool his stomach after eating. Heh, this brother can fucking do it.

The setting sun was sinking slowly and came towards them in a blazing red. Surrounded by snow-capped mountains, a group of people gathered around to barbecue, play cards and chat, and laughter came from time to time, but it didn't feel cold anymore.

In the middle, Zhou Jingze answered a phone call, with an unsightly expression on his face, coldness in his eyes, and mechanically twitching the corners of his mouth: "You make up your own mind, why are you asking me?"

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone, and Xu Sui sat next to Zhou Jingze, her hand was just in his outer pocket to keep warm, she gently clasped his hand, and said softly, "What's the matter?"

Zhou Jingze was very irritable in his heart, and suddenly met a pair of clean and quiet eyes, he unconsciously let go of the hand that had just touched the cigarette case in his pocket, and smiled: "It's okay."

In the evening, the fire for heating was lit early, and everyone was cooperating and dividing the work and setting up tents. Hu Qianxi and Xu Sui slept together, while Sheng Nanzhou and Zhou Jingze were responsible for setting up tents for them.

Miss Hu commanded the two young masters very handily: "Hey, uncle, you must be careful, what if a corner suddenly collapses when you are sleeping in the middle of the night?"

"It doesn't matter if you hit me, are you willing to hit Sui Sui?"

With a cigarette in his mouth, Zhou Jingze bent slightly to pick up the horizontal bar on the ground, and passed the bright yellow tarpaulin diagonally across it with ease, frowning:

"I can't bear it."

"That's good," Hu Qianxi rolled her eyes, looked at Sheng Nanzhou, and frowned subconsciously, "Student Sheng, it seems that your handicraft work is not very good. What do you rely on when you are out of society and have no skills?"

"Relying on rent collection." Sheng Nanzhou answered.

"..." Hu Xixi.

Okay, pretend she didn't say it.

Xu Sui was arranging things, when she turned her head and saw more than a dozen Kongming lanterns floating in the dark blue sky, they were very beautiful, and she exclaimed in surprise: "Xixi, look."

"Wow, it's so beautiful. I want to take a photo and send it to Lu Wenbai. I have to share such a beautiful scenery with him." Hu Qianxi took out her phone and said to herself.

This moderate voice happened to fall in Sheng Nanzhou's hands, he almost poked his own hand with a pole, his tone seemed to be joking: "Are you still thinking about that kid?"

"That's right, you won't die until you reach the Yellow River." Hu Qianxi said with a smile.

Xu Sui shook his head and said, "She's been losing weight recently, for Lu Wenbai."

Sheng Nanzhou frowned, hesitant to say anything, and finally he just said: "You have to pay attention to your body."

Hu Qianxi was startled, and then she showed a bright smile, covering up the emotion in her eyes: "Of course, I'm not stupid."

A group of people played until eleven o'clock, and finally everyone went back to their tents to sleep, yawning because of the exhaustion of the day. Xu Sui lay down in the sleeping bag, and after laying things down, his eyelids couldn't hold up for a while, and he fell asleep in a daze.

But after all, she didn't sleep very comfortably. Xu Sui's sleep had always been shallow, and she was a little sleepy. She woke up after three hours of sleep, and Hu Qianxi's even and long breathing sound came from beside her.

Xu Sui habitually reached for the cell phone next to the pillow, turned on the screen, and saw Zhou Jingze send a message in half an hour:

Zjz: [Yi Yi, are you asleep yet?]

Xu Sui turned around and typed on the screen with his fingers: [Fall asleep, wake up again, a little sleepy.]

ZJZ: [Then come out and look at the stars.]

[good.]

After Xu Sui replied the message, she got up on tiptoe, put on a coat and ran out of the tent. She looked up and saw that the sky above her head was dark blue with thin clouds and no stars.

Zhou Jingze was clearly trying to trick her out.

