Confession (Ying Cheng)

Chapter 45: Confess that she thinks she's ridiculous

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Zhou Jingze was stunned for a moment before realizing that the girl took the initiative, how could he let it go easily.

Just as Xu Sui stepped into the bathroom door, someone pushed against the door in a whirl. Zhou Jingze leaned over, clasped her hand over her head, pressed it against the wall, and kissed her.

The hot air in the bathroom was full of oxygen, and tiny drops of water were attached to the wall. Under the impact, it was crumbling and about to break. Xu Sui bit his lips uncontrollably, and grunted from between his teeth, his eyes were a little watery and red.

Zhou Jingze let go of her reluctantly, rubbed her lightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I will wait until you are willing."

Xu Sui went in to take a shower, came out more than an hour later, tidied his clothes, and then changed to Zhou Jing to go in for a wash. It was a cold day, and he took a cold shower to forcefully wash away the heat in his heart.

According to Guan Xiangfeng's suggestion, Zhou Jingze must gradually get used to the sealed space, so that the illness will be cured. Xu Sui picked a small empty room in their house, the light was very dark, it looked extremely depressing, but it was good for treatment.

Zhou Jingze directly moved a camp bed in.

In the middle of the night, when the door was closed and the lights were turned off, Xu Sui clearly felt that Zhou Jingze's body froze for a moment, and his breathing began to become short of breath. Xu Sui hesitated for a moment, got into his arms, put his face on his chest, and said softly:

"it does not matter."

It's okay to be sick, and it's okay to meet those bad things. I will be with you in the future.

Zhou Jingze relaxed his nerves, raised his hand to stroke her hair, and the two fell asleep hugging each other. For a week, Xu Sui stayed with him almost every day, and also kept recording his psychological and physical reactions to the stressful environment every night.

Xu Sui liked this time very much, as if there were only the two of them left in the world. During the day they stayed at home playing games and watching movies together. In the evening, the two of them took a dog and a cat out for a walk.

Zhou Jingze took her to taste the hidden delicacies of various houses in Amber Alley. All the families watched Zhou Jingze grow up, so they naturally spoke close to him. Seeing that he brought a well-behaved and gentle girl in, she asked, "Little Zhou, your girlfriend."

The orange sunset slanted in, Xu Sui squatted there, poured a little water in his palm, Master Kui breathed out and came over to drink the water. She raised her hand and touched Demu's head, but she was distracted, and only heard Zhou Jingze's low voice with a smile:

"Yes, my wife."

After Xu Sui stayed at Zhou Jingze's house for a week, he had to go home. After returning to Liying, Xu Sui could only contact Zhou Jingze by mobile phone. She had never been like this before, looking forward to the arrival of the Chinese New Year, and then returning to school quickly after the winter vacation.

See him sooner.

At the beginning of the new semester, Xu Sui was immersed in love. Except for the class, she spent the rest of the time with Zhou Jingze. To her, Zhou Jingze is novel, adventurous, unknown and attractive.

Xu Sui was washed away like a clean white paper.

Unlike a good student in the traditional sense, Zhou Jingze was undisciplined and vicious. He would call her out in the middle of the night, secretly drive her on the road, just to catch a glimpse of the sunrise, and then send her back to class after reading.

He took her skydiving, bungee jumping, and did things she had never dared to do in 20 years.

But Xu Sui had a faint feeling of unreliability in her heart, and when she realized it, she had already been called to the office by the teacher.

The homeroom teacher has a standard Mediterranean hairstyle, is slightly fat, and smiles all day long. He has always been friendly and forceful to the students. He holds a thermos and asks in a friendly tone, "Did something happen to your family?"

From childhood to adulthood, Xu Sui basically didn't let his teachers and parents worry about him, he was a worry-free child. It's the first time I've been called to the office after growing up so big, and I'm a little at a loss.

"No." Xu Sui shook his head.

"That's good." The head teacher put the thermos on the table, took out the blue folder on the side and flipped through it, "The counselor told me that you asked for leave twice a week, and you missed the public class last week. once."

"Although your recent grades are at the top, they are declining," the homeroom teacher looked at her with a smile, and pierced her mind at a glance, "Have you fallen in love recently?"

"Yes." Xu Sui hesitated.

"Falling in love is a good thing, young people should fall in love more," the homeroom teacher smiled, and blew on the tea leaves on the cup, "But you have to balance your studies and feelings, the teacher will show you the truth, let's go One of the two places in University B is intended for you."

Having said that, the teacher's expectations and the meaning of the words are self-evident.

Xu Sui bowed to the teacher before leaving. When she walked out of the office, the sun was a bit dazzling, and she subconsciously raised her hand to cover her eyes.

