Confession (Ying Cheng)

Chapter 62: [Rebuild] The tip of his tongue smells of rusty iron

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If you say this, no one will believe it.

Because Zhou Jingze looks like a prodigal son who can't change his sincerity.

But there is no need to lie to people if they really play a game. Bai Jiajia rested her chin and thought, that is, he was stuck in the previous relationship and didn't let it go, but five or six years is too long.

Trying to chase him got trickier again.

The expressions of the people present were different, and even Liang Shuang was stunned. Xu Sui didn't have much expression on her face, with a faint smile on her lips, she leaned over to put down the wine bottle in front of Zhou Jingze, and pushed it around:

"Come on, next round."

The topic was taken by her.

The scene started to get lively again, it was late at night, Xu Sui checked the time, at 10:30, she would be on duty tomorrow, so she got up to look for Li Yang, and said hello to him.

Xu Sui gave him a generous hug, and said with a smile, "Happy birthday, friend."

It didn't take long, and at 11 o'clock, everyone left the venue one after another. Zhou Jingze was still sitting there, drinking one cup after another, with wine bottles piled up in front of him.

Zhou Jingze bowed slightly, put his hand on his thigh, and picked up Corona on the table with the other hand. The serrated teeth of the bottle cap hit the edge of the table. With a "click", the bottle cap fell off and fell to the ground.

One skeletal hand was holding the wine bottle and was about to deliver it, but it was snatched away by the other hand. Li Yang was tidying up the table, his leather shoes kicked the wooden frame forward, and threw the empty wine bottle into it.

"I said you treat me like a bar?"

Li Yang sat down beside him, drinking the bottle of wine he just snatched from Zhou Jingze. He's the one who should drink the most. If it wasn't for what happened tonight, he wouldn't know that he was out of action in the first place.

It turned out that Sui Sui was his ex-girlfriend.

But Li Yang is a person who is easy to let go, it's okay, anyway, the fat and water don't flow to outsiders.

Zhou Jingze leaned back on the sofa, his Adam's apple curved smoothly, and the light from the floor-to-ceiling windows cut his side face into a three-dimensional, unruly and decadent.

He asked, "After breaking up, did she really date two people?"

Li Yang nodded and thought for a while: "I didn't know the first one, but the second one brought us to dinner—"

Before he finished speaking, a figure beside him stood up, Zhou Jingze picked up his coat and walked away, leaving a word: "Thank you for the wine."

Li Yang was a little angry, he hadn't finished his sentence yet, why did he feel that he didn't have any sense of existence, so he intentionally prodded him loudly: "The men who have dated one by one have good conditions in all aspects, not worse than you at all!"

Zhou Jingze was going down the steps when he heard the words and stopped. Turning his head, he looked straight at Li Yang, his face was a little heavy, and he paused every word: "You didn't call me one by one."

After Xu Sui got home, after taking a shower and washing his clothes, for some reason, he suddenly wanted to drink again. Unexpectedly, after breaking up and going to study in Hong Kong, she also fell in love with drinking a little bit.

She picked up the cell phone and keys on the table, and ran downstairs in her pajamas, pulling a pair of cotton slippers. In the convenience store, Xu Sui put a pile of beer, milk for tomorrow's breakfast, and sandwiches into white plastic bags, making a pattering sound.

After paying the bill, Xu Sui pushed open the glass door and came out from Vidli. The cars in the distance drove past one after another. A gust of cold wind blew, and she subconsciously shrugged her shoulders.

With a plastic bag of beer on her elbow, she picked out a can of draft beer as she walked towards the neighborhood, clasped the tab with her index finger, pressed the aluminum surface with her thumb, and pulled it up.

With a "click", the pull tab opened, and Xu Sui took a sip of the beer, it was cold between his lips and teeth, and there was a hint of sweetness.

Holding the beer can, Xu Sui lowered his head and stuck out his tongue to lick the foam on the aluminum surface.

While drinking, she walked to the downstairs of her own community. The voice-activated light here was broken. She looked up inadvertently, and vaguely saw a man leaning against the wall, standing in the corridor and smoking a cigarette. He was tall and tall. , the surroundings were dark, and orange-red cigarette butts were scattered on the ground.

Xu Sui walked into the corridor, she was a little scared, she reached into her pocket and took out her mobile phone to light up the flashlight. Her hands trembled a little, just as she was about to light up. Suddenly, a figure fell down.

Before she could react, a strong hand grabbed Xu Sui's wrist. Suddenly, Xu Sui was pushed against the wall. Xu Sui screamed in fright. The familiar breath took another breath.

It turned out to be him.

Xu Sui pushed him away and wanted to leave. Unexpectedly, her wrist was held high above her head by the man, and the whole body pressed her down, and a turbulent masculine breath came over her face.

With a "bang", a large bag of beer fell to the ground.

One of the cans of beer rolled to the man's feet.

Zhou Jingze stared at her deeply, his eyes were dark and sharp, like rocks, bottomless, naked in desire, at this moment he was like a sleepy beast that had been dormant for a long time, dark and oppressive.