Xu Sui ran all the way in the direction of the blue tent where Zhou Jingze was sleeping. From afar, he was wearing a black down jacket, sitting on the edge of the tent, with one leg idly stepping on the rock, with a mouthful of water in his mouth. He was smoking a cigarette, bowed his head and held the fire in his palms, the flames were scarlet.

Xu Sui wanted to scare him on a whim, but he staggered and fell forward. Zhou Jingze quickly supported her with one hand, and quietly put out the cigarette with the other hand.

Her chin just hit his thigh, and she was lying on top of the man in a strange posture. Zhou Jingze looked down at her with a loose smile at the tip of his eyes:

"You don't have to be so active when you see your boyfriend."

Xu follower struggled on him and muttered in a low voice: "No."

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, the two leaned side by side, and a gust of cold wind rushed in. Xu Sui immediately hid in Zhou Jingze's arms, his cheek pressed against his broad chest, and the warm and powerful heartbeat fell in his ears.

Zhou Jingze hugged her, his hands with clear bones ran through her hair, his eyes looked into the distance, and he kept silent.

Xu Sui noticed that he was in a bad mood, and always wanted to do something to divert his attention. She withdrew her arms suddenly and said, "Let's play a game. If you lose, you can ask the other party alone. If you don't want to, just flick your head."

"Okay."

Zhou Jingze got up and went to the tent. When he came out, he held a small folding table under his elbow and a box of things in his hand. He said with a smile, "Sheng Nanzhou just stuffed it in my bag."

It is a temple building block, a tall tower and a dangerous building. Two people take turns to draw a building block. If the frame of the building block is still stable, it is a win. If a block falls out or collapses, it is a loss.

At the beginning of the game, Xu Sui carefully pulled out a building block in the center of the temple. She didn't move after pulling it out, and she breathed out. Compared with Xu Sui's prudence, Zhou Jingze seemed more casual. He took a piece and didn't move.

The two continued to play, and at the end of the game, Zhou Jingze pulled out a building block, and another building block fell out with a "Bada". Xu Sui's eyes lit up: "You lost!"

"You ask." Zhou Jingze held the building blocks in his hands, and spoke calmly.

Xu Sui thought for a while, and asked a question she had been curious about for a long time: "Why did you give up studying music in high school and become a pilot instead?"

Afraid that her thoughts would be seen, Xu Sui added: "I think everyone has been very curious."

Zhou Jingze was stunned, he didn't expect her to ask this question, and said with a smile, "I might disappoint you. I chose flying technology because of a rebellious bone in my head."

He squinted his eyes and recalled: "I don't remember exactly what happened in high school. Anyway, I had a very tense fight with my dad at that time. He was born with airsickness. No matter what business we talked about, he only took the high-speed rail or drove. Go, I can’t see anything related to airplanes. I changed my voluntary choice in order to disgust him. At that time, everyone around me, including the teachers, opposed it. They thought I was gambling with my future and living too recklessly. Except for me Grandpa, after all, he had a lifelong passion for airplanes."

It turned out to be like this, the two continued to play the game, this time there was a "click", and the wooden block fell to the ground. This time Xu Sui lost, and she looked a little annoyed: "I lost."

"What do you dislike most about others doing to you?" Zhou Jingze asked.

Xu Sui thought for a while: "I don't like people lying to me."

Zhou Jingze was stunned for a moment, the soot on his fingertips piled up in one piece, burning his fingers, for some reason, he felt a little flustered.

"It's me," Xu Sui waved his five fingers in front of his eyes, trying to bring Zhou Jingze back to his senses, "What do you think is a pity?"

"I washed off the tattoo on the back of my hand." Zhou Jingze said casually.

Xu Sui thought back to Zhou Jingze in high school, every time he played the cello or played on the basketball court, a string of English tattoos on the back of his hand surrounded by a capital letter Z was always so eye-catching, arrogant and unassuming.

She silently wrote down Zhou Jingze's words. The two continued to play the game, Xu Sui asked Zhou Jingze to flick him on the head when he lost, and asked questions when he lost.