After returning to the dormitory, Xu Sui searched for University B, and the relevant links showed that Hong Kong is far away from Jingbei City, one south and one north, and Li Ying is in the middle and a little further down.

The climate in Hong Kong is suitable for all seasons. It is located in the east of the Pearl River Estuary. It is an international financial and trade city. The related link also pops up the school B University. It has strong teachers, especially when it comes to medical achievements, and its scientific research level is extremely high.

When a person is young, he wants to see everywhere.

Xu Sui glanced at it twice, then closed the web page. She opened the book and started to read. No matter what, she should calm down now, make up for the dropped grades, and spend more time on her studies.

At noon, when Hu Qianxi came back to the dormitory after class, the first thing she did was to turn on the fan, and muttered, "The garbage school doesn't behave like human beings, when will we install the air conditioner?"

Liang Shuang took off her bangs and chewed bubble gum: "When you graduate."

"Stop talking, I'm really going to faint," Hu Qianxi fanned herself by her neckline, and muttered, "It's only May, and it's not even the summer solstice yet. She's so damn hot."

Xu Sui was taking notes when she heard Xia Zhi subconsciously look at the calendar on the table. June 21 was circled by her with a red pen.

Summer solstice, Zhou Jingze's birthday.

The way Xu Sui and Zhou Jingze got along remained unchanged, but she subconsciously refused to go out with him several times. On weekends, Xu Sui was doing homework at Zhou Jingze's house.

Zhou Jingze played with his mobile phone a couple of times, and felt bored and began to move around. The sound of cicadas chirping in summer, the room is stuffy and hot, a gust of cool wind blows, the green windows flutter, and there is a faint sound of panting.

Xu Sui pushed him away, picked up his pen again, and began to chase people away: "You can come in after I finish brushing up these test questions."

Zhou Jingze licked her neck with his head tilted, while fumbling with one hand, he took out her test paper and looked at it for a while, pressed it gently, and asked in a hoarse voice:

"Is the question important or me?"

She didn't dare not to answer this answer. If she answered wrong, she would only be punished worse. Xu Sui had no choice but to say: "You... if you do this again, I... won't come."

Zhou Jingze had no choice but to let go of her, tilted his head to help the little girl put on the half of the white bra that had been torn off, and then buttoned up the clothes. His dark eyes scanned the title of the test question on the table—simulated competition. raised an eyebrow:

"How did you participate in the competition?"

"Well, there are still two," Xu Sui smiled, and his tone was light, "because there is a bonus."

Xu Sui has been busy participating in competitions recently, and has also put more attention on his studies. But I don't know if it's because she was too slack before, now it's a little harder to pick it up than usual.

Although tired, Xu Sui gritted his teeth and persisted. She ran to the library before dawn in the morning, finished class in the morning, and spent time in the laboratory in the afternoon.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, when Xu Sui was recording the animal mollusk anatomy data, he accidentally knocked over a test tube due to a lack of attention. The experimental data was instantly destroyed, which meant that they had to start all over again.

Xu Sui repeatedly apologized. One of the class was from a poor family and was thin and thin, staring at the overturned test tube, his lips twitched. Usually he doesn't talk much in class, but now he seems to have endured it for a long time.

His tone was sarcasm: "Can you bring your brains into the lab again, because of your own mistakes, all of us have to pay for it?"

"Anyway, it's not like you haven't missed classes, why don't you just miss your homework this time?" the boy said meanly.

Xu Sui's voice of apology stopped abruptly, his voice was quiet, and he changed his words: "I'm sorry for causing trouble to everyone. Let me do this experiment. The signature is still yours."

She thinks it's nothing, she made a mistake and she pays for it. Xu Sui stayed in the laboratory alone, and was so busy that he did not get all the data until 8 o'clock in the evening. He was so tired that his eyes hurt and he couldn't straighten up.

Xu Sui took off his white coat, packed his things and walked out of the laboratory, then emailed his homework to the professor, and then sat on a bench in the campus in a daze.

Not long after, Zhou Jingze called, Xu Sui answered, and said softly, "Hello."

"Where is it?" The voice of lighting a cigarette came from the phone.

"School."

Zhou Jingze chuckled lightly, and brushed off the cigarette ash with his hand: "Will you go to play the escape room tomorrow, the game of the Liu team?"

Xu Sui thought for a moment: "I don't have time."

The implication was that he couldn't go, Zhou Jingze was stunned for a moment and then raised his eyebrows: "You rejected me three times this week."

Xu Sui didn't answer, she thought to herself, because I'm not like you, I have absolute talent in everything, and I've always been able to do it with ease.