That look seemed to slowly peel her apart and swallow her again.

"What are you doing—" Xu Sui raised his eyes, panicked in his heart.

As soon as the word "Mo" was pronounced, it was submerged. An oppressive shadow shrouded her, and Zhou Jingze pinched her chin with one hand, kissed her, and swallowed her voice into his lips and tongue.

The tip of his tongue seemed to have the taste of rusty iron, and it was cold, making Xu Sui's heart suffocate, followed by plundering, possession, and everywhere he went, it caused a raging fire.

Xu Sui's hands were interlocked against the wall, and she could only make a whining sound to express her resistance. The wall was cold, but the person in front of her was close to her, her chest was hard and hot, and she felt like she had to breathe But come on, like a fish out of water, dry all over.

Xu Sui's chest heaved violently, which actually made it easier for Zhou Jingze to take a step closer. He separated her legs with his knees, brought his lips close to her ears, and brushed the tip of his tongue over the pinnae, tracing it meticulously and making it wet.

The corridor was always dark. From time to time, people in the community went home, parked their cars, and the red car lights came on and then went off. There are also people who have just returned home after walking the dog, and their voices are suddenly distant and near.

Xu Sui was always afraid that someone would come over, he tensed his nerves, curled up his toes involuntarily, and tried to avoid Zhou Jingze's kiss at the same time.

The man seemed to be dissatisfied with her movement, he pressed her forehead with his thumb, bit her earlobe, and licked the small red mole on it.

Xu Sui let out a "hiss", and said in a staccato tone, "You...you want to play a hooligan and find someone else."

Zhou Jingze tilted his head and kissed her lips again, his voice was hoarse and domineering: "I only treat you like this."

He kissed so earnestly, Xu Sui was so immersed in his breath that he couldn't think due to lack of oxygen, and the places he kissed were electrified, making it itchy and numb.

Zhou Jingze is an addict, he will fall if he touches it.

Xu Sui put his hand against the wall, and scratched hard at the wall next to him, until his nails hurt, and the white lime fell off. The pain came, and his sanity gradually returned.

He kissed too hard and ferociously, when the body fluid was intertwined, Xu Suiyong bit it, and the blood immediately dispersed in the two mouths, with a fishy smell. Zhou Jingze let go in pain, Xu Sui pushed him away while he was off guard.

"Don't come here." Xu Sui watched him speak, and at the same time wiped his lips with his hand.

Xu Sui looked at him with a sincere tone: "We have broken up for a long time, but I still hope you have a good life."

She is not the kind of person who would wish her ex a bad life after breaking up, so her concern about his grounding and his current situation is limited to this.

Zhou Jingze took another step forward, looking at the woman he had been thinking about day and night for so many years, flying across the oceans and deserts.

When she was telling him calmly and calmly that this relationship was over, all the internal organs in her heart were breathless.

She seemed like an outsider.

"Xu Sui, I've been waiting for you for so many years." Zhou Jingze looked directly at her with a deep tone.

Xu Sui turned her face away, a tear fell between her fingers, she didn't look at him: "I didn't ask you to wait."

In the dim light, Xu Sui took out his address, opened the taxi app, and said, "You're drunk, I'll call a car for you and take you home."

It was approaching twelve o'clock, half of the moon was hidden in the clouds, and the light floated on the two of them, as if there was a clear line between them.

One lives in the past and the other lives in the present.

Zhou Jingze looked at Xu Sui, and suddenly twitched his lips for no reason and laughed at himself: "So that time was true."

His voice was too low, Xu Sui couldn't hear clearly, and asked, "What?"

Zhou Jingze took out a cigarette and a lighter from his pocket. He shook out a cigarette from the cigarette case and bit it in his mouth.

He lowered his eyes, looked nonchalant, and said in an unreasonably hoarse voice, "I want to ask you something."

"What?"

Zhou Jingze took a puff of the cigarette, took it off, and fixed his eyes on her: "Is it really impossible?"

Gray smoke rose from his slender fingertips, blurring her vision, Xu Sui looked at him, Zhou Jingze was wearing a black coat, with one hand in his pocket, his chin raised, proud and handsome, she was also The boy I've liked for a long time.

He is watching her.

Wait for her answer.

Xu Sui nodded, Zhou Jingze understood her message, took a step back, she saw a string in his eyes snapped, and then returned to his cold indifference.

"knew."

Zhou Jingze left after saying this. The wind was very strong, and his collar was blown up. He casually raised his hand to frame the collar, and it was blown crooked again. Now he didn't care about it.

The phone vibrated, Zhou Jingze took it out to look, and his friend asked if he had a drink? He typed a word and replied: [Go.]

He hails a taxi casually, the car stops in front of him, sits in sideways, and closes the car door with a "bang", cutting off the human warmth from the lights outside.

The car drove forward slowly, Zhou Jingze leaned his elbows on the edge of the car window, squinting his eyes to recall some things.

On the second day after the breakup, I went to find Xu Sui to get back together, but got the word "disgusting". He was young and proud, and he was always the favorite of heaven. His self-esteem was shattered, so he left in anger.

Zhou Jingze was depressed for a whole week, and he was out of shape. At that time, he happened to be relying on the final exam. It was the first time in his life that he did so poorly, and was severely criticized by his valued teacher.

"If you are in such a fucking state, who would dare to take your plane!" The teacher threw the document in front of him.

Zhou Jingze didn't say a word, and managed to get through the long exam week. After returning home, he calmed down. After thinking about it, what Xu Sui said should be angry.

He ran to Xu Sui's school to find her. Zhou Jingze stood downstairs in the girls' dormitory and smoked several cigarettes before waiting for her.

It turned out that Xu Sui was not the one who fell.

"What about Yi Yi?" Zhou Jingze asked.

"Ah—" Hu Qianxi glanced at him, her tone cautious, "She went to study in Hong Kong, exchanged for a year, didn't she tell you?"

Who would have thought that in just one week, the building would be empty. Who is cruel

Hu Qianxi said that after Xu Sui took the exam, he immediately packed up his things and went back to Li Ying, and then returned to Hong Kong. Zhou Jingze stood there quietly, like a silent statue, with the cigarette ash in his hand falling, burning his palm with a faint pain.

When he started planning their future, Xu Sui left more freely than anyone else with a decisive attitude.

She went first.

During the summer vacation in August, Zhou Jingze tried to contact her, and dialed the number nervously and expectantly, but a cold female voice came from the other end of the phone: Sorry, the number you dialed is an empty number...

Hu Qianxi refused to give Zhou Jingze Xu Sui's contact information. He had no choice but to try to call Xu Sui's grandma's cell phone number that the two had sent wrong messages before.

The call was made, and after a long wait, there was a "click" and finally connected. There was a "Hello" from the other side. It was not the expected old man's voice, but a middle-aged female voice.

Zhou Jingze unconsciously sat upright on the phone, speaking politely and cautiously: "Auntie, hello, I'm Zhou Jingze, I'm looking for Xu—"

Before he finished speaking, Xu's mother interrupted him on the phone, her voice was gentle, but her words were harsh: "Xiao Zhou, right? You broke up, right? Yiyi has already gone to Hong Kong, can auntie please?" You, don't come to her again. She almost gave up the opportunity to go to Hong Kong because of you before, and she often cried and couldn't eat when she got home. I only found out that she was in love after asking."

"Xiao Zhou, it may not be a big deal for children of good background like you, but we can't afford to delay one by one. As parents, we hope that our children will succeed. Besides, you are still young, and your relationship is temporary. If you still like her in a few years, then come to her again, okay? At least not on the spot."

Every word Xu's mother said made sense. This was the heart of a single parent who earnestly hopes that their children will grow up. Zhou Jingze wanted to refute but couldn't. He lowered his eyes and said in a hoarse voice:

"Thank you, Auntie, for bothering you."

Later when Zhou Jingze started working, it was the time when Zhou Jingze was in the limelight and his career was booming.

He flies, lands, and takes off all over the world, looking like he's too busy to think about anyone.

But the first time I landed, it might be because it was too late that day, and I couldn't hold back my emotions.

Zhou Jingze ran to find Xu Sui.

On the way to find her, he kept thinking, let's go to the head office this time. Both of them have grown up, are capable, and are excellent in various fields. The obstacles of their parents should not lie between them. It's a problem.

As long as she still likes him.

He parked the car not far downstairs from her house, saw a slender and familiar figure, and immediately unlocked it to get out of the car. But people came over with a wide view, and there was a man standing beside Xu Sui.

It was very cold that day, and it was snowing. Xu Shuai's eyelashes and the tip of his nose were red from the cold. The man standing opposite immediately took off his scarf and put it on her gently.

Zhou Jingze only watched for three seconds. With a blank face, he stepped on the accelerator and drove past the two of them, splashing mud and water all over their bodies.

That night, Zhou Jingze told Sheng Nanzhou about it. Sheng Nanzhou has always been simple and optimistic, and after listening to it, he persuaded him: "Brother, what you see is not necessarily true, don't act like an idol drama, where the hero goes to find the heroine, sees the heroine with other men, and finally misses it. Maybe that man is Xu Sui her brother or a relative? Don't think too much about it."

Zhou Jingze was dubious, and finally kept the matter to himself.

The heart that wanted to get back together retreated.

Until now, Zhou Jingze had a faint hope in his heart, what he saw was not what he thought. From now on, the man he ran into should be Xu Sui's boyfriend.

Zhou Jingze couldn't tell what it felt like, his heart was cut back and forth by a blunt knife, and he couldn't feel it for a while.

He wasn't angry that Xu Sui had a boyfriend, it's just that he didn't know what to do.

The window of the car was lowered, and the damp wind poured in. When a cigarette burned out, he snuffed it out and threw it out. A cigarette arced faintly in midair, then disappeared.

No one will always wait for someone in place.

She really doesn't like him anymore.