Xu Sui swallowed nervously, hesitated for a long time, but still mustered up the courage to ask: "Why did you change girlfriend after girlfriend in high school?"

After asking, she quickly lowered her head, unconsciously grabbing a corner of her clothes with her fingers. The mountain wind is still at this moment, the opposite mountain peak is white, and the surroundings are in a kind of silence.

Zhou Jingze spoke in the silence, his tone was laziness, and he looked at her with a half-smile, "You've been playing for a long time, you're just playing tricks on me, sister."

"Since...then forget it", Xu Suigang wanted to speak, Zhou Jingze's voice was a little hoarse: "There is no big reason, after my father cheated, my mother committed suicide by burning charcoal.

"At first it was against my dad, but later I thought it would be nice to have someone to accompany me."

So he loves to be lively and always plays in the noisy and sensual places.

Xu Sui didn't know that she accidentally touched Zhou Jingze's sad matter. When she was thinking about what to say, she inadvertently raised her head with a surprised look:

"Look, there are stars!"

He and Xu Sui sat face to face across a small table. Zhou Jingze turned his head to look at the sky when he heard the words, a small but very shining star appeared in the dark sky, and then, one, two, three Stars... seven or eight, more and more stars appeared, lighting up the sky in an instant.

"My mother said—"

Zhou Jingze remembered that in his dream, his mother was as elegant and beautiful as ever, and when she finally left, her voice was gentle:

"When the stars appear in the sky, it means that mother has come to see you."

Xu Sui often thinks that Zhou Jingze has many facets, he is frivolous, smart, proud, and more stable than his peers, but you will find that this is the tip of the iceberg, the sinking him, sharp, flamboyant, and sometimes lonely.

I don't know why, Xu Suiqingxin has a sense of reality that she and Zhou Jingze are together tonight. He is not the Zhou Jingze who is condescending, doesn't care about anything, and shows off his foolishness with a smile, he also has a lonely side.

Xu Sui's eyes turned sore subconsciously when she heard this sentence, she was not good at comforting people, so she stammered: "I... will always be with you."

The mountain wind blew again, the cry was loud, Zhou Jingze turned his back to her, Xu Sui thought he didn't hear it, and was trying to find a topic to talk about.

Zhou Jingze suddenly turned his head and leaned over. Xu Sui raised his eyes ignorantly and met a pair of dark and deep eyes. He leaned over and kissed the little girl without giving the little girl a second chance to react.

At this moment, the temple standing on the table collapsed.

I don't know if it was because he ate mints just now, the powder spread from the tip of his tongue, Xu Sui subconsciously licked it, it was cool and sweet. The remaining bit was hooked back by him, and his Adam's apple swallowed slowly, unable to tell whose taste it was.

Xu Sui couldn't breathe smoothly after being kissed, Zhou Jingze's eyes blushed unbearably red, his lips moved down, and sucked at the delicate soft flesh of his neck.

"Baby, you are so soft."

"You... don't say it." Xu Sui blushed so much that he could bleed, and he simply covered his ears with his hands.

The more he expresses his affection, the more he moves his heart. Zhou Jingze has never been a good person. His voice is hoarse and lustful:

"Can I touch it?"

Although Xu Sui was scared and nervous, she wanted Zhou Jingze to be happy more, so she leaned on his shoulder and nodded slightly.

Zhou Jingze sucked her neck, lifted her sweater with his bony hands, and poked inside. Xu Sui's breathing was heavy, and she felt a hard, silver-like thing scraping against her skin, every now and then, causing a shivering sensation.

Xu Sui opened his eyes wide in disbelief, and his voice was forced to break up: "This... isn't this... the ring I plan to give Sheng Nanzhou?"

Why did she wear it on his finger? That day she asked Zhou Jingze if he had seen her ring, and he pretended not to.

There was a mountain wind blowing, Zhou Jingze leaned over and licked her ear, the heat sprayed, and his voice was domineering:

"It's Lao Tzu's now."