As for me, whatever I do, I have to use all my strength.

Seeing that there was no sound on the other end of the phone, Zhou Jingze knocked on the cigarette ash: "Have you eaten yet? I'll come and find you, here—"

Xu Suishan interrupted him and asked him in a tired tone: "Can you do something meaningful?"

Apart from eating, all he had to do was play. Anyway, his life was open, and she had to work hard to keep up with him.

As soon as the words came out, the atmosphere froze in an instant, and there was no need to say the second half of the sentence "I packed you your favorite fresh shrimp noodles".

Zhou Jingze switched hands to answer the phone, touched his left cheek with the tip of his tongue, and sneered: "It's meaningless to be with me, then you should have seen it clearly in the first place."

After Zhou Jingze finished speaking, he put down the phone. Holding the phone, Xu Sui mechanically went back to the dormitory to take a shower, dry his hair, wash his clothes, and then lay down to sleep.

The next day, Xu Sui, who woke up from a nap, subconsciously took out his phone to check, but Zhou Jingze didn't send any message. Xu Sui lowered his eyes, brushed his teeth and took a shower.

After people's energy is replenished, their minds will be much clearer. In fact, when Xu Sui said that sentence last night, he was very regretful. It was obviously his own problem, but he took his anger out on him.

He did nothing wrong.

A mistake in the experiment, it is obvious that you can tell him that you have been wronged instead of saying something like that.

After class, Xu Suisi thought about it, but still felt that she should take the initiative to apologize, after all, she lost her temper first. She dialed the phone, but it took a long time for someone to answer the phone.

"Hi." His voice was flat and hoarse.

"What are you doing?" Xu Sui thought for a long time and only came up with a lame opening sentence.

There was a whirring wind from the receiver, and Liu's voice was faintly heard, "Boss Zhou, the instructor is calling for assembly! I'm still talking to you and me, sister Xu."

Zhou Jingze seems to have changed his place to answer the phone, the noise faded away, his voice became clear, and his Adam's apple rolled: "I'm training."

"Oh, okay, then you should do your work first," Xu Sui said.

Zhou Jingze didn't contact her until nine o'clock in the evening.

Xu Sui sat at the table, obviously reading a book, but her eyes looked at her mobile phone from time to time, and the screen of her mobile phone never turned on again throughout the day.

Xu Sui sighed, took his mobile phone and logged into WeChat, hesitating whether to send a message to Zhou Jingze, and scrolled through Moments while he was struggling.

With just one swipe, there were photos of them playing board games. Among the pictures sent by Da Liu, one of them was a profile photo of Zhou Jingze, with the words: [Boss Zhou spent money.]

In the photo, Zhou Jingze was holding a card between his fingertips, smoking a cigarette with one hand, his brows and eyes were lazy, his expression was always foolish, and a little arrogant.

The two quarreled, but he didn't seem to be affected at all, and he was even in the mood to go out and play.

Xu Sui's eyelashes trembled, she felt that she was ridiculous, all her emotions were about him, and Zhou Jingze was born to be careless even when he likes people.

She quit the circle of friends, and all the edited but unsent words in the dialog with Zhou Jingze were archived and deleted one by one. Xu Sui put the phone aside, intending to concentrate on his own affairs.

Hu Qianxi just came back from the outside, and there was a box of cut watermelon next to Xu Sui's table. She didn't have much appetite, so she asked, "Xixi, do you want to eat watermelon?"

"I—" Hu Qianxi looked at Xu Sui with hesitant eyes, hesitating for a long time, as if she had made some big decision, "I'll tell you something."

"Okay." Xu Sui got up and walked out with her.

A gust of wind suddenly blew in the corridor, and the wind was strong at night, shaking the clothes hanging in the corridor of the girls' dormitory, and many people closed the doors and windows one after another.

On the other side, Sheng Nanzhou pushed open the window of the board game room, and the smoke dissipated somewhat with the wind. He looked disgusted: "I can't smoke you to death."

"Hurry up, Brother Zhou, stop whining, it's your turn." Someone called him.

Zhou Jingze leaned back on the sofa and drew a card that was held by the God actor. The phone that was placed aside lit up, and he picked it up to unlock it. It was a message from Yesenin.

N: [It will be your birthday soon.]

Zhou Jingze's words were brief, and he typed three words: [It seems to be.]

There was no reply, and Zhou Jingze didn't care. After playing a round, he went to the toilet halfway. The mobile phone left on the side lay quietly on the table. After a while, the screen lit up, and a message from Yesenin popped up in the notification bar:

[Then I will give you a big surprise